"It really didn't happen all the time, dad wasn't abusive. And he loved us, Sam, you know he did. It's just- everything got to him, you know? Mom, and Yellow-eyes, and all the daily crap we had to swim through, sometimes it was just too much for him and he drank it all away." (Implied/referenced child abuse, Dean!whump.)

Set after (and before) 1x14 Nightmare. Sam has no idea how close they came to having Max's childhood. But Dean would never let anything happen to his little brother, even if it means he has to stand up to his Dad. A Wee!Chester fic. Warnings for alcohol abuse and slight John-bashing, but this is not a child-abuse fic.

SPOILERS. Oneshot. Tag to 9x10 and Sam and Dean's conversation on the docks. Sam wanted to die even before the angel possession so why would that be any different now ? Warning for dark themes. Castiel is taking care of Sam while Dean is on his own. But then Sam really needs Dean too. Kinda plotless and schmoopy! Angst!Sam Awesome!CasAndDean

"See, Dean, this is where we differ." The Alpha Vampire's hands move closer to Sam's neck. "You always think there's a way out. You think you can deal everything away." He smirks. "You can't though. You can't win everything." *season 8 AU, hurt!Sam, BigBrother!Dean, one-shot*

Sam and Dean catch Kevin doing something they never really expected to see him doing, and probably never want to see again. One-shot.

AU after Season 5, Episode 3 "Free To Be You And Me". Sam takes Dean's advice and leaves. He doesn't get far though, before Tim and Reggie make a reappearance and this time they are not going to take 'no' for an answer.

Dreams really do come true. [Brother's Blood 'verse]

The longer Castiel watches, the more he starts to put the puzzle that is Sam Winchester together. *Sam/Castiel bonding, sick!Sam, one-shot, season 8, not slash*

The brothers are settling in at the bunker, enjoying its perks, when Sam discovers something unpleasant. It's up to Dean to console his unhappy little brother.

!UNRELATED:WINCEST! Sam & Dean are on a hunt, that looks like a case of ghost possession. it was supposed to be a usual salt & burn ... THEN things change rapidly. Dean changes - & Sam has to deal with it, does he? maybe there was more about that hunt as both of them thought. hurt!sam mean!dean caring!dean guilty!dean bobby!to!the!rescue rated!MA!for!a!reason

AU. When Sam was a little boy, he was kidnapped. John has given up looking, believing his youngest son is dead. Dean doesn't want to believe that his brother is gone forever. While on a hunt, Dean encounters a strange young man who may be his long-lost brother. Dean thinks he can now have the family he dreamed of but there are enemies who have different plans for the Winchesters

A birthday present for doyleshuny! Sometimes the biggest sacrifices are the hardest to make. Set after 8-23 Sacrifice. Please be kind read and review! :) UPDATED! Chapter 2 is now up. I hope you enjoy it! :) A special thanks to itsmecoon for the Cover pic! :)

Tag to 7x03. First it was that damn Leviathan that took his head for a piñata and now it's Amy who's bashed his skull against the tree. Sam's not sure how much more his head can take until Dean punches him for stealing the Impala. And that was the straw that broke the camel's back... or in this case, his head. Limp!Hurt!Sam, Guilty!Bro!Dean

"Castiel was not sure what was happening. He knew only that he was being drawn inexorably, inevitably toward Sam, a pull that began as an ache in his chest and echoed in Sam's eyes. " At a snowy lodge under a winter sky, Sam and Castiel spend midnight together, as the year and everything else comes to a close. Cas/Sam slash. Finale of the Other Guardian 'verse.

Life sucks, then you die. (Faith tag, part of the Brother's Blood 'verse)

1-shot. Dealing with a soulless brother at Christmas isn't easy. It's harder when a simple injury turns much worse than either Winchester first thought & Dean lands in the hospital only to see that perhaps his soulless little brother isn't as uncaring as he believed. *Hurt/sick!Dean & Soulless but trying!Sam* A Season 6 fic. Set before Appointment in Samarra.

Dean handles the stuff in the bunker without due attention and incurs Sam's anger. One-shot. Brotherly fluff.

1-shot. Pre-series. It's Christmas, Dean's down with pneumonia and missing what always made Christmas good for him when he's given a surprise present that he wasn't expecting that turns a bad holiday into the best present ever in his opinion. *Sick/mopey!Dean & supportive/helpful/protective!Sam*

***Partly Beta'd*** AU - Dean 29 is a hunter, Sam 26 (psychic abilities like in the show, just a little extended) gets sold on an auction(monster-black-market). Dean "wins" him instead of a hunters-journal he would've needed desperately ... The young man turns his life upside down. love!story hurt!sam implied!torture!rape caring!dean awesome!bobby including!cas unrelated!wincest

Things aren't alright after Roosevelt, and Dad's call takes them from "Manfully Ignoring the Problem" to "Screaming at Each Other on the Side of the Road." Sam wishes he could say he was surprised. (Brother's Blood 'verse)

Castiel wonders about humanity. Sam's there to offer comfort. AU for season 9 and the episodes to come - some spoilers for this season.

The things Dean said to his brother while under the influence of the cursed penny broke something inside of Sam. With no hope of fixing his relationship with Dean, Sam turns to the only option he has left to set himself and his brother free. Alternate ending to Southern Comfort. Trigger warning for suicide attempt. Not a deathfic.

Sam reflects on why he can't take of Dean the way Dean takes care of him. Slight tag scene to Bad Boys.

Set post 8x17 "Goodbye Stranger"- This is the Reader's Special where you tell me what YOU want in each chapter & I write it. Every event prompted by you after each chapter. Hurt/limp/awesome/caring!Sam/Dean

Tag to 9x09 so SPOILERS for that episode. Gadreel and Metatron have been out of the game for a long time so there are some facts they're not aware of.