Their dinner was calm and peaceful to say the least. Elizabeth and Patrick did most of the talking, asking Olivia about things like work and her childhood. She didn't go into much detail about her childhood and was grateful that they accepted the brief information she gave them.

Jen sat opposite her brother and scowled at Olivia most of the evening, she did not even try to hide the fact that she didn't like Olivia. She showed it and at one point tried to start an argument with Olivia.

Olivia rolled her eyes and shrugged Jen off before continuing with her conversation, she stopped when she felt a hand on her thigh. Her breath hitched, in a good way, when Trevor trailed his hand up her thigh. His antics were hidden from his family, but they did notice Olivia's flushed cheeks and distracted demeanor. She bit her lip and tried to act normal as his thumb massaged her clit beneath the table.

Trevor acted completely normal, laughing and talking as if he wasn't doing anything. He found it hilarious, watching her try to contain herself while he slid two fingers into her soaked entrance. What he didn't expect was for her to tease him too, she slid her hand into his pants and gripped his length.

A smirk covered her lips when he choked on his water "are you okay darling?" she asked innocently.

He nodded, an unexpected groan leaving his lips "mm, I'm great..." he groaned again when she ran her thumb over the tip of his cock.

He did not expect to be this turned on but then it occurred to him that he had not had sex in over two months, so even a crumb would taste like a gourmet meal. He bit back the moan that threatened to leave his throat and moved his hand from her core, knowing that if he didn't stop they would both reach their climaxes.

Olivia bit her lip, stroking him a few more times before easing her hand out of her pants. She knew they were playing a dangerous game and she didn't expect it to turn her on as much as it did. The secrecy of it all was so thrilling and such a rush that she couldn't help feeling alive. It was as if something was reawakened inside of her again.

She turned to Trevor and gave him a small smile "thank you" she mouthed.

Trevor took her hand and squeezed it, knowing that she would explain it all later when they were alone. They had this deep understanding that sometimes words weren't necessary, and they could speak to each other with just their eyes.

Elizabeth smirked at the couple, noticing some sort of tension in the air. She nudged her husband gently "honey it's getting late, we better head home."

Patrick nodded "yeah I have to be up in time for work tomorrow."

Jen scowled at Olivia "I'll pop in some time again Trev"

He forced a smile "yeah thanks Jen."

They said their greetings to his family before clearing up the livingroom. Olivia carried their empty plates into the kitchen and let out a gasp when she felt Trevor wrap his arms around her waist while his lips attached to her neck. She let out a soft groan and pushed her hips back against him, feeling his erection against her ass.

He kissed up to her ear "I want you so much baby."

She closed her eyes and let out a shaky breath "I want you too... Bedroom. Now"

He took hold of her hand and led her into the bedroom, watching her lay down on the center of the massive bed. She stretched her arms above her head and bit her lip as she watched him strip out of his t-shirt, seeing his muscles ripple.

...

Two hours later they lay spent in each others arms, both of them coming down from their incredible highs. Olivia laid her hand on his chest, her fingers gently tracing the spot where he had been shot, she felt her eyes welling up "I can't believe I almost lost you completely."

He leaned down and pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead "I am not going to die when I know that you need me. You are going to be stuck with me for a very long time"

"I would not want to have it any other way. I love you Trevor, I really do" she leaned up and pressed a soft kiss to his lips again before settling back down in his arms.

He ran his fingers through her hair and let out a breath "tell me about your family..."

"What do you want to know?" she asked with a sigh.

He shrugged "Whatever you want to tell me... Do you have any siblings? What are your parents like? Where do they stay?"

She bit her lip "I have a brother, half brother, from my dad's side... My mom lives in Long Island and does not even want to see my face." her voice shook somewhat.

Trevor pulled her closer to his body and placed a kiss to her forehead "and your dad?"

"that's a touchy subject" she whispered, feeling her eyes well up. She let out a heavy breath "he was a rapist... My mom was his victim and that is how I was created."

She rolled over and let out a heavy breath, her back facing him so that he could not see the tears that rolled down her cheeks. Her bottom lip quivered as she silently cried, feeling him turn over and wrap his arms around her waist, pulling her closer. He pulled the blankets tightly around them, warding off the cold air that tried to creep in through the closed window.

She took hold of his hands and clutched their fingers together "she was a mess for the longest time, most of my childhood was spent with an alcoholic and abusive mother. Then one day it all stopped, she nearly died, landed up in hospital and decided to clear up her act. She went to A.A and got a job, she did really well. We even got along for a year, going from no contact to me seeing her everyday."

"What changed?" he pressed a soft kiss to her shoulder.

She shed a few more tears before sniffling "Greg. She hated him and kept telling me to not get involved with him, but I thought I knew better. I was horrible to her. She stopped speaking to me on the day of our wedding, because she I refused to listen to her. Haven't heard from her ever since and she refuses to see me, I tried to visit her once or twice in the last two years."

"And your brother? Where is he?"

"I don't know, I met him a few years back and his son Calvin... My mom is the closest thing to a mother that he ever had, she was an amazing person to be around after she cleaned up." she let out a sigh before wiping her tears and turning back around to cuddle into his embrace. Her face nuzzled into his neck as she cried, only realising in that moment how much she missed them.

Trevor held her and kissed the top of her head, playing with her hair and whispering soothing words into her ear until her cries turned into soft hiccups. He lifted her chin once she calmed down and pressed his lips to hers in a soft, yet deep kiss, his little way of letting her know that he was here for her.

She pulled away after a short while and gave him a small smile "thank you, for being here for me through everything and not judging me or turning your back on me... I really appreciate it."

He caressed her cheek ever so softly "you have no reason to thank me. I'm just trying to be here for you, to care for you."

She felt a slight blush cover her cheeks "this is so new to me... This love and actually caring business, I'm so used to being walked over or used for sex that it's going to take some time."

"We've got time. You and I both have enough time to figure this out, together."

She snuggled further into his embrace, welcoming the heat his body and the blankets provided her with "You are a really good man Trevor. You make me happy and I don't know how, but I do hope I could make you happy too..."

"You already do" he whispered, lifting her chin ever so gently "you are a good woman and I am damn lucky to have you here with me. You could have chosen any guy, but you chose me and I will make sure to cherish every moment we share."

Trevor wrapped his arms around her curvaceous figure and gently ran his fingers up and down the small of her back. A comfortable silence fell over them, neither of them feeling the urge to break it because they had gotten to a point where they no longer needed words. Olivia closed her eyes and allowed herself to bask in this peaceful moment, something neither of them had in the recent days.

Trevor could not help wondering if this was how the rest of his of life would, with her in his arms. If the answer to that unspoken question was yes, he would gladly take it. He ran his hand down her back, pressing a soft kiss to the top of her head "I really like this, you and I just relaxing and taking a break from everything."

She nodded "I really like it too, we need all the time we can get because we've had a few hectic weeks."

She lifted her head "can I call you when I get arrested?"

"Honey I don't think they'll arrest you, they might question you but they won't arrest you." he assured her.

She sighed "but if they do..."

"Then yes, call me and I'll come get you out of there... I would do anything for you Olivia." he whispered.

She looked up at him and cupped his cheek "I would do anything for you too... I love you, with all of my heart."

"Ich liebe dich von ganzem herzen fur immer und ewig." He whispered before pulling her face toward his and pressing the softest kiss to her lips. (I love you with all my heart, forever and always.)

Her lips moved upwards in a smile against his lips before moving them so that he was on top of her "Make love to me Trevor"

He allowed his lips to trail from hers to her neck, a soft gasp leaving each of their lips "it'll be my pleasure."

The only sounds to be heard in their home for the rest of the night was breathy moans and the sound of skin slapping together. Trevor gave her orgasm after orgasm, taking her to heights she did not even know existed. By the end of the night both of them had lost count of the amount of times they came undone, they both lay spent afterwards, trying to even out their breathing.

Olivia looked up at him and smirked "I love you so much..." she leaned down and pressed a deep kiss to his lips "let me take of you."

"Liv you don't have-"

She pressed a finger to his lips "I want to... Let me?"

He nodded "only if you really want to."

She sighed softly "Trevor you took care of me, I want to return the favour. I want to taste you, remember when we couldn't get enough of the taste of each other?"

He took hold of her hand and kissed the back of it "I remember, I still can't get enough of you." he leaned in for another kiss "I know it seems like I'm holding out on you but I promise I'm not. I'm trying not to get too worked up, the last thing I want is to end up back in hospital because then I won't be able to sleep with you in my arms."

She pursed her lips as her eyes welled up "I have never met a guy who would turn down a blowjob just to hold me in his arms. It's probably the sweetest thing you could ever have done. You are amazing"

"So are you. Now scoot closer, I need to feel your skin on mine" he said, smiling when she cuddled up against his body. Her curvaceous form moulded perfectly against his muscular form, they were like two pieces of a puzzle, fitting together perfectly.

She felt her eyelids getting heavier but forced them open "It's not even that late..."

"Liv, babe I can see you fighting your sleep and I can only guess why. I know you're worried about what will happen tomorrow but I promise you that I will get you out if they arrest you. You are innocent and we will find a way to prove it."

She smirked "you know me too well"

"That I do... Now get some sleep, I'm right here. I'll hold you all night, and for as long as you need tomorrow morning." he pressed a kiss to her shoulder "try and get some rest. You didn't sleep much last night either."

"I couldn't... I dreamt about Greg, and I just couldn't sleep again." she sighed before moving closer and placing her face in the crook of his neck "He was everywhere. Everytime I closed my eyes, I only saw him, trying to get to me and hurt me again."

"why didn't you tell me?"

"I did not want to seem needy so I pulled you closer and kept my eyes open... I was too afraid to sleep" she whispered "he makes me feel so weak."

"you are not weak babe, you faced him and got him out of your life and that takes strength. You are the strongest woman I have ever met..."

She sighed ever so softly "I just don't want to have to go through all of this crap again. I'm tired of it all"

He pressed a soft kiss to her forehead "when all of this is over, will you go somewhere with me?"

"Where?"

He smirked before gently lifting her face so that they were eye to eye, he wanted to see the look on her face "Italy."

A/N

I hope you all enjoyed this chapter, let me know what you all thought.

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-Karrrm.