Regina managed to reschedule her filming, apparently the scenes she was supposed to film weren't due to be finished for another 2 months so they were happy to reschedule. This gave us another two weeks until she went back to work and to figure out what we were doing.

Ever since she told me about our past somethings were coming back to me slowly, however I was keeping my distance and keeping myself to myself. We hadn't had sex in a week, it wasn't because I didn't want to, I just felt so confused. This was a lot of information to take onboard.

Another name was constantly swimming around my head. Killian. I had picked the phone up so many times to call him and have it out with him but fundamentally I couldn't find the words. The best thing I could do was turn up on his door step...with Regina.

"so are you sure you want me to come with you" Regina asked for the hundredth time.

"Regina, please stop asking, I want you to come with me" we were sat at the centre island in her kitchen, all of our bags were packed, and we were due to be picked up in one hour.

"OK fine. I know it was a hell of a lot to tell you, but I can't help but feel like we have grown apart slightly, like your keeping away from me. You haven't even touched me in a week" I couldn't help but giggle at her "what's so funny?"

"sorry I don't mean to laugh at you, you just sounded so sex deprived" I burst out laughing at my own words.

"right, ok, you keep laughing then" she went to stand up and walk away but I quickly got up and ran after her, grabbing her shoulder to turn her around

"again, I'm sorry" I am still laughing but stopped when I saw that she isn't looking impressed one bit "look, seriously I don't mean to make you feel like that, I am just remembering so many things but things are still confusing to me and I don't want to confuse you too"

"I am not confused" she said with confidence "let me ask you something"

"OK" she held both of my hands

"so, you are remembering things right?"

"correct"

"You remember me?"

"correct"

"So, you remember how we felt towards each other?"

"I do" where was she going with this

"do you remember the night in the hotel room"

I gulped "uh huh"

"so, you remember how physically close we were?" she took a step closer, so we were inches apart. I couldn't say anything, so I nodded

"you remember how we made each other feel, how hot it was" she was leaning into my ear.

"you, you are not making this easy for me" I shakily said

"why would I want anything we do to be easier, where is the fun in that" she bit my ear, I shivered and then a moan accidentally escaped my mouth, I was kicking myself inside

"I am not confused Emma, I know how I feel about you and what I want, everything else doesn't matter, I will stand by you, until you figure it out. I always did in the past and I will now" she trailed bites and kisses down my neck then pulled back facing me. "you just have to figure out what you want" I was filled with lust, if my eyes could change colour they would have been black. I went to lean in, so our lips were barely touching "don't take too long though baby" she whispered, pulled away and walked out the room.

I had to put a hand on the chair to steady myself 'that cheeky little devil' I thought to myself

"come on, our ride is nearly here" she shouted through the door with a sexy smirk on her face.

"you are in so much trouble Mrs Queen!" I shouted and ran towards her. Her smirk quickly dropped, she squealed and ran through the house. I chased her into the living room, she wasn't very fast and had terrible co-ordination skills, I couldn't help but laugh at her attempts to get away from me. I caught up to her and spun her around from behind, so she was flush with my body.

I picked her up over my shoulder walking towards to sofa so I could threw her on the down, I gave her no time to collect herself as I jumped on top of her and started to tickle her ribs.

"oh no no no, please don't, I don't like it" she was screaming and laughing with tears in eyes "it's unfair, this is torture!"

"this isn't torture what you did in the kitchen is torture, say sorry and I will stop" I didn't stop my brutal assault on her ribs and now I was going for her collar bones. Such an easy pray

"oh my god, I am sorry, you are the best, I love you. You are the greatest thing on this earth" I stopped tickling her and raised my eyebrow

"wow I only asked for a sorry" smiling at her

"you forget I know you" she was panting "you wouldn't have let me go at sorry, you would have made me say all of that before you let me go"

I burst out laughing "yes, you are right" I leant over to her and captured her lips with mine. It wasn't a long kiss, nor did either ask for entrance. But it meant what was needed. I pulled away still looking directly in her eyes " I am not confused about you. I know what I want too. I just need to figure out stuff back home, I want you with me, but I need you to love me and understand 'we' need to do this"

She lifted her hand to my face "always" she pulled my head back down and kissed me again. I felt her smile into the kiss. Before it got heated there was a knock on the door. "must be our ride"

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We arrived back in the UK at seven thirty in the morning, greeted by a hoard of paparazzi, I let Regina go first and I followed behind. It was so cold. We booked a hotel in the city. We had discussed on the plane how we would approach Killian, we would go to Killian's house first thing tomorrow. If he was not there, then we would head to the hospital. One way or another I was going to confront him and find out what happened.

I couldn't see myself having any further friendship with him after that. I told Regina everything that happened with me and Killian after the accident, I was actually nearly sick twice telling the story. I cant believe I fell for his charm so to speak. Regina knew it hurt me to talk about him like that, as we were best friends growing up, she knew how much he meant to me before the accident but even Regina mentioned it didn't look healthy the way he was with me when I was with Regina. Surely, I thought he was only acting as a best friend would act, I was so blind.

We went out for some food that afternoon and some drinks. "this I where you told me that you were moving with me with America" Regina said when we sat on the sofas "I remember saying it felt like home here, but it was because we were together, this is also where I throw myself on you with utter joy and ended up giving you a mind blowing, and if I remember premature orgasm" she laughed and leant in to kiss me.

"I remember, I love that my memories are coming back, it's like every day I am falling in love with you all over again" it was true, I loved every minute with her.

I took a deep breath, not to ruin the moment "Regina, if I could go back in time, I wouldn't change what we have had but I would change that night I walked away, I feel like I have been given a second chance. If the 10 year offer still stands, I would still like to move with you and begin a new chapter, that is, if you would want me?" I asked a little sceptical.

"are you fucking serious, it has always been open for you" she squealed and wrapped her arms around me and held me so tightly. "god I am so in love with you"

"I love you too!" I pulled back and arched my eyebrow

"what's that look for baby"

" you are in the same position as the last time we were here"

We both burst out laughing. Just then a waitress passed and smiled at us

"I see you two still love each other as much as you did 10 years ago" she winked and walked off