Authors Note: This is the last chapter. It has taken some time to edit and get this beast of a story up but I appreciate you reading and hope my first steps into stucky smut are decent. It is important that this scene fit with the story and who these characters are.
The sun was low in the sky, shades of pink and purple streaked across the horizon over the Atlantic Ocean as the breeze blew the white curtains draped between the open balcony doors. Steve sat quietly reading through a stack of fan mail that the Avenger's HR department had sent to them along with a care package of treats Javis knew were both Steve and Bucky's favorites. They had been on the secluded island for 10 days, their only company the friendly but professional care takers who brought the gourmet prepared meals to their extravagantly elegant beach Bungalow, along with fresh linens and towels. Steve smiled and waved at the grinning man on the boat as the other staff boarded and they took off for the main public resort island 45 minutes away. He watched as they headed into the evening sun set and then looked down at the envelop in his hands covered in Avengers stickers and sloppy handwriting. He smiled as he opened the letter and found a note from a 7-year-old girl along with a decent drawling of the Avengers. Steve's smile broadened as he saw that Bucky was in the picture as well. He read the note that had many questions in it but also a few words about how her father had a metal leg and was in the Navy. She said that he was living in a hospital for people who had bad dreams and needed help to not be angry. Steve swallowed as he read her simple words with a sigh. The note ended with her explaining that her mother was part of a support group called Recovering Heroes, sponsored by one of the NGO's founded by Stark Industries whose mission was to provide therapy and resources to soldiers and their families coping with both physical and mental health trauma as the result of combat.
The Captain had spoken at public events raising money and awareness for their cause and with Bucky's permission, had shared some of the details of the Sergeant's recovery and the support they had both received from the Avengers. These fundraising events combined with Pepper Pot's top rate HR team had helped sway the public opinion of the former Hydra Asset. In conjunction Bucky had been found not guilty earlier that year after the investigation and closed court room trial were he had faced the numerous charges brought against him after Project insight.
Steve smiled as he felt Bucky's presence silently join him on the ocean view balcony and he looked up as he felt a him lean over his shoulder.
"That supposed to be me?" He asked squinting at the drawling of the Avengers. Steve held it up for them both to admire and nodded as Bucky huffed a small chuckle.
"Not bad,…. Lets send her an art kit." Bucky suggested as he took a seat next to Steve and handed him a coconut with a large metal straw, holding his own in the other hand. The Captain's smile grew and he grabbed his phone to text Jarvis the request and address for the delivery.
"Good idea Buck." Steve handed Bucky the letter admiring his tan torso in the evening light as he sipped his fresh coconut. Steve watched as Bucky's eyebrows furled when he read about the girl's father.
"You have inspired a lot of people Buck,… a lot of men and woman who are struggling with their own recovery." Steve put down his phone and reached a hand over, squeezing Bucky's as he offered him a compassionate smile. Bucky shrugged and rolled his eyes with a half-hearted sigh and shake of his head.
"Guess I'm glade something good came out of all this Bullshit." He grumbled and set down the letter before rubbing his face. Steve set down his coconut and stood up before kneeling in front of his best friend, the man he loved above all else, setting both hands on Bucky's muscular thighs clothed in soft white linen paints.
"James Buchanan Barnes,… You are a role model for all those brave souls who have survived their own hell and are still learning how to be themselves again. I am so grateful that you let me share your recovery as an example of how people can overcome even the worst trauma and still hold their heads up high." Bucky smirked at Steve's genuine and earnest expression before cupping his lover's face and leaning down to give him a soft kiss on his lips.
"You are such a Sap Stevie." Bucky murmured against his lips and Steve let out an amused huff, sliding his hands further up Bucky's legs toward his waist.
"I am just calling it like it is Buck!" Steve's voice took on a slightly seductive tone as his fingers untied the drawstring on Bucky's paints.
"You are my hero,… and I just want you to feel how loved and idolized you are." Steve ginned and cocked an eyebrow suggestively as he dipped his fingertips below the waist band of Bucky's paints.
The Brunet huffed another laugh, but he bit his lip as his pupils dilated, flesh hand twitching nervously as his metal fist griped the chair arm. With a swallow and small nod of consent, he lifted his hips slightly so Steve could pull down the soft fabric, exposing his slowly stiffening erection. Steve's smile transformed from sweet to sinful almost instantly as he took hold of Bucky's length in his hand and began to slowly stroke up and down. Steve stared at Bucky with intent, his gaze piercing as he watched Bucky bite his lip hard and blush as he met Steve's eyes.
Bucky swallowed, eyes wide and breathing escalated as his flesh hand shook, reaching out to run his trembling fingers through the blond hair that crowned his Best Guy's head.
"I love you Punk!" Bucky breathed out with a shudder; voice raspy as Steve chuckled.
"Back at you Jerk…" The Captain smirked before lowering his head into Bucky's lap, keeping his eyes locked with Bucky's equally intense gaze.
The Sergeant chocked on his breath as his hand tightened in Steve's hair when he took Bucky's length into his mouth in one sudden motion, just as direct and to the point as he ever was. Bucky moaned at the hot, wet mouth devouring his manhood as Steve's head bobbed in a deliberate rhythm, both hands gripping Bucky's waist to hold him in place.
It didn't take long before Bucky was grunting, eyes half open but locked on Steve as the Captain swallowed him down to the base of his cock then back to the tip again and again, pausing only to swirl his tongue around the head as Bucky kept a firm grip in Steve's short golden hair.
"S..SSS…Steve,… Stevie,… I …. I'm gonna…" Bucky panted as Steve pulled back and jerked Bucky through his orgasm with the commanding praise, he knew Bucky needed to let himself go with out a sense of anxiety.
"That's it,… Go ahead Bucky,…let yourself feel good!... Your so Beautiful!... Wanna watch you cum!...Cum for me Bucky!... Cum Now!" His sultry encouragements ended with a Captain's order and Bucky let out a guttural cry through clenched teeth, eyes squeezing shut as ribbons of cum landed on his thighs and abdomen. Steve grinned smugly at his handy work before wiping the cum off his hand against his own slacks while he brought his other hand up to cradle the side of his lover's face.
Bucky was trembling as his hand dropped from Steve's hair, chest heaving and eyes blinking open, glazed and disoriented over a quivering pout, looking lost and completely intoxicated. He flinched at the first feel of Steve's fingers against his face, skin flushed and sensitive to touch, heartbeat racing. As was sometimes the case after Bucky's release, he needed help to come back into himself and be present. Steve patiently remained still, palm soft but firm against Bucky's cheek as his thumb brushed away the wetness that gathered under the crystal blue eyes that struggled to focus on the man kneeling Infront of him.
"Bucky,… hey,… look at me sweat heart!... Come on, I'm right here,… let me see those baby blues." Steve's voice was soft and gentle, a tone he knew could bring Bucky back down from his heated adrenalin. Steve had been learning how to recognize when he needed to check in with Bucky, using softly spoken words and touch to help ground him. Bucky blinked a few times and sucked in a shuddered breath as he brought his flesh hand up to hold Steve's palm against his wet cheek.
"S..S..Steve?" Bucky stuttered as his eyes tried to focus on the man holding his gaze.
"Hey, pal,… there you are,… there's my Bucky!" Steve's voice was soothing and warm like his loving expression and a full body shiver ran through Bucky as he let out a small sigh and his eyes fluttered closed. They stayed a moment longer in the calm warmth of the sunset, the sound of waves crashing against the beach.
"What's our word Bucky?... Where is your head right now?... Are we good?" Steve kept his tone light and easy but always felt a small twist of concern as he knew that sexual intimacy with Bucky always had the potential to trigger a flash back of abuse. It had taken months of practice and couples therapy for Steve to feel comfortable that he could be with Bucky in the way they both desperately wanted.
"Brooklyn,… I,…we,… Brooklyn Steve." Bucky spoke the safe word he had chosen but clearly was still in a fragmented head space, speech a challenge.
Steve nodded with a soft smile and thoughtful expression before pulling Bucky's paints off completely, stripping his lover naked before standing up and leaning over him protectively, shielding his body from the tropical breeze.
"Well my oh my Sergeant Barnes,… look at the mess you made on yourself… Think we might need to get you cleaned up." Steve purred at him as he leaned in closer, hovering over him as his hand cupped Bucky's jaw, thumb traveling over his puffy bottom lip, red from being bitten. Steve's thumb probed the wet inside of his lips and Bucky shuddered again before sucking on the digit as his glossy blue eyes drifted up to Steve's face in a look of lustful delirium.
"Would you like that Sweet boy?... Want me to wash you clean,…." Steve's voice was a rumble, blue eyes full of hunger as Bucky rolled his tongue around his Captain's thumb and nuzzled against the palm of his hand. Steve used his other hand to run through Bucky's thick hair down to the back of his neck squeezing slightly as he whispered low in Bucky's ear
"I am gonna get you all soapy and wet,… clean you inside and out,… If that's what you want?" Steve questioned, knowing that his intimacy with Bucky was something beautiful but also careful, providing the guidance and caretaking Bucky craved but with deliberate attention on consent. Bucky was no longer panting but his body still shook as he nodded with a small begging sound from his throat, eyes squeezing shut.
Steve smiled, knowing that bath time was one of Bucky's favorite activities, with or without the promise of sex. Bucky had confided to Steve that one of his clearest memories during the fog of confusion from illness and distorted thinking on the night Steve and the others brought him home to the tower was of the Captain using a warm wash cloth to gently clean his battered and bloody body. He said he had forgotten how good touch could feel and the purpose of keeping his skin clean. As their intimacy with each other continued to blossom, Steve had grown to love giving Bucky his bathes, washing his skin while massaging his muscles and scalp, coaxing from his friend the soft whimpers and moans that made his cock achingly hard.
"Bucky….." Steve's voice was patient but underlined with authority as he withdrew his thumb and placed both hands on either side of his lover's face. "Look at me sweet heart!" His tone was a command but soft and spoken without threat. Bucky blinked open, swallowing as his dazed eyes locked with Steve's, a desperate and needy whine trembling from his pouting lips.
"Please…please Sir." Bucky panted and Steve carded his finger's through his lover's hair as he smiled at him with affection.
"Please what beautiful?" Steve couched as his hands kneaded through Bucky's hair and scalp sending more shivers through him strait to his once more thickening cock.
"Please wash me,…please,…I…I want to be your Bucky." His words were whispered with a flush of heat spreading red up his cheeks. Steve nodded and rewarded his answer with a deep, heated kiss as his hands traveled down Bucky's back pulling him up to his feet. When he broke the contact of their lips he smiled, one hand wrapped around Bucky's lower back the other on the side of his face.
"You will always be my Bucky, now and forever if you want to be." Bucky nodded, legs week as he continued to tremble.
It had taken some time to get use to for Steve but he recognized that Bucky was no longer the suave and confident man of his youth, and now his sexuality was more vulnerable and raw. The sensation of pleasurable touch was always intense and electrifying for Bucky, but at times it could get too overwhelming and he would dissociate, face going blank as he became forcibly calm. The first time it happened Steve hadn't noticed right away and was lost in the sensation of making love. When he climaxed and pulled out, he realized Bucky had gone completely still remaining on his hands and knees on the bed. Steve called out to him and moved to look into his lover's eyes that were vacant and blank, staring straight ahead at nothing. Steve instantly through blankets over him and pulled him into a desperate hug before picking him up and carrying him out to their Livingroom. The Captain called Bucky's psychiatrist instantly while hastily getting dressed and then dressing Bucky, telling him to stand and put on cloths before wrapping him back up in blankets with the order to remain on the coach and speak with the doctor. Steve left immediately when the Psychiatric team arrived, the doctor always accompanied by a trained shield agent with a tranquilizer whenever a dissociative episode took place.
Steve broke down and cried with guilt, hiding in Bucky's Gym. It was only a few hours later when he emerged that he found his Boyfriend leaning against the wall outside with an exhausted smile. Steve cried again with desperate apologies and promises he would never touch Bucky again. In response The Sergeant huffed at his Captain and gave Steve a comforting hug as he told him to stop being so dramatic.
Now months later after several couples therapy sessions with an Intimacy Counselor, Steve had grown to understand what his lover needed from him and so held Bucky firmly pressed against him, letting him breath and calm down before taking a small step back once he could feel Bucky's legs become more sturdy. He smirked as he looked down at where Bucky's cum smeared abdomen had been pressed flush against his own shirtless torso, a slick, wet glue shared between them.
"Hmmmm,… Guess I am gonna need to get clean now too,… lets go take a hot bath Baby doll." Steve whispered into Bucky's neck, kissing down to his collar bone as he took his shaking flesh hand. Bucky nodded biting his lip again, speechless and flushed from head to toe.
Steve lead him through the balcony doors into their Bungalow, smiling seductively over his shoulder as Bucky blushed and bit his lip, looking away and then back towards Steve's devilish grin. They entered the bathroom and Steve turned toward Bucky, never releasing his hand as he brought the flesh palm up to his own face and kissed him gently from the tips of his fingers down his arm and up to his collar bone where he began to suck on his neck , hands groping Bucky's firm ass, erection growing fast. Steve grunted as he bit light on Bucky's neck when the brunet moaned and grinded his cock against Steve's own rock-hard erection still clothed in his lounge pants.
"I'm gonna get you so slick and wet Bucky,…Your gonna feel so good when I fill you up inside!" Steve mouthed hot as he left wet kisses down Bucky's neck and onto his chest, squeezing Bucky's ass with one hand and stroking his cock with the other. Steve licked and sucked on Bucky's right nipple before pulling away with a smug smile as Bucky panted and shook, naked, both hands running over Steve's broad back and shoulders and eyes blown wide.
"It's time we get this bath ready Buck,…time to get my best guy all washed clean." Steve winked as he turned on the silent bath jets and faucet. He pulled his pants down and threw them at the hamper glancing back at Bucky who was still biting his lip as his flesh hand stroked his stiffening cock, eyes dancing over Steve's perfect body.
"God Stevie,…. You where always so beautiful,… but they turned you into a golden god,…" Bucky swallowed as he looked down at his own body and the scares from countless missions and abuse from Hydra. He swallowed and shook his head with a smirk before dragging his gaze back toward Steve who had been pouring lavender bubble bath into the water.
"Guess that makes me the devil." Bucky chuckled darkly as he squeezed himself with a little pressure, enough to start to hurt. Steve turned around with a slight frown at Bucky's grimace after comparing their bodies.
"Buck!" Steve admonished as he walked over and grabbed Bucky's hand away forcing it behind his lower back as he pulled him in closer.
"You've always been a care free devil and mischievous,… taught me everything I know…" Steve pressed him into a heated kiss that ended soften and sincere.
"Not sure I am still that Guy anymore Stevie,…"Bucky panted as he looked away and Steve just huffed and grabbed his jaw, forcing their eyes to meet.
"Who?... that Jerk from Brooklyn?..." Steve smiled and gave Bucky another soft kiss. "Well you sure taste like him!" He grinned at Bucky's huff of laughter before stepping back and leading his lover into the jacuzzi tub.
Steve laid back against the jets as Bucky crawled on top of him with a ghost of his mischievous grin from years past. He ran his hands through Steve's short hair as the Captain squeezed bath oil on his hand before lowering it down Bucky back over his ass that was beneath the soapy water. Bucky shuddered as he kissed Steve, feeling the Captains hands, one squeezing Bucky's Botox while the other probed the tight ring of flesh, circling it before pushing inside. Bucky moaned and closed his eyes, resting his forehead on Steve's shoulder as the Captain slide his finger in and out slowly before adding a second and then a third.
"Such a beautiful man,…I'm so lucky to have you Bucky,… thank you for being so good for me!" Steve whispered into Buck's ear as he shook and made whimpering moans.
"Are you ready Bucky?...Do you want me to fill you up with my cock?" Steve asked him with an almost innocent tone. And Bucky just nodded as his hand gripped the sides of the tube, face still hidden in Steve's shoulder.
"Tell me what you want Bucky." Steve ordered as he took the hand not buried inside his Boyfriend and gripped the back of his neck pulling him away so he could see his face.
Bucky's lips were trembling and he blinked open his heavy eyes as he swallowed, tears running down his cheeks. He was looking at Steve with a haze of lust, panting as he made eye contact.
"I want….I…I…." Bucky was gasping and Steve removed his fingers and placed them on both of their cocks as he began to stroke them together. Bucky moaned again closing his eyes as more tears trailed down his cheeks, the physical pleasure so intense. Bucky thought it was weird that he never cried when he was in pain, only when he was being pleasured but Steve told him he didn't mind as long as Bucky wanted him to keep going.
"What,….what do you want Bucky,…. Say it beautiful,…I'll give you anything you want,… just tell me sweat heart,… you gotta tell me what to do!" Steve couched as he stroked both their erections beneath the silky smooth water.
"I….Please,….I…I" Bucky gasped between panting breaths, begging with his eyes as words failed him.
"Say it,…Now!" Steve growled with a tone of authority, squeezing his neck and Bucky sobbed as he came for a second time, eyes closing as his whole body shook violently. Steve was so turned on he almost couldn't help himself, desperately wanting to thrust his achingly hard cock into Bucky's tight, slick hole but he wouldn't do it unless Bucky asked him to. That was their deal and Steve had been the one to make the rule in the first place.
"Bucky please!..." Steve begged as Bucky collapsed on top of him in a shivering mess, still crying and shaking out of his skin, hands holding onto Steve.
"I want to feel you inside me,….I…..ughhhhh." Bucky's mumbled words were cut off as he arched his back, hands tightening on Steve's shoulders as The Captain immediately thrust up into Bucky's body, both hands on his hips pulling him down onto Steve's large shaft. He was too worked up to keep himself in a slow, controlled pace and began to buck his hips up rapidly as he drilled into his lover's ass with lustful grunts. Bucky moaned, mouth gaping and eyes closed as he felt himself being fucked open on Steve's thick cock again and again without mercy. The feeling so good but also intense, the stimulation edging him closer to panic but he grit his teeth and tried to focus on the pulsating pleasure burning through him each time his prostate was pounded. He bit his lip and forced himself to breath as he told himself he could handle it.
Steve opened his eyes and saw the look of pleasure mixed with pain in Bucky's face and new that Bucky was close to becoming over stimulated. He thrust up one more time hard and Bucky let out a chocked cry. Steve pulled out and pushed Bucky back as he grabbed his cock under water and jerked himself until he came, Bucky watching him with a panting, dazed expression. Steve grunted as he collapsed back against the tub and breathed out a spent sigh. He opened his eyes as he felt Bucky lay down with his back against Steve's torso resting between his legs. Steve smiled and wrapped his arms around Bucky and kissed the top of his head.
"How are you doing Bucky?" Steve asked softly as he felt Bucky's rapid heart beat slow down gradually, his gasps becoming shuddered breaths.
"Good,…. I'm good Steve." Bucky sighed as he brought his hands up to wipe his eyes as the tears slowed. They rest quietly in the jacuzzi for several long moments, catching their breath before he spoke again, voice timid and muttered. "I could have kept going you know."
"Yhea,… well I got to watch you come so I wanted to return the favor." Steve countered, deliberately avoiding the conversation that happened when ever Steve could tell Bucky was determined to keep going despite the over stimulation. Bucky snorted but decided it wasn't worth challenging and so closed his eyes and hummed.
"Madilyn,…. Be a doll and Play Duke Ellington - Sophisticated Lady!" Bucky requested to Stark's AI that was responsible for maintaining the Beach house.
Of course Sergeant Barnes. Would you like me to create a playlist based on this song?" The soft and soothing voice sounded from the walls.
"That would be swell, thank you mam!" Bucky grinned as he tilted his head back, peering up at Steve's amused expression upside down.
"Ain't the future grand Stevie?" Bucky winked and Steve laughed as he shook his head and kissed his forehead.
"I still prefer a record player any day." Steve smiled fondly as Bucky rolled his eyes and settled back against Steve's chest.
"Alright Grandpa Rodgers." Bucky murmured and then laughed in surprise as Steve poked his ribs.
"That's Captain Rodgers to you Sergeant." He whispered with a soft but stern tone, a smirk decorating his lips as he felt Bucky give a small shudder, rubbing his ass back against Steve's still semi hard erection.
"Hey Stevie…." Bucky breathed out a breathy sigh as his hand's found Steve's cafes that where on either side of him and began to massage them the way they had both done for each other during the War when they had to walk several miles almost daily.
"Yea Buck?" Steve smiled as he felt the familiar kneading of his muscles.
"I love bath time!" He shifted and relaxed back further, letting the soft melody of one of his musical idols soak into his skin like the warm soapy water, held safely in the arms of his best friend, the man he loved more then he could ever say.
"And I love you." Steve chuckled as he closed his eyes, head back, one hand wrapped around Bucky and the other gently stroking through his best guy's hair. Steve smiled as a tear slipped down his right cheek and he silently gave thanks for his second chance at a life with his Bucky.
The End!
End Note: Thank you for reading and sticking with me to the end. Never wrote smut before,… didn't want to make it a porn scene but instead what their sex might really be like. Anyway hope it was a good ride.