If you want to experience this chapter through my eyes (the author's) listen to "take me under" by Byaginc then listen to "my domain" by tommee Profitt [feat. Svrcina] while reading this chap. It's actually very important lol, please do it.

I am not going to lie I am a bit worried and scared, I've published this two days ago, and none of you said anything. I know it seems stupid of me to expect you guys to comment all the time, but It reminds me that actual people read it, want more updates and help me keep writting. Because the reality is even tho I love writting, it's a lot of work and if no one reads it and then there is no reason to keep going... And I hope you are not too mad at me for the hiatus.

A second after he said that sentence, he brought his face closer to hers. She could feel his breath on her skin, warm and comforting. Their closeness was unbearable and fantastic at the same time. She needed to taste him, to touch his lips with her own. But before she could do anything he grabbed the back of her head, pulling her closer. The space between them was nonexistent. He was kissing her sensually, thrusting his tongue into her mouth. She could taste his pure essence. They both were putting effort in not to break contact.

After some time Clary had to break it to take a deep breath. This kiss unsettled her; how could she live all these years not knowing it was possible to feel this way? She decided then and there to try to remember each and every detail of what was about to happen.

She knew she was about to lose her virginity. She would easily offer it to him, that's what she wanted and was ready for.

Clary used her puffy lips, or rather Izzy's puffy lips to devour Chris/Alec's lips as her left hand played with his dark hair and her right hand caressed the back of his neck. Mouth wide open, she let him use his tongue again to deepen the kiss. It was passionate, rough, almost animalistic but sensual at the same time. It was as if he knew exactly how to kiss her to make her feel dizzy. Clary moved her hips forward then backward repeatedly, smiling secretly because she couldn't help but think of Daenerys on top of Khal Drogo, taking the power for the first time. And that's how Clary felt. She felt empowered when she used Izzy's wide beautiful hips as her own to make Chris' erection grow bigger.

A large, hard bulge was just asking to be freed from his pants. Clary loved the feeling that sitting on it procured her, knowing she caused that bulge. She repeatedly gyrated on his clothed length, driving Chris wild. Chris broke the kiss abruptly, his eyes filled with unacceptable feverish lust.

Chris, looking like Alec, dragged his hand from the back of her head to her neck. He slowly caressed his way down, his hand was now on her back. Clary felt so thankful she looked like Izzy otherwise his hand would be placed on her ugly birthmark that she has always hated and covered. His hand continued to slide down making Clary go crazy, forcing her to close her eyes as if it would lessen the sensations coursing through her body.

He stopped his hand at the bottom of her back, and placed his forearm around her hips, holding her tight. Opening her eyes Clary let out a yelp of complete surprise when he stood up holding her around him, She immediately wrapped her legs around his waist. Holding her with one arm he turned around, now facing the wide bed, he threw Clary on the soft covers. He took off her heels and threw them on the ground. He kissed her feet.

"I am going to take care of each and every part of your body"

He placed his right knee on the bed, to get closer to her, while his left foot was still on the ground. Putting his hands on the elastic band of her leggings, he slowly started discarding them.

"Lift your hips for me, my love."

She obeyed without hesitation and he threw the leggings on the ground. She was now lying down on the bed in her black lacy panties with floral designs and her lacy amber crop top.

"Take your top off, Clary."

She wasn't even worried for a second about showing her breasts to him. Even though technically they were Izzy's. She wanted him to see her entirely, as bare as possible. So, she carefully took her top off, worried about damaging the fabric. She placed the crop top delicately on the ground. That's when she noticed how huge her chest was. Izzy's breast were quite impressive for a girl her age. She had the shape of a goddess. Clary envied her.

Laying in nothing but her lacy panties, she wanted to be touched, craved for his warmth; she wasn't going to accept this distance between them.

"I feel lonely on this bed." She touched the covers and added "All alone." She wanted to arouse him with her words.

"Oh... I wouldn't allow that." He said with a dirty smile.

He ripped his shirt open, tearing the buttons off his shirt, then moved on the bed to join her. He kissed her with more lust than ever knowing that he would go mad if he wasn't always touching her. She made him feel this way. She, Clary, made him feel like this.

Clary loved everything he was doing to her, all she wanted was for this moment to never end. When she broke the kiss to take a breath, he immediately lowered his head, connecting his mouth to her neck. A neck covered by runes just like the rest of their bodies, they were the Lightwoods after all. He was sucking and kissing her neck. She wondered if he was going to leave her some hickies. The real question was, is she still going to have them once she transforms back into herself?

She stopped thinking when he slowly moved his lips onto on her right boob, while using his hand to massage the left one. He was licking the right tit, clockwise, making it bullet hard while he played with the other tit pinching it slowly with his thumb and index. Clary didn't know such a thing was even possible, becoming even more aroused. It wasn't enough though; she wanted, no she needed more.

"I want to feel you inside of me, Chris."

"A little patience, my love." He said kissing her sternum, "Look, it's glowing. Your parabatai rune's activated."

Their closeness activated it, the parabatai rune sent them an adrenaline rush, which was addicting to the core.

"Yours too." Clary said placing the tip of her fingers on his torso where his parabatai rune was also glowing.

Chris left a trail of sweet, warm kisses all over her perfect body, going from her breast to her thighs while his hands roamed her body.

Clary rolled her head back. Having his hands all over her body while his lips covered her with affection was too much.

Placing his hands on both her thighs, he separated them and placed each leg on his shoulders. She lifted her head to see what he was doing. His was gazing at her, his mouth poised over her cunt. Still keeping eye contact he ripped her panties open. She gasped. He had a dark grin on his face, well, Alec's face, and Clary was turned on by the way he was looking at her. He kept up his intense gaze for a few more seconds before casting them down to her pussy. It was perfectly waxed, shining with moisture, her scent was overwhelming. He then wondered what Clary's actual pussy looked like; a thought he pushed back. Right now he was satisfied with the moment because he knew he was with her even though she looked different.

He licked up her slit, and heard a surprised gasp in response. Never before him had a man touched her the way he was. She wasn't worried about regretting any of this afterwards. Because it was her body and her choice.

He grabbed her hips, pulled her closer to his face, dipped his tongue inside of her, up her lips, then sucked her clitoris with vigor. All she could do was moan to his administration. This couldn't be his first time as he seemed to know his way around the woman's body.

As he continued sucking her, Clary moved her hips in up and down motions, fucking his face, desiring him more and more. His warm and experienced tongue massaged her most private parts with surgical precision. Never she imagined this would happen during a first date but she was all in for it. He pointed his tongue and flicked her clitoris side to side quickly. Clary was dripping wet, she wanted to scream her lungs out he was so good. A tight feeling appeared at the bottom of her belly. The more he worked on her, the tighter it got.

"Oh God, Chris !" She blurred out out of breath.

"You couldn't be more correct." He chuckled.

Clary smiled in complete bliss, at his cocky response. She liked his personality.

He changed the movement, he was now going up and down with his tongue, her body was so responsive to everything he was doing. She grasped the covers, needing something to hold on to, her knuckles turning completely white. He sucked her without mercy, and she moaned louder than ever, the tight feeling at the bottom of her belly was all she could think about. He kept sucking her speeding his movements.

After some time she grabbed his hair with her right hand, and pushed him further down while lifting her hips up, and came while screaming his name. Her juices were flowing down her pussy and some on Chris' face. After some time he stood up, pushing her legs from his shoulders to the bed, wiped his face of her juice with his hand and put his fingers in his mouth. Tasting her.

He raised a brow, looking at her reaction, she was in shock. "Don't worry, you taste amazing, my Love."

No, Izzy tastes amazing, she thought. But maybe she did too.

Clary noticed the bulge in his pants, it was bigger than ever, he was fully hard.

"Take off your pants"

He smiled, surprised, and left the bed to take his pants off. He looked absolutely beautiful wearing only briefs. The candles of the room illuminated his body. He was lean yet strong, his muscles were covered by runes, the parabatai one shining brightly. Clary decided to ask Izzy about this rune, because it made her and Chris feel so good, as if what they were doing was more than correct, as if they were soulmates. That was what the parabatai rune made them feel, it was out of this world. Or maybe it was the tower that made them feel this way, Clary questioned herself.

The sound of him clearing his throat made her come back to reality. He was naked, his boxers on the ground. He was completely hard, and pretty big. It was the first time Clary saw a penis in real life. She didn't know if it was because Alec/Chris was a nephilim, but his penis looked amazing. He was maybe 7 inches, and to Clary, that was huge.

"Well, it's very-" he stopped searching for the right word "different from mine, but I can make it work." He said, holding his penis in one hand. Very different, wait is Chris bigger or longer than Alec ? Clary couldn't even fathom the idea.

He crawled back on the bed, positioning himself between her legs.

"You're pretty soaked, I don't think we're gonna need any lube." He said with a little chuckle.

Clary was surprised she could come with so much juice, it was her first orgasm after all, but she liked it. Or maybe it was actually Izzy's body that produced this amount of juices.

Placed between her legs, in a simple kneeling position, he moved his pelvis a little forward, to get as close as he could. He teased her entrance, sliding his shaft up and down. His tip shined with precum as he played with her sensible pussy's lips. Clary moaned frustrated, her parabatai rune almost hurting because of the teasing, "I am ready, come on !"

Chris chuckled darkly "Alright sorry," he said placing his left hand on her cheek. "Are you a virgin?"

Clary blushed in surprise, then remembered there was no shame in it, "Yeah".

"Okay. So because we used the shapeshifting rune it's a different situation : if Izzy's not a virgin it's not really going to hurt but if she is, it's going to hurt as if it's your body." Chris said caressing her cheek.

Izzy can't be a virgin or can she? Clary wondered. No, I'm sure she already slept with more guys then Clary's friends with. It's not an insult but Izzy looks like a very confident open minded girl. So Clary was almost sure it wasn't going to hurt because Izzy wasn't a virgin.

"I'm ready, come on fill me up" she told him eagerly.

Using his right hand to guide his- Alec's, 7 inches long shaft to her entrance. The tip inside her warm lips, he pushed in slowly, staring at her face attentive to her reaction. It felt so strange and abnormal to have something- someone literally inside of her. As she was getting used to it, her body was already starting to feel pleasure from this unholy connection.

Clary didn't seem to be in pain, so he kept pushing, while their parabatai runes were painfully shining more than ever. Clary rolled her eyes and lifted her hips in his direction, wanting to be completely filled by him. Doing so, Clary got very aware of her thick round butt. Izzy looked like the models worshipped by most of the mundanes, the ones redone with plastic surgery. But Clary somehow knew Izzy was all natural, she was a living goddess.

Once he was entirely inside of her, they locked eyes, breathing hastily. Chris stopped moving, wanting to give her a moment to get used to the intrusion. Clary's heart was beating so fast, because of their position or because of the parabatai rune which was shinier and warmer than ever, she didn't know.

It actually felt like the runes were trying to connect their bodies like magnets. Clary was surely going to do some research about this amazing, parabatai rune later.

"Chris I am okay don't worry, you can move. Izzy wasn't a virgin, it doesn't hurt."

That was all the confirmation he needed.

He lowered himself onto her, his torso rubbing against her breast. Whispering in her ear,"Hold on to me" he thrust hard, making her body move forward. At that moment Clary realized she was about to have sex with a nephilim; a creature with angel blood. Was she ready to feel everything more intensely ? Was her body able to endure that ?

She locked her arms around his back as he continued to thrust powerfully into her making her entire body move in synchronisation. He was strong, his tense muscles were proof of it. Her breast rubbing against his muscled torso, their parabatai runes were somehow radiating yellow light, activating other runes on their body.

"Well that's weird, I think Alec's stamina, strength, and rapidity runes just activated." Chris said continuing his hard thrust.

It must be related to the parabatai rune, it's literally making them experience sex on another level.

All of a sudden, he placed his arms around her back as if he needed an rhythm changed drastically, going from a slow hard thrust to a now faster, more intense one. His hips were moving jack-rabbit fast. Clary soon understood what actual pleasure meant; he was going so fast it felt like a vibration.

"Fuck-..." Clary shouted, grabbing the headboard, arching her back, helping him impale her even more. Being this close to him felt like she was reaching the heavens. So much pleasure coming from a simple act- a natural act humanity performed throughout history.

He never left her body, connecting their bodies intimately. The tight feeling in her stomach was all she could think of. It felt stronger and stronger. "Oh god I think I'm going to-"

"Boom" Clary's orgasm was interrupted by loud knocks on the door.

"It's me, Lulach, the guards are coming !" He shouted opening the door. Clary immediately grabbed covers to hide her body as Chris got off of her and walked towards Lulach. The feeling of being separated was almost unbearable. Clary, though drunk, was a bit shocked Chris simply talked to Lulach, naked, as if nothing in the world bothered him.

"What happened ? How do they know ?" Chris asked surprised but focused, ready to act if there was any issue.

"It's something related to the intensity of the magic, the activated runes in the tower and something else activated the alarm system in the army's barracks. We have to leave now if you don't want to get caught."

"Open a portal for her right now, she cannot get caught."

Far-away footsteps could be heard. Orders were being barked while others hastened to obey them. What was going on ? Clary, still drunk, was in shock. She was also afraid and frustrated. She was about to hit her second orgasm right before Lulach interrupted them. There was obviously bigger problems to deal with right then, but she couldn't help but feel unsatisfied. Was it selfish of her ? She didn't actually care if it was.

Lulach moved his arms, Clary didn't understand. How could he open a portal for her ? She was still on the bed.

Clary discovered that very minute that stepping through portals was a portal had opened right below her. Screaming, she grabbed the covers and held them tightly around her. She didn't like portals when she jumped into them but it was far worse when she fell into them. Her head was spinning because of the colours and movements. It felt like gravity was pulling her from every angle.

She closed her eyes waiting for it to end.

Hey guys as always it's been a long time. Sorry. I want to thank my two amazing betas : lusifergirl45 and forever fun and young, for their patience with me, their work on the fic, their advices and feedback.

All I can say is that I am very excited for your reactions and feedback.