Whether suicide, or otherwise, Tony Stark has thought about his own death like any other person... except he's gotten much closer than most normal people.

A character study looking at the hazards of growing up the son of a billionaire, genius philanthropist. Why doesn't Tony Stark like being handed things? WARNING MAY TRIGGER SEE NOTES INSIDE FOR DETAILS

Why doesn't Tony like to be handed things? Read and find out.

Tony tells the team why he hates Howard Stark so much. The elder Stark did something unspeakable to Tony that removed most of his ability to express real emotion and removed his status as fully human. (For tony-angst lovers because who doesn't love tony angst?)Cyborg!-Tony, Slightly- Dark-!-Tony (Mentions of Child Abuse)

One by one, Tony Stark reveals to the people most important to him the truth about his past. Rated for child abuse. Pepperony, Teamfic

Tony hides himself away after a mission not letting anyone come into the lab. That is until JARVIS decided that Tony was wrong and that Steve should go see him without delay. Stony story. Trigger warnings; self harming, self-starvation

Tony Stark was always dealing with depression. People just never bothered to look. Maybe its time they did. Trigger warnings for self harm and references to it.

Tony has a fear of water from his time in Afghan and a crush on Clint. Warning: there will be self-harm in latter chapter.

Answer to challenge. Tony Stark was many things, but one of his most rarest status, was that he was a victim of PTSD...Not that he'd let anyone know.

It's not common knowledge, but Tony Stark has PTSD. And on the evening after the Battle of Manhattan, he might just end it all. Might.