I feel like I really let you guys down for not uploading or finishing Episode XI and releasing the new ALO Fanfiction this year and all I can say at the moment is... I apologize. I was on a hiatus on my productivity this month because IRL stuff has been really going down for me and my depression kept on weighing on my productivity and my daily life. I keep telling myself that if I ignore it, I'll feel a bit better, but it kept on coming back to haunt me.

With that said, I'm going to update the ALO Fanfiction trailer to somewhere around early 2020 (when I can) because I've decided to finish SAO Fanfiction with 30 episodes, but... As I finish episode by episode, I have a feeling that my OC is taking over the action, instead of the main characters and I know it's an isekai fanfiction, but I take negative comments and reviews very seriously and I always try to edit the way I type my stories out they expect it to be and it shatters me. I remember releasing my first SAO Fanfiction not that long ago and it backfired because of my OC being overpowered and concerned about said OC's age and I archived it before releasing the second version of it, but better.

I'm afraid that this message will not matter afterwards and that's expected for most of you, but... I'm at fault for letting myself get overwhelmed with this kind of stuff and I should grow up and stop whining like a little bitch, is what some of you may say to me in a harmful manner. Sorry, that seemed a bit vulgar, but it's true.

Again, I don't know if I want to keep going, despite the negative feedback I'll get overtime and I don't want to be rude to my readers when they ask me questions or comment about why I write my story this way and how it reflects to my daily life (which I sometimes hinted in SAO Fanfiction). I don't want to be rude to anyone here and I try my best not to, but once I get my stuff back together, I'll do what I can to finish SAO Fanfiction and start on brainstorming ideas for ALO Fanfiction.

I wish all of you a very Merry Christmas and a New Year of 2020, and I hope some of you can understand how much pain I'm at right now (I don't think there is, but a few is a good start).

Arrivederci,

Sorukun