Hold Me Down

by Amara Rose x

Ana and Christian share a steamy one night stand the night before Ana has to leave for her year long internship in London. When they get together Ana feels there's something familiar about Christian but cant quiet put her finger on it. A year later when Ana returns her life is turned upside down when she once again comes face to face with a certain billionaire grey eyed Adonis.

17. To My Readers

Hey Everyone,

Please read till the end

Holy shit its been awhile, and I cannot even begin to explain to you the shit show that was 2019, it was a year that held a lot of hurt for me and my family with death,pain,tears and constant hospital visits, at times it was hard remembering just how to breathe, but the year is over and with a lot of life lessons and experience I never expected to gain at 21 but there you go, I guess you never really know what can happen. If there's one thing i learned from last year is that to a certain extent you have absolutely zero control of what is happening in your life or what may happen and nothing last forever. Time is precious and when its gone you can never get it back. I started writing fan fiction when I was 16 and i'm now nearing 22 which is crazzzzzy. I'm someone whose always dealt with depression, weight, body image issues from a young age and the challenges you face when you feel a certain way and don't know how to deal with it or feel lost inside your own mind is something i have dealt with and at times still struggle with but I was once told "you spend your entire life in your head, make sure its comfortable place" and that has really stuck with me. If you feel hurt or sad please talk about it, you might not think it but you will feel better.

I love these characters, these stories, they will always remind me of how far I've come and over the last few years i have spoke to some amazing, kind and just unbelievably beautiful souls on this website that have helped me when I didn't realize I needed it, now I'm not saying i'm done, I don't think i'll ever really be done with fan fiction, its a part of me now and to my readers, you beautiful humans, I know i wouldn't be where I am without you and the dm's that just make me laugh and smile and of course like any writer there has also been hate comments which is to be expected but I still wanna try, it might not be tomorrow or next week but i'm gonna try, this story isn't done.

So thank you my beauty's, my heart is yours.