Tara sat on the couch in front of the fire place with her hot herbal tea. She could hear the shower running from the bathroom down the hall. Tara spent all day trying to avoid the situation with Wendy. She used to be able to Tell Jax what Wendy was up to ten years ago and now she feels like she needs to protect him from it. Tara knows Jax better then he knows himself. If he finds out that Wendy is trying to find her way back into Abel's life. Jax will do anything to stop it from happening. But then again she also know keeping something like this from Jax could either break them or get them closer. She just doesn't know how to apporach it this time.

"Penny for your thoughts?" Jax asked as soon as he walked into the living room and sat down next to Tara on the couch. He was wearing nothing but his sweat pants on. He put his feet on the coffee table and pulled Tara closer to him and kissed her forehead.

"So you ready to tell me whats been bothering you all day?" He asked.

Tara slowly shook her head." Not really. But maybe you can help me get my mind off of it for awhile. I could use the distraction."Tara then moved closer and grabs his face by her hands and kisses him deeply and passionately. She then climb on to his lap and continue to kiss him more deeply and passionately with more desire and so much hunger.

Jax groans as he slowly pulls her back for a moment."Babe are you sure about this?" He asked as he arches up his brow.

"Jackson Teller shut the hell up and just kiss me." Tara demanded as she glares at him.

Jax smirks slightly as he chuckled. He then grabbed Tara by the waist and pulled her closer to him. He then kisses her lips more particularly and more lust. Gripping her waist tightly against his hands. He then slides his hands up and under her shirt. He then groans against her lips as soon as he grip her breast against his hands.

Tara then ran her fingertips down towards his abs until she reached the hem of his sweatpants. She tugs on his sweatpants as she groans against his lips and kisses him more passionately. She then quickly pulls his sweatpants down.

Jax chuckled against her lips."Is someone in a hurry babe?" He asked as she smirks.

Tara rolled her eyes with annoyance."No but like I said. I need the distraction because if I don't have the distraction then I am gonna have to tell you what I been avoiding to tell you."She groans softly.

"Are you ever gonna tell me what's on your mind?" Jax asled.

"I will tell you everything but right now can we just not waste our time talking and just make love to me Jax Teller."Tara said looking at him more.

Jax leans up and continue to kiss her passionately and hungerily. Jax then wraps his arms around Tara's waist and lifts her up as he slowly stood up.

Walking into their room Jax kicked the door shut as he walked over to the bed. He slowly lays Tara down as he pressed his body against hers.

"I love you so much Tara Grace Knowles Teller."

I love you too Jackson Nathinal Teller." Tara said as she pulls him down towards her and kisses him hard and long. Wrap her legs around his waist pulling him closer to her."You need to take these off babe." She said pulling on his sweatpants.

Jax looks down as he gently lick his bottom lip." So Demanding tonight, But I love it babe." He said in an husky and raspy voice. Once he got his sweat pants off Jax leans down and kisses her deeply and passionately ad he works on getting Tara;s clothes off of her body, Once He ws able to remove Tara's clothes he slowly kisses down her body as he let his hands roam all over her body, Getting down he slowly kisses Tara's inner thighs. Gripping her thighs tightly against his hands.

Jax then slowly starts to move his tongue up and down her clit, Holding Tara down he starts to suck on her pussy lips and moans against her clit,

Tara gasps and groans even louder as soon as she felt Jax sucking on her clit, She slowly arch up her back as she grip the bed sheets tightly against her hands,"Fuck babe that feels so fucking good right now," She groans in pleasure as she reached down and grip his hair tightly," Oh God don;t stop Jax," She moans out as she bit her bottom lip even harder.

Jax then groans against her clit. He bit down on her clit which earned him a scream of pleasure. Jax then slowly slip his index finger into her pussy and starts to finger fuck faster.

Tara groans and moans even louder." God Damn it Jax." She gasps even louder. Tara then wrap her legs tightly around his neck. She could feel her legs starting to shake and her walls gripping his finger tightly." Fuck babe I think I'm gonna cum." She moans.

The moment Jax could feel and taste her sweet juice in his mouth. Jax continue to finger her faster and deeply. He adds in another finger. He then continue to suck on her clit even harder.

Tara Gasps even louder and groans with more pleasure. She then grabbed a fist full of his hair as she screams in passion. Cumming more into his mouth." Fuck babe I don't want your fingers inside me. I need your dick inside of me." She groans.

Jax smirks as he kissed her inner thighs and slowly kisses her body up. Wrapping her legs around his waist Jax leans down and slowly kisses Her neck and up towards Tara's earlobe." God you taste so sweet baby." He whispered against her ear.

Once he slip into her and starts to rock back and forth against her. Jax leans more down and sucks on her neck hard as he thrust into her harder and deeply.

Tara grip his back tightly as she moved her body against him. She then ran her fingernails down his back. Feeling her walls wrapping around his cock tightly." Shit... Fuck..." She screams out as she could once again feel her legs starting to shake."I am gonna cum again." She moans out. Tara then arches up her back against him as she cums all over his hard cock. She then slowly catches her breathe.

Jax then groans and grunts as he held on to her waist tightly. After Jax cums inside her. He leans down and kisses Tara with so much passion and desire. He slowly pulls out and then lays beside her.

Pulling her closer he gently kisses her cheek and her temple." So did that help with the distraction?" He asked as he breathe against her.

Tara slowly nods her head as she laid against his shoulder and rest her hand against his chest." A little."She said softly as she slowly traced Abel's name with her index finger.

"Wendy came to my office couple days ago." Tara suddenly blurted out.

"What?" Jax as he furrowed his brows for a moment as he looks down at her.

Tara sighs softly as she sat up."Wendy is in San Diego and some how she found me at the hospital." Tara said as she looks over at him.

Jax sat up as he arches his brow." How the hell did she find you?" He asked.

"My money is on Gemma even though Wendy won't admit it." Tara exhaled deeply as she ran her hands through her hair." Jax she still wants Abel to know the truth about her and now maybe he deserves to finally know the truth."Tara stated.

Jax sighs as he nods his head a little."Yeah maybe. But are you sure babe?" He asked.

"Jax it's been ten years and Abel isn't five anymore so I think he's old enough to handle the. truth but I think it's best if we tell him. He should hear the truth from us."She said looking over at him.

Jax nods his head again." Abel might hate you though."He said softly.

"Yeah I know but at least he will finally know the truth and no matter what nothing is going to change between me and him. I'm still his mother and he's always going to be my son. Just because I didn't give birth to him. He's my son as much as Thomas is."She said as she moved closer and laid against him.

Jax moved down as he wrapped his arms around her body pulling her closer to him. He then press his lips against her temple." You know sometimes I wish it was you that gave birth to Abel." He said softly.

Tara nods her head and looks up as she ran her index finger against his beard on his chin."I may not have given him life. But I did save his life and I will do it again if I have to babe."She said gently.

"I love you so much babe." Jax said as he leans down and kisses her gently. Then he slowly kisses her more deeply and passionately as he slowly turn her over and laid her back down against her back.

"So how about another round?"Jax asked as he smirks slightly.

Tara then wrapped her legs around his waist and pulled him closer to her once again."Are you sure your not too tired?"She asked as she gently bit her bottom lip..

Jax raised his brow and smirks slightly again." Babe when it comes to making love to you. I could never get tired of it." He said as he leans down and kisses her more passionately and deeply.For the rest of the night Jax and Tara made love over and over again. Until they both finally fell asleep in each other arms.

Here's a new Chapter. I am going to try to get this story finished by the New Years. Happy Reading everyone!!! Keep those reviews coming.