Holding Out

"Fuck, baby." AJ moaned blissfully, lying in bed on her side whilst Punk lay behind her, thrusting inside of her in a spooning position, his hand cupping her breast whilst his lips teased her neck, giving her the perfect combination of closeness and pleasure she could get.

"You like that?" Punk whispered, "You like it deep, don't you?" He nudged her neck as she smiled, her eyes closed with pleasure as she grabbed onto the sheets under her.

"It's all yours." She moaned, her hand reaching behind her as she cupped his cheek.

He kissed her neck, moving his hand from her breast down to her leg which he held up, thrusting inside of her, his groin pushing back and forth against her ass which she continued to back into him desperately.

"Fuck, April." Punk groaned, pressing his forehead against the back of her skull, feeling her begin to back into him wildly, rolling them over without coming unattached from him. She sat up, winding up in a reverse cowgirl position as Punk lay on his back.

"Fuck." AJ moaned, moving her hips up and down on him wildly, spreading her arms down in front of her between his legs whilst she moved her hips.

"Jesus Christ." Punk moaned, watching her ass slapping up and down on his groin area whilst her walls hugged his length tightly.

"I'm gonna cum." AJ announced, stroking her clit in circles to tip herself over the edge, feeling him meeting her thrusts and moving his hips up into her, helping her reach her orgasm which came over her hard, "Fuck." AJ moaned, kneeling up and taking his length from inside of her as she let her orgasm take over her, legs quivering and body jerking as Punk smiled.

She turned around, looking up at him with a smile before using her mouth on his length, bobbing her head up and down whilst also using her hands as Punk rolled his head back.

"Fuck, baby." Punk moaned, looking down at her, "Fuck, I'm gonna cum." Punk announced, watching as she stroked him up and down with her hand quickly, sticking her tongue out at the tip of his length, her eyes staying on him.

He came into her mouth, moaning out as she stroked him dry, making sure she got every drop in her mouth. He ran his hands through his hair breathlessly, looking down at her as she wiped her mouth like a kitten and crawled back up his body.

"You're beautiful." Punk said, tucking her hair behind her ear as she rested her chin on his chest, looking up at him with big eyes, "Seriously, I'm in trouble." He figured.

"No, I promise I'm well behaved." She smiled, rolling off him onto her side of the bed as he smiled, "Do you have any kinks?" She asked him curiously, turning her head and looking at him as he chuckled, "I'm serious." She said, turning onto her side and looking at him for answers.

"I'm not sure." Punk thought to himself, "Do you?"

"I don't wanna say unless you do." AJ smirked.

"Ok." Punk thought harder, "I guess I'm a sucker for stockings, fancy lingerie." He said.

"Oh, really?" AJ smiled, "Maybe I could do something about that." She said as he smiled to her.

"What about you?" Punk asked her.

"I don't wanna say." AJ said timidly.

"Oh, come on." Punk said, "What is it? I guarantee it's only gonna get one reaction from me." He said as she looked at him, "What is it?" He questioned as she looked at him.

"I want you to tie me up." She whispered as he raised his eyebrows.

"You do?" Punk questioned, not expecting her to say that.

"Yeah." AJ nodded, climbing over him, straddling his hips again and lowering her face to his, "And you can do whatever you want to me. I'd just be lying there… waiting for you." She whispered as Punk gulped.

"You like that kind of stuff?" Punk asked her with a smile.

"I don't know, I've never tried it." She said, "Obviously." She laughed a little as he nodded, realising it was a dumb question, "And then maybe I can… tie you up." She whispered as he raised his eyebrows, "And do whatever I want to you."

"You're crazy." Punk smiled.

"Maybe." AJ nodded as Punk smiled.

"I'll be remembering this conversation." He promised.

"Good. I hope you do." She smiled, pecking his lips a few times before rolling back over onto her side of the bed.

"Are you at college tomorrow?" Punk asked her.

"Yeah." AJ said, "I'm in classes all day. When are you home?"

"After six probably. Hopefully my car will have new tyres so I can pick you up." He said.

"I can just get the bus, don't worry." AJ shook her head.

"I'd feel better if I picked up." Punk nodded nervously.

"Hey, you can't hide me forever." AJ reminded him, "It's gonna be fine." She said, curling into him, "Don't worry." She said as he traced his fingers down the back of her head through her hair sweetly.

"I just don't want you dealing with any of this crap. It's my divorce. Not yours." He said.

"I know but I'm with you, which means you're crap is my crap." AJ reminded him, "And I don't mind. We'll get through it together." She said as he smiled.

"I love you." He kissed her head sweetly as she hugged into him.

"I love you too." She smiled.

The next night AJ was finished with her college classes and was waiting on her bus home. It was still all overwhelming to her that she was no longer living at home with her parents. That she had been physically kicked out of her home. At times it made her upset, and other times it made her feel more powerful. Like the world was her own, like she was finally able to breathe. She just knew she wouldn't know where she'd be without Punk, and also Dean too.

She was minding her own business standing at the bus stop when she saw someone approaching her at the corner of her eyes, turning around and noticing it was Janine walking her way. Of course her stomach immediately sank. She didn't know what this woman wanted. Was she going to hit her? Push her in front of a bus? Rip her hair out? All was very possible.

"Finished your classes for the day, sweetie?" Janine asked in a patronising manner, walking over to AJ.

"Please leave me alone." AJ said, walking over to the other end of the bus stop, looking the other way as Janine just followed her.

"I just want to talk." Janine insisted as AJ turned to her, "Come on, I'm not gonna beat up a little girl, am I?" She asked as AJ glared at her.

"There's no reason you and I need to talk to one another." AJ said.

"Well I disagree." Janine said, "I have a feeling you don't really know what you've gotten yourself into."

"Look I know what you're gonna do." AJ nodded, "You're gonna tell me that he's gonna get fed up of me, or that he's a terrible person. You're gonna tell me all his flaws." She said, "But I don't wanna hear it. You guys were unhappy."

"Don't dare tell me about my relationship with my husband." Janine warned sternly as AJ looked across at her, "You're twenty years old. Your just starting out in life. There's so many other flavours out there, honey. Believe me. You aren't really gonna settle with Phil." She scoffed.

"It's none of your business." AJ spat.

"You should get out of it whilst you can." Janine said, "And let him come back to me." She nodded.

"What?" AJ shook her head with confusion.

"You need to give him the chance to make it right with me. To fix our marriage." Janine said as AJ looked at her with awe.

"You don't get it, do you? You still don't." AJ said in disbelief, "He is done with you. He doesn't want you anymore. Your marriage failed a long time ago and he wants a divorce. He wants to move on from you, not with you." She made clear, "How can you even think about taking him back when he's met and fell in love with someone else?" She shook her head. She wondered if this woman really was losing her mind.

"I know Phil still loves me deep down, and he'll wanna fix it with me when he gets bored of you. That's why you need to end it with him." Janine nodded.

"I'm not ending anything. The only thing that's ending is your marriage. Just settle the divorce so that everyone can move on." AJ shook her head as Janine looked across at her, folding her arms.

"He's a good fucker, isn't he?" Janine nodded.

"Excuse me?" AJ shook her head.

"Oh, don't be modest about it." Janine said, "The guy has stamina." She nodded.

"Just leave me alone." AJ shook her head.

"He's gonna want me back, April." Janine said, "You are just his mistress. Someone he can fuck without the hard relationship drama. Someone he can just use and be done with-"

"You know nothing about our relationship." AJ spat, "He is not using me."

"Oh, he is." Janine said, "And when he wants to have his marriage back, and he wants to really settle down, he's not gonna look at you for that stuff, it's gonna be me."

"And you would take him back? Don't you have respect for yourself?" AJ shook her head as Janine glared at her, "He will not come crawling back to you like you think. He's not in love with you anymore. He certainly isn't going to come back to you when you faked a pregnancy to him." She spat.

"That was just to show him what we could have had." Janine said.

"No, it was a twisted lie which messed with his head. You don't do that to someone you supposedly love." AJ said, "Why can't you just hate his guts like a normal person and divorce him?" She shook her head, "What are you waiting for?" She shook her head as Janine stepped closer to her.

"Believe me, you are just going to be a phase for him. He's going to get bored of you." Janine said

"If that's what makes you feel better. If that's what is gonna help you get through this then fine, believe that." AJ nodded, "But if he did get bored of me, it will not be because he wants you back, believe me." AJ spat as Janine looked at her, standing very close as AJ held her own.

"I know him better than you." Janine said.

"The sad thing is, you don't." AJ said, "You don't know him better. He told me you barely let him talk about work or his family or anything regarding him as a person." She said, "I don't think you even loved him, I think you love the idea of just having someone around to make you feel nice, and now you don't have that." She spat as Janine looked at her.

"You're way too confident to be a twenty-year old mistress who just got kicked out of her house by her own family." Janine said, "Must suck to be such a whore that your own family can't stand to look at you." She nodded.

"I don't care." AJ shook her head, "Phil is in my bed every night, keeping me warm." She nodded as Janine slapped her across the face hard, pushing her into the trash can by the bus stop as AJ fell into it with some of the garbage falling over her.

"That's the only place you belong." Janine spat, walking off down the street as AJ sighed to herself, getting helped back to her feet by some kind strangers at the bus stop.