It has been 6 blissfully uneventful months since the Jack incident.

Luke just turned 1, the twins are now 2 years old, Alex Is 3 and Piper is 6.

They are wonderful children. And my husband is a fantastic husband and father. He is my rock.

Mia finally moved in with Ben since they have been together for 2 years now. It's about time. My friendship with Ben is fabulous as well. He still calls me his princess so he had to come up with a new pet name for Mia. He calls her Goddess. I think it is cute.

Piper excels in school and her and Alex's musical talent is remarkable.

We are planning a family vacation in Europe and we are leaving today. We plan to spend time in our London home, which I have never been to. I'm so excited about that. I'm not so excited about the flight there. We're taking all the Greys, as well as Ben, with us. Also, we are bringing our security and nanny Nancy and Gail with us. Gail wants to help with the kids while the adults all go out and do stuff together.

I'm anxious about the flight again but my therapist told me the only way to overcome it is to be awake at least for part of the flight.

Since Grace is coming along, she will be able to sedate me enough where I don't freak out but she will be there to give me enough to knock me out in case I cannot handle it.

We all load up into SUVs after Grace gives me enough sedative to help me stay calm.

The closer we get to the jet, the more anxious I get. I'm able to keep it under control because of a combination of my husband holding me and the sedative currently in my system.

We arrive at the jet and I just stare at it and start crying. "shhhhh baby. I'm here with you. We will be fine. We are all here with you and for you. You want me to carry you?"

"Yes, please. Don't let me go." He nods and climbs out of the SUV and he scoops me up and Carries me onto the jet very slowly.

I bury my face into the crook of his neck and he sets me down in my seat and sits down right beside me and he buckles us in. Kate is sitting across the table in front of me. She half smiles and offers me a hand and I take it. "We're all here for you Ana."

I smile and start crying again. "thank you." I barely whisper. She nods and doesn't let go of my hand while Christian is still holding onto me tight, just like I need. When it is time to take off, Kate has to sit back and she releases my hand. My husband takes my now free hand in his and squeezes it reassuringly. I give him a soft kiss and lay my head back against the seat and close my eyes as we ascend. Christian breathes with me to help me remain calm. The time before we get leveled out in the atmosphere seems to take forever.

"We can get up. Do you want to lay down?"

I gasp. "No. Not unless I'm out of it. I was asleep in the bed whenever the alarms started going off. I could've died if Luke hadn't come to get me. Please. I can't."

"Would you like to be sedated? We're all proud that you made it this far, awake."

I take a deep breath and nod. "I think that would be best."

He nods. "Mom, can you sedate her?"

"Sure." She says and Christian gets up and she sits down beside me. "We are proud of you Ana." She says as she gives me a shot. She gives me a kiss on the cheek and goes back to her seat and Christian sits back down beside me as I drift off to sleep.

I wake up wrapped up in Christian. I turn around and look at his handsome sleeping face. I observe my surroundings and realize we made it to London and it is nighttime. I breathe a sigh of relief. I kiss my husband. "Christian?"

Nothing. I sit astride him and say it louder. "Christian?!"

His eyes flutter open startled. "You okay?" he asks.

"I'll be better when you have your way with me."

He smiles and rolls me onto my back and kisses me feverishly. He helps me strip out of my clothes and strips out of his boxers and makes love to me.

"Oh my God. I will never get tired of you and your many talents Christian."

"Mmm.. I will never tire of you waking me up like this. What has you awake this time of night?"

"How long did I sleep?"

He looks at his watch. "mmmm.. about 12 hours."

"Exactly. Why do you think I'm awake?"

"Fair enough. You want me to stay up with you baby?"

"I would like that. But only if you are sure. I don't want to keep you awake if you're tired."

"No. I'm good. I slept with you some on the jet and I've been asleep for 3 hours here so I'm good."

"Maybe we can just stay in bed until you fuck me back to sleep."

He chuckles. "That can be arranged."

We spend the next several hours fucking and making love until I finally succumb to sleep.

2 weeks later

We have had an amazing couple of weeks in London but today we are headed back home. I feel a little better about the flight. My whole family is extremely proud of me because I've chosen to just take the mild sedative this time. I have to face this to overcome my fears.

This time I walk onto the jet with my husband's hand in mine. I take a deep breath before entering the jet. We have a seat in the same place we were seated last time.

We make it home 9 hours later and I just took a 2 hour nap with my husband at my side the whole time. I'm extremely proud of myself. We go back to our home and put the kids to bed and go to bed ourselves and celebrate my accomplishment of the day.

I wake up in the morning and my handsome husband is still asleep. I roll over and stare at his handsome face. I decide I'm going to bring up the possibility of more babies. I give him another kiss and roll out of bed and get dressed. I go downstairs and realize Gail has already made breakfast and my kids are all eating already.

"Put our plates in the warmer. I will go wake up Christian."

"Okay Ana."

I give the kids all kisses on their little heads and head upstairs and wander into our room and see my husband still peacefully asleep. I smile and climb into bed and sit astride him and kiss his face. "Christian? Wake up sleepy head."

I see his eyes flutter open and before I know it, he has flipped me onto my back and is kissing me feverishly. He peels my clothes off of me and fucks me senseless.

"I love when you wake me up baby."

"I aim to please, Mr. Grey."

"And please you do."

"Breakfast is ready and the kids are already eating baby."

"Let's go then." He gives me a sweet kiss as he pulls out and flops down beside me and pulls me to his chest.

I prop my head up so I can look into his beautiful grey eyes. "Christian, do you want to have more babies?"

"Of course baby. Is that what you want?"

"Well, Luke is over a year old and I think it is time. We want all of our kids fairly close in age right?"

"Then let's do this baby. Ditch that IUD and let's have another baby."

I smile and give him a passionate kiss. "Now let's go eat breakfast with our family."

We get up and throw on some clothes and go downstairs and join our family, which now includes Ben and Mia.

After we eat, we spend the rest of the day with our babies and I call to make an appointment to get my IUD removed. I get an appointment for in the morning and after we put the kids to bed, we go to bed ourselves and start practicing making a baby.

In the morning we get up and shower and I go to the doctor and he goes to work.

"Come see me after your appointment baby. We need to work on putting another baby Grey in there."

I giggle. "Of course baby. I had already planned to."

He smiles brightly and gives me another kiss as he helps me into my SUV with Gibson. He gets into his SUV with Taylor and we all take off to do what we have got to do.

The doctor removes my IUD and wishes me luck and after getting dressed, I have Gibson take me to Grey House.

When we arrive, I go straight through to the elevator and up to the 20th floor.

Andrea waves me through.

I enter his office and find him staring out the floor to ceiling windows. I lock the door behind me. "Busy, Mr. Grey?"

"Never too busy for my wife." He smiles his panty dropping smile at me as he stalks towards me. We meet in the middle and his lips crash into mine. "is the door locked?"

"Yes. Fuck me baby." He reaches under my skirt and gently removes my panties.

"Bend over my desk baby."

I give him another sweet kiss and do as I'm told. I hear him freeing himself from his pants and he lifts my skirt over my hips and penetrates me and pounds into me relentlessly. "Fuck! Just like that baby." I cry out.

"Cum for me baby." And I cum undone and he slows his thrusts. "this has to last longer baby." He starts really pounding me again. "let go Ana." And I come undone taking him with me.

He quickly pulls out and scoops me up and lays me on the couch and lays beside me.

"You have to stay laying like this for at least 15 minutes so my little guys find their way to your egg."

I giggle. "never have more poetic words been said." He starts chuckling and kisses my head.

I feel his erection come back against my hip. I smile "again?" he asks.

"Definitely." He fucks me into 2 more intense orgasms before finding his own release. "I have to get to a meeting but I'd like you to stay and we can do this more in between meetings."

"I'd like that too. Love you. Have a good meeting baby."

"I love you too." He gets up and helps me up and we situate each other and I lay back down on the couch as he goes off to his meeting.

As promised, when he came back, we indulge in many sexual escapades and it is Amazing.

When it is finally time to go home, we leave together and spend the rest of the day with our children and go to bed ourselves and he makes love to me and we drift off to sleep peacefully in each other's arms.