Does this mean mother doesn't like Sans romantically?
I thought looking at the ceiling.
After my mild breakdown, mother went to sleep at the couch when I pretended that I was already sleeping.
I knew she was tired physically and emotionally. Specially handling me.
It wasn't that bad, I think.
Other than a fractured bone, they didn't see anything else that was wrong. I guess I was in good shape physically.
Thinking back to our previous talk, I knew what my mother was trying to say.
She was implying that I am the one that Sans has been visiting and I can't blame her.
It was the only logical reason if you think about it. But that only causes me to think that maybe, Sans doesn't trust me at all.
As he said before, even if it wasn't me(I can't say I'm special now, right?) just because of mother, he could've killed me before. Most probably because I'm human.
And I believed it.
I mean before we met, he crushed a tree branch like it was nothing. Probably out of frustration that he can't touch me because of his promise.
I know it was him because nobody else was there.
But, I mean, does he still think like that?
I don't really wanna die, right now. Especially not in the hands of Sans...
I came to love the guy.
The fact that he stopped visiting means that I ruined everything between us.
I felt tears forming in my eyes, again.
I blinked trying to stop them from falling.
I sat up of my bed. Maybe the fresh air might clear my mind.
And then I can sleep.
I got up and tiptoed to the door.
I got out successfully without waking mother up. I sighed.
I wished she doesn't open her eyes and find me gone. I'll probably be back in less than an hour.
I don't want to worry her more than I already have.
As I walked on the lobby, I see that it was already past midnight but still a lot of people on the seats.
They all looked worn out. I guess I passed the emergency room side or maybe the intensive unit.
I continue walking.
I believed there's some bench where I can sit and ponder about anything.
It's been months since I can't sleep. I admit that being overworked that makes me sleep faster which is one of the reasons I kept doing it.
It's just so hard to be left alone for a certain amount of time in my head even though I knew that it was getting better.
I accept mother's love now. Having friends..
I know that even if I don't meet with them often, they still consider me as their friend.
It was tough.
Learning to accept everything.
But I can't still accept my friendship with Sans.
It might have to do with my feelings for him or that I think that we, for some reason, are the same.
It's like he's the only one who can understand me fully.
And the only one that makes me feel like I was being watched.
Because I could do bad things or something.
As I got closer to the main lobby, I heard a commotion. I was wondering what was going on when I see a flash of blue, something that I have only seen on my dreams.
I gulped.
It couldn't be, right?
It's the middle of the night. Visition hours are over.
Besides, why would he be here anyways? I'll got out later so it wasn't really necessary for him to meet me here.
If it was really him...
Am I going crazy?
Maybe I was hallucinating.
I kinda have only him on my mind everyday so maybe I was just seeing things.
As I decided whether or not confirm my suspicions, I heard something.
"look, i only want to know where my kid is. i would like to see her." he paused. Blue eye occasionally glowing.
"immediately, please" he said impatiently.
I gasped.
It IS Sans.
And he's getting angry by the looks of it.
I don't know who's kid he's looking for and if I'm correct, nobody else is here.
Or maybe there were and my friends forgot to mention it.
Maybe he's looking for me.
As I found my resolve to intervene, it is part of my job to be a mediator of humans and monsters, I walked straight to the staff and Sans.
"Sir, visitation hours are over. You can come back later" the poor guy said. I could see that he was getting scared and frustrated.
I can't blame him, though. In Sans' state, it looks like anything can make him snap.
He looked so worn out, too. I wonder what happened.
I got to them and cleared my throat. I tried to look as dignified as I can with hospital gown and a sling on my shoulders.
"Hello. I'm Frisk, ambassador of the monsters. What seems to be the problem?" I asked politely.
I saw Sans looked at me in shock.
"Oh, thank goodness, Miss Frisk." the guy gave me his best smile while sighing in great relief.
"This gentleman right here wanted to talk to you. I apologize since I can't take him to you since the visitation hours are over and we thought that you are already resting." he explained and I nodded.
I see, so he did came for me. I thought feeling my anxiety creeping in.
"It's okay if we go out right? Just only by the bench right outside." I didn't really think that it wasn't allowed when I got out of my room.
The guy nodded to me and thanked me.
"Oh. And...uhmm" I started not sure if I can request a favor. He hummed at me, encouraging me to finish.
"If my mother go here, can you tell her that I was just outside?"
"Sure thing, Miss Frisk" he gave me a salute which made me giggle. I guess to other people being an ambassador is somehow connected to being in the army? But I think it was closer to politics.
That guy's funny.
Then I felt an angry presence besides me. I gulped again feeling two eyes on me.
I mentally cried.