A week had passed since the divorce case and Olivia had returned to work, she also got a little apartment for herself a few blocks from the precinct. She had just returned from a hectic day at work and settled on her sofa, surfing through the channels with a glass of wine in her hand and some Chinese takeouts on the table in front of her. She let out a sigh as she watched the hallmark movie that was playing on the television.

She bit her lip and took hold of her phone, calling her friend "hey..."

"Hey Liv, are you okay?" Alex asked on the other end of the line.

She shrugged "yeah, just lonely I guess... My apartment is so damn quiet and this show is pissing me off. Are you busy?"

"Well unfortunately I am busy... I am getting ready for a date that has been long overdue, what are you watching?" she asked before placing her phone on speaker and continuing with curling her hair.

"some show about a woman who is stuck in a love triangle. There's Peter the attorney, Jim the professional golfer, and uhm Steffen the car salesman. Gina is in love with all three men and can't make up her mind, although I think she's going to pick Jim because he is the one she's always talking about so it's obvious she loves him." she explained while drinking her wine.

Alex smirked "so... What's happening in your life? Other than Gina's love triangle."

She sighed "Nothing, my life went from being a complete mess to being completely dull and boring. It's the weekend and I'm sitting on my sofa watching romcoms..." she frowned "the last time I watched a romcom was with Trevor..."

"oh honey. Why don't you just go see him? It's obvious that you still miss him."

"it's been a week Alex, of course I still miss him, I still love him. That man is all I think about every damn day and I know it's crazy but I can't be with him..."

"Why can't you be with him? He wants to speak to you Olivia. That's why he came to court, he wanted to see you and fix things, but after hearing what you went through he left because he was terrified of hurting you again." she explained with a sigh.

"that can't be true" she shook her head "Alex it just won't work..."

"fine I won't argue with you any more, you have clearly made up your mind... Just remember I'll always be here for you, okay"

"I know and I'll always be here for you too. Now go and enjoy your date." she said her greetings before hanging up and laying back against the sofa.

A sigh left her lips as she looked up at the movie and saw Gina getting married to Peter. She shook her head "Gina both you and I made a mistake."

...

Trevor sat in his office with Jayce in his arms, the little boy kicked up a massive tantrum when he was told that Olivia was not coming back at all. He cried and screamed and refused to listen, shocking Trevor because he had never acted out that badly before. After two hours of nonstop crying he finally fell asleep and was cuddled safely in Trevor's embrace.

Trevor looked down at the sleeping child in his arms and allowed a smile to tug at his lips, he loved that little boy so very deeply. But there was one person he loved more, he sat back and let out a breath, she was all he could think about. Every night he dreamt of having in his arms again but he knew, these dreams were never going to come true. So instead he spent everyday working his ass off and taking care of Jayce, while his heart cried out for Olivia.

He sighed before reaching for his cell phone and checking it. He had a weird feeling, that seemed to plague him without reason, it was a nervous turning in his stomach. As if something, somewhere was very wrong. Just the thought of what it could be made him nauseous and he quickly sent Debra a text asking if she was okay.

She responded with a simple "yes just missing my boy."

So he let out a breath of relief before texting his sister and his mother, he knew something was wrong but he couldn't figure out who it was.

Both his mother and sister responded and he let out a breath of relief. He brushed the feeling off and continued working on the many bills he had to pay while Jayce slept peacefully on the sofa that he laid him down on.

He continued his work for a about an hour before he felt a lump rise in his throat and a deep pain in his chest. A sign that something really was going on, he grabbed hold of his phone and gasped when he saw that he had three missed calls from none other than Olivia Benson.

He grabbed his jacket and jumped up before dialing Alex's number "hey all, what is Olivia's new address?"

"Look I really can't talk now Trev, I'm on a date" she said softly down the line.

"Al please just give me her address it's important" he begged.

Alex sighed "why is it important, is Liv in some sort of trouble?"

He sighed "I think something is wrong, I have been feeling uneasy for the past hour, and Olivia sent me three missed calls and text that says 'Rick'."

"Trevor that could just mean that she tried to text someone named Rick and sent the wrong person the text." she explained.

"No, you should have seen her in the hospital when they mentioned the name Dr Rick. She was terrified. Something is wrong with her and I need to go and help her, just please tell me her address."

"Fine, but I'm coming over too. Please just protect her" she said before giving him the address.

"I will do my best" he promised before rushing out and calling Rhea to keep an eye on Jayce.

...

*trigger warning*

Olivia had dosed off on her sofa and sat up with a jolt when she felt a hand on her cheek, she let out a gasp when she looked up into those eyes of none other than Rick James. She immediately knew she was in a load of trouble and pushed him back when he leaned down to her.

He reached for his gun and pointed it at her "so you mentioned my name in court huh?"

She gulped "Rick I had no choice, but I never meant to drag you into this. I just needed to tell the truth to get Greg out of the picture."

"Do you have idea what's I have been going through since your damn case, I'm a wanted man now because of you. I can't even go home to my wife" he scoffed "I haven't had sex in a week and that's a record for me. It's all because of you, my wife is filing for a divorce because you ran your mouth. So now you are going to make up for everything I lost."

Olivia felt her eyes well up "please don't do this" she begged.

He had the gun pointed right at her head and she knew he would not hesitate to shoot "it's too late for begging now Olivia. Get on your damn knees!"

She did what he asked, her eyes taking in whatever she could use to defend herself. He pointed the gun down at her while unzipping his pants and letting his erection jump free from his underwear.

He grabbed hold of her face with his free hand and smirked down at her "suck bitch!"

She let out a strangled sob when he forced his erection into her mouth and gripped her hair with his free hand. He tasted vile and she immediately knew that he was going to torture her if she didn't find a way out. She felt him thrust further into her mouth and immediately bit down on his erection making him pull out and scream. He crouched down and held his erection in his hand, the pain immobilising him for a minute or two.

Olivia took the opportunity and hit him across the head with the bottom of her lamp stand. She ran toward the door and saw that it was locked, she then went into her bedroom to get the spare key, she knew she only had a few minutes as she searched for the key, while searching she tried calling the one person she knew would help her. Trevor, she called him three times, and even sent him a quick text. She found the key and turned to go back to the door but stopped when she saw him standing in the door way, blood trickling down the side of his head.

She reached behind her, feeling for her gun which was nowhere to be found. Before she could even comprehend what was happening she felt an impact against her head. Suddenly everything around her started spinning, and she heard a ringing noise in her ears before everything went dark.

Rick smirked as he looked down at her "you will never bite again bitch."

...

Trevor ran into the apartment building and checked for the key Alex told him about. He found it and silently entered the apartment, having already called the cops. He felt his heart beat speeding up when he saw the state of her apartment, from the broken wine glass to the lamp stand that was covered in blood.

He swallowed the lump in his throat before moving further into the apartment, making sure to be as silent as possible. He walked into the kitchen and spotted a baseball bat, he took hold of it before moving further into the apartment. He heard a groan coming from the bedroom and quietly made his way to it.

Olivia's eyes fluttered open and she let out a groan when she felt the stinging pain in her wrists. She tried to move but felt a weight on top of her, it was only then when she remembered what happened. She felt a pain at the side of her head and let out another groan, stopping when she felt something shooting onto her chest.

Rick was on top of her, his erection pressed between her breast as he came all over her chest. She tried to fight against him but she was tied down she let out a scream when he gripped her chin and pressed a disgusting kiss to her lips.

She let out a strangled sob and turned her face away from his lips, her legs wiggling beneath him. He let out a satisfied groan when he finished before taking his finger and dragging it over her chest, he forced his finger between her lips, forcing her to taste the semen on his finger.

She spat in his face, a scowl etched onto her face "screw you!"

He smirked "that is exactly what I'm going to do you little bitch, and I am not Greg I won't fucking stop until you have nothing left."

She let out a scream when he tore her panties from her skin, the material burning her most intimate parts.

Rick licked his lips at the sight of her womanhood "this is going to be fun."

"please don't do this" she begged.

Rick scoffed "I would have mercy on you, but you ruined my life because you couldn't keep your mouth. So you my dear, will be getting the full experience, and don't you worry about the noise. Your neighbours will just think you're getting a good fuck."

She tried her best to break free, but the restraints around her wrists and ankles were too tight. She felt as if she was back in that bedroom with Greg all over again, as if he was going to get her once again. She felt her chest tightening and suddenly it became extremely difficult for her to breathe, she was having a panic attack at the worst time possible.

Rick aligned himself with her entrance and was just about to enter her when Trevor hit him over the head with the baseball bat. Olivia waited for the impact of him entering her with her eyes squeezed shut and tears rolling down her cheeks.

Her eyes opened when she felt a massive weight dropping onto her body, she looked down and saw that Rick was unconscious. Trevor pushed Rick off her and immediately set to untying her, he cupped her cheek "come on, let's get you out of these."

She looked up at him with tear filled eyes "Trev you came"

"of course I did baby, I need to get you out of here. The police are on their way." he said while helping her up.

She looked down at her chest and felt herself get nauseous when she saw sperm all over her breast "I need to clean this up, I was knocked out and he must've-"

"calm down love, you don't need to explain yourself to me. Let's just get this sorted." he took her hand and led her into the bathroom, placing her down on the counter. She watched as he took a cloth and wet it before handing it to her, she took the cloth from him and cleaned up her chest.

Her lower lip shivered as she looked into the mirror "how did I let this happen again?" she said with tears in her eyes.

He handed her a robe and gave her a small smile "yet you survived. You survived what Greg did and you are going to survive this, I'm just so glad you called me. I don't know what I would have done if-"

She moved into his arms and let out a sob "I'm sorry for walking out on you."

"it's okay, love" he whispered, placing a kiss to her hair.

"Aren't you two just the cutest..." Rick said while leaning up against the door way.

Trevor turned to face him and pushed Olivia behind his back "what the hell is wrong with you?" he scoffed "the police is on their way. Why don't you just leave?"

"oh I'm going to leave, but that bitch is coming with me" he said, moving his hand from behind his back.

Olivia saw the gun he pointed at them and shook her head "I'll go with you, just don't shoot him."

"Yeah sweetie that's not going to work for me... Loverboy saw too much so I am going to have to get rid of him." he said before pointing the gun at Trevor.

Olivia felt her heart stop as she watched him pull the trigger, she watched as the bullet hit Trevor in the chest "TREVOR NO!" she screamed, watching him stumble back a bit.

It was as if everything was happening in slow motion, and as if she couldn't do anything to stop it. She watched as he slumped down, moving to kneel beside him instantly, her tears rolling in torrents.

She looked up at Rick and watched him take two steps before hearing another loud gunshot. She watched him drop to the floor infront of her, seeing the police rush into the bathroom. Her hands were pressed to Trevor's chest as he just watched silently, his eyes wide.

"Trevor I'm so sorry" she cried while applying pressure to his chest.

Both of their hands were covered in blood as both of their hands were pressed to his chest, his eyes focused on her and he gave her the briefest little smile before passing out.