TODOROKI

"I told you, honey he is a late bloomer," says Mrs. Midoriya clearly embarrassed for her son. "We can talk about that later." His dad seems to give zero fucks talking about his son like that in front of me. Reminds me so much of a certain someone. Midoriya comes running to the table. I have never been so glad to see someone take a quick shower.

"Glad you made it," says his father. "Let's eat." We begin to eat with the silence very intense.

"Izuku, have started looking into colleges yet?" asked Mr. Midoriya.

"I haven't had the chance yet," he replies. "I have been focused on my work study and now I need to get ready for finals." His father grunts before digging back into his food. "Um don't forget I will be going to camp with hero professionals for additional training along with the rest of my class.

"Additional training for what?" asked Mr. Midoriya.

"After the incident at the school our professors think we're ready for the next step," I say speaking up. "Midoriya and I survived a villain attack not once but twice although the public only knows about one. The school thinks we're ready for the next level." His dad glares at me while his mom smiles.

"Isn't that great honey," she replies. "I'm glad your class handled everything so well. Such a blessing." I manage to make it through dinner knowing next time if Midoriya asks me over, I will say no. I would rather be alone than to deal with his father again. I got my own shit to deal with.

"We're going to go study now…." says Midoriya standing up.

"You do that," says Mr. Midoriya. I quickly make my way to his room although I would much rather go home. Midoriya closes his room door leaning his back against it. He is shaking a little and breathing hard as he was earlier.

"I can just leave….." I say before he cuts me off.

"No!" he exclaims. He looks down for a second before glancing back up at me. "Look I didn't know my father was going to be here….."

"Um hm," I hum.

"I didn't…" he mutters. "I thought it was just going to be me and mom….." He begins to shake again. "If you leave now…..I don't know…" he sighs. What is he trying to say. I'm not use to seeing Midoriya this stressed. I decide to try and comfort him.

"Relax," I tell him. I hate to keep saying that to him but I don't know what else to say. He just gets this look in his eye. It can be heartbreaking to witness. "I can stay for a little while….." Midoriya relaxes a little but I can see he is still tense. I want to be helpful but I don't know how. What would Fuyumi do? "Did you want to talk about it?" I don't sound confident but I have never asked anyone do they want to talk out their emotions. It sounds as weird as it feels.

"No thanks….." he says walking over sitting on his bed. He puts on his TV but puts the volume on low. "I don't have the energy to study, can we just sit here."

"Fine with me," I reply. Midoriya moves over on his bed making room for me. He has a twin size bed making it small in comparison to my queen size. The both of us can still fit on it but we are pretty close. Midoriya starts flipping through the TV settling on a TV show.

"Is this okay?" he asks. I just nod because the show looks interesting. About teens discovering their quirks but their parents someone how murdered a girl? I have no idea as I usually don't watch stuff like this. I continue to watch the show beginning to enjoy myself. I can't help but notice he has moved closer but I don't say anything. I can't expect much when we're on a twin size bed. After a while Midoriya lays his head on my shoulder. I look down raising one eyebrow. I stare closely realizing that he fell asleep. I guess I would too with all that happened this afternoon. I watch the show until I hear the door open. I see his mother appear and can breathe easily. Long as it wasn't his dad I can relax. I feel the need to be on guard whenever he is in the room.

"Oh, he went to sleep?" she asks quietly. I nod yes. "Um hm, how did studying go?"

"It was good," I reply. "We will probably need to study some more. I would like to work on hand to hand combat." His mother eyes widen.

"You two fight each other?" she asks softly. I nod my head yes. She looks like she is thinking. "Izuku would hate for me to do this but can you keep an eye on him? Make sure he is safe?" I can't keep the surprise off my face. Not only because she is asking me to protect her son but because she trusts me to do so. "He has a lot of classmates that care for him but knowing you are taking the time to help him learn…..it means a lot to me. My son is great, but he hasn't trained since 3 years old to be a hero." She looks at me like she knows what I am thinking. "It's a long story." She smiles as I shift my eyes at Midoriya who is still sleeping soundly. "I will let you all get back to it." Mrs. Midoriya walks out of the room closing the door softly as Midoriya nuzzles his face into my shoulder.

"Hahh…" I mutter. It feels good, like a soft kitten. I blush realizing I'm getting aroused over a fucking shoulder rub. The blood running through my veins bringing my lower half to life. I close my eyes trying to get it to go down. I shouldn't even be erect right now. I wonder why am I this hard. I open my eyes focusing back on Midoriya. He is cute…hmmm cute…. Midoriya shifts with his heading falling off my shoulder. I catch him in time to keep him from falling into my lap. He is cradled in my arms like a mother would hold a newborn baby. I watch as his eyes flutter trying not smother him into my chest. His eyes open looking around before landing on me. "Hey…." My heart feels like it is going burst.

"Hi…." says Midoriya softly. His face is more relaxed than usual….. It is he is not thinking it about college or anything stressful at the moment. I have never seen his face this free of stress. His face looks soft like a baby. His eyes are so green appearing youthful. I watch as his cheeks turn red.

"Midoriya…." I say breathily as I begin to pant. That look on his face…..Midoriya turns his face into my chest as he shoves his hands into his lap. I forgot I was still cradling him. His soft moans distract me from my thoughts.

"Ahhh…..ah…" he moans. "Todoroki…" My eyes travel down making me realize he is erect just like me. I clear my throat as I blink rapidly trying to clear my mind. I swallow hard looking back at him. That face…those lips….I lean closer to him as my breaths become shorter not fully sure if I know what I'm doing or not. Midoriya gazes back up at me. He leans up a little closer with me realizing he is breathing just as hard. Fuck….he leans up placing his lips lightly against mine. I gasp softly into the kiss as does Midoriya.

"Haa…" I groan massaging my lips against his softly. His lips are softer than I would have thought. Before I can explore more of this feeling he pulls away with his face redder. He shakes out the grip I did have on him sitting up. At that moment I realize how tightly I was holding on to him. I turn away from him just as embarrassed. That was my first kiss….

"I should go….." I tell him standing to my feet. I glance down realizing I'm still hard. I can't leave just yet.

"Um…..yeah….uh….." stammers Midoriya. I look over my shoulder at him. He is still blushing looking down. "I…I never kissed anyone before."

"Me neither….." I admit softly. Midoriya meets my eyes as I turn away from him. I can feel his footsteps walking over to me.

"What?" he questions. "What happened? I mean why did I do that? I'm so confused….." I turn around in time to see Midoriya burying his face in his hands. "I…I didn't mean to….."

"Mean to what?" I asked so I clarify what he is talking about.

"I didn't mean to kiss you….." he says slowly. "It was an accident." Hearing him say this actually hurts my feelings. I don't expect him to like it but to say it was something he didn't mean to do…..not with the way he was looking at me. I grab my jacket tossing it only quickly before grabbing my school bag.

"Okay," I state walking towards his room door.

"T-todoroki!" he cries. I keep walking. What more is there for us to say? He didn't mean it, his first kiss with me was meaningless. I'm glad to see his parents aren't in the main room. I head out not looking back. My walk home I'm trying to decide if I even liked the kiss. It was nice but I wasn't prepared for that at all. It doesn't fucking matter at the end of the day, does it? He didn't want to kiss me. I blink realizing I need to rebuild my wall and not allow Midoriya in anymore. It's not worth it.