Hey everyone! Well it's been a long time since I've touched Past Lives. I definitely need to tell you guys what happened.
So about four or so months ago, my husband decided he wanted to start a new job that required him being away for long periods of time. I was in the process of this story when he decided this. So I went on a hiatus to adjust to not having my husband home for two months during his training time and than a month at a time for his job. He is home five days out of the month. I had completely lost all my will to write. I tried writing on Past Lives and even the rest of my One Chicago stories. It didn't work at all. Nothing I tried helped.
Basically, I had been stressing over the fact I was now practically raising my daughter alone and had a full time job again. It's been rough.
However, I started watching the anime My Hero Academia and found my love of writing again and since produced four fics for the fandom. Three which are still on going. So you guys know, I have NOT forgotten about Past Lives. I have every intention on finishing it. Which leads me to my next point...
I'm discontinuing Past Lives. On a better note, I am instead going to revamp it! I have reread through it multiple times and have came to the conclusion that I have so many plot holes and it's rushed. I've also thought about it and I have so many more ideas on how to make it better and make other parts make more sense.
So I would like to introduce to you:
Just Hold On
Summary: Revamp of Past Lives. Jay Halstead has always been a private person. Always keeping his professional and personal lives separate. When a case with Intelligence starts to shed light on his past and his deepest secrets, he doesn't know what to do. Lingering feelings for the one man that he shouldn't and a child to protect, Jay finds himself in a life changing situation.
Pairings Include: Jay Halstead/Hank Voight, Jay Halstead/Original Male Character (Christian Romano), Adam Ruzek/Kim Burgess, Erin Lindsay/Amanda Rollins, Will Halstead/Connor Rhodes, Kelly Severide/Matthew Casey, Hailey Upton/Natalie Manning
I am thinking of making it Omegaverse instead of where Jay has a rare genetic mutation that caused him to have a womb. It currently is in the works and I hope to have it posted here within a few weeks.
I do want to greatly apologize for all of my readers who have been following this story. I just want to make it the best it can be, especially with so few Jay and Hank stories. When I reread it, I just go so frustrated with it and feel the obsession need to rewrite it and fix everything. Not much will change in the beginning but things will be added in, plot holes filled, and my mess up fixed.
Thank you so much for understanding.
I love you all!
