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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Rey started to pace on the room, yelling at him. "Don't take Mom too seriously, Hannah. She had a very difficult childhood! That's what you always say! And you're always the comprehensive parent because you can't bare them hating you! You're still afraid of your past!"/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"He spoke in a very low tone. "Take your lightsaber. Meet me in the gardens."/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"While Hannah and Anakin were betting to see who was going to win, Padme was asleep in her sister's lap. He and Rey dueled for almost forty minutes before he cornered her against a wall, making her whisper "I'm sorry", making him smile and reply, "I love you." They kissed each other while their weapons deactivated themselves once they touched the ground. Their lightsabers weren't enemies. They were partners, friends, lovers./p
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