Jacob's P.O.V

After the patrol, I phase back into human form and go find a pair of shorts that I hid. After I do that, I check my phone to see if I have any messages. I have two messages from Bella. It must be an emergency. I call her, and she does not answer. I call her again, and she still does not respond. I put the phone back in my pocket and run home to get changed.

Bella's P.O.V

Jacob just called me, and I did not answer it as if I said if he wants to play this way, then we will. Edward looks at me and smirks.

"Why aren't you answering your phone, who is it?" Edward asks.

"It's Jacob, and he not answering my phone calls so, I'm ignoring him." I reply.

"Why?"

"Because I can!"

"Ok, you don't have to get your tongue in a twist."

"Sorry, I just hate when he ignores me. It gets on my nerves."

"Bella, I can't believe I'm saying this, but I have no choice. I hated him to since the first time I met that guy, but now I think you guys need to fix your guy's problems, so I forgive that guy."

"Why because you never liked him before when we were friends."

"I don't like you, and him fighting, besides Renesmee is already falling for Jacob."

"Yeah, I'll go talk to him."

"Well I'm going to go I'm going to take Renesmee out to learn to hunt."

"Ok."

"Are you going to be okay alone?"

Edward picks up Renesmee.

"Yeah, I'm going to try calling him again." I reply.

"Ok." Edward says kissing my forehead and leaves the house.

After he leaves, I call Jacob again. He did not do anything that could have been busy. He does not answer. I call him back, and he finally answers.

"Hey it's me, Bella, why didn't you answer the phone!" I yell speaking fast.

"Bella, slow down and repeat that." Jacob says.

"Sorry, I said why you are not answering my calls."

"Oh, I didn't tell you I do a patrol in the afternoons now with my pack, and Sam does patrol at night with his pack."

"Oh, is that why you wouldn't answer your phone calls?"

"Yes."

"So, why did you call?"

"I was calling because tomorrow I need you to come with me to Alaska to find some vampires we know."

"Why?"

"I need you to protect Renesmee from any harm getting to her."

"Ok, when are we leaving?"

"In the morning, as soon as we are packed."

"Ok."

"Well, bye."

"Wait, there has to be something else because you called me like a million times."

"Yeah, can you come over?"

"Sure."

"Bye."

"Bye."

I hang up the phone and set it on the table. I then walk outside out on the balcony and walk back and forth. I do not know what to say. Jacob and I have been having up and downs lately since I got married, and I do not know where to leave it. We are friends now, but every time we are around each other, it does not feel like we are friends. It feels like we are more than friends are. Suddenly he pulls up in on his motorcycle, and he gets off, looks up, and sees me on the balcony.

"Hey!" I yell waving to him.

"Hey." Jacob says smiling.

He has the most beautiful smile I ever have seen.

"I'll be up there in a minute." Jacob says.

"Ok." I say.

He heads inside with the door unlocked and meets me on the balcony. When he comes out, I hug him. His scent does not bother me because, practically, I have gotten used to it. He hugs me back, and I hug him tighter.

"Bella, you have a strong grip." Jacob says.

"Sorry." I say pulling away.

"So what's wrong, you seemed upset on the phone."

"Yeah, I have to talk to you."

"About what?"

I walk over to the edge of the balcony, look out, and see the view of the forest.

"About us." I reply.

He comes and stands next to me.

"What about us?" Jacob asks.

"Do you still love me?" I ask.

"Yes. I always have. Why are you asking?"

"I don't know."

I do not know what to do; I love Jacob. Not as much as I love Edward. He loves me, and we cannot be together.

"Bella, I'll always love you even if we are never together." Jacob says.

"Why I mean how that's impossible, you will eventually find someone else." I say.

"No, I won't, Bella. I've never met someone so great before in my life."

"Really?"

"Yeah, and even after you became a vampire, I thought you would have changed a lot, but you haven't, so my feelings haven't changed."

It is silent for a second, and we do not speak. I do not know what to do. I am so confused. Everything would have been fine if Jacob did not love me back.

"Bella, what's wrong?" Jacob asks.

"I don't know. I am so messed up, and my life is messed up. I feel like I made a mistake of marrying Edward and wanting to become a vampire." I reply.

"What are you saying?"

"I'm saying that I'm so in love with you before I thought he was the one."

"So you're saying that after you lost Edward and before you got with him again, you wanted to be with me your entire life."

"Yes."

"Why?"

"Do you want to know why?"

I turn toward him and look in his eyes.

"Yes, I want to know why because lately, I think you're crazy right now." Jacob says.

I grab his shirt with my vampire strength and pull him close to me. I then put my hands around his neck and move my lips close to his. He realizes what I am doing and moves away.

"Bella, wait, you're married, and Edward could be around." Jacob says.

"No, he took Renesmee out to learn to hunt." I reply.

"Ok, then."

He moves closer to me, his lips touch, and he kisses me. I can remember the last time we kissed on that tall mountain where I told him to kiss me before I got married. I try to pull away, but he keeps kissing me. I push him inside and push him against the wall with my vampire strength.

"Wow, you're a very feisty vampire." Jacob says looking into my eyes.

"I have my sides." I say.

"Bella, did you ever notice your eyes are golden brown now and not red anymore."

"Yes."

"They look better on you than red eyes."

"Really because I thought you would have hated it."

"Nope well I love the brown eyes but I think the yellow eyes make you look hotter."

I blush.

Jacob's P.O.V

I grab her face and kiss her again if this is the last time we kiss. I want it to be special. I pull her closer to me, and she moves closer to me. I feel her cold skin on me, but I do not care. I kiss her more, and she kisses me too. It is so passionate that I turn her against the wall. Her mouth is halfway open, and I move my tongue halfway in her mouth. She kisses me more, and our tongues meet.

Bella's P.O.V

I feel so good around him; even as a vampire, he makes me feels safe. He touches my waist and lifts his hands to my shirt. I pull away from the kiss and look at him.

"What are you doing?" I ask.

"I don't know." Jacob replies.

"Well, don't." I say moving his hands away from my body.

"Yeah, I should."

"Jake, will this be our last kiss together?"

"I'm afraid so, Bella."

"So."

"So I should get going. I do not want Edward reading my mind and seeing what we just did. Moreover, I need to clear my head for a little while."

"Ok." I say.

He hugs me goodbye, and I do too.

"Bye, Jacob." I say.

"Bye, Bella." Jacob says pulling away and heading home.

"See you tomorrow."

"You too."

When he heads downstairs, Edward walks past him with Renesmee. I walk to the kitchen and sit down. He walks inside and stands in front of me, leaning against the counter. Renesmee runs over to me, and I pick her up and put her in my lap.

"So, did you guys talk things out?" Edward asks.

"Yes, we're good. Jacob's going to try to move on, and so am I." I reply.

"Good."

He leans into me and kisses my lips. I kiss him softly on the lips so that it will not be weird for Renesmee, who is right next to me.

"Well, I'm going to head home. I'm tired, and I bet Renesmee is." I say.

"Ok." Edward says.

I get up, grab my phone off the table, and carry Renesmee home.