STAN

I unlock the door being greeted by amazing food scents dancing in the air. I walk over to the bookcase shoving the book Tweek gave me behind some DVDs. I know Kyle won't go over there because we barely watch DVDs. I walk towards the bedroom noticing that Kyle already had our plates out. I can't help but go into the kitchen to see what he cooked. It looks like some type of marinated beef with broccoli and garlic mash potatoes. I open the lid sniffing in the delicious aroma before attempting to try the beef but my hand is smacked.

"I know you're not trying to eat before even wash your ass," says Kyle.

"I'm hungry," I whine. "Plus, it smells so good."

"That it does," says Kyle. "I have been slow cooking it for 8 hours." I have no idea what that means but sounds awesome. "How did everything go?"

"It went well," I replied walking into the bedroom. "That Brian guy really didn't want Wendy to move out?" Kyle shakes his head.

"That guy sounds like a total nutcase," he states sitting on the bed. I grab myself some clean clothes to put on following my shower.

"I don't know…" I reply. "I mean he certainly sounded like a douchebag but he sounds like he really regrets what he did."

"Yeah you can fall for that bullshit if you want to," says Kyle picking up the remote. I think he is thinking about Louis. He may not have loved that guy but he did care about him. I head to the bathroom enjoying a nice warm shower. I can tell I'm going to be a little sore tomorrow. I will have to remember to stretch to prevent it from being too bad.

I get dressed in the bathroom following my shower. I made sure to lotion every inch of my body. I want to be nice and soft for cuddling tonight. I walk out of the bathroom and Kyle is standing in the doorway of my room.

"I thought you would be ready to eat," he states.

"Yes!" I exclaim following him to the table. He already plated my food for me. I sit down as Kyle does the same. I stare at him wearing my clothes. I wonder if I should buy him his own but I love seeing him in my clothes. They also smell like him which I love even more. I'm so happy to know Kyle kept his scent when being brought back to life. Kyle and I begin eating when I feel his foot rubbing against mine. I can't help but smile at him. "So….I have been thinking about getting a house in the country."

"Country?" asked Kyle.

"Yeah," I reply. "We can have our house, space, no one will see you. I just want to enjoy our time without being paranoid. Like Kenny wanted to come over today and I had to tell him no."

"Oh sorry about that….." says Kyle woefully.

"Don't apologize," I reply. "Kenny will live. He is just use to always hanging out over here." Kyle chuckles.

"Well…." he says. "I think it is a great idea. I just don't want to be too far from my parents."

"We will still be in Colorado dude," I reassure him. "We will be going to your parents for Thanksgiving and the holidays," Kyle smiles at me before focusing on his food in front him but he is also blushing heavily.

"Thank you….." he says. I wish he would stop thanking me. What's the point of having Kyle come back if he can't see his family? Sure, he will be a cat, but it is better than nothing.

"It's not a big deal," I tell Kyle. "I will take left over plates with me so you can eat it when we get home." Kyle leans on the table gazing at me.

"I love how you say we," he chuckles happily. "It's so weird but I feel happier now than I was before I died."

"I believe it," I replied. "You weren't mines then." Kyle starts to blush and finishes his meal. We go to wash dishes together in the kitchen. I find this very comforting now. I use to hate washing the dishes or doing any cleaning in general. Part of me wonders if it was because I was single and had no one to share it with. We head into the room to wind down. I get under the covers ready to see what we are going to watch tonight. Kyle gets in the bed beside me grabbing my hand.

"Stan….." he says emotionally that causes me to meet his glance.

"Yeah," I reply trying to keep the worry out of my voice. "You okay?"

"Of course," he smiles. "Um, will you…..make love to me?" I start blushing not only because he is asking but how he looks. I look down at our hands.

"I can but I'm really nervous…" I admit.

"Nobody is perfect," says Kyle shifting to stand on his knees pulling his shirt over his head. "I have only been with one man so it's almost like being new with you." Kyle crawls over to me kissing my cheek. "I'm nervous too you know." I shift to my eyes to Kyle. I lick his bottom lip before kissing his cheek, then his neck pulling him closer to me.

"I don't have lube," I admit. "I do have oil."

"That will work for now," says Kyle. "Did you want to help stretch me?" This would be a good learning opportunity.

"Okay sure," I reply almost feeling like I want to vomit from nerves. "You're going to have to guide me."

"I wouldn't leave you hanging," says Kyle getting the oil from my nightstand.

"H-have you used it without me?" I asked with curiosity.

"No," replies Kyle. "I-I like being with you, I can't do it alone." I can't help but smile. "I usually like to be on my knees bent over because I personally have a much better reach. Since you will be helping me, I will lay on my back." I remove each clothing more nervous as each one hits the floor. Kyle lays down on my bed putting one pillow under his ass. "This will make it easier for you." I like that he is explaining everything to me. This is better than when I actually lost my virginity to Wendy so far. Granted Wendy was a virgin. Neither of us knew what we were doing.

I lean over Kyle as he buries his right hand between his legs. He closes his eyes cheeks flushing red more than likely because I'm watching him. I watch as his hand begins to move. I can tell that it is only one finger he is mostly using because of the movement. I'm not sure what to do as I lean over closer to Kyle. He shudders I think because he feels me closer to him. I take the oil wetting 3 of my fingers so I will be ready to step in when Kyle is ready for me too.

"H-h-hahhh…." Kyle finally moans. He almost looks humiliated about it although I have heard his voice many times. I grow hard watching Kyle. It's not long before I finally want to get in on the action. I slide my hand on top of his. Kyle gasp a little feeling in my hand.

"It's okay….." I tell him trying to shake off my nerves. My hand on top of his allows me to feel his movements. I can't help myself as I get on my knees. My left hand pushing Kyle's right leg back slightly.

"Oh god!" cried Kyle. "Are you looking?" I know he is referring to me viewing him finger himself.

"Just a little," I admit before moving on top of him.

"Nnnngghhh…." moans Kyle. I slide slowly remove Kyle's hand replacing it with my own. My nerves are getting to me as my hand shakes a little. I glance down at Kyle breathing slowed down by not being touch. I see his dick is still very hard. I almost want to put my mouth on it. I'm not ready to try that yet. I want to read that book Tweek gave me first. I slide in one finger. I slowly begin trying to move my hand as he did his. "You're doing great." I didn't think so.

I lean over kissing the side of Kyle's neck as I continue to move my fingers. After a few minutes, Kyle is back to moaning. He even thrust against me a few times causing me to groan. I feel brave enough to add a second finger.

"A-ahhh…." moaned Kyle arching his back grabbing my shoulders. I begin to move my digits back and forth slowly at first before speeding up. I think back to what Tweek was saying about finding his prostate. I doubt I will find it easily but I guess I can try. I begin poking around each time I slide my fingers inside of Kyle. "Stannnn…oh god….H-hahhh…." My cock twitches hearing him say my name like that. Fuck I want to take those lips.

I move away from sitting up so I can watch Kyle's face better. I continue to move my fingers watching him ever so closely. I see his face deepen is shade. Being on my knees is certainly allowing me better reach.

"Ohhh….." cries Kyle trembling. "D-don't touch there….I'm going to….aghhh…..cum." I continue to move my fingers towards the area he told me not to. "Stannnn…aaarrgghh…." His body begins to stir as if he is fighting against nature.

"I-I want you to cum…." I tell him watching him begin to squirm. Kyle moves off of my fingers removing the pillow from underneath him.

"I want you inside me now," he says glaring at me with such lust filled eyes. I stare at him and Kyle has to warn me yet again. "Don't kiss me." I can't help but chuckle. "Do you mind entering me raw?"

"You want me to?" I ask in surprise. Kyle nods his head yes. I'm not going to complain. I really do want to feel every inch of his body. I'm on my knees in front of Kyle's spread legs waiting for me. I inch closer lining myself up with his entrance. I lean down with Kyle kisses my cheek. I think back to how his first time wasn't that great. I want him to feel extraordinary with me. I slowly slide into him losing my breath. Mother fuck he is tight, tighter than any female I have had sex with. "Aww….shit….argghhh….." I begin rolling my hips slowly into Kyle as he kisses my cheek moving to my lips. I don't return the kiss knowing what will happen if I do. I turn out of the kiss feeling myself breaking down.

"Sooo….good…hmmm…" he sighs holding on to my back. I can feel Kyle beginning to thrust against me. Once I'm able to get my head on straight I begin searching for his spot thrusting towards the same area as my fingers were in not too long ago. I know I hit the area as I feel Kyle get tight around my dick.

"Oh god, damn…." I groan. I so wasn't ready for him to get squeeze me like that. Kyle lets go of my neck head flying back into the pillow.

"You're so good to me….ahhh…." he whines rolling his hips.

"I love you, Kyle….hahhh…" I moan slowing down my thrust. "I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Ahhhh….god….ugghhh…" I can't help myself as my hips begin to thrust forward with more speed and force. I bring my hands down to hold on to the side of Kyle's hips.

"Ohhh Stannnn…" whimpered Kyle. "Ohhh stannn…..I'm going to cum….h-hahh…." I lean down close to Kyle's ear licking it. Kyle grips my back tightly as he continues to meet my thrust. "Oh, Stan….I love you….I love you….hahhh….argghhh…" Kyle begins to shake lightly into his orgasm. That tight ring of muscle tightening around my cock, I can't hold back anymore.

"I'm cumming….ha…..haa…..I'm cumming..…awww….fuck…" I cry as I thrust faster than before. I erupt inside of Kyle gripping his hips so tightly it just might leave a bruise. I begin to lose my rhythm in the process of climaxing. I lean over Kyle breathing hard trying to recover. I rub my nose against his since I can't kiss him. "God I love you." Kyle nods unable to speak. "Did you need anything?"

"Yeah, some tissues…." he replies. I reach grabbing tissues for the both of us before pulling out. We both groan from the loss of contact. I wipe myself down before taking Kyle's tissue and tossing them both. I climb back under the covers before pulling Kyle close to my naked body.

"Did I do okay?" I asked.

"You made me cum from just my ass alone," says Kyle. "You did more than okay."

"I wanted you to enjoy yourself," I explain. "I-I mean it's my first time doing something like this."

"I know…," says Kyle. "It was meant to be a compliment." I nuzzle my face into his hair causing him to purr a little. "I got an idea regarding my case settlement money. I'm going to write a fake entry in my journal. I want you to give it to my parents."

"That's a great idea," I replied. "Are you sure you want them reading that stuff."

"I'm dead technically so it doesn't matter….." says Kyle. Kyle is not able to hide the sadness in his voice. "Besides my parents will get to see how I felt about Louis."

"If that is what you want to do babe, I support you," I say softly. I hold Kyle close to me as I begin thinking of how to start looking for our new home.