Insane.

It's been 3 weeks since I talked to rei's mother. I didn't move on. I kept holding onto her only cause I made her promise that I'll stay by her side. But at one point I started to lose sanity. I blamed god for causing her suffering.

"More than 7 billion people on this earth and you damn chose her to suffer?" I said that in my room while sitting in a corner. My mindset in reality started to lose. The time when you start to realise that how cruel and hideous this world is. That's what happened. I started to see how strange human beings actully were. I was starting to hate humans and gods altogether. Rei was the person who made me realize that I had a real life too and I need to work hard to meet her in there too. So I was just starting to work hard at school but now this was happening. How could I forget and forgive that rotten god was sitting in my nerves.

"I'll wait for my death.. and when I die I'll kill you too, god" I lost my sanity completely and said that with a face expression of a killer. I was just waiting for death that a message came

"Midaro. Rei is online go check on her" kite said to me and I rushed to game

I hugged her tightly. And started crying. She had tears in her eyes too but she put my head on her chest and said

" cry but don't worry. I escaped death for you. I love you and will always love you seji"

"I love you too. I missed you. Missed you so much" I said that and she kissed me on my lips. That was first time I kissed someone and I couldn't be more happy. She was here finally. After I waited for her so long she was finally here.

"its fine. I'm here now. I missed you so much too. And why you have that ugly weapon"

"its gate 4 weapon. Kinda useless but need this for gate 5."

"Ara Ara help me in gate 4 too na seji!"

"Sure dum dum but first let me stay in your arms a little longer."

"haii haii sure. You can stay for as much long time as you want"

"I'm not a creep you know"

"oof but you looked at my chest just now. So you are a creep and perv"

"jeez stop making up things." We laugh and sat down for some talk. And she told me that she had a bad heart disease. If she takes too much stress she will die coz her heart was weak. I couldn't handle hearing and some tears started to fall from my eyes

"Don't cry baka. I wont die I'll be always with you. We made promise right?" She said with a smile

"Yea I trust you. So don't leave me alone in this miserable world ok? I'll die too if you go away from me"

"Yep. I promise and we will meet In real too someday" she said

"Alright dumdum let's do gate 4 for you"

"Sure baka"

Sky was there and then I remember jay said that I should apologize to sky coz I was in deadly sins. Well it wasn't right but I needed him to help rei in gate 4 so I apologized to him and he added me in gate breaking group chat.

"Guys let's help reina. Its Midaro's gf"

"Sure" they all cheered and I thanked them

They took rei to gate 4. Even tho her attack was only 18k they still managed to pass her and she was even luckier than me. She got crystal in first row and used it to make 5 g4 wepon like me.

New update was coming close. And they already were done gate 5 too. So when new update came around 10 days after reina passed gate 4,5 and I got to make a lot of memories with reina. We farmed gate 4 together and made 2nd mw1(gate 5 wepons).

Update came and after maintaince we logged in. It was level 105 update. Since last time all had done advancement of main job now they didn't need to go thru same hell again. They could just do it again by being level 100 on ex job and rei got 2nd sub equipment slot too.

In these days at school in real life. I had become the top 1% guy. Half an year more and then I could go to U.S. to meet her. But at night I would get some weird dreams. Large snakes attacking me, goat head person, and other weird things though I kept ignoring these since I loved watching horror shows maybe it was cause of that.

But ignoring dreams. Reina said

" I will tell mom that I have boyfriend"

"Don't do it I got a feeling it will not end so nicely. Considering your performance due to health she already is ready to ground you. You just giving her another reason"

"Yea true but gotta tell her truth cause last time you didn't tell her." She said with a face with an expression less face

"I translated it later on. If I knew what she meant I would have told her mam" I said with glittery eyed face.

"Yea sure. But when she finds out it will be much worse. So I'll tell her first."

"fine princess, suit yourself "

"okaaaaaaaaaa"