IF YOU WANT ME YOU CAN HAVE ME-PART 21
Hello again. Another chapter on the way. Elsie is struggling with vexing pregnancy symptoms, Beryl is intrusive (and caring) as always and Charles is coming back from London to find out that Elsie has a special surprise for him...
Because of Charles's return ratings for this chapter will increase to M level again (after all they haven't seen each other for a month). Hope you will like this one. Thanks for all the reviews. If any of you have some suggestions for this story, please PM me...I'm slowly getting to the point where I"m not exactly sure which path should I take...
Elsie got to her sitting room, feeling that her body is doing a nasty tricks on her. She was enormously tired after the day. Her head was heavy like a stone, her legs were hurting and her back was slowly killing her. She sat on her chair and closed her eyes for a moment, just to let the tension go away. So many things were on her mind. Charles was coming back tomorrow and she wondered what was the best way to give this message to him? She knew that at some point she will have to inform the family as well, but most of all she was weighing up if her body will be able to carry this little one safely through all the pregnancy. She bit her lower lip, thinking how difficult it will be to go through all the process and deliver a healthy baby at her age. If anything bad was meant to happen...Elsie didn't even want to think about that. She put her hand on her belly in the natural reflex of protecting her little one. A faint smile appeared on her lips, when she imagined this little cute baby that will come to the world. Will it have her eyes and Charles's nose? Let's hope not. It would be better if it could be the other way round, especially if this is going to be a girl. Elsie smiled widely, imagining little girl, sweet and happy creature, who will curled her daddy round her little finger. Or a boy. Brave, cute lad who would make Charles so proud. Whatever the sex of the baby will be, one thing was certain. This child will be loved tremendously by both of the parents.
Beryl entered the room, to find Elsie sitting comfortably in her chair, with her hand on her belly.
"Daydreaming, are we? Or should I say night dreaming rather?"
"I was just thinking about the baby. How it's going to be when it will be born. That is if I will be able to go through the whole process."
"Don't be silly! Of course you will be. Why wouldn't you?"
"Because my body is not a body of young woman anymore. It's not going to be easy."
"I daresay that if your body let you produce this little one, I'm sure that it will let you deliver it safely to the world."
"Thank you Beryl. That's so kind.." Elsie's eyes filled with tears.."Oh no, not again..Here comes the water words...Doctor Clarkson was right when he mentioned something about raging hormones during pregnancy."
"It's going to be all right, I promise. I will look after you the whole time. By the way, have you spoken to the family about it?"
"Not yet. I wish to tell Charles first. He ought to know first. He is coming back tomorrow. When I will tell him, I can break the news to the family and will see what they decide."
"Are you thinking about giving up your job?"
"That's not my decision. I would like to keep on working. I can't imagine not being here everyday with all of you. I would go crazy sitting in the cottage alone everyday. But on the other hand I'm not sure if the Crawleys will be delighted with a vision of having a pregnant housekeeper."
"Elsie, everything is manageable. We can take over some of your duties, to help you in anyway we can. God knows that I wouldn't want a new housekeeper. She wouldn't probably let me keep the key to the cupboard"
"And you won it, fair and square"
"That's true. So are you nervous about Charles's return? How do you think he will react to the news?"
"I'm not sure. He will probably be shocked at first, as I was."
"Oh, come on! At his age he should have known where babies come from!"
"He does. But probably he didn't expect a baby to come into his life so late."
"Well he certainly worked hard for that baby during your honeymoon!"
"Beryl! You are a little devil, you know that?"
"Of course. That's what you love me for, isn't it?"
"I suppose so. I will better get myself to bed. Big day tomorrow."
"Yes. Our downstairs daddy* is coming back. Now his nickname will finally have a true meaning."
"Looks like it. Goodnight Beryl."
"Goodnight Elsie. Take care of you."
"I will"
The next day...
Elsie was sitting by her desk, going through invoices for tenth time. She couldn't get the numbers right today. The very thought of Charles's return, didn't let her focus that much today. That month of being apart felt like ages, especially because of the news that she had for him. She put the dress that Charles liked so much, she styled her hair in that special way that Charles preferred and she even wore that perfume that he gave her as a goodbye present, when he was leaving for London. She got up her desk, deciding that it's pointless to try to go through the invoices today. Instead she started to organize the bookshelves above her desk. That occupied her mind entirely for a while, so much that she didn't even hear when the door opened and Charles stood on the doorstep, gazing at his wife lovingly. His heart filled with joy when he saw her. For him this month was a real torture. He has lived through many London seasons before, but this one was the worst. He missed Elsie with every fiber of his body. She was on his mind constantly. He woke up thinking about her, wondering what she was doing, did she miss him as much as he missed her? He went to bed dreaming about her. His bed felt so cold and unwelcoming without her in it. He slept alone so many years, but now when he already knew how it is to have her by his side at night, he couldn't handle being alone. And now here she was. His Elsie. His most beautiful Elsie. So appealing, so lovely. So his. So very his...
"Elsie..."-He whispered softly, not wanting to startle her too violently. She raised her head being completely shocked by his presence and a wave of happiness went through her when she saw him.
"Charles..."
Charles paced the room as quickest as possible and before she realized it, he was already holding her in his arms so tightly and his lips were on hers. He kissed her with an immense force, that made her almost fell to the floor. She certainly would have, if he hadn't held her so tightly. She soon returned the kisses with a similar fervor. His hands were wrapped around her back and hers around his neck and the outside world didn't exist for them for a longer while. They only parted, very reluctantly, because the need of air in their lungs.
"Elsie..My sweetheart..I missed you so much. I thought that I will die in there... I was about to quit my job to come back to you."
"Charles..Love... I missed you too. But I would never believe that you would ever quit your job and leave your precious family."
"I would have. For you. Nothing else matters for me now Elsie. You are my family. Only you."
Elsie looked at her husband with devotion and love in her eyes. She moved her hands through his chest, smoothing him gently.
"Don't you ever leave me again Charles. Never."
"I won't, I promise. Oh Els..I would so want to take you home now. I want to be alone with you... I've dreamed of this constantly, but we have to wait till the evening... But the good news is, that His Lordship gave us a day off tomorrow."
"Did he? How thoughtful of him."
"He told me that we should spent some time together. Because of our long separation."
"He was right. Any ideas how you wish to spent this time Mr Carson?" Elsie looked at Charles seductively.
"I have some interesting ideas Mrs Carson, but we can discuss them tonight.."
"Yes. There are some things that we need to discuss Charles..."
"Is everything all right Elsie?"
"Of course it is Charles. How could it be differently. when your favorite housekeeper was here, on duty all the time?"
"My housekeeper. My lovely, sweet housekeeper and my most darling wife..Elsie I have no idea how am I going to last till the evening."
"Oh you will manage somehow..I'm sure..."
"Give me one more kiss Elsie. because otherwise I won't be able to last."
He leant down and their lips started their crazy dance again. They were both intoxicated with the sweetness and softness of the other one. The way they that they were gently caressing their lips drove them near madness. Once again love and desire won with the propriety. There were only kisses. More kisses. Wet, lustful, hungry kisses. They forgot about everything, even about the fact that the door to Elsie's sitting room were slightly opened. Beryl decided that it's time to check what was going on in there and she stood in the doorstep, once again surprised by the power of their affection.
"All right you two love birds! Enough of those love activities already! Don't you think you will have enough time for that at night?! Now I'm not surprised that some things are the way they are..."
"Hello Mrs Patmore. Nice to see you again. What things are you talking about?" Charles furrowed his brow, not being especially happy that the cook has interrupted such a special moment.
"Nevermind. You will find out when the time comes. And please don't swallow our dear Mrs Hughes. We still need her very much in the house. Sorry to interrupt you again. This is slowly becoming a habit of mine, but you are needed upstairs."
"Thank you. I'll be right there"
When Beryl left Charles and Elsie smiled at each other warmly.
"I see that nothing has changed. Beryl is still nosy."
"She is a darling. She was very helpful during your month away."
"I'm sure she was. By the way what things she was talking about?"
"We will talk in the evening."
"We will talk and not only talk Elsie... We will do so much more.."
"We will Charles, we definitely will..."
They shared one more, brief kiss and Charles left Elsie's sitting room to return to his duties. Two minutes later, Beryl was at Elsie's sitting room again. She shut the door and approached Elsie with a devilish grin in her face:
"And you are wondering how it is that you got pregnant. Our dear, old Charlie can't keep his hands off you. If I hadn't walked in, he would have probably devour you in here!"
"Oh get away with you Beryl! Your naughtiness today is unbearable!"
"All right, all right! I'm going. Who would have thought that this grump can be so passionate at his age!"
"Beryl, one more word and I will...!"
"I'm not even here anymore.."
Beryl finally left and Elsie smiled to herself, thinking that she must be the luckiest woman on earth to have such a passionate, loving husband and such funny and caring friend, not to mention about the little one that she was carrying under her heart..
Evening-at love nest...
It seemed like that evening is never going to come. But it did. Charles and Elsie were very impatient about being alone at last. So they hurried to their cottage, right after dinner. As soon as they closed the door, they were all over each other. No more then a minute was needed, when they were already upstairs, in their bedroom, marking the way to it, by the different parts of their clothes. Charles was taking the pins from her hair impatiently, while Elsie was frustrated that she couldn't manage with getting him out of his livery. Seeing that, Charles helped her with her efforts and they were both in their underwear now, sitting in bed, tasting their lips over and over again. Charles slowly moved his to Elsie's neck. He kissed and sucked it gently, causing the cacophony of those sweet sounds, that he adored so much-her sighs and moans caused a stir in his trousers. His arousal was more than clear, especially when Elsie's hand reach it and started to stroke him gently, through his shorts. He made his way through her milky neck, to her round breasts. He was about to start his ministrations, when Elsie was suddenly struck by the thought that she almost forgot, said to Charles suddenly:
"Charles...We need to talk..There is something very important that I need to tell you.."
"We will Elsie, I promise we will talk..Not just now love...I need you so much..Let me feel you. Let me taste you. Let me love you Elsie..God, that was so long..So long...I want you madly.."
"Charles..I...I want you too, but...Oh Charles" Elsie was about to protest, but the ability of speaking straight soon left her, when she felt his tongue around her breast. He gently took a pink tip into his mouth. He was enjoying the sweetness of her flash. He devoted some time to her left breast and moved onto the right one, while Elsie arranged herself comfortably on the pillows, deciding to savour every minute of her husbands love. Soon all the rest of their clothes were lying forgotten on the floor and Charles's lips went further down, on Elsie's body. She closed her eyes, when she felt him kissing the inside of her thighs reverently-that was one of her favorite caresses and soon all the other thoughts left her mind, when his tongue was there. In her secret place, in the centre of her womanhood. The moment she felt him in there, was like a collision with a thunder. Like the earth was moving and she was in the epicenter of that.
Charles was sucking and lapping her silky skin, driving her slowly to the brink of ecstasy...
"Mmmm...Charles...Oh my Charles..."
"My darling girl..Yes...You are so sweet..How I missed that sweet nectar of yours..Let it go my love..Come for me.."
And she did. She shuddered violently beneath him and arched her back up, shouting his name, as she came against his tongue. He kissed his way up through her belly, her breasts, her neck up to her lips. They kissed softly and lovingly, but soon Elsie took over the initiative. She pushed Charles on his back and showered his body with kisses. She guided her lips through his hair covered chest, kissing, licking and sucking every part of it. She went further down, across his stomach, until the moment she reached his manhood. When her tongue touched the tip, his hips jerked sharply and deep groan came from his chest...
"Oh Elsie...Oh Love..."
She was teasing it for a while, before she took him fully in her mouth, delighting with her husband's
taste. She was enjoying both sensations-the taste of him and the control she had over him at that moment. She already knew that she had to stop at one point, if they wish to continue this. So she reluctantly stopped teasing Charles's epicenter of delight.
They were both ready, ready for each other. They wanted it so much. She was dripping with wetness inside her and he was hard as a rock. Usually at this moment, Charles was the one who took initiative, guiding them both through the love act itself, but today Elsie decided that they should do it another way than always, because of the baby. As much as she loved Charles, she couldn't put the baby in danger, by being crushed by his body and she didn't want to stop their delicious moment, by breaking the news. So surprising herself, not to mention her husband, she slowly pushed her centre into his manhood. Leading Charles and her to paradise again...
"Els...How?...Like that? Do you want to...try..Do this.." Charles was clearly at the lack of words...
"Shh..Yes Charles.. I want to try it like that this time..Just trust me.."
And he did. Mesmerized by the sight of his wife, who guided herself securely on his manhood, he watched as she started to move above him. In the beginning her moves were uncertain, cautious, but soon she established a rhythm for them and they rocked slowly, both enjoying the new and unknown sensations. Charles was captivated by her. She was so extremely sexy, the sight of her naked body, moving over him, nearly took away his senses. For Elsie this position stimulated incredible sensations, the ones that she hadn't experienced before... They've both reached their climaxes amazingly easy. After long break, they were both hungry for each other in a way that wasn't known to any of them before. Charles was first one this time and Elsie followed him shortly after. She slid off him gently and laid near him, both exhausted, but very happy. He took her in his arms and they've kissed tenderly, when their breathing returned to normal.
"Elsie..That was..."
"How was it Charles? Did you like it that way?"
"I liked it a lot...I think that we should do it that way more often..But how did you think of that?"
"Well..I had some time to think about the ways to please my husband, while he was away.."
"Elsie you are amazing...I don't know what I have done to deserve such a wonderful wife.."
"And I don't know how I managed to find such a wonderful husband..It was worth to wait longer for my gorgeous man.."
"I love you sweetie...Love you so much..I will never leave you alone again. I promise."
"I hope not, especially now...When the circumstances will change a bit.."
"What do you mean Elsie? What circumstances? Is there something wrong?"
"No Charles. Everything is all right, don't worry, it's just that when you were in London I started to feel unwell, I had strange symptoms, that I couldn't really recognize, so I went to Dr Clarkson.."
"Oh my God Elsie, honey, is there something wrong with your health again? Are you ill?"
"I'm not exactly ill Charles, but we are going to face a radical changes for few months"
"Changes? What changes?! Please Elsie, tell me what's the matter?"
"Charles..Calm down..Nothing is the matter. It's just that..." Elsie took Charles's hand and placed it gently on her belly.."It's just that for few months away, our family will be extended a bit.."
"Elsie! Does this mean that you are? That we are? We are going to have a baby?"
"Yes Charles. We are going to have a baby..."
"Are you certain? "
"I am... Dr Clarkson run tests and it's certain now..We are going to be parents Charles.."
"Oh Elsie..That is...I just can't believe it..It's.."
"But are you happy Charles? Is this good news for you?"
"Elsie...Darling...I've never been so happy in my entire life..I..." Charles's face was suddenly streamed with tears. He was so touched, that he couldn't control his feelings.
When Elsie saw this, her eyes began to filled with tears as well. She was so happy that she thought that her heart will burst.
"Charles..I'm so happy that you you are happy. I was afraid of how you are going to react.."
"Oh my darling.." He kissed her gently and rubbed her belly delicately..."How are you feeling, is everything all right?"
"Everything is all right Charles...I'm fine..I'm just pregnant..."
"But how is that possible Elsie? In our age?"
"Dr Clarkson told me that it's not so unusual...I'm nearing the change and that is often associated with an increase of fertility..That is what the said. That's an official doctor's version, but I have my own.."
"And what's your version Elsie?"
"Charles..If two people love each other the way we do, when two people have what we have, how would it be possible not to create a new life from such an enormous love as ours?..."
"Oh Elsie...My dearest...You are my miracle, my private miracle...I love you so very much. I have never been so happy in my entire life.."
"I love you too darling. We are going to be very happy, together with our child.."
They both drifted to sleep slowly. Charles was wrapping Elsie protectively in his arms, placing one hand on her belly, protecting her and their little miracle, that decided to enter into their lives so late...
That's it for today. Rather long one this time, but I wanted to squeeze in few things. So our old boobies are facing new challanges now...I believe that they can manage. With Beryl's help of course ;-) In the next chapter we are going to see the reactions of downstairs and upstairs for Elsie's pregnancy.. That can be interesting..At least I hope..I also hope that you liked this one. A little M-ness of course, but in good taste I hope. Sorry for any mistakes, I'm kind of tired recently so grammar is not my strong side.. If you liked it, please leave a review. See you soon!
*That's a cute nickname that the cast use for Jim Carson off set and I decided to use it here ;-)