Chapter 18: Party at yours
WARNING NSFW Chapter
"So, what? You're just gonna leave." Clay frowns, he's angry as he watches Jason who's holding the front door open.
"Clay, I'm sorry,I can't stay. What happened here, that was my fault. And oh my God that could have ended so badly! I'm just glad I got here in time. But me staying, that won't make it better. I'm sorry."
Clay's watching him, biting his lip while he quietly thinks about what happened "So, what, cos an ex of yours can't control himself, you now think you should leave? That I won't still want you" he's exasperated "Jason, how the hell are you responsible for what he chose to do?"
"I told you. I can't stay. I came here to talk, and now, well now what I had to say, it doesn't matter"
"Jace, please, don't go." Clay takes a deep breath in "And you didn't just come here to talk. So, that's bullshit!"
"Yeah I did. Clay, I'm sorry but I do have to go." he sighs "I told you before, me and you together, it crosses way too many lines." Jason closes his eyes; he can feel a tight knot of emotion building up in his throat "I put you in danger and I don't want that. If we take things further between us, then that's exactly what I have to do. Every single day, every spin up we're on, I have to put you in danger. I don't think I can do that, not if we get closer. Not without someone seeing how I feel about you"
Clay laughs "Jason, I'm gonna get spun up whether we sleep together or not. And you're still gonna have to watch that happen. So, what difference will that make?" He sighs looking at him "What? You think you won't feel anything, for me, if we don't fuck? You know that's a lie. The only difference is, we don't get the good stuff, the stuff when we come home. We don't get to comfort each other when things go to shit, and we don't get to have great sex "he smiles, tilting his head as he watches for a reaction from Jason "I know which I'd prefer"
"Clay, stop it! I told you, this, us can't happen! I know you want it, but sorry it can't and that's my final decision."
Jason turns around opening the door a few inches ready to leave but there's a loud banging sound. It's the sound of Clay's hand forcefully slamming the door shut. He slams it so hard that it takes Jason by surprise. "No! No. Who the hell said you get to decide? No, I don't think so!"
"Clay c'mon..." Jason turns and looks at him "please, don't make this worse. Just let me go"
"You know what Jason" Clay's angry now "shut the hell up!"
He forcibly pushes him back against the door, before taking his head in his hands, forcing his own lips against Jason's. His tongue invading the whole of his mouth, while pressing his bare, naked chest tight against his body. After the initial intensity of the kiss dies down, he releases, pulling away. Just standing there staring at him "So, you still wanna leave?" Clay unlocks the door and opens it "Go then!"
Jason stares, watching him. He smiles.
This sudden forceful attitude of Clay taking control, it stirs something in his groin. His eyes glance downwards, over Clay's topless chest. The soft tone of his naked bare skin, the curve of his toned pec muscles and the small tight bud of a nipple sitting there, willing him to touch. He's so tempted. Then slowly and gently, he lightly runs his fingers over the shape of it. A smile breaks out on his face as he looks Clay in the eyes "No! No, you know I don't wanna leave"
"Good!" Clay smiles "Then don't. Stay the night with me" Clay leans forward, his hand on Jason's cheek, his fingers feeling the stubble on his chin. Then placing his mouth over Jason's he kisses him. It's a long, deep, passionate kiss. It has a real want, a need and desire behind it. He enjoys the feel of his tongue against Jason's as they taste each other.
Jason's hands work their way around his back, stroking gently across his firm muscles, his fingers graze gently down his spine. The feel of his warm skin under his hand is comforting and he wraps his arms around him. He wants Clay so much now, his hard on growing and groaning against the groin of his pants. He has a desperate longing that he wants to fulfill.
Clay feels the same way too. He holds back, smiling. Jason only inches from his face. Rubbing their noses against each other he grins "Lock the door. We don't want any interruptions do we."
Clay undoes the rest of the buttons on his fly, pulling his pants down, taking them off as he heads towards the bedroom doorway. Jason leaning against the front door watching him. He's admiring his toned, almost, naked body. Clay, wearing nothing except for the tight white boxer shorts, which cling to his growing hard on, straining to hold it in.
Clay grins. He knows the effect he's having on him "Are you coming to bed?" He smiles as he disappears into the dark of the bedroom.
Jason hesitates looking at the door. Shit! He rubs his hand through his hair as he puts his hand to the lock. Taking a deep breath. Just for a moment he wonders if he should still leave, then looking back to the bedroom doorway he smiles and drops the catch on the lock. He takes off his jacket, and pulls his grey tee shirt over his head, taking it off and throwing both items of clothing onto the couch.
He lets out a loud sigh of relief. Looking around at the mess he frowns but then he ignore it and follows Clay into the bedroom.
o-o-o-o-o-o-o
Sonny and the girls are so drunk. They're all really hot and sweaty from dancing. Sonny's switching his kisses between the pair of them.
"Sonny, are we going back yet?" Abbey whines, tired "We could carry this party on at yours?"
Sonny kisses her "You wanna party at mine?" he smiles
"Well I do!"
Lisa looks around, staring face to face with Devon. He's leaned over the back of the seating, watching them. She frowns "Oh look, Mr Asshole is back! What the hell do you want?"
"Yeah um... look I'm sorry. I owe you an apology. About earlier. Look, I just needed to sort something out. Turns out I wasn't needed but, well it doesn't matter. What you say, can we start again? Be friends. "
Lisa smiles as Devon runs his hand over her butt and kisses her "So, Sonny is she right,about taking this party back to yours. I'm up for it, are you? "
Sonny turns frowning. He's had way too much to drink to make rational decisions "Yeah, yeah sure I'm up for it. But how 'bout some more tequila first?"
"Yeah" Devon smiles "Yeah sure. You know what, I'll get it. You stay there. Let's make it a night to remember!"
o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o
Clay's leaning over the bed, he's still wearing his boxer shorts and they stretch tight over his butt, while he organises the quilt on the bed.
Jason smiles, placing his hand on the curve of his ass, His hand feeling the shape and then his fingers finding their way into the waistband. He smooths his finger, teasingly along the inside edge. His other hand working down along the curve of Clay's spine and massaging gently over his back.
Mmmm! He moans, taking a deep breath and filling his nostrils with the scent of Clay's aftershave. It overcomes his senses, a sweet mix of perfume blended with sweat and testosterone from the fight earlier. He groans, pushing his hardened groin against Clay's butt. Rubbing it, teasing both of them. Clay feels a sudden pulse in his cock and it twitches in his shorts. Pumping and filling with blood, the erection stretching the tight cotton.
He groans too, the firm touch of Jason's hand, feeling its way into the crease of his ass. Jason's fingers now inside his shorts, touching and teasing him with a promise of more. Clay tempts and teases him in return by subtly pushing his ass back towards Jason's groin.
Trying to turn around from the bed, he wants his mouth on Jason's again. But Jason doesn't let him, instead he takes control. Holding him in place so he can't move. Forcing Clay to drop his hands onto the mattress to support himself as Jason loosens his shorts.
Now he's tugging them down, exposing the hard toned body beneath them. They're awkwardly at his knees and Clay uses his foot to push them down before stepping out of them. Now he's completely naked, positioned, bent over the bed.
Jason smiles looking at him there. He runs his hand softly up his thigh, continuing up his hip and then gently snakes around over his stomach. His fingers softly drawing the lines of Clay's abs as the hand smooths over his navel and then follows a line straight down to the hard of his cock. It's firm, gasping, waiting and longing to be touched.
Clay closes his eyes, his lips part in anticipation of the sigh of pleasure that he's about to give. And when Jason's hand finally does wrap itself around his hardness it throbs against the touch. He keeps his eyes tight shut and his senses have to work harder. He's enjoying the feeling of Jason's palm stroking in long firm movements down the full length of his cock.
Jason can't help but smile, how solid it feels in his hand. A firmness like the rest of Clay's muscles. and though he's never said it, he now longs for it inside him. For him to experience the pleasure of Clay fucking him. But he shakes off the thoughts, concentrating on the pleasure he's going to give Clay.
Leaning his bare chest over Clay's back, and nuzzling his nose into his neck. He takes another deep sniff of his testosterone filled sweat and Clay's back pushes his body, up and down against Jason's chest, he can feel how hard he's breathing with anticipation of their fuck.
Clay wants this so much, his hips thrusting, forcing his cock back and forward against Jason's hand. Willing him to tighten his grip, to dominate him. But instead knowing it sends him wild Jason toys with his senses by removing his hand and moving it up his chest, tweaking his nipples. Pulling and twisting on them. Mmmm!
Changing it up Clay collapses on to the bed, turning over on to his back so that he can look at puts his hand up stroking his face. Jason putting his hand gently on Clay's, the back of his fingers smoothing gently over the large bruise on his cheek. He's trying to will it away, wishing all the hurt and what happened earlier could be gone. "I'm sorry!" he sighs
"Hey..hey Jason, it's fine. It's not your fault. Just forget it. Come here!"
Clay's hand reaches forward, grasping firmly on his neck. He parts his lips, his tongue licking teasing Jason's mouth. Snaking his arm around his shoulder as they continue to kiss.
Jason's the first to break the connection. Working his tongue down Clay's neck, tracing a line over his chest. The firm muscles twitch under the flicking motion of his wet tongue. Jason's mouth hovers then takes his nipple. Sucking and biting.
Mmmm! Clay groans as his hips involuntarily buck forward in pleasure. Clay breathlessly sighing. Oh fuck! His cock twitches and his pre cum starts to leak. He just can't contain how horny he's feeling right now. He opens his eyes smiling, his hand grasping to find Jason's nipple before twisting and pulling gently the small peaked button between his thumb and finger.
He wants more than kissing it's not enough to satisfy him now. He untangles himself and helps to unbutton Jason's pants. While Jason pulls them down his legs, taking them and his shorts off Clay rummages in the side drawer of the bedside table. He takes out the bottle of lube, and packet of condoms he threw in there when he tidied up earlier.
He finds them and throws them down on the bed. Jason smiles looking at him in the dim light of the bedroom "Someone's feeling horny?"
"Only me?" Clay questions as Jason stares at him
"No!" Jason laughs " No, not only you!"
Clay licks his lips, leaning back on his elbows to sit himself up, watching as Jason stands between his thighs looking down on him.
Jason can see Clay's full naked glory. It's laid there waiting for him to touch and he absorbs every inch of his skin. It stiffens his cock looking at this beautiful sexy guy waiting and wanting him.
Clay gets the full view of Jason's naked body, only inches from his own. His huge cock standing out proud. Clay sniffs in the smell of Jason, the scent of his sex and smiles at this guy who he wants so very much. He gently reaches his hand out, stroking up Jason's stomach, lightly with the tips of his fingers as they exchange smiles.
Jason takes a deep breath as he continues to look at Clay . Everything you said you wouldn't do! Now you're gonna fuck him again when you said this had to stop! He berates and argues with himself in his head.
Clay must be able to tell the conflict going on in his mind "It's okay. Jason. This, it's okay. I know what we're doing. I know how it has to be. Out there... I know." he smiles "But in here, it's just me and you" He reassures him.
"Yeah" Jason sighs ". Yeah you're right. We can handle this"
Clay smiles wickedly teasing and before Jason's knows what's happened Clay has hold of him, throwing him on his back, down onto the bed. He's now pinning him down. Straddling his legs over his waist. His mouth is back locked on Jason's lips. His tongue plunged deep and wanting into his throat. "Oh fuck Clay, you're so hot!"
Jason gasps for air, he can't get enough of him, his fingers tugging at the curls on the back of his head, looking at his naked body sat over the top of him
Clay's tongue is now mirroring the moves on Jason , that he just made on him. Working his way down to his navel. Jason's hands locked tight in his hair gripping and pulling as he thrusts against the warm feeling of Clay's mouth wrapping and slurping around the stiffness of his cock.
Mmmm! he lets out a long groan Oh fuck! The pleasure is intense. He continues fisting his hair. Pushing his hips forward to fill his length into the back of Clay's throat. Clay's mouth taking all of him right to his balls.
It's such wild feeling that Jason gasps pulling out suddenly. "NO! Fuck no! Not yet." He can see Clay's game. Trying to make him cum first, but Jason's not playing. He grabs at the bottle of lube "Come here!" he beckons with a firm commanding tone.
Clay leans forward and their mouths find each other. Clay straddled across his chest, kissing his mouth down hard on his lips. Jason grabs at his ass, kneading his cheek muscles firmly. "Keep still!"
Clay nervously holds position, hovering slightly over his body. watching as Jason rolls the condom down the length of his cock. "I said come here!" he beckons him up his body further.
Clay watches as he squirts a large amount of lube on to the ends of his fingers then lifting Clay's butt he works the creamy liquid in between his cheeks. Massaging it in deep around the entrance to his body. probing him inside with his lube covered finger.
Mmmm! "Oh, that's good!" Clay groans closing his eyes. His cheeks clench in pleasure around the intrusion Mmmm! He continues to moan as Jason carries on working the cream in. Coating him inside and out, taking it further by inserting a second of his fingers inside him.
Mmmm! Oh god...Oh yeah! Clay loves the feeling and moans continously against the scissoring action Jason's makes. Stretching and playing with him. Awww! he grinds moaning against Jason's hand.
His nipples peak and Jason watches him sat over his body, grunting against his touch "You ready?"
Clay hesitantly nods as Jason slowly withdraws his fingers and Clay makes a grab at Jason's cock. Lifting himself up hovering ready over his hardness. He slowly lowers himself down onto the thickness of Jason's dick. Jason pushing his hips forward, he's not giving Clay a chance to back out of the commitment now.
Oh god! Jason grinds his teeth as his cock sinks tight into the soft firmness of Clay's ass. It's so intense "So good!" Oh fuck! He thrusts hard. His hands-on Clay's hips forcing his apprehensive body down against him until Clay's sitting, firmly rooted against the full length of his hardness. It fills him with an intense burning pleasure. The entire length, ball deep inside him.
Awww! He breaths out breathless. It's much more intense than he remembers. Mmmm! He continues to moan as he adjusts. There is pain but it's slowly easing. He rests, taking a moment to get use to the full feeling. Jason smiles watching him, stroking his hand down Clay's back "You okay?"
Clay nods silently, while his body relaxes then Jason smiles as he lifts him up. Then he pulls him down fast and hard against his erection. Awww! Clay cries out. First with some pain then in intense pleasure as Jason's cock hits his prostate.
"Oh my god!" He smiles at Jason. This time lifting himself up. He wants that feeling again, Jason can see it and he smiles. He can see the pleasure in Clay's eyes as they start to bounce and thrust bodies against each other.
Awww! FUCK! Mmmm Clay groans, he doesn't shut up as Jason thrusts harder and deeper.
They're both sweating as he grips Clay's hips firmly, grinding him tight against his condom clad dick. "Ride me Clay!"
Jason smiles, relaxing, putting his hands behind his head on the pillow. Only using his eyes now as Clay rests his hands-on Jason's chest using it to push himself up and forward riding Jason's dick hard, and fast under his own control.
Both of them are smiling as Clay's ass slams hard against Jason's length down to his balls. Mmmm! He groans the rhythm just right for jerking Jason off with ass while his cock massages at Clay's prostate.
Clay thinks he might explode soon, and he looks up almost asking for permission to cum. Jason smiles and then closes his eyes concentrating. He runs his hand over Clay's chest FUCK! "I'm gonna cum!" Jason sighs
Clay's head goes back exposing his neck and Jason sits forward kissing it as he feels himself fill the condom with warm creamy spunk. Mmmm!
Clay feels it too, the warm in his ass and with that his cock explodes all over Jason's chest
"Oh hell! Sorry!" Clay smiles apologetically at not holding out longer. His legs shake and he collapses forward completely wrung out. Fuck!
Both sweaty and covered in cum. Jason smiles at him. Kissing his lips as he rolls off and goes to the bathroom. Returning after cleaning himself and disposing of the condom, he comes back with a towel to clean Clay. Then cuddling him, wrapping him in his arms. Clay lays his arm over Jason's chest and his leg over Jason's thigh as he closes his eyes. His head resting against Jason's shoulder he looks up and kisses him.
Then they rest laying tangled in each others bodies and Clay sighs wistfully
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing. But I ... I just wondered"Clay hesitates "I just wondered why did Devon back off so quick, when you said you'd call Alex?" he frowns
"Clay,just leave it alright. Let's not do this now. Forget about Devon. He's history."
"No, I need to know." He leans up on Jason's chest looking him in the eyes "Tell me. Who's Alex? Does he have a boyfriend is that why ?" Clay takes a breath "Wow! He acts that way and he has a boyfriend at home. Who'd think it" Clay sinks back into Jason's arms
"No, No, Alex isn't his boyfriend" Jason sighs, hesitating " Alex is Devon's wife"
Clay takes a sharp intake of breath before sitting upright in the bed "His .. WIFE?! Oh, my god! He's married?"
Jason nods "Yeah. Long story"
"Well tell me" Clay frowns "Jason, tell me. You know she doesn't deserve that!"
"They were married when he was a SEAL then they broke up. You know... when she found out he liked guys. She couldn't handle it for a while and he went off the rails shortly after. That's when things with me and him, they got intense. Then after everything, he got help and I thought he'd sorted himself out"
Jason sighs holding Clay tight against his body " I heard they got back together last year and that's why I thought he'd conquered his demons. The aggression, his anger. You know he never took it out Alex. He always took it out on the men. Maybe cos he couldn't handle that he liked guys, I don't know"
He sighs closing his eyes, kissing Clay's forehead "Any way, he contacted me a few months ago said he'd got his life in order. They had a baby!" he looks at Clay "That's the only reason I went there, took you there. Cos, I thought he was back on the straight and narrow I thought he'd finally got his happiness. Boy, I was wrong."
"So, what about Alex? You gonna tell her? About what he did."
"I dunno. No, not if he stays away from you. I guess it's between them to sort out. Look this life, this double life we lead. You know we have to have, allsorts secrets. Any we have to keep them. Secret. Hell, I mean I can't judge. Not doing what I've done."
"Hmmmm" Clay sighs laying his head back on Jason's chest, his fingers circling patterns on his skin. "So, you gonna stay, the night?"
Jason smiles "You want me to?"
"What sort of dumb question is that?" Clay smiles as he kisses his lips. Stroking his hair looking him in the eyes "We're gonna be alright, you know that? This will work out. We just... we just keep it the way it is"
Hmmm! "Yeah I guess" Jason sighs closing his eyes "Now shut up the hell up and go to sleep!"