Alternate version. Neil's trying to piece Christmas Eve together. When he finds out the truth he gets unexpected help to find the guy who "used" him for free.

In the prison of the mind, could it be possible to heal? Where do the similarities and differences lie between Neil and Brian, and is there more between them than the bond of their past? Post Mysterious Skin canon. Neil/Brian. Warning: deals with recovery from child sexual assault and other dark themes. *Complete*

beberapa dari para member super junior merupakan siswa populer di sekolah Shinwa High School... bagaimana bila mereka tiba-tiba diteror oleh seseorang yang merasa cemburu atas kepopulera mereka? Apakah mereka bisa mencari tahu siapa orang itu?

What happened just after the movie and the book ends. How Briand and Neil's will handle life now?"

Eric spent the last 10 years worshiping the ground that Neil walked on... when he finally has a chance to take the prize, will he take the chance? BOYxBOY don't like it? Don't read it

"I can't see how beautiful he is from the reflection in the mirror. I'm too caught up in seeing just how ugly I am. I'm tired and old and ugly." Neil's POV

Neil has good days, and Neil has bad days. Companion fic to "I Wish I Was" from Julian's POV. Read IWIW first; JulianxNeil, currently un-betaed and extremely cheesy

Brian's not through with Neil. Neil's not through destroying himself. EricxBrian and WendyxOC but not the focus COMPLETE

Brian knows the truth about his childhood and can think of only one way to resolve it. Rated M for language.

You're like air.I can breathe you in but I can only hold you for a little while before the next exhale.Your lips brush against mine, they're soft,not thick.They kiss the way you speak,cleverly,like you were born doin' it well, and I can't stop. Eric/Neil

Ahora entendían porque eran como eran… los habían forjado así, moldeado, magullado, marcado. Y sólo se tenían a ellos para repararse. *Viñeta 828 p.* Brian & Neil *Se podría considerar slash*

Mysterious Skin: If you've seen the movie, no explanation necessary. Eric's pov.

Christmas Eve, 1991- What happens after the carolers sing... after the nosebleed stops? What happens after an entire life has been ripped apart? Is there hope for recovery? Warning: self-harm/suicide, reference to child molestation-don't like don't read