Ties That Bind

Chapter 35

Fear

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Serena was lying on the bed when she heard the door close and he walked in. She closed her eyes to pretend she was sleeping as she heard his footsteps slowly walk up next to her by the bed. She quietly hoped he would turn around and leave her be, she tried to keep her breathing in check while her heart thudded through her chest, but she knew otherwise whether she was asleep or awake would not matter to him.

She squeezed her eyes shut feeling the extra weight as he climbed on top of her. She let out a small whimper when he took one of her arms and shackled it above her to the bed post once more, but this time he followed suit doing the same with her other arm. She tried to pull away from him to free her arms, but there was no escaping him or this life.

She lied there frozen under his touch with his body rubbing up against her own. A silent tear ran down her cheeks when he moved his hands up and down her bare torso then grabbed onto her breast with his hand squeezing it roughly as he dug his nails into her skin he smiled telling her "you are mine"

She could no longer fain sleep any longer, she shook her head crying out "no, no" while her chest felt heavy and the silent tears ran down from her eyes. He laughed at her tears and put his hand down to her chest holding her down to the mattress he told her "I own you"

She felt a shudder go through her body hearing his words while he reached down and took one of her nipples into his mouth and gently played with it with his tongue.

She tried squirming away from him even though silently she hated that her body wanted more of him.

Darien put his hand to the back of her neck and pushed her head forward towards him, then reached out and kissed a spot on the back of her neck.

She let out a pleasured moan, but then he suddenly bit down hard onto her neck as she cried out "stop" but he didn't he got rougher and harder. She opened her eyes only to receive a slap across the face.

She shook off the pain and looked at him not understanding what she did to deserve this kind of treatment and saw his dark cloudy eyes turn to red. She gasped than heard Lord Christopher's voice saying "it's my turn now"

She looked up to Darien who lied on top of her with a devious smile as Christopher walked up closer to her on the bed. She shook her head no watching while Darien stood up and walked to the side letting Christopher take over as he slapped his friend on the back telling him " you'll have to teach her a lesson on obedience"

Serena lied there unable to move her arms or legs both were tied down while Christopher crawled on top of her putting his hand down between her legs pushing them further apart then looked to her as he slowly licked his tongue over his lips telling her "you'll come for me my tasty treat" as he lowered his head down further between her legs

She quickly awoke with a start breathing heavily, she tried to catch her breath, realizing it had only been a dream or more of a nightmare. She hoped as she saw a shadow in the corner of the room and jumped wrapping her arms around herself tightly. She worried she wasn't the only one in the room any longer when she heard his voice speak up asking "are you alright"

She sat up on the bed seeing she could move her arms and legs around as she pleased, she wasn't tied up like in her dream and could now see his features in the dimly lit candle light of the room, he was there sitting in a chair by the dresser watching her closely. She calmed her breathing down knowing it was just him alone she asked him quietly "what are you doing in here"

He did not respond right away just kept his eyes locked on her then finally responded back telling her "watching you sleep"

She took the blanket and covered herself up further feeling uncomfortable with having him this close in the room together alone as she watched him stand up from the chair he sat in and slowly walked over to the bed telling her "It looked like you were having a nightmare"

She thought about the words he used and let out a small chuckle turning his words around she told him "no I am living one"

Darien nodded his head not removing his eyes off of her while he watched her move further away from him on the bed.

He raked a hand through his hair feeling frustrated of all the progress he had made with her Christopher had gone and destroyed it all in one night. He still felt his blood still boiling over at the thought of Christopher putting his hands on her

His thoughts were interrupted as he heard her quietly ask "Lord Christopher hasn't been in here has he?"

He knew now what or whom she had dreamed about and sat beside on the bed, he reached his hand over to her arm, but she pulled away from him guarding herself off. He took a deep breath and told her calmly "he won't bother you again"

Serena lied there hearing his words, but was unsure who this man was. He acted kind and sweet sometimes, but then hurt her deeply both emotionally and physically. How or why would she believe anything he said again with any finality?

She quickly removed the blanket to the side creating a small barrier between them and stood up from the bed and went to grab one of her satin robes, it was short and thin and would not cover much, but it was better than nothing as she looked down at herself seeing the bruises starting to form. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath knowing the real reason he came to this room tonight for her. She looked to him her eyes deep with a mixture of both anger and sorrow she asked him "was there anything else my lord or did you just come in here to watch me sleep"

Darien looked over to her seeing the sharpness in her eyes when she looked upon him. He had his share of many women, but none could look at him in such the way that she did now with such contempt. He stood up from the bed and crossed his arms telling her "they told me you have not eaten anything so I took the liberty of bringing you a plate"

Serena looked to him shaking her head telling him "yes of course that is one of your rules is it not to make sure I eat properly, what was it so I can have the stamina to keep up with your needs. I find myself not hungry at this time"

Darien was taken back by her words seeing her holding onto her robe tightening it closed around her, he walked over to her slowly and could see her shivering as he got closer than lifted her head up to face him he told her "I did not say anything about asking if you were hungry, you will eat Serena"

She looked up to him the tears started to run down her eyes again she shook her head telling him "you may control my body, but I would rather starve then give you the satisfaction"

Darien looked to her and saw the truth in her eyes that she would rather starve then obey him. He released her chin and stepped away telling her "you are a very stubborn girl Serena which is your undoing that will not bode well with me"

She gulped hearing the threatening tone to his voice and closed her eyes and took a deep breath finding her internal strength she told him "I know why you are here and what you want from me" she slowly undid her robe and gently slid it from her shoulders and looked to him stating "go on take what you will of me and get out"

Darien stood there looking at her, the redness around her eyes from her tears that matched the dark welts that he created. She stood like a piece of broken piece glass all shiny, but he knew she was cracked and the moment he approached her the wrong way she would shatter into pieces in his arms.

He walked over and picked up the plate off the dresser and left it on the bed telling her "I expect you to eat, when I return this plate will be empty or you will deal with the consequences of your actions"

Serena turned her head away to look in the opposite direction stating "what else would you do to me"

He had not expected to find such defiance in her still and shook his head telling her "if you do as you are told you will find no reason to fear my touch Serena"

She turned her head back to look at him, with her eyes blank she told him "do as you will to me, but don't expect me to enjoy it"

Darien felt his blood rising, but knew now was not the time to act on it, he took a deep breath telling her "I will leave you to your food for this evening Serena, but tomorrow don't expect any less other than your other duties, tomorrow you will be all mine. Do not disappoint me" and turned and walked out of the room closing the door behind him.

Serena looked over at the closed door then back at the plate of fruits and cheeses that he had left for her on the bed. She grabbed the plate and through it hard against the wall, the plate hit and shattered down to the ground. She fell down to her knees placing her hands over her face and cried.

Serena sat up in the chair that he had occupied all evening until dawn finally approached. She could no longer hear the storms that had been raging on all evening they finally passed by. She was ready to go back home. She had changed her clothes earlier in preparation of his coming for her.

She waited patiently unable to close her eyes or get any rest for the hours that passed by until finally he entered the room to come for her. She looked to him knowing he did not spend the remainder of the night with her, but having no doubt he found companionship elsewhere she told him "I am ready to leave my lord"

Darien looked over seeing the broken plate on the floor with the fruits and cheeses scattered around he shook his head telling her "you disobeyed my orders"

She lowered her head waiting for her punishment to come and replied telling him "I did not find myself hungry last evening"

He looked to her displeased with her answer telling her "I gave you a direct order which you did not follow. We have a long ride ahead of us you should have eaten something, we will not be stopping along the road this time"

Serena stood up from the chair her stomach was grumbling from not eating, but she wished not to give him the satisfaction and shook her head she told him "I'm not hungry"

Darien grew impatient with her games and shook his head telling her "I didn't ask if you were hungry I told you to eat something"

Serena closed her eyes hearing the dangerous tone to his voice and tried to envision herself someplace else with the people in her stories, but they were just stories there were no happy endings. She opened her eyes and looked his way waiting for the slap that would soon follow she replied "still I would rather not"

Darien reached out and took hold of her arm twisting it around tightly asking "are you going to go against a direct order Serena"

She knew the pain he could inflict, he was only inches away from breaking her arm, any moment she would hear a loud snap. She couldn't stand the pain any longer and shook her head telling him "no I will eat"

Darien let go of her arm and shook his head telling her "that is what I thought you said, now I will go get you something to eat, when I return I expect you to eat what I give you and be grateful"

Serena stood there hearing his words as she rubbed her sore arm asking "be grateful?"

Darien nodded his head telling her "yes you seem to forget I am the one that feeds and dresses you and unless you show me you can be more grateful for what I have given you. You can do without both now what will it be Serena"

Serena heard the threat in his voice and had no doubt he would follow through as she took a deep breath telling him "thank you my lord"

Darien looked to her hearing the insincerity in her voice and walked out the door slamming it behind him. She waited a few seconds until she knew he was gone then screamed silently and grabbed a book from off the dresser and threw it at the closed door in frustration.

Darien returned back to the room holding a platter of bread and fruits to find her silently standing in front of the far wall with her back turned to him he ordered her "come eat so we can be going" She didn't turn around to face him, but questioned "why me?"

Darien let out a groan not wanting to go through the same questions he had the other day, he looked to her in a no nonsense tone stating "not this again Serena, we do not have time for this come eat now"

She turned around to look at him with tears running down her cheeks asking him "why me, you could have any girl of your choosing why did it have to be me"

He walked over and placed the plate of food down on the dresser, then slowly stalked over to her and put his hands up onto her shoulders while her eyes followed his he told her "nothing gives me greater pleasure then when I watch you come and flow your juices before me. Now eat"

She closed her eyes and took a deep breath hearing in his words the reminder that her body was no longer her own. She nodded her head telling him "I understand my place" and walked over silently and grabbed a piece of toast and took a small bite out of it

Darien stood there watching her eat as he ordered her to do so, but seeing her obey gave him no satisfaction as he expected. Seeing her standing there rigid as she swallowed down a piece of bread then looked to him asking "is this to your satisfaction my lord"

Darien looked to her surprised by her comment and shook his head no, then walked the few feet to close the gap between them and took her hand that currently held a grape between two of her fingers telling her "sit"

Serena stood there with him inches away, frozen in place, feeling his strong grip on her hand while he looked to her with a grin telling her "I will show you how you can give me deep satisfaction"

She looked to him and quickly her mind went back to a day earlier when he held her down and sodomized her. The memory was too much she shook her head crying out "please don't"

Darien watched her quiver in front of him and reached up, gently cupping her cheek telling her "you must learn you are not to fear my touch Serena. Remember I control you, you are mine and when you are bad you will have consequences to your actions, but when you are good you will be rewarded, now sit"

She closed her eyes knowing if she tried to stop him it would only make it worse and slowly walked over and sat down on the bed nervously with her hands down between her knees then looked up to him questioning "which is it to be my lord a punishment or a reward"

Darien looked to her shaking his head telling her "with you, your punishment is my reward, but this time I believe we will enjoy a bit of both" She sat rigid hearing his words to her and closed her eyes tightly expecting what is to come.

Darien looked to her seeing her with her eyes closed tightly and lifted her chin up to face him he told her "no you will open your eyes and watch see and feel the pleasures that I give you"

She opened her eyes slowly and watched while he lifted her leg up putting it up against his knee and slowly ran his hand up and down her leg until he got down to her heel and took her shoe off dropping it to the floor then lifted her foot up and placed a kiss down onto her ankle as he looked up at her with a gleam in his eyes. She held her arms around herself tighter.

He looked to her seeing how guarded she appeared much like there first time when she surprised him even then. He placed her leg back down as he leaned over further on the bed running his hands up her legs to her thighs. She closed her knees together tight, he put a hand on each of her thighs rubbing up and down telling her "no, open for me let me have a taste of you"

She hated what was happening what she was letting him do, but opened her legs for him spreading them far apart as a smile crossed his face and he kissed the inside of her thighs. She closed her eyes not wanting to see what he was doing, when she felt his hands leave her body. She slowly opened her eyes to find him looking at her shaking his head with disapproval telling her "keep them open"

She gulped down and with a slight nod of her head she sat and watched while he kneeled down and pushed up the hem on the top she wore placing a kiss down to her stomach, his hands came down pushing her skirt up higher to her hips he looked to her and instructed "lie on your back"

She sat there shaking her head knowing what was too come still feeling the soreness below as he placed his hand down on her thigh giving it an extra squeeze telling her "do as you're told" with tears running down her cheeks she slowly leaned back until her shoulders were flat on the bed.

Darien stood up and looked down on her ling there shivering under his touch. He reached down and untied the ribbons and removed the top that she wore then lowered her skirt to the ground. He moved away for a moment seeing what he had done, the bruises and welts that had formed. He took a deep breath then came over and wiped a tear from her eyes he told her "I'll take it slow"

She looked up at him wanting this to be over when his hand came down and slowly moved over her chest as he reached out taking her breasts in each hand giving them both a light squeeze.

She could feel the tenderness he showed unlike last time as he reached up and placed a light kiss to her neck, she froze waiting for more for the pain to start again when he whispered by her ear "I promise I won't hurt you this time, just relax and enjoy it"

She shook her head not understanding how she could ever let herself just relax around him ever again and shook her head telling him "no this is your enjoyment not mine"

Darien took a deep breath hearing her silent screams knowing it would be a challenge to make her call out for him once more, but he was up to the task he smiled down telling her "so be it"

Serena looked up at him not knowing what he had in mind he promised not to hurt her but what good were his promises while she watched him slowly place kisses down her neck to between her breasts while cupping each one with his hands his lips continued to travel lower.

She let out a deep breath feeling as his tongue slowly licked down around her belly as he removed one of his hands from her breasts and brought it down lower as he placed it down on her vagina feeling the tightness.

Darien felt her go stiff at just the slightest touch down there as he looked to her stating "I will make you feel no more pain only pleasure" She looked back at him not understanding how he would possible do so when he came down and lowered his leg between her legs and licked up her private.

Her breath suddenly hitched feeling while his tongue dove in deeper searching out her sweet spot and circled around it. She reached down onto the covers holding on tightly feeling her personal betrayal.

He brought his hands down lower and took hold of both of her legs and put them up to his shoulders while he continued licking and exploring deeper to her insides. He knew she did not want to know the pleasure he brought out in her, but her body told him differently as he heard her sudden gasp for breath.

He tasted her juices that started to flow and then stopped removing his hands and his tongue from inside her. He placed both of her legs down to the floor and stood up looking down on her.

She sat up nervously looking up at him not sure why he stopped if this was some sort of punishment or what. When he looked to her his face unreadable asking "would you like me to continue"

She looked up at him expectantly, he knew she was right at the peak of having an orgasm to him this was just another one of his ways to toy with her. She sat there biting down on her lower lip, she hated this, but nodded her head telling him "yes continue"

A smile crossed his lips as he pulled down his trousers and slowly entered himself inside of her taking his time he fully inserted himself. She closed her eyes tight feeling the fullness of having him inside of her while he plunged himself deeper inside.

He reached down and placed a kiss down on her eye lids while he rocked inside telling her "I told you keep them open"

She opened her eyes watching as there two bodies joined together. His speed was picking up, but so was her sensation and the pain that was there before started to dull and only take the place of the pleasure that he was enticing her with as he took his finger and lifted up her chin to face him he told her "you are mine"

Hearing those words only made her cringe all around, she tried to turn her head away remembering who he was, but he quickly stopped her turning her head to face him, he placed a gentle kiss down to her lips as she felt him go hard as he planted his seeds inside of her vagina.

Afterwards he didn't move from the bed as she expected he would, instead he lied there holding her in his arms. For a brief moment she felt warm and protected, before she remembered why she was here in the first place and quietly asked "should we be leaving soon"

Darien let out a breath and released his arms from around her he nodded his head telling her "yes we should, but you are not going anywhere until you at least eat something" he walked over to the plate left on the dresser and picked up a banana tossing it to her stating "start with this"

She sat there holding the banana in her hands and looked up at him knowing she wouldn't have much of a choice and slowly unpeel the banana as she put her mouth around it. Darien stood there watching her put the banana in her mouth and felt jealous of a banana he stated "we should be going"

She stood up off the bed and quickly put back on her clothes that had been left discarded on the floor while Darien walked over carrying her cape wrapping it around her shoulders. She looked up at him unsure what his motives were now when he reached down and took hold of her hand telling her "come" and led her out of the room.

The walked down the hallways together, but the whole way he did not let go of her arm holding onto it tightly to keep her from running off on him. They reached the bottom step. She froze in place seeing Lord Christopher in front of them arguing with one of his female servants.

He turned towards the stairs seeing them leaving, but she was taken back seeing Christopher's once chiseled face now looked like he had been in a fight with a split lip and a dark black and blue bruise over his eye going down to his cheek and a small bandage over his nose. She looked over at Darien seeing his emotionless face and wondered how Christopher got that way.

Christopher walked over to them keeping his head leveled and his voice calm telling him "until we meet again Lord Montgomery"

Serena stood there looking to Darien surprised. It certainly was not the parting greeting of two old friends while Darien simply nodded his head replying "Christopher"

Christopher cleared his throat and turned his attention to her and for a moment she felt Darien's hand on her arm grow tighter, which she didn't mind so much right now.

Christopher squinted his good eye and put his hand on Serena's other arm he told her "I have unfinished business with you my treat someday soon"

Darien's rage took over and pushed Christopher's arm away from her roughly warning him "keep your hands off" as he pulled Serena outside with him to the waiting coach.

Serena was tripping over her own feet in his rush to leave as he opened the carriage door and told her roughly "get in"

She started to climb in having a hard time tripping over her feet, he put his hand out helped her the rest of the way in then got in behind her closing the door behind him. He was not completely seated as the carriage took off down the road.

Serena sat with her hands on her lap sitting there watching him sit across from her silently. She didn't understand the reaction between Darien and Christopher just now. She looked to him seeing how distracted he looked and asked "did you cause the bruises on Christopher's face"

Darien looked to her surprised by the comment and told her "yes"

She nodded her head and sat there for a second longer in silence and then looked to him again and asked "why?" He shook his head and told her back "you know why"

She took a deep breath she wanted to believe he did it because he cared for her, but knew that was not the case and told him "I want to hear it from you"

He looked to her and nodded his head telling her "he tried to take what was mine"

Serena sat there hearing his words for what they are, someone else played with his favorite to without permission as she felt him reach over and place his hand on her leg telling her to "come to me"

She sat there and shook her head telling him "no" Darien sat there outraged he questioned back "what do you mean no"

She sat there uncertain for a moment knowing he was angry b her refusal, but she had to get the answer she needed and asked him "did you tell Christopher he could" she looked down to the floor of the carriage having a hard time just saying the words she told him "have me for a trial"

Darien sat forward on his seat and grabbed her chin to look up and face him he told her "listen to me Serena, I am not sharing you with any man is that clear"

She nodded her head holding back her tears knowing he wasn't planning on sharing her. She went and sat beside him. He grabbed onto her waist with a satisfied smile and moved her to sit on top of him as she straddled her legs on both sides of his own he smiled up at her asking "so now where were we"