"We've had our moments. The good times, the bad times, even the crazy times. I remember all the times I felt helpless, but you've always pulled me up. Without you, I don't know where I'd be today. Because of you, I feel as if I can do the impossible. Thanks to you, I can be true to myself."

One-shot. Somehow, Ethan has grown accustomed to tragedies, fire and explosions. In a state of dissociation, he is pulled aside by an old friend, ridden with guilt, who just wants to help - but Ethan is convinced he doesn't need anyone. When has he ever? Spoilers for S34E1. Inspired by "Obstacles" by Syd Matters.

Reuniting with Samantha Nicholls is all well and good until Dylan discovers that she's developed a new habit in the last decade: snoring like a fuel-powered hunk of metal. / "Twenty years is worth it for a good night's sleep, right?" He mutters to himself, glaring at the ceiling.

Dylan gets support from an unlikely source on the anniversary of Sam's death.

Sam's world is collapsing and it seems as if there's nothing left then Dylan asks her for help. Multi parter

It's been eight years since Ethan developed the first symptoms of Huntington's disease and walked out on Alicia. Now, she's finally tracked him down to a small residential clinic in Somerset, and she's determined to get him back. But with so much time lost between them, can things ever be the same?

After an evening of explosions and fire, Sam's long forgotten memories of Helmand come flooding back with vengeance. With Dylan worrying for her mental state he invites her to spend the night on the boat. Later she is awoken from a peaceful sleep by banging and clattering. What's going on? What's that noise? And most importantly, why can she smell vanilla icing?

After Alicia decides to end things with a 'Dear John' letter, Ethan accuses Lily and Iain of making him look like a fool in front of the entire ED. When everyone tells Ethan that they weren't to blame, the trio unknowingly attracted the attention of a nearby stranger, who sees Ethan's anger as an opportunity. Rated M for Subject Content and Violence.

Sam Nicholls returns to Holby, to the malaise of her ex-husband, Dylan. But her return also causes problems for Lily, whose insecurity in her relationship is only compounded by seeing Iain fall so easily into his friendship with his ex-lover.

Sorry about the bad summary I'm trying to come up with a new one. Riley Beauchamp is a 15 year old teen girl. Having Connie as a mother can be tough enough sometimes, but what will happen when Riley finds out about Connies cancer Set during 2017 All rights go to the BBC. I only own the character of Riley

Alicia finds solace after her attack.

When he was a child, Ethan's life crashed and burned. Eventually, he managed to get his life back on track and become a doctor in Holby's ED. Except for one fateful car crash that changed everything and turned his life upside-down. He begins to spiral back down into the never-ending cycle of sadness and he needs someone to save him. But that seems impossible.

An altercation with a patient, and a night out cause Ethan to face his biggest battle yet. TW: Sensitive topic covered, 2nd Chapter onwards. (I'm crap at summaries, please R&R) xx

Anna only trusted one man to help her when she needed it most. **Warning story mentions rape** Mature content. 18

Nina and abs relationship and Ellens cancer storyline and a surprise in store for the three hospital staff

Parallel universe, season 32. Chapter titles reference episode numbers for timeline.

Set in Series 13, slightly canon, bit a more AU. As Duffy returns to Holby E.D. what does everyone make of her close relationship with Charlie? Read on to find out...

Kirsty has a problem when her young daughter Nita starts acting like her dad. (Set when Nita was 5)

David can't help but notice how Mrs B is slowly pulling away from the things that make her happy and give her purpose. So he decides to try and figure out a way to help her feel better.

Just an idea came up with couple days ago, may do more stories i don't know yet

Alicia has two sisters, Saskia and Malia. With her parents splitting up, Alicia assumed that her younger sisters were fine. Then one incident brings Saskia to the ED and Alicia finds out that things are not as fine as she assumed. Can Alicia bond with both her sisters again and help them both through the challenges that they are facing?

Iain is struggling and wants to give up, his plan doesn't go the way he expected and he ends up in hospital with the police. He hopes for change but will it ever happen? TRIGGER WARNING - SUICIDE/SELF-HARM

One difference can dramatically change a year. With Cal dealing with the tragic aftereffects of a helicopter crashing into the E.D. and Ethan putting his own problems on hold to help, who's there to intervene when Scott Ellison takes a dislike to Ethan? An alternative series 31.

Time has passed. Things have been good. But now he's about to lose everything and nothing has ever hurt more. Cal/Ethan

What would of happened in Series 33 Ep 21 if Ruby had of taken the bullet for Iain? Rated T for violence & character death