"oh my god, that fucking hurt" I lay on the ice holding my butt, I went down hard for the tenth time I'm sure.

"Aww baby, for an American you are terrible at skating" She laughed at me and held out her hand to help me up, I surprised her by pulling her down on top of me "no fair baby"

It was my turn to laugh "I know but I will make the most of any situation if it means you end up on top of me" I grabbed her neck pulling her close so that I could kiss her lips

"you sly little minx my queen, come on let's get you off this ice before you hurt yourself even more" Emma was amazing at skating, she lived next to an ice rink growing up so has always skated and played hockey, it was one of the most sexiest things I have witnessed when she first stepped onto the ice. Was there anything she couldn't do? She looked like swan but a tough swan, so much grace yet so much strength, I marvelled at her for about 10 minutes before I fell flat on my ass for the 1st time.

Today has been a good day, she took me all over her home town. We walked along the beach in the morning then she took me to her favorite bars in the city we ended up going skating in the afternoon. We had been in Newcastle for a few days now and thankfully only saw Killian once more since that night. We were now sat in another bar in the city that had these huge sofas, it felt like being at home.

"how come wherever I go with you, I feel like its home" she told me while holding my hand.

"I don't know but I was just thinking the same, I can't express how happy I am"

Honestly it was true, I beyond happy with her. I've known her for about 2 months now and I honestly don't know what I would do if she wasn't in my life. She may have come crashing into my life but I wouldn't change it for anything.

"I want to tell you something and I don't want you to freak out OK?" she looked serious, I am not going to lie I was a bit nervous, I nodded.

"don't look so scared" she moved a little closer to me "these past two months have been a huge eye opener for me Regina. I meant what I said last week, you have truly saved me. I guess I just needed that one person to make my balance become right again. I really didn't think I would ever get to this point in my life again. I mean I still have nightmares, I still have flashbacks, I still black out when I think too much about it, but it's so rare now I can't remember the last time, I thought I needed drugs to help me but I was so wrong, I haven't touched them since I met you and I haven't once felt the need. What I am trying to say is..."

she took a deep breath and I squeezed her hand

"...I don't want to be without you. But I have tried to come up with a solution as to what to do when you go back to America and if we can make this work, but long distance won't work Regina. I do not want to be in a relationship where I could only see you twice, maybe three times a year, that just won't cut it for me"

I had tears in my eyes, I knew this was too good to be true. I pulled my hand away and wiped my eyes "I understand" I choked out

"you do?"

"yes, I do, I mean I love you but I don't want to cause you any more pain, you have already been through too much Emma, I guess it was amazing while it lasted" I put my head down and the tears were streaming down my face

She burst out laughing at me, I looked at her confused "Regina, oh my gorgeous Queen. I said I don't want to be without you" she smiled and held my hand again "I have lost someone important before and there was absolutely nothing I can do about that, but, I can do something about this, I don't want to take anything away from my past, but I have never loved anyone as much as I love you, I know it is still early days for us, but I want to come with you. I want to come to America with you. Help you build your dreams I want to start a new life for myself, there is nothing stopping me, I cannot keep living in my past, I have to move on"

I was sobbing at this point "oh... my... god!" I threw myself on her and wrapped my arms around her neck "I can't believe this is happening"

"believe it my queen, it's happening, I have already started to look for jobs over there with sponsorship and I already have an interview next month for one of them, I mean I might not get it but it's a start, right?" I could tell she was having doubts about this job

"baby, it's OK, even if this is not the job you get, there are so many other opportunities for you, you're amazing, I love you so much" I held her again and kissed her so hard I am sure I bruised her lips. I looked at her, this girl that has been through hell and back, she was so strong, physically and mentally, It was amazing to able to call her mine. She had the most stunning eyes I have ever seen with a beautiful personality to with them. God I loved her so much "all this talk about love and commitment has got me all hot and bothered" her eye brow arched, I reached down her stomach and undid her jeans and brought my lips to her ear "are you going to take me back to the hotel or are you going to let me celebrate this amazing news right here, right now" she shivered as my hand went under her pants.

she grabbed my wrist and pulled it further in. I could feel her wetness straight away "here it is then" I threw my leg over her waist and straddled her on the sofa, I was grateful it was a weekday as I sure we would have had an audience. My fingers worked inside her as I brought my other hand to play with her sexy bundle of nerves. She put her head back and looked into my eyes, every damn time her eyes get me, "I want to do this to you every day for the rest of my life" I said to her, I know I still had tears in my eyes but I couldn't help but be fully aroused at this turn of events.

"I want that too" she grabbed the back of my hair and smashed her lips to mine, I'm sure I heard a gasp, but I chose to ignore it, I was in the moment and I was loving it.

She came within a matter of minutes, her body tensed up her eyes went to the back of her head and she held onto my thighs "wow premature much" she said with a laugh after she came down from her high. "right, you my sexy queen are getting taken back to the hotel...NOW" with that she stood up and literally threw me over her shoulder, I screamed with surprise. I would have been fully embarrassed getting carried out the bar, but I loved this playful side of hers. I saw the smirk the waitress gave us when we left. I wonder if it was her gasp I heard. Oh well!

I gave up fighting, I knew she was too strong, and I would never win. Luckily the hotel was only down the road, so she didn't have to carry me too far. She could pass as a fire-women with her strength, it turned me on so much when she displayed her strength.

She threw me on the bed when we got back in the room and hovered above me. "you my queen are one sexy little minx, I wasn't expected to be fondled in public, I am not a fan of surprises so for that you will be punished" I felt the pool between my legs grow, I needed her now I needed her inside of me, but she stood up. Walked to the other side of the room got a box out of the bag and walked towards the bathroom, she stopped placing the box on the floor, she came back over and kissed me hard, she pulled away when we both needed to breath. "if you could strip for me and lay on the bed face down, I will be back shortly" with that she walked off into the bathroom taking the box with her. Wow who was I to argue I quickly got up, threw my clothes off my jumped onto the bed. I looked up and she was standing at the door frame laughing at me

"oh, and keep your eyes closed"