Chapter 16
crazy stupid love

-HM-

I got away with staying with Jasper two weeks ago, but I hate lying to mom and dad. But if I tell them the truth, they'll be so mad at me - at Jasper.

What would dad to do Jasper?

My gosh, Jasper.

I've found what mom and dad have, and I will die if I ever have to give him up. I don't care how young I am. I just know I'm meant to be with him.

Laying with him in his bed without our shirts on was so heart pounding beautiful. I love how soft his skin is, and I love the way his hands feel running all over my body.

Gosh, I get chills just thinking about it.

He's all I think about all the time.

I can't wait until I get to stay with him again.

i miss you, I text him while laying in bed trying to fall asleep.

j: i miss you more, b. my bed still smells like you.

My phone rings, and my smile hurts my face when I see his name on the screen.

"Hello."

"Why aren't you sleeping, girl?"

I roll onto my side and squeeze my phone tight in my hand. "I like sleeping with you," I say. "I can't sleep now. You ruined me."

He groans. "You're killing me, B. I want you right here with me all the fucking time."

"I'll come over," I say, meaning it, just wanting to see him so badly.

"I can't condone such bad behavior, girl," he says, making me giggle like an idiot.

"But I want to see you, J. I really want to see you."

"How bad, baby?"

Baby?

My gosh, he just called me baby!

The butterflies are on a rampage in my stomach, and my cheeks feel hot.

I'm Jasper's baby!

"B…"

"Really bad," I breathe, staring at the imperfect paint scratch on my wall. "I miss you every second."

"Fuck, B."

Jasper makes me want to say all the bad words. He makes me feel so warm and cozy.

I just love him so much.

"I'm coming over," I say, knowing it's late and knowing if mom and dad knew I was planning to sneak away in the middle of the night to meet my one true love, they'd have a heart attack.

"You can't, Low…"

"It's okay," I say, sitting up. "I'll be so quiet. I need to see you."

-JW-

Fuck, she's going to destroy me.

But I welcome that shit with open arms.

"I'll come get you," I say, knowing it's a fucking horrible idea but not being able to bear having her need me and not have me.

My girl's asking for trouble, but she's so fucking hard to not give in to.

People do a lot of stupid shit for love.

Having her in my bed was a mistake, a big fucking mistake, because now I'm more obsessed with her and her big brown eyes than before.

Her smile.

Her sweet, innocent touches.

Her cute voice and adorable laugh.

I want to feed her sweet treats and make love to her so fucking hard.

My girl will never get fucked.

I want her soft, sweet and slow beneath me.

Fuck, I'm going to lose my mind.

My girl makes me fucking mindless.

"You will?"

"Yeah, B. It's a bad idea, but…"

"Come now," she says, and I can tell she's smiling.

I slide from my bed and pull my shirt on before slipping my shoes on. "It can't be long, girl. You have school and I have work, and I don't want you in trouble…"

"Jasper," she says, adorably impatient. "Come get me."

Damn and fuck, girl.

"I'm on my way."

"Okay," she breathes.

Like I said…

Damn and fuck.

-HM-

I can't believe I snuck out of the house. Jasper makes me brave and stupid, but his love is worth the trouble I'll be in if I'm caught.

How am I going to go all the days without him? I want to be near him all the time.

I slide into Jasper's truck, and immediately kiss his beautiful lips over and over. When his hands land on my waist, I feel goosebumps all over my body.

"B, we have to tell your dad," he says when I pull away.

"What?"

He runs a thumb across my lip, and I close my eyes and see a million stars.

"He needs to know I'm your guy, girl."

I nod and kiss his thumb, listening to the sound of his voice catch in his throat. "We can tell him," I say, scared and nervous but wanting nothing more than to tell the whole world Jasper's mine. "Can we go to your apartment?"

"B," he says, grinning. "Are you trying to get me all alone?"

Gosh, he's freaking cute.

I nod and grab his hand.

"Buckle up, girl."

I sit right next to him in the middle and buckle up, feeling my heart in my throat at the sneakiness of tonight. I feel bad for betraying mom and dad's trust but I love Jasper.

My heart hurts when he's not around and after our weekend I'm even more obsessed with his love.

His hands.

His face.

His body.

Jasper gives me heart eyes and butterflies, and I can't wait to hug him and kiss him in his bed again.

His hand lands on my leg, gently squeezing, and holy crap, J!

"You're making me crazy," I say, tracing lines across his fingers with my fingers.

He laces his fingers with mine and kisses my fingers. "Ditto, girl."

I smile, feeling breathless and so freaking stupid in love.

-JW-

It's the middle of the night, and my girl's in my apartment without permission.

I feel like a walking fucking felony.

If I wasn't madly in love with her, she'd be tucked safely in her bed, but this girl - my fucking girl - makes me do stupid shit.

When Masen gets done with me, I'll only be half the man I am now, and she's totally worth it and more.

Low's sitting in the middle of my bed, looking every bit of my goddamn wife, and if it was two weeks from now and she was already 18, we'd be in Vegas saying our fucking I do's.

Fuck, she was so meant to be mine.

"J," she says, smiling sweet. "Why are you way over there?"

Because if I'm right there, I won't be able to stop myself from doing all the things I want to do to you.

"I don't know, girl. You want me over there?"

She nods, wide eyed and perfect.

I pull my shirt over my head, and she bites her lip.

Fuck.

When I'm standing at the edge of my bed, she climbs to her knees and pulls her shirt off.

My knees are fucking weak.

"B…"

"J," she says, scooting to the edge and wrapping her arms around my shoulders. "I want you to love me."

My hands land on her hips, fingers digging in gently. "You have all my love, B."

She shakes her head, looks away before those perfect brown eyes are back on me, ready to destroy me. "I want you to make love to me."

Oh fuck.

"Low, girl, we don't…"

"J, I want to. I saved myself for you. You're my last kiss, my last everything. You're the one I'm going to marry, you know?" She smiles, and I'm fucking done.

"Baby…"

She leans forward and kisses my cheek, soft, sweet, and fucking sexy, her fingers crawling across my back.

My girl is a seductress and has no fucking idea.

"I love you, J," she says, voice shaky but lips and hands so damn confident.

Turning my head, I pull her hair away from her face and kiss her neck. "I love you more, B." I kiss her throat and lick a path to her chin and kiss it, my hands toying with the clasp to her bra but not daring to flick it open, but knowing I'm not going to be able to hold back much longer. "You want me, girl?"

She looks into my eyes and they crinkle with her fucking cute smile. "I've wanted you for freaking forever, J."

Fuck, my girl wants me, she's going to get me.

"Don't be scared, J," she says, making me chuckle, her smile blinding me.

"You're cute, girl," I say and unsnap her bra, the hitch in her breath slaying me.

I'm so fucking gone for her.