Sam sat confused. She didn't Know Happy was in town let alone why he was kneeling in front of her chair. Running her fingers through her hair she sat up but Happy kept his hands where they were. One on her arm, the other on her thigh.

"What are you doing here Hap?"

"Gem sent me. She wants you back at the clubhouse."

"Thanks."

Happy stood and waited outside the room while Sam said bye to Abel. Quietly she closed the door behind her not wanting to startle the sleeping baby. Her and Happy walked out of the hospital in silence and over to his bike. Sam had walked earlier that day, wanting to get some fresh air and alone time. She was gonna walk back but Happy insisted on riding with him.

Sitting on the bike, Happy held Sam's hand to help her balance as she sat behind him. She grabbed a fistful of his plain white shirt, not really wanting to fall off. As they drove off Happy placed his hand on hers not wanting her to fall off. At least that's the excuse he would give anyone.

Pulling up to the clubhouse, Happy helped her off his bike and told her Gemma was in the office. Quietly thanking him she didn't Look back as she went into the office.

"Hey Ma."

"Oh hey baby. I thought you were with Abel?" Gemma said as she was finishing up the last of the paperwork for the day.

"Happy said you sent him to pick me up."

"Sorry. I think this paperwork is making me crazy. I figured we could go shopping. Treat ourselves and make a big family dinner."

"I'd like that Ma. I'll go get changed and let you finish up here." Sam kissed Gems cheek before disappearing into the clubhouse.

Gemma sighed and pushed herself away from the desk and walked out to the shop where Happy was working. She called him into the office to see why he was lying to her daughter. The second Happy stepped into the office Gemma shut the door and crossed her arms.

"So I sent you to the hospital to get Sam? That's pretty ballsy using me in your lie." Happy didn't Say anything while Gemma stared at him. "You can't Do this to her Happy. Sam is strong because she's built up walls to keep her safe but those walls go down around you. I don't Want her hurt because you don't Know what you want to do."

"I'm not trying to hurt her." Happy said defensively. Which was true, sorta. He doesn't Want her close because he will mess up and hurt her but he also knew that pushing her away hurts her too. He chose the lesser of two evils.

"Don't Give me that crap. She is not a whore you can just bury your dick in when its convenient for you then avoid her. She trusts you and she loves you. But if you keep up down this road you better kiss her goodbye because you will lose her."

When Happy didn't Say anything Gemma sighed and opened the office door. "Tell the boys there is a dinner tonight now since I have to keep up with your lie."

Happy walked out of the office, brushing past Sam on his way. She looked back at him with a raised brow before looking back at Gem. "What crawled up his ass and died?"

"Reality."

Sam rolled her eyes at Gemma's antics. If only she knew what the topic of conversation was she might be singing a different tune. Sam hated when Gemma got involved with her love life or lack thereof. She already had Jax and the club scaring people away. The last thing she wants is her mom's meddling.

Since it was later in the day the girls decided to leave clothes shopping for another day which Sam didn't Mind. She absolutely hated clothes shopping. Instead they went to the grocery store and gossiped.

"So. Are you gonna tell me what's going on between you and Happy?" Gemma asked glancing at the girl next to her as they prepared dinner.

"Nothing. We just have our own shit to focus on." Sam lied, not wanting to talk about it.

"So you two ignoring each other is because of what happened a few weeks ago?" Sam knew Gemma wouldn't give up. It was a Teller family trait. Extreme stubbornness.

"He wants nothing to do with me so I'll leave him alone. I don't Chase people and neither does Happy so don't Get your hopes up Ma. It's not gonna happen."

"What about you and Juice?" Sam groaned making Gemma smirk. "What? He's a nice kid. A little bit of an idiot but nice. Well when you're not trying to take his head off with a wrench."

"That little prick had it coming." Sam defended herself while Gemma laughed.

"C'mon. You need an old man and I need more grandbabies."

"Ask Jackson. He gets more action than the both of us combined." Sam smirked as she went to set up the table leaving Gemma speechless.

Dinner was in full swing. Everyone was talking and having a good time. Even Happy seemed to be pulled out of his pissed off attitude. Sam was sitting next to Juice who was currently trying to feed her.

"Better watch out Juicy the lass is gonna stab ya!' Chibs warned Juice who would be dead if looks could kill.

Sam finished her beer before standing. Gem instantly asked where she was going making her roll her eyes. "Nother beer. I would be nice and ask if anyone else needs it but..."

"Happy why don't you help her get beer for all of us." Gemma smirked at Sam's glare.

Sam and Happy walked into the kitchen. They both stayed quiet as they grabbed everyone a beer. Sam felt eyes on her making her look over her shoulder to see Happy staring at her.

"Need something Hap?"

"Can we talk?"

"After dinner. Ok?"

Happy nodded before they grabbed the beer and went back to the table. Sam was nervous for her talk but the nerves melted away as she looked around the table. Seeing her families smiling faces and carefree attitudes. The Sons are are constantly stressed out over something so it was good to see all the stress melt away for a few hours. Sam couldn't believe that at one point she thought about leaving these people behind. If Tara would have stayed with Jax she would have left. Sam didn't Feel like she deserved to be with the Sons. She had no old man and her family was busy with their own families and problems. But when Tara left she couldn't leave Jax alone. He was broken.

Sam was brought out of her thoughts by a slight kick to her leg. Across from her Happy was looking at her in concern. He noticed that she was lost in her head. She gave him a small smile to help ease his concerns. After dinner was done Jax, Happy and Juice sulked into the kitchen because it was their turn to clean up. Sam went up to her old room to grab a few things for the clubhouse and to take a quick shower.

Sam stood in front of the mirror as she combed her hair. Her arm was out of the sling letting her arm breathe. Music was playing softly in the background as she hummed to the tune. She didn't Realize that Happy was leaning against the door watching her with a small smile on his face.

If he was being honest he missed Sam. He missed how close they used to be and her constantly annoying him with stupid puns and jokes. He missed how they would be hanging out then she would just get lost in her head, completely ignoring anything he said. In reality he just missed her and all her quirks. But Happy didn't See himself as good enough for Sam. He was a cold blooded killer that slept with anyone he wanted. She deserved more but at the same time he didn't Want her to have more. He wanted her with him.

Happy cleared his throat making Sam jump. He mumbled a sorry before walking over and sitting on her bed. "How are you feeling?"

"Still sore but alive thanks to you."

Happy didn't Do it for her thanks but he nodded his head anyways. "How did you get out there?"

"I don't Know. I went to the spot you showed me to clear my head and the next thing I remember is waking up and calling you."

"Why did you call me? After how I treated you?" Happy asked curiously making Sam turn in her chair.

"Because I knew you wouldn't stop looking until you found me. Because even though you treated me like trash I still trusted you to help me."

Happy walked over to Sam and held his hand out to her. She placed one hand in his and the other held her towel up before Happy pulled her up. He ran a finger over her almost faded bruise on her cheek.

"lo siento muñeca."(I'm sorry doll.)

Sam chewed on her bottom lip. She didn't Know if she wanted to forgive Happy. She didn't Want to get hurt again. "You crushed me Happy. I woke up and you were gone plus you pretended I didn't Exist for a week."

"I know. You didn't deserve what I did."

"And yet you still did it. I'm not a crow eater and I'm definitely not you're side bitch that will wait for you thinking one day you'll realize that you can't Have both. Either you treat me with a little more respect or you leave."

Happy didn't Move or say anything only making Sam more frustrated. Frustration getting the better of her she shoved Happy back. Not that he moved much. His lack of fighting fueled her anger as she hit his chest as tears threatened to fall. After a few seconds Happy tried to grab her hands only making her fight more.

"I hate you! I fucking hate you.." sam said in defeat as Happy held onto her wrists and pulled her into his chest. He held her close as she cried into his chest.

"I'm done with that life. No more crow eaters and no more placing you second. I promise."