Night 5 Part 4
12:54PM
After I rested from the bruise a while longer with Mangle by my side. I had no clue but I felt a calm in me that I felt only with my sister when I was in a bad mood or just feeling out of it when I feel my darker side take control for just a few moments.
I simply told myself that it was just because we had similar pasts. NOTHING more and NOTHING less. I felt nothing but calm when sitting with her by my side. 'GAH! Who the hell am I kidding, I feel scared and calm at the same time. What the hell is Mangle doing to me? I was mean and hurt her during my first fucking week here. Yet now she is nice to me? She has every right to be mad at me but she isn't.'
I continue to glance at her as we all walked back to the main area where all their cells were. At every glance I thought I felt my heart hit my ribs a little harder. I shake my head to clear my head, over thinking what I felt since I was still in odd mindset thanks to Oliver and Ava and whatever Vincet did to me. I felt lucky or blessed that it wasn't a drug that made me sick or a posion. Meaning that he took something.
That something being my blood, for a reason unknown to maybe the others. But I had a good yet bad feeling what it was. To prove Chica right that I am his daughter via showing my proof of a blood test. I didn't say it to my sister for she may have came to the same conculsion I did. I glance at Mangle again and what surprised to see her looking back at me.
She smiled at me and I felt like my mouth went dry, my heart flutter in a sputtered pause and a small heat in my cheeks. Once we arrived to the cells, Gideon turned to me with a serious look on his face.
"Out of everyone you have near the same strength and wild to calcutaing control of fighting as him. But are at an inbalance and too prone to anger black outs. To start training you need a balance of sorts. Whatever you turn into that got Chica, Bonnie, and Freddy scared needs to be you, yet not. Start with some medations and then we can begin the rest," he said to me.
I felt doubt that I can gain a sense of balance since I have been a battle with myself as to how keep my sister, myself and of course the Fazbear gang safe. Mangle was not wrong with me not wanting to hurt the gang, I regret that I did and by reading the lines I knew that she felt that I would still stay behind once my sister was not working here anymore and be a literal guard for them against Vincet.
"A balance? She's too hot-headed, like you said Gideon she is too prone to anger fits," Chica started speaking again. "Can you stand a minute against Vincet, Chica?" Mangle shot back at her, making Chica to I feel for once keep her lips shut. "Unforchantly I have to agree with her. I'm at the best I can be in my state," I said, surprising everyone but my sister and Gideon who just raised a brow at me.
"And I agree with Gideon when he says that you need to. It will help you mental health, and help you see yourself as less toxic. Please for me sis," Lily plead. I relented and nod my head. I followed Gideon's instrustions and sat down with my back against a wall and the others kept guard, using the make shift weapons known as the tazer, bat and baton plus whatever they grabbed to fight if Vincet came.
I breathed in and out slowly as I felt my sister sitting by my side, being said that her being near me will put me more in a calm state. I have no clue when I actaully started to medatie or possabliy fell alseep, hell even opening my eyes. Before me stood an odd place, I could my tell if it was a cell, dark to light grey concrete or full black walls. No sign of any light yet I saw clear like there was.
I was there yet not, an out of body experenice and with me was another me but gave more evil like vibes. Dangerous. And lastly a child version of me when I still have golden eyes. The 2 of them were arguing with me not saying a word yet.
"We have to have to protect our sister!" "We have to protect the fazbear gang too!" "They tried to hurt Lily." "We hurt them." "They had it coming." "No. They are victums too." "We have to keep Lily safe." " We are keeping the gang safe by staying." "They are killers. They can defend themselves." "We couldn't defend ourselves when we were a kid." This silenced my dark side.
We all stood quite till they looked at me. It was chilling to my soul that this happened. Lack of strength but I still was able to bring my voice to tell my thoughts or rather all of our thoughts together. "We have to protect both. We promised Lily," I said. "The fazbears are killers! They don't need our protection." "They are innocent now."
All 3 of us kept arguing apart with agreeing to protect Lily, our life line to keep our sides in line and a figurative chain on our throat. And 2 of us, me and the child me agreeing to protect the fazbears. Inspite being out voted my dark side still fought back on it, making us still go in circles. It wasn't until, "What about Mangle?" This silenced all of us as we look at each other. "Protect?" "Protect.." "Protect."
Before our eyes, chain leases appeared on our necks and snaked as one chain, now spliting into 2, up to two new figures that appeared before us. One holding a chain was of course my sister and the second figure was a bit blury but I knew it was Mangle holding the new found chain connecting us. I opened my eyes and found the others have turned to look at me. I looked to my sister who smiled at me, she must have sensed my new found calm and it warmed me inside to know that she looked proud of me.
I got up from the ground as Gideon rolled up to me, "Now let's refine your fighting so that you can stand a bit more of chance against Vincent." For the rest of the night, I was in mock fights with Freddy, Bonnie, Chica, Foxy and even Mangle. When I wasn't in a mock fight with someone, the others were helpping my sister learn how to defend herself enough to give herself time to run away and let me to step in.
The whole time I felt Gideon watching me and I think he might sense the new chain that formed. That I have a second angel that can control me. But then again I can be wrong about it and just over thinking it all. Vincet never attacked once after the incounter in the gym which was odd yet a great thing for it gave us more time to prepare for the next and final night.
Once the time came, the Fazbears went back to their cells, me and Lily put the bat, baton and tazer back in my office and we left. We left with a bit of dark cloud over us but this was going to be the last night and hopefully the end of Vincent.
