Hope you like my newest poem!
There is a noose around my neck,
I'm struggling to breathe
I struggling to say anything
I feel like you are going to judge me
I count how much I ate today,
and the voice in my head reminds me of
The promise I made
and the trust I'll break
Though I know it's not real,
my heart aches knowing I'll lose
One of the few friends I've made
So I agree
and as I grab my wrist in agony
and look at it full of scars once more
I know
That her trust
shouldn't be worth this
But I'm worried
She'll leave me like the others have
So I clean the blood and As I walk to bed
I realise
The voices shouldn't be in my head
Counting the food I eat,
Making my wrists bleed
but I let them there
And I can't let them leave
Because if they do
I will to