"How in the world do you manage to keep your lips so soft?" I say with a small smile. Daesung smiles back and grabs something out of his jeans' pockets. It's a small tube of lip balm. I look up at him, this time I'm the one confused.

"What? A guy needs to take care of himself as well."

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After a couple of good laughs about lip balm I start to get tired. Dae, of course, notices.

"Hyung, you should go to sleep…" He says while petting my hair.

"But I don't want to… I want to talk to you, kiss you…" I must sound like a baby but I really don't want to sleep at the moment. Dae smiles and shakes his head.

"I'll still be here when you wake up. Go to sleep you." I do as I'm told again… I must be getting soft… Yeah, right Seunghyun, like you weren't before… It doesn't take long before I finally fall asleep.

I'm dreaming again, aren't I? I'm back under that weird tree and sure, Dae's standing a couple of meters in front of me

"Just a guess, but that's really you and you're sleeping too, right." He laughs at me and comes closer.

"Yes to the first but no to the second… I'm right awake at this moment." I looked at him in confusion.

"What, you said you wanted to talk… so talk." We both sit down with our backs against the tree.

"Doesn't this require a lot of energy?"

"Nope, talking at the moment seems easy… I guess I'm getting better at it… Though what I'm about to do might require more energy…" He takes my head between his hands and kisses me.

"Nobody can walk in on seeing this in your dreams…" He turns so he sits on my lap and kisses me again. It feels so real, that's the strange thing about it. As if I know he's not really touching me but yet, I can feel him.

"Besides, this only takes seconds in the 'real world'." His hands are travelling underneath my shirt as he keeps kissing me, soft fingers roaming over my stomach and chest. I finally realise what the plan is.

"Seriously, you couldn't wait until we found a good place to do this when we're both awake?" I manage to say between the kisses. Well, at least I think Daesung understood me, because I can feel him smile. The kissing intensifies as does his hand movements. But suddenly, Daesung stops, sits back a bit and has a smirk on his face.

"No, besides I think we've waited long enough already…" He leans over again and starts kissing me some more. He also starts moving his hips in a slow rhythm against mine. It feels so good and I notice he's as excited as I am. We're both still changed, which heightens our feelings. But does Daesung really feels anything right now. I mean, I'm dreaming, but he's just here with his mind… It's not the same thing. I try not to show my concerns in case Dae I'm imagining things, but Dae wouldn't be Dae if he didn't notice. He sits back, once again.

"Hyung… is something wrong?"

"No!... Yes… maybe… I'm just, you know, w-wondering if you enjoy this a-as much as I do?" I stutter, sounding very insecure again. But Dae's just starts laughing.

"Hyung is always looking out for others except for himself." Dae giggles, but suddenly stops and looks hungry at me. He takes my head in his hands and kisses me deeply.

"It's not the same, it's kinda like a fantasy. But really hyung, I'm feeling…" Dae suddenly stops talking and starts blushing.

"You know, I-I'm feeling stuff too…" He's so adorable. His sudden change from brave guy to embarrassed, nervous mess is very cute. Not that I'm going to tell him that, not now at least. I'm feeling so hot and the current state he's in gives me confidence to initiate. I move my hips against his and his mouth changes to an 'O' shape. I feel the need to quicken this entire thing up. Daesung's right, we've waited long enough...

I move my hands from the grass, which I was apparently clinging on to, and start to undo the white shirt he's wearing. We stop kissing for a minute because Dae looks down at what I'm doing. By the time I near the end of the piece of clothing, we're both panting. My hands travel further down until they're in front of his trousers. I move to the button of his pants but then stop. I look up to Daesung at the same moment he does.

"Is this… Are you sure you wanna do this?" I need confirmation, there's a difference between kissing and… well, what I plan on doing. Daesung looks at me in slight confusion at first, then sighs.

"I do, I really, really do…" and he, in return, moves his hand and rests them on top of my pants. I start undoing his while keeping my eyes on his face. I'm shy like that it seems. Daesung is looking down as he's doing the same thing to my pants, copying my movements. I can see his face however, from underneath his blond hair. He looks concentrated while still blushing. I continue and start to unzip his pants. Apart from our panting and the sound of the zipper, I can hear Dae's breathing speeding up.

My fingers reach the waistband of his underwear. Not gonna lie here, I'm nervous as hell. I'm pretty sure Dae is as well. I guess he noticed because he's doing what I just did. My pants are almost completely open and I can feel a finger underneath my shorts.

"To-… together?" Dae suggests. It's a wise and logic thing to do, but I'm the oldest. For once I should start something, it has always been Daesung who initiated. It's my turn now. So I shake my head without saying anything. Daesung clearly wants to protest as he opens his mouth. But I'm faster now. I release the waistband of this shorts and move my hand over the bulge between the now open zipper. Dae's reaction is overwhelming as he's taken by surprise.

"Ah h-hyung!" He was practically yelling as he buckled over, head falling on my left shoulder. I could feel short breaths in my neck, accompanied by some happy sounds. He tries to kiss my neck, but he doesn't have enough air to do so, so it's a bit sloppy. It hot, extremely hot. And out of nowhere I feel the need to scrape my fangs over that delicate skin of his. This is not the time for that. It's hard not to, but we need to talk about that later. I've bit him before and I still don't feel right about it.

In all my concentration, I almost didn't notice Dae moving his one finger to pull my shorts down. I stop my ministrations and quickly stop his hand by grabbing his wrist. This is about him, not me.

"W-wait Dae…" Wow, I sound like crap.

"Please, just… I want you to feel good as well…" The puppy look combined with the blushing is almost too much.

"Please…" he whispers.

"To-together?" I propose. The words barely leave my mouth and I can feel air where my shorts were recently. I manage to pull down his shorts as well and I find what I'm looking for a second later, as does Dae. An overwhelming feeling follows next. I can hear myself almost screaming in pure heat. Dae's screaming as well and it is then I remember to take this slow, otherwise this will be over way too quickly. The movement of my hand on his erection almost stills and I concentrate on moving slower but with slightly more delicacy. Daesung's movements however stay the same. With all my might I manage to open my eyes slightly. Dae's looking down, eyes practically closed, but still open enough to look at what we're doing. Even when it's the hottest thing I've ever seen, I can't help but to notice somethings going on behind Dae.

The beautiful green field and blue sky are not that beautiful anymore. The sky's a bright purple, clouds are coming in and form weirdly. The green grass is red and cracks are starting to appear. It's creepy.

I take my free hand and turn Dae's head so he's looking at me. I must have a questioning look on my face because Daesung starts explaining.

"C-can't concentrate… S-s-so close…" I can barely understand him but I get it, I think. He can't maintain this reality while he's doing this.

"S-STOP!" Dae suddenly shouts. "s-stop… almost c… y-you first… will lose connection…" I see, if he comes this reality will collapse, Dae's gone and I'll stop dreaming I guess. I stop the movement of my hand completely. It seems like Dae can breathe again for the first time in a while. His movements however remain fast and I'm almost there. Again I can hear sinful sounds escaping my mouth but I'm beyond caring at this point. This feels so. good. He's kissing me in the neck again between whispering in my ear.

"Come on, hyung!" And that's it, that's what brings me over the edge imagining those beautiful lips saying that. I feel like I'm flying, like I'm going to explode soon. But I don't and a few moments later it feels like I'm about to collapse.

"Hyung?" I open my eyes and see a smiling Daesung still sitting in my lap, this time leaning back so far, I can see him entirely. Ah shit… so much for making sure Daesung gets treated first. And as much as I'm enjoying the view of a naked Daesung for the first time, I need him to be closer. My hands sneak behind his lower back and I drag him so he's sitting on my crotch again. I move fast so he doesn't see it coming. My left hand on a nipple and my right hand finding its previous target once more, I move so swiftly he's panting again in no time. Daesung, now with two free hands, grabs both my arms like he wants to control the rhythm of my movements. He's close again. This time I can not only tell by our surroundings, but also by the look on his face. I kiss him on the mouth and that's what makes him come. I can feel some fluid on my hand and stomach and then… Dae's gone and the realm around me falls apart in giant pixels until there's only a black void left and then… nothing…

I wake up with a start by a door closing. Opening my eyes so suddenly is not a smart idea. I'm blinded by the light in the way-to-white hospital room.

"Oh sorry, did I wake you?" That voice makes me forget about the bright light in an instant and I sit up and look at the bathroom door. Sure enough, there's Daesung, still holding the door handle while looking like he was caught with his hand in the cookie jar.

"No, no it's fine…" Wow, I sound like I just slept for years. He let's go of the door handle and walks towards the bed.

"Are you okay? You were suddenly gone…" And with saying that, Daesung turns as red as a tomato. Like he forgot about what's happened and just remembered.

"Ah, no I'm sorry that happened-"

"It's okay-"

"I'm really really sorry-"

"No problem, not your fault-"

"O-okay-"

"Yeah-"

"…"

A slightly awkward but still comfortable silence follows. Dae's still looking red and scratches the back of his head while I try to clear my throat. Luckily for us my stomach then decided to make itself noticed by rumbling.

"Are you hungry?" Daesung asks me quietly.

"Yeah, kinda…"

"There's a restaurant downstairs if you feel like walking…"

"Sounds good…"

"Okay… but you should probably change back, so you don't scare other people…" Oh, almost forgot about that…

"And uh… don't you want to change first, you know, after…" And then I notice a stickiness in my shorts and it's my time to turn red.

TBC