Fifty Shades
Chapter Eighteen
Bella lounged in the living room of her apartment, working on her next English essay, as Angela strolled in.
"What are you doing? You're supposed to be resting!" Bella rolled her eyes at this. Angela had been on her case about taking it easy since the incident at the barbecue, but a week had passed. She didn't need to be cooped up in her room any longer.
"I have an essay due on Friday that I need to work on." Angela scowled.
"Bella, it is Friday."
"Next Friday, duh." Bells sipped at her water before continuing to type. Angela strolled over and closed Bella's laptop forcefully. "What the hell!" She protested and Angela scowled.
"Don't think I don't know what you are doing. You are attempting to distract yourself from the fact that Jake hasn't shown himself since the barbecue." Bella groaned and rubbed her face.
"So what? It's not that big of a deal. He told my dad he would get a hold of me when he got a chance. He must be really busy." Angela rolled her eyes before taking a seat next to her roommate. Bella knew she was clinging to hope, but that was all she had.
"Too busy to call or shoot a text?" Bella couldn't think of a retort and sighed in defeat. "Bella, he is too unstable for a relationship. You need to just move on. I know you love him and he loves you, but sometimes love just isn't enough for a relationship to work." Bella knew Angela was right, but something in her gut told her not to give up on Jacob just yet.
She relaxed into the couch before rubbing her face with frustration. How could she possibly explain the way she was feeling to Angela without sounding crazy? She couldn't figure out a way.
"How about this? We are going to go out tonight with Tyler, Lauren, and Jessica to celebrate your recovery from your injuries. You need to relax and forget about Jacob Black for at least one night." Bella wanted to protest, but she knew it wasn't a good idea. She did need a distraction and this would be a good one.
Angela and Bella got dressed in party dresses before Angela started to apply Bella's make up. Just as she finished, the doorbell rang and Angela bounced over as Bella struggled to slip on her black heels. Angela came back with a small wrapped package with a note.
Angela started to read it aloud. "A glooming peace this morning with it brings. The sun, for sorrow, will not show his head. Go hence, to have more talk of these sad things; Some shall be pardon'd, and some punished…" Bella finished the quote for her.
"'For never was a story of more woe.' It's a quote from Romeo and Juliet." Angela handed over the package and Bella recognized Jacob's handwriting. Her heart sped up as she tore the package and found an old copy of her favorite book. "Oh, my god." She flipped to the first page before gasping. "Holy fuck. It's a first edition of Romeo and Juliet." Angela didn't look fazed by this and Bella groaned. "Do you have any idea how rare this book is at this age? It was printed in the late eighteen hundred, Ang. It's gotta be worth thousands of dollars. It's in perfect condition, too." She flipped the pages and a smile crossed her face. "Jake." She whispered his name and found an index card at the back of the book.
I miss you. It's been hectic. I really want to see you this weekend. Give me a call.
She smiled happily to herself before setting the book down on the coffee table. She hated expensive gifts like this, but it proved that she hadn't been waiting around for nothing. He wanted them to finish the talk they had started at the hospital before she was rushed away.
"Hey! Remember, forget about him for tonight! You can deal with Mr. Mysterious tomorrow. Right now, we are having a friends night out." Bella cleared the lovestruck thoughts in her head and left the apartment with Angela.
Bella wanted to stay at home and call Jacob, but Angela wasn't going to let her. The only good thing was she would get to have some fun with her friends.
Bella smiled as she sat at a booth with her friends and they all were joking around. They were at the bar around the corner from the college that also had a dance floor. You could tell this place was built just for college kids. There was loud teeny bopper music booming through the speakers and a bunch of college kids grinding against each other on the dance floor.
Bella had more than her share to drink and it was from her nerves. She was anxious to talk to Jacob about where they went from then on. His new gift was extravagant, like always, but it left her heart feeling more confident in his love for her.
In a way, they were like Romeo and Juliet. If others knew the truth about their relationship, others in her life would make it impossible for her to be with him. He was forever the Dom and she, the sweet, innocent college girl, was his Sub. Even though she would need to enter another contract, this is how she saw herself. She was his and he was hers, even if only in their hearts right then.
"I'm gonna go to the bathroom." Bella excused herself in the middle of Tyler explaining this song he was struggling to write. She strolled with a sway to her steps to the facilities, but saw a big line. She stood, leaned against the wall, and her mind wandered.
She had the idea to call Jacob since she wasn't around Angela and she probably had a long wait ahead of her. What Angela didn't know won't hurt her.
Bella pulled out her phone and found Jacob's number in the address book. She pressed the send button and put the phone to her ear. It took a few rings, but she got an answer.
"Hello?" She heard his husky, deep voice and a smile graced her face.
"Hey. I got your package." Bella responded with a relaxed voice and she heard his soft chuckle.
"I figured as much since you actually called. I figured you would just text me."
"Yeah, but since I'm not bound by a contract, I can't accept the gift. I already have my own copy anyways." Her voice started to slur at the end of the sentence and the sound silenced him for a moment.
"Bella, are you drunk?"
"Yup. You can blame Angela. She thought I needed to forget and have fun like any other college student. I never knew someone could get drunk off only a tall glass of rum. I guess you could say I'm a lightweight." She laughed to herself. There was no reason for this to be funny and he didn't see it that way, either. He knew she was completely plastered.
"Where are you?"
"Some bar near my school with Angela and my other friends." She replied, her speech breaking a little.
"Tell me exactly what bar and I will come get you." She giggled to herself. She really wanted to see him, but she didn't want to see the wrath of Angela Webber for her personal knight in shining armor coming to her rescue.
"Not necessary. Bye, Master." She teased him with one of his Dom names and hung up the phone. When she relaxed against the wall she was waiting at, panic overwhelmed her. What if her hanging up on him pissed him off? What if he wanted to punish her even though she wasn't bound by the contract anymore? Her nerves were killing her.
Her phone started going off and she saw Jacob's name across the screen.
"I'm sorry, Jake. I shouldn't have-" She started, but he quickly interrupted her.
"I'm coming to get you right now. Don't leave that bar." Then, the line went dead. Confusion filled her, but she pushed it to the side to experience her joy. She was going to get to see Jacob. Of course, Angela would be pissed, but she could just say it was pure coincidence that he showed up at that bar. He did work in Port Angeles. It wouldn't be a stretch to say he could wander into the same bar as them.
It took a long time to get to go to the bathroom. She quickly relieved herself and washed her hands. Her head was starting to feel light, her mind getting foggy, and she slowly stumbled out of the bathroom. She slowly squeezed her way through the crowd. Some people protested and others just looked at her confused as she weaseled her way towards the front door.
She was relieved to feel the crisp, cool air surround her. She was starting to feel a little feverish and this told her that she had too much to drink. She would definitely have a hangover in the morning. She had never experienced one because she never let herself get past a slight buzz, but Angela wanted her to let loose so she did.
She felt a warm hand on her shoulder and turned to find Tyler by her side.
"Hey, Ty." He gave her a big smile.
"Hey, Bell." He held up her jacket and she smiled.
"Thanks, but I don't need it. I think I had a little too much to drink. I'm feeling all hot right now. The cool air feels good." He rolled his eyes and forced the jacket up her arms. She was too intoxicated to be annoyed by this behavior or his unwillingness to take her word for it. "Thanks." She groaned and slowly noticed that he placed his arms around her waist. She looked to him confused. "What are you doing?" He gave her a smile that any other woman would have found to be dazzling, but she just found it bewildering. Why would Tyler Crowley suddenly think it was acceptable to be holding her like she was his girlfriend?
"Normally, I wouldn't have the balls to do this." She was still confused when he placed his hand affectionately on her cheek. "I like you, Bella." It clicked to her and she felt a little panicked.
"Oh, no." He chuckled, not seeing that she was trying to turn him down.
"Yeah, I really like you. I have for a long time." She shook her head, trying to push him away, but he was stronger than her. "Come here." He went to try to kiss her and she pushed more, turning her face away.
"Stop, Ty. No!" She fought and he was about to kiss her when she screamed. "Let me go!" Then, a knight in shining armor, a dark figure from the street pushed Tyler away from her, causing the man to stumble back. Bella hugged her chest as this man stood in front of her.
"What the fuck is wrong with you! She said no!" She quickly recognized the voice of her savior and relaxed.
"Jacob?" He turned his head to her and she took in his angry, dark features, a danger about his presence, but she was just happy to see him. She felt her stomach turn and quickly threw up on the street. She didn't notice that Jacob came up and grabbed her hair to keep her from getting her bodily fluids in it.
Tyler quickly became very grateful that Jacob had come along. He definitely didn't want Bella Swan to throw up in his mouth. That would have just been gross.
"Sorry you had to see me puke." Bella said as she stopped throwing up.
"Don't apologize for that." He still held her hair until she stood up and her steps slightly swayed. He quickly wrapped his arms around her to keep her from falling and she smiled as she rested her face against his chest.
"For someone who claims not to be a hero, you sure have a hard time not acting like one." He scoffed at her ridiculousness. This girl was definitely something else. Even when he was twenty years old, he never knew a woman her age that would let herself get so drunk that she couldn't defend herself in something as harmless as what had transpired.
"I'm gonna get you out of here." She looked up at him and she felt like her head was spinning.
"But, Angela…" She trailed off and he shook his head.
"Embry is inside with her right now. He'll let her know." Bella clung to his arms as she started to feel a little light headed.
"I'm starting to get lightheaded. I think I'm gonna pass out." He nodded, understanding her issue, and picked her up in his arms. Her head laid against his shoulder as he rubbed her back and her arms clung around his neck.
She missed his touch, how wonderful it felt to be in his arms. She had been missing this for what felt like an eternity and she craved it. The last time she remembered him holding her like this was the last time they played in the playroom.
He did this to her every time they finished in his playroom. He would walk her to their room and they would enjoy a nice, warm bath together. The only thing she could hear was his heart and his breathing. It was calming, comforting.
When he reached his car, she was already asleep in his arms. She looked so beautiful. He had missed seeing her like this, relaxed the way she did in his arms. It almost made him forget how angry he was with her.
He couldn't believe she would put herself in such a place to have someone she considered a good friend try to assault her like that? Sure, Tyler didn't rape her, but he tried to force a kiss on her and who knew if he would have stopped there! That's should have been considered assault, right?
He was glad she called him in her drunken stupor or who knows what could have happened to her!
He opened his passenger door and slid her into his car before putting her seatbelt on her. She didn't wake up or even make any noise or movement at him placing her in the seat. He moved her arms from around his neck and placed them in her lap. He got into the driver's seat and drove to the closest hotel he could find which wasn't far from the bar at all. He parked his car, leaving her inside, and strolled to the entrance to the entrance of La Quinta. He found a young blonde girl at the front desk who sent him a big smile as he walked in.
He was used to this type of greeting. It wasn't the kind of sweet smile that was a welcoming gesture. It was the kind that said this girl found him attractive. He wasn't interested in the slightest. She wore too much makeup, had the ugliest hairstyle he had ever seen on anyone before, and she wasn't his type in body style either. Not that any of this matter. The only woman he wanted was in his car, passed out drunk.
"Welcome to La Quinta! How can I help you?" He kept his face stern like any respectable businessman would.
"I need a room for me and my girlfriend." He didn't like how this girl was staring at him and he wanted her to stop without being rude. Her face dropped before searching on her computer.
"We only have a Single available. Would that be alright?" He nodded and handed her his license and credit card. She quickly checked him in and gave him a key card.
He raced out of there, grabbed Bella, and went up to the room on the third floor. He struggled to open the door with Bella in his arms, but managed after a minute. There was a large bed, recliner, kitchen table, microwave, tv, dresser, and bathroom. He quickly sat her down in the recliner before pulling out his phone.
This whole situation was ridiculous and he would only go through this for Isabella Swan.
He dialed Quil's number before putting the phone to his ear.
"Hey, boss. What's up?" He groaned.
"Bella got herself completely plastered and some guy tried to put his hands on her." This was all he needed to say for Quil to know how livid he was with this situation.
"Fuck, that's terrible."
"I need your help."
"What do you need, boss?"
Bella groaned as her head throbbed violently. Her mind was foggy and she wasn't sure exactly what happened. She tried to focus so she could piece together what had happened the night before.
She remembered receiving that sweet little package from Jacob with the Romeo and Juliet quote. She remembered going to that club with Angela, Lauren, Jessica, and Tyler. She remembered laughing and cracking jokes with her friends for hours on end. She remembered calling Jacob and him worrying about her drunken state.
God, it was stupid to drink so much. She should have just stuck with her usual margarita. She usually only had one then it was over. It left her with just a light buzz.
She remembered walking outside for some fresh air and being met by Tyler. It pissed her off that he had the gall to try to kiss her. She wished she had been sober so she could have kneed him in the groin for such a stupid act. She then remembered Jacob showing up to save the day then it was all blank.
Jacob. She thought his name before her eyes snapped open and she sat up. The sudden motion sent sharp pains through her head, but they died down after a moment. She looked around at her surrounding and didn't recognize anything. She was in a hotel room, that was obvious, but she had no recollection of how she got there.
She looked down at herself and found she wasn't wearing her party dress from the night before, but just a white tank top and some panties that were different from the ones she wore the night before.
What the fuck? She took another look around and took notice of something on the nightstand next to her. It was a glass of some mixture that was blood red with a card next to it in Jacob's handwriting.
Drink me.
She smiled to herself before she grabbed the glass and took a sip. It tasted like tomato juice but had a little bit of a citrus taste to it. She gulped down the big glass. She trusted Jacob. She knew he wouldn't tell her to drink something if he didn't think it would help.
She sat down the empty glass and picked up the card before flipping it over. There was another small note on the back of it.
Be back shortly. Jake
Suddenly, the door to the hotel room opened and she was greeted by Jacob walking in. He wore a white t-shirt and a pair of black exercise pants along with some white tennis shoes. No matter what he wore, she always thought he looked so sexy.
"Morning." His voice was low and heavy. She gave him a small, shy smile before setting down the card.
"Good morning." He huffed before she noticed a brown bag in his hand along with a brown and white disposable coffee cup in his other hand. He took a sip from his cup before handing the bag over to her and went to sit in the recliner.
"I highly doubt it's been a good morning for you." She gulped and nodded before looking in the bag he gave her. He had brought her breakfast, a sausage, ham, and cheese bagel, just how she liked it. This sweet gesture made her smile.
"Definitely wasn't expecting to spend my Saturday morning having a hangover." She sat the bag off to the side as he sipped his coffee. "Whe-where are my clothes, Jacob?" He rolled his eyes before sitting up straight.
"Quil took them to be dry cleaned for you." She felt very unsettled by this.
"How did I get in these clothes?" She asked with a low voice.
"I changed you and cleaned you up. You were very much asleep. You couldn't exactly do it yourself." He didn't seem ashamed by this at all, which was amazing to her.
"So you stayed here with me last night?" He nodded and she took a deep breath. "And where did you sleep?" He nodded next to her and her heart swelled. He wasn't bound by his precious contract, but he still slept with her. Her body felt a little strange and she wasn't sure why. "Did we have sex last night?" She asked before looking up at him and he scoffed.
"Nope. I already told you that I'm not into necrophilia. I wouldn't disrespect you like that, even if you asked for it, while you were drunk." She nodded. She respected him for this. She already idolized him in so many ways and this just added another thing to her list of why he was so amazing.
"You really slept next to me and nothing happened?" This was unbelievable to her. She remembered she would sometimes wake up when she spent the night with him, and he would be rubbing his hands on her body to wake her up to assist him in getting rid of his morning wood. She was more than willing to help. She was eager to.
"It was a novelty for me, too." He flashed her a small smile before he frowned. "You put yourself in a dangerous situation last night." His voice was almost a warning. "You have no idea what could have happened to you if I hadn't shown up when I did." She shook her head before rubbing her face.
"Tyler wouldn't have hurt me. He was drunk. He probably doesn't even remember what happened." She defended her friend, but she did agree with Jacob. It was a bad situation.
"Don't defend him!" Jacob was agitated by the whole situation. He shouldn't have had to go to her rescue. She flinched a little from his harsh tone and he groaned. "You have absolutely no idea what could have happened." She knew he was right.
"Why are you so mad? Nothing bad happened. Yeah, it could have been a bad situation, but I'm fine." His fists and jaw clenched at her question before he looked her in the eye, his stare possessing a dangerous edge.
"I'm mad because the Dom in me wants to punish you to the point that you couldn't walk for a week." She recalled that he had told her that he would only use pleasurable torture as punishment, but with him so angry, she wasn't so sure it would be that way if she let him punish her this time.
"Well, I'm not bound by a contract right now so you can't." She reminded him. He didn't need the reminder. It was the only reason he hadn't bent her over and whipped her with his belt for her behavior. He wasn't going to make a remark though.
"You need to eat." He pressed her and she looked to the brown bag. Yeah, she knew she should, but she couldn't stomach eating just yet.
"I'm not hungry." He nodded and sat down his coffee before he walked over to her.
"Come on." He extended his hand to her and she was reluctant to take it. She wasn't sure what he wanted from her now. She placed her hand in his and he helped her out of the bed. He strolled with her to the bathroom where he shut the door. Jacob turned to her, his eyes softer, and wrapped his arms around her. "Bella?" She gulped and nodded as he pressed his forehead to hers. "I was angry because I can't stand the thought of something terrible happening to you." She relaxed a little and he placed a sweet kiss on her forehead. "I'm going to ask something of you that I've never asked for from anyone." Her eyes moved back to his now sweet, affectionate gaze before giving him a small smile.
"What would that be?" He suddenly looked nervous as he took a deep breath.
"I want to change the relationship we had some." She felt hope rise within her for a real relationship with him, not his version of a Dom/Sub relationship. "I want to collar you." She was instantly confused by this request.
"Collar? What's that?" He smirked at her so sweetly.
"It's a sign in the Dom/Sub relationship that shows everyone that you are mine and I am devoted to being with you for as long as possible. It shows that you trust me and accept me completely as I do you." Her heart pounded from his explanation. To her, he might as well been asking her to marry him. This was something huge. He had always been so private about their relationship and this, his desire to collar her, was exposing his devotion to her for others to see. "Will you let me collar you, Bella?" She gave a small smile and nodded.
"That's something you wouldn't even need to ask." He let out a sigh of relief and hugged her close to him. She embraced the warmth that encased her. She had missed him holding her like this.
"That's not all I have to ask of you." She looked back up at him and he stroked her hair lovingly. "I want our relationship to be full time now." She was a little taken aback by this request.
"How exactly would that work?"
"I want you to move in with me." Nervousness filled her at his request. Move in with him? This was not what she was expecting.
"What?"
"I want you to live with me in my house in La Push." He explained further and her breath slowly released.
"Jake, I have school in Port Angeles and that's also where my job is." She tried to rationalize this with him.
"You would go with me in the helicopter every morning and night." He justified it.
"But you only go to your house on the weekend?" He smirked and cupped her face in his hands.
"Bella, if you were there with me, I would have a reason to go home every night. I would be there to care for all your needs and desires. As a Dom, I just want to take care of you and have you as my own. As my Sub, I would be completely yours and be there whenever you need me. The contract would need to be changed a lot, but this is what I want. I want to have a 24/7 relationship with you. Say yes, Bells." He used her nickname, which he knew would get him what he wanted because of how sweet it always sounded coming from his lips, and she sighed.
"But, what about Angela? I'm her roommate and I don't think she can handle the rent all by herself." Bella whined and Jacob thought it was so cute, he smirked.
"I'm sure we can figure something out about that situation. Just, please, say yes." He never begged for anything and that just made this that much more special to her.
"Yes." She smiled up at him and he relaxed noticeably. She thought he might kiss her for agreeing to this, but he didn't. He smiled down at her.
"I really want to kiss you, but you did vomit a lot last night." No wonder he wouldn't kiss her! She had completely forgotten that she did get sick once he arrived at the bar.
"Oh." She blushed and bit her lip. His eyes instantly darkened, and he pulled her body flush against his.
"You know what biting that lip does to me." He spoke so seductively. Her panties were instantly twisted.
"Is there a toothbrush I can use?" She asked, backing away a little, and he chuckled, pointing at the counter. She saw a small grocery bag and this just confused her. Did he leave in the night after putting her to bed?
"Everything you will need to clean up. I'll wait in the room while you freshen up." She nodded and gave him a small smile as he exited.
She couldn't believe it. He wanted to be with her full time, having her live with him, and he wanted everyone to know that she was all his. Nothing could top this, she was sure.
She didn't know if she was cleaning up to leave or just to be able to hang out with him some. She decided to prepare herself to the latter option. She emptied out the contents of the bag and found a toothbrush, toothpaste, mouthwash, a hair brush, and a bar of unscented soap.
She brushed her teeth first, doing it several times to get rid of all the disgusting tastes in her mouth, before she peeled off her clothes and sat them on the ground under the sink. She grabbed a washcloth, wet it, and rubbed the bar of soap on it. She washed her arms, torso, and legs before rinsing. She knew she wouldn't need to clean between her legs since she took a shower the night before.
She grabbed a towel and wrapped it around her before she brushed out her hair. She felt way better after that.
She took a deep breath before opening the door, entering the room where she found Jacob sitting on the edge of the bed. His eyes along with the tent in his pants showed how aroused he was and all for her.
"It would have been a moot point to put back on those clothes." She tried to explain, but his arousal didn't waver. He stood to his feet and moved to her. He quickly kissed her, passion flowing to her, and he ripped the towel from her naked, damp body. His hands palmed her ass as he pressed his erection against her. She moaned when he did this. When he pulled out of the kiss, she was about to tell him that they couldn't have sex yet.
"From this point on, when we have sex in or out of the playroom…" He paused and she nodded for him to continue. "You will not speak unless I tell you to. You will not moan or make any of those cute little noises you make unless I tell you that you can. You will not move unless I tell you to. You will not look in my direction unless I tell you that you can. This is all part of you learning your own control and it will increase your pleasure. If you don't follow those rules, I will spank you and not the way you like me to. I will spank you just hard enough that it won't bring you any pleasure." She struggled to suppress a moan but nodded instead. He quickly pushed her onto the bed. She was surprised by the sudden move. He looked upon her with such arousal as he kicked off his shoes and pulled his shirt over his head. Her eyes trained on his hands as he pushed his pants to the ground. She got more drenched from the sight of him. It took everything in her not to get on her knees and suck that pleasuring cock of his until he came.
"Jacob, I-" She started to tell him that she wasn't on her birth control anymore, but he silenced her by slapping her ass hard. She yelped from the sudden sting.
"I didn't give you permission to speak. You trust me, don't you? Now, you may speak." She nodded as she bit her lip. "Then, stay silent. There is no need for you to speak until I tell you, too. When I tell you to talk, you will not call me by my first name while we are doing this. Do you understand? You may speak." She took a deep breath as she kept her eyes trained on his cock that he was now pumping with his hand.
"What shall I call you then?" She asked and he chuckled.
"You should call me 'Master', my little pet." Pet? She liked how that came off his tongue. "Lay back and hold your legs apart." She did as he asked, and he moved over her. She turned her head to the side so she wouldn't be tempted to look at him. "Tell me who you belong to, my pet." He whispered in her ear before kissing down her neck, massaging her hip erotically.
"You, Master." She whispered back as he teased her clit with his tip. She had never struggled so much to keep from making any noise as she did then.
"Does all of you belong to me, my pet? Answer me." He growled in her ear and she panted from how aroused she was by him. He never said anything about her regulating her breathing.
"All of me, Master." He groaned as he pressed his length inside of her. She bit her tongue as she clawed at the sheets above her head.
"Even your orgasms? You may speak." She struggled to hold in her moans as he pressed himself inside of her to the hilt. He had never pressed himself this deep inside of her and it felt so amazing. Her stomach was tingling from the pressure.
"Yes, Master." He growled in her ear, running his tongue along her earlobe.
"That means I control your orgasms. You better not cum until I say you can."
Are you serious! She wasn't sure if she would be able to hold out when it approached, but she would try for him.
"Nod if you understand." She did as he asked and he moderately bit her neck, running his tongue over the mark he left. "That's my girl. I'm going to make you feel so good that you will be begging for me to let you orgasm." She couldn't stop the whimper that left her lips. He quickly smacked her bottom before massaging it. "I didn't say you could make noise. No matter how much I love to listen to you moan and scream my name, you will not do it until I say you can." He started to pound into her. She struggled to quiet herself. She wasn't usually very loud, but hell, she hadn't had sex since the last time they were together, and her senses were on overdrive. She wanted to scream, moan, scratch at him, and beg him to make her orgasm.
His length slammed into her over and over as she struggled to hold out her release. She squinted as he worked himself in her.
"You missed this, didn't you? Speak." She let out a deep breath that she had been holding before panting.
"Yes!" He grunted before he took one of her breasts into his mouth, licking and biting at her sweet little pebble.
"You are being such a good little pet. I expected to be spanking you every second of this, but you are being so quiet. Do you want to orgasm, my sweet? Tell me." He moved back to her ear and licked the outer edge which made her shiver.
"Yes, please, Master!" She arched towards him as he slammed into her, over and over, grazing her clit with each movement,
"Then, let go and scream and moan all you want." She released the tightening of her muscles and her orgasm exploded, much more intense than what she had felt ever before. She screamed out as he swirled his hips purposefully.
"Yes, yes, yes, yes!" She screamed and moaned for him and he never thought she could look so sexy as she did right then. She felt like crawling out of her skin and the sensation was driving her crazy. As soon as her orgasm ceased, he pulled out of her and started to stroke himself again.
"On your hands and knees, now." She slowly moved to the position he commanded out of her. She always loved it when he fucked her doggie style. He got so much deeper and he always acted like the alpha male he was when he fucked her like that. "Good girl. Do you have any idea how amazing your ass is? Speak." She bit her lip since he couldn't see her and smiled to herself.
"No, Master." He lightly chuckled and slapped her ass pleasurably.
"You have no idea how much I want to fuck your ass, but you did put that down as one of your hard limits. I really wish it wasn't though." She couldn't believe that he had this fascination with her ass, and this was the first time she was hearing about it. She made a mental note to herself to let him try it just once since he wanted to so badly. She would endure the pain to make him happy.
He slammed his length back into her tight little pussy and started back in on her, giving her pleasurable slaps on her ass, just how she liked it. She really wanted to scream and moan from how amazing it felt, but she wasn't sure if, when he said she could scream, he meant the rest of him fucking her.
"You not enjoying yourself, my pet?" She bent her head down to the mattress, pressing her forehead to the comforter, and gripped tight on his thigh. She scratched along his leg as he sped up his pace. "Is that how you want it?" She nodded quickly and he slapped her ass again, grunting. "I told you that you can moan all you want, and I meant it." She let out a loud, pleasured scream as she released his leg and clawed at the blanket beneath her.
"Oh, fuuuuck!" She cried out and he slapped her ass in a way that wasn't pleasurable to her.
"I didn't say you could speak!" He snapped harshly before gripping her hips, ramming himself into her, pounding through her clenching walls, his thrusts going into overdrive. She mewled with each hard thrust as her body bobbed against the comforter. His body moved over hers and he bit into her neck, continuing his domination of her heavenly center. "Tell me how bad you want it." He demanded from her as his forehead pressed against her shoulder.
"Master, I-I want it!" She always told him when they had sex how bad she wanted him and how much she wanted to get her release. She figured this was what he meant by his demand. She thought nothing of it.
"Yeah, I bet you do, my sweet little- ugh!" He groaned loudly in her ear and she gasped. She would recognize this sound he made anywhere. There was only one circumstance in which he made this noise and she was fearful of this.
Please, tell me you didn't just cum! She freaked out on the inside as he held her hips in place and thrusted a few more times into her before relaxing.
"God, yeah. I definitely missed that, baby." He pulled out of her and she could feel that he was limp when he extracted himself. She cursed to herself internally before rolling over to her side. "How was that?" He sat down on the bed next to her and she gazed at his carefree face. He looked so happy. She hated to ruin his mood, but she couldn't just hide this from him.
"I can't believe you just did that." He chuckled before smirking down at her. He laid down next to her and pulled her into his arms.
"Did what?" She gulped before returning her eyes to his.
"You just came inside me." He snickered before kissing her sweetly on the lips.
"I do that every time we have sex, babe." He took note of her solemn expression and his soured as well. He couldn't understand why she looked upset about this. "What's the problem? Why is it suddenly an issue that I came inside of you?" She gulped before she said what she had already tried to tell him multiple times.
"Because I stopped taking my birth control." He was shocked by this then angered. How could she do something like this! She knew how he felt about having kids and yet she did this anyways.
"What!" He sat up and looked stern at her, his hard mask showing.
"I stopped taking-" She tried to say it again, but he groaned.
"I heard what you said." He warned her with his tone before standing up and pulling back on his pants. "Why would you do that? You know exactly how I feel about that."
"I know. Don't you think I feel crappy about it? I tried to tell you at the barbecue, I tried to tell you before we started having sex, I even tried when we were having sex, but each time you interrupted me." His eyes showed how livid he was with her about this. "I'm not blaming you. I just…wasn't thinking about it except for when it was an issue. I know there is no way you could have known that I stopped taking it. I'm not trying to trap you or whatever you might be thinking. I'm just trying to be honest with you." His eyes still didn't soften, but his fists stopped clenching. She was glad for at least this.
"Why would you stop taking it?" Tears filled her eyes as she sat up and looked down at her hands in her lap. It hurt to think of the reason she did.
"You didn't want me anymore." It came out a whisper, low and sad, and his anger completely dissipated. "You released me from the contract. I only started taking it for periods in high school, but they were fine, and I didn't see myself wanting to be with anyone else for a long time, so I stopped taking it. That probably doesn't make any sense to you." She hugged her arms around her chest as more tears filled her eyes.
His heart ached from seeing with his own eyes what his own actions had done to the woman he loved. He never wanted to hurt her, let alone to this magnitude. She was perfect in his eyes and in every way, but she didn't see herself the way he did. His dismissal made her self-esteem that much worse. He knew then that their separation must have been just as much of hell on her as it was on him.
She rarely let her vulnerability show, but now, he could see clear as day that she was just as much attached to him and dependent on him as he was on her.
"Bells." He whispered before squatting down in front of her. His hands smoothed up her legs before tucking the hairs in her face behind her ear. "Hey, look at me." She lifted her eyes a little and his heart ached from the glisten of tears in her eyes. "It's okay. I'm right here and I'm never making that stupid mistake again, I promise." Her body relaxed as he said this to her. He cupped her cheek and stroked it affectionately.
"Why did you?" She asked and he was about to reiterate his answer when they talked on the way to the hospital. "I know it wasn't just how you feel about me. I need to know why, Jake." She begged him to answer her and he sighed before pressing his forehead to hers.
"Anyone I have ever loved, my parents, Rebecca, even my friends, have been hurt because of me. I couldn't stand the thought of you being hurt because of me. Of everyone else in my life, you are the most important person." He took a deep breath as she placed her hand over his, encouraging him to finish. "It took me releasing you from the contract to realize that I'm too damn selfish to be able to stand being without you even for your own good. I tried to be selfless with you and it didn't last long at all. It lasted about two days and then I couldn't take it anymore. What broke my resolve was you giving back everything I gave you. You are the only one I want, and I am too selfish to give you up." More tears welled up in her eyes, but they were happy tears. Now, she knew they needed and wanted each other the same. Every single moment without him was painful, excruciating. It was like, when he left her, he took her heart with him and you can't live without your heart. She knew this was unhealthy, how dependent they were on each other, but she also didn't care.
Jacob Black was the only man she wanted, whether their feelings were supernaturally consuming or not. She couldn't ever see herself wanting another man the way she did him.
"Jake." She urgently kissed him, such raw affection flowing between their locked lips, and he pushed her down on the bed, moving over her. He continued to kiss her for a minute, but to them, it felt like forever. He pulled out of the kiss and stared down at her for a minute.
"We will fix this, okay?" She nodded and he pressed his forehead to hers. He drew in a slow breath before kissing her forehead. "Why don't you take a shower and I'm going to run to the store really quick." She didn't want to leave his side. She had missed him so much. She didn't care if he was just ignoring her, fucking her, or talking to her. She just wanted to be near him.
"Why can't I come with you?" She whined and he smirked at her. He loved how she wanted to be with him constantly. He also thought the tone she used was adorable.
"Because you need to take a shower and try to get as much of my cum out of you as you can." She knew this wasn't going to do a whole lot of good, but she wasn't going to challenge him. They just had a wonderful moment and she didn't want to ruin it.
"Okay." He let her up and she started to walk to the bathroom when he grabbed her by her waist and pulled her back into his chest. She gasped at the feeling of his hard, warm body pressed against hers.
"When we take care of this problem…" He whispered seductively in her ear before rubbing his hands over her flat stomach. "...we are going to spend the rest of the day in this bed." He grabbed one of her legs, pressing her knee to her side, before his other hand rubbed her succulent peach between her legs. She leaned back into him and moaned as he groaned. "I'm going to fuck you so hard." He thrusted his hips against her ass and she clung to his hands as she moaned. "You're going to know exactly what it's like to be fucked for three hours straight. If my dicks not working on you, my mouth will be. You will be screaming the whole time and I don't want you to hold any of it in. I want you to tell me how much you enjoy it when I fuck you. You are going to be thoroughly sore when I'm done fucking you today."
He had always had such a problem with cursing, she was surprised those words left his mouth without the slightest hesitation. It was so hot, hearing him talk to her like that. He never did that before. She figured it had to with how long they had been away from each other and the Dom in him needed to prove that she was his and only his.
"Do you understand, my pet?" She nodded as his thumb teased her clit.
"Yes, Master. Oooh, please, give it to me now." He growled in her ear before biting her neck.
"You will get it when I say you do, Isabella." She always hated her full first name, but the way it rolled off his tongue in his Dom voice was so sexy.
"Yes, Master." He released her and slapped her ass before kissing the back of her head.
"Go shower. I'll be back shortly." She slowly walked to the bathroom and closed herself in.
He stared at the bathroom door for a minute while he tried to calm down his arousal. He remembered when he first showed her the contract, how she thought this was all one sided. This first impression was ridiculous to him. She had thought he was the one with all the power, how wrong she was. It was his Sub that had all the power in this. Yes, he made demands of her, but she had the power to deny them. She had the power to set her limits and deny him what he desired from her.
He struggled to get dressed and leave the hotel room. He wanted to stay there, but he needed to take care of this issue ASAP.
Bella stepped into the warm shower as she felt his semen pouring out of her. He must have cum hard to fill her up that much. This thought made her feel smug, but she quickly reminded herself why this was a bad thing and her anxiety returned. She had no excuse for why she didn't start taking her birth control again after the barbecue. She wished she had. Neither of them would be stressing if she had thought about that.
Bella stepped out of the showered and dried herself off before she grabbed the white robe hanging from the door and slipped it on, tying the belt. She emerged from the bathroom and saw Jake was gone. She frowned, wishing he was still there with her.
She noticed the bag of food he had bought for her and a smile broke out across her face.
Awesome! I'm starving! She hadn't been hungry before, but her hangover had lifted and she had that unbelievable sex with her Dom so she was needing to refuel.
She plopped down on the bed and pulled out the sausage, ham, and cheese bagel. It was strange how well he knew her. Hell, her and Angela had known each other for years and she still asked what she wanted when this very breakfast she had was an option. Not even Charlie knew her as well as Jacob Black.
He opened the hotel room door as she was finishing the bagel and snickered to himself as he saw her eating.
"Hungry, Bells?" She giggled as he walked over to her, bent down, and gave her a sweet kiss.
"After how you fucked me, definitely." He flashed her a smile before he took a seat next to her.
"I've got some stuff here for you." He stated as he dangled the large, brown paper bag in front of her.
"Why am I not surprised? You just can't stop yourself from spending money on me, can you?" She teased him a little and he lovingly kissed her cheek which made her blush. He could be so sweet.
"Better get used to it, babe." She giggled to herself.
"Trust me, I've gotten used to it. Doesn't mean I distaste it any less." He nodded before holding her close, his chin pressed to the top of her head.
"Well, as long as I adore you, I'm going to keep spoiling you whenever I feel the need to. This is not spoiling you, though. This was necessary so stop complaining and open the bag." She giggled, relaxed in his arms, and poured out the bag in front of her.
The only thing she recognized in that bag was the huge box of condoms. She picked that up and handed it to him.
"That is yours to deal with, sir." She teased him with her voice, and he groaned.
"And I will be dealing with that shortly, my pet." She softly moaned as she bit her lip. Why did his voice have to do those things to her? Why did his tone have to shoot a pleasurable jolt to her clit when he used his Dom voice?
She shook off the effects and grabbed one of the other boxes, reading the front of it.
PlanB One-Step...One tablet, one step… "You got me the morning after pill?" He hummed in response. "You know these don't always work, right?" He nodded against her head before sighing.
"Which is why I bought another method that both of them together should do the trick." He picked up another box that was pink with little flowers all over it.
"A douche?" Bella always thought this was a little disgusting. Shooting some cleaning solution up inside you, it just seemed gross to her.
"This one just has water in it, babe. It's just to clean you out." She relaxed when he said this.
Well, that's not so bad…
"Do you know if you are even ovulating?" She gulped and shook her head.
"My periods haven't been regular since I stopped my birth control so I could be ovulating, but there is a possibility that I'm not. More than likely, I'm not, but better safe than sorry, right?" He completely agreed with her.
"Let's get this taken care of so we can continue enjoying our morning, shall we?"