With a heavy sigh and an even heavier heart, you glance down at the photo on your phone again. It's a blurry selfie of Lisa and Clay at Lisa's OCS graduation. They're pressed cheek to cheek, grinning ear to ear, and your heart aches with such overwhelming love and uncertainty and adoration and grief that it causes tears to sting your eyes. / Coda to s2e20, "Rock Bottom."

If there was one thing he shouldn't be, it was jealous.

Mandy goes missing on a Monday, radio silent for 10 hours. Bravo Team plans to get her back on a Monday as well. Includes Clay!Whump, team as family, and people getting things done.

Its not about whether you're a career solider or not: as a parent, you can't let your child slip away.

Summary: These are missing scenes from the episodes, 'Paradise Lost' and 'Payback'. *Chapter Three has a warning of dark thoughts.* And now ... Chapter Five: For Swanny, today was a good day. For Clay it could have been worse.

If you have NOT watched episode 'Medicate and Isolate' and don't want to know part of what happens do not read. ***SPOILER ALERT: Episode 2x19 *** A one-shot where a support member laments that Clay is the Curse of Bravo.

Sonny turns his ankle, Bravo turns around and Clay turns up...missing.

The moments in our lives where you question everything you know.

A little fluff can go a long way in making someone feel better. A look at how Lisa's gift affects more than just Clay.

Here are things Clay knows: agony, despair, exhaustion, and that Bravo is months away from coming home. But there are things Clay doesn't know.

The whiteboard said it all … Emergency Contact: Brett Swann. Clay finally accepted something he has known since childhood … his father would never be there for him. Tag to Payback episode (2x18).

POST 2.17 "Paradise Lost" - The last image he has of Clay plays in his mind, struggling for breath, covered in blood, eyes drifting listlessly.

A collection of episode tags for 2x17 and 2x18. Chapter 4: Sonny just needs to see him. Even just once would be okay.

Those who speak against seeking righteous revenge haven't had the burning drive to get it for themselves

Spenser's head snaps to the side. He tumbles off the edge of the rock and into the river below. Only then does Ray hear the shot.

It is a day to celebrate with the whole family. But when tragedy strices who will be there to pick up the peaces? Whump focused on Clay and Jason

Ladies go crazy for well dressed men- especially the Texan ones.

Davis is at OCS. Sonny is deployed. Takes place after Dirt, Dirt, Gucci.

Mandy calls in an unlikely person to help her with intel after the bombings because it's all hands on deck to get revenge. Post 2x17.

Savis! Just a short one shot for tonight episode, Paradise Lost. Rumor has it there could be a Sonny/Davis phone call in the ep, so I gave that scene a shot. Enjoy.

When news of Ash's new book reach the team they jump to the wrong conclusions and begin to ignore Clay. But when Clay's captured in enemy territory and they find him drugged and delirious, will the truth come forward? Will they realize their mistakes?

She wants to ends things civilly, he wants to make a mess of things.

He must be drowning. That's the only explanation he can come up with for the way he feels right this very moment. He feels like there's an anchor tied to his legs, dragging him under the surface, the pressure of it all crushing his lungs, preventing him from breathing.

The day after Davis tells the team she is leaving for OCS.

Summary: After an unexpected encounter, Clay struggles to put the past behind him; so concentrates on setting new goals. Sonny's heroics lead to an unintended complication. This is my take on the episode, 'You Only Die Once".