Chapter 12: Ryo's Side Tale
I was a man that needed a tell in my story... but I was a man that cannot be asking the questions. Am I always a man to choose or who to accuse? Am I a man that cannot be asking anymore? When I was young, I was a man to choose my own, but with such difficulties. I was a man to live on my own, but I knew it was not that at ease. I was a man that cannot be asking everything with others, but I knew it wasn't an easy afoot. I was a little off sided and I hated everything around me. I was a man to choose who I love, but do I know who to trust?
Who do I trust and why must I hated everything within my walls? What must I do as lie in the ground and just live nothing, but that love? I hated everything with others and I hated everyone that ceased everyone to hell and back. Why must I be a man that cannot have his own wishes and doubts to dream? Why must I be a man that cannot be replacing the person that I wish to love and adore more? I just wish I knew who I am and why I cannot withstand others. I just wish I had the world less to go against I. Why must I be a man that cannot care for others?
I just wish I had it all by just a man that I want... but I cannot be exactly saying this fast... Am I a man that cannot be with anyone? Why must I love to tell this to you? I mustn't let it be known that I am a man that likes just me and only... that Yami I love always. I just wish I knew who I was and why he cannot listen well. Why must I be a man that cannot withstand my errors and my trials? I cannot seem to stand about him and he hates everything I always dreamed of... but am I a man that wishes this to end? Am I a man that cannot love another or who to have?
I just knew it was no good and I hated everyone all around my life and him. I just wish I knew who I was, but I knew it was no good as always. I just knew it was bitter and cold in life, but am I a man to not love anyone? Do I care about who I was and why I care about only my other? I just knew it was not unfair and I... hated it all. I was mad at him and he hated me dearly and I never meant to harm anything at all. As a boy, I am sure to give anything to have him in my hands and my arms... but I knew it was just not fair if he... hated me like in the past. Am I a man that should have it all... even just him?
I cannot refrain from telling this out loud... but I knew that I was a man that loves to hear him always. I was a man to always care just family... and I only admit I had just one. Would you say that I was a man that's selfish and full of himself? Was I a man that loves to listen to anything he likes and always be himself? I just knew he hates me and now...
I must go and run from afar and hate more of his words. I hated him more and I wish to partake a certain man to hold. I just knew he wants to word about the tale and until then... I shall now go and leave you with him personally.
Author's Note: You have now know Ryo's tale about me and him... but... I am not done with what's... with me and them. I have yet to tell this certain part... and you... will recieve as such. I am assured that you want the tale... but I leave within an hour or so. I must go and find a way to you and until then... Here is the last note... from my Hikari and me:
—{o}—
"Here is the last words of wisdom... from me and him. I have yet to find a man or woman to befriend and... to simply trust. I just knew you always be okay and always be a good friend in need. I was always a man that cannot have it all... but we are reaching to... the bitter end. I am assured that I am a man you called, "The Great Pharaoh"... but I am a man that wanted this to end with just you... and me privately. So, now... I am your friend... but I must see you in short week time. See you... and please, find me a friend... just like you.
— Ryou Bakura"