"I am so happy right now"

I am currently lying naked wrapped around Emma's body. It was like Deja vu today, being in the bar we were at 10 years ago, the only difference is that we both couldn't wait to get back to the hotel, we giggled like naughty teenagers running back here.

"me too baby, I am not going to let anything, or anyone stop me from being with you. We have our whole lives together you know" I was resting my head on her chest, I could feel her heartbeat starting to get more steadier after a very heated couple of hours.

"I do know, and I feel the same my gorgeous Queen" I held her tightly, I will never get tired of her calling me that.

"Wow it's just after eight in the evening. I have to make a call to my director shortly"

"that's ok, why don't I go have a shower then I will head out and get us some take out for tonight. Then we can stay in bed all night long" she wiggled her eyebrows at me

I shoved her off me laughing, she turned to me and pouted "aw I'm sorry baby, you know I can't resist your puppy eyes" I pulled her back to me and kissed her lips softy.

She pulled away and made her way to the bathroom swinging her naked hips, she looked over her shoulder "you 'coming' with me"

"you know it" I laughed and followed her in the bathroom

I stepped inside the shower and she followed behind me. She held my hips kissing my neck. I pulled my hair to side, so she had better access. She reached around from behind and held my breasts. I moaned at her touch. She sent electric bolts all over my body every time she touched me, I was amazed after all this time.

I reached forward and held onto the wall whilst her hand slowly went south passed my stomach, my breathing was becoming faster with the anticipation of it all. Suddenly she held my hips and spun me around. Her face was inches from mine, her magnificent eyes pierced into my mine and yet again I was lost in them. Our bodies were pressed together, I felt her heart beating faster against her chest. She captured her lips with mine like it was pure hunger. I wrapped my arms around her neck and hers around my waist. She pulled away and lent her forehead against mine looking in my eyes. "I will never get tired of kissing you Regina"

"good, because neither will I get sick of kissing you" she smiled and pulled me to her lips again. She started to kiss my jaw and then down my neck. I was on the edge again, the anticipation of waiting for her to reach her destination.

I let out a long shivering moan when I finally felt her tongue against my core.

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"OK, stop it Regina, I am hungry and the more you keep kissing me the more I will die of starvation" she was standing at the door ready to leave, I dropped my towel trying to get her to stay

I was laughing at her facial expressions, she was blatantly having an internal battle "then you will die a happy lady with my head between your legs"

"REGINA" she shouted, "my god you are going to be the death of me, what have I done to you, have I rubbed off all my dirtiness onto you?"

"har har, I just love your body Emma, you're so fucking sexy" I bit my lip and looked at her, I was aware I was stood in all my glory

"Fuck, not fair" she quickly shut her eyes and started to turn around "if I don't see you it will be easier" I burst out laughing and watched her fiddle with the door knob trying to escape. I quietly walked up behind her and whispered in her ear

"hurry back baby, I will be waiting for you"

I heard her mumble to herself and left the room. I laughed and turned to grab my towel. She burst back into the room giving the shock of my life grabing my face in her hands and kissed my lips hard, she ended it quick "I love you" and then she ran out the door.

This time I made sure she was gone so I didn't get a surprise.

I went to put my robe back on, I was about to dial my directors' number when there was a knock at the door. I thought it would have been Emma, so I thought nothing of opening the door.

I wasn't expecting who was standing in front of me, I felt the color from my face drain, my heart was beating so fast I didn't know what to do. So many things went through my head at this point. "what the fuck are you doing here"

"I could ask you the same question love" he said in such a hateful way "I seen in the paper you were in town, and you see I couldn't help but pay you a friendly visit, it's been so long since I last seen you" he took a step forward, so I closed the door a little further stopping him "ah you not going to invite me in"

"no Killian, I don't want you to come in, how on earth did you find me" I was scared but I didn't want to show it. This is a man that manipulated Emma, who knows what he is capable of

"does it really matter how I found you?" he put his hand on the door and started opening it "me" he was too strong I couldn't keep it closed "and you are going to talk"

I stumbled backwards into the room. I was suddenly aware of how vulnerable I was, he was a big man. Full of muscle and he towered over me. I kicked myself internally for only wearing this dressing gown. He looked me up and down and had an evil smile on his face, it made me feel sick with fear.

"then again, I might not want to talk" I froze, I started to panic as he came closer towards me. I managed to keep the distance by walking backwards around the room

"ah come on Regina, you know you want this. Even if you don't, you're an actress. Act!"

"NO, I don't want this, I will never want this. You came to talk now talk" I was still trying to not act so scared

"OK, I will talk for a little bit. Why are you here"

"why do you think" I answered back

"are you with Emma?" he looked at me with so much hate in his eyes "I mean if you are with Emma that is just not acceptable"

I didn't know how to answer it, I wanted to protect Emma, I didn't want her hurt "she doesn't remember me so how can I possibly be with her"

"I know she doesn't remember you. I made sure of that" My heart stopped

"W-What do you mean you made sure of it?" he sat down on the chair and started laughing so hard. I was so angry at this point

"she doesn't remember you as I made sure I erased you from her memory, I mean who would have thought she would have survived that 'fall' from the bridge" he continued to laugh, but he suddenly stood up and quickly walked up to me grabbing my arms tightly. I could now smell the alcohol on his breath "she was supposed to be mine you bitch" he spat in my face. He threw me to the ground and stood over me

"she was mine from day one, and when she got with Bella, I thought all was lost and then that bitch got herself killed I knew I could make her mine. But low and fucking behold she found you" she spat over me

"you can't make someone yours you bastard" I shouted at him. He kicked me in the stomach hard, immediately knocking the wind out of me

"oh, but I can, and I did. The night she fell, I was with her" I looked up and seen the smirk on his face "I followed her from the bar after she left you. I caught up with her to, well you know, make sure she was OK"

I was still catching my breath, not believing the words that were coming out this mouth. Tears were streaming down my face

"I told her I loved her, I could have given her everything, she wanted me, I always knew she wanted me, she was just in denial, going through a phase" he was mad

"you are fucking crazy Killian, what did you do?" I struggled to breath

"me, what did I do? Nothing, she just fell off the bridge" he burst out laughing... "with my help"

I completely lost it, I jumped up and slapped his face. I kept clawing at his face. I knew I couldn't hurt him too bad he was too strong he grabbed around my waist and threw me on the bed ripping my dressing gown off

"no, no, no, no please don't do this" I was fighting to get off the bed, but he held my hands above my head, I tried kicking him off, but it was no use he was just too heavy

"you know, I thought she died but when she woke up shouting your name, I had to do something" oh my god she did remember me "I told her she was being crazy, and she doesn't know someone called Regina, and because the state of what her brain was in from the fall, I easily convinced her. She forgot you. She never loved you. IT WAS ME SHE LOVED" there was venom in his voice, his spit was dripping down his face. I was going to be sick, the weight of his panicking me, he was too strong.

I was screaming, tears were running down my face. She brought his lips to mine, I bit his lip and spat in his face. He held both my hands with one hand punched my face with his free hand

Everything was a blur, I was screaming at him to get off, my vision was becoming more blurry, it felt like a dream this can't be happening to me. He reached down and I realised he was unzipping his pants. He took his member out as I looked down. "please no no no please Killian, don't do this"

"SHUT UP YOU BITCH, YOU WILL GET TO FEEL WHAT EMMA LOVED" he hit my face again, I tasted the blood in my mouth almost instantly.

I suddenly felt his arm lowering down between our bodies, he brought his other hand to my neck and started to strangle me, I desperately tried to pull his hand away from my neck. I started gave up, it was like I was looking from the outside in, I couldn't fight anymore my vision went black and the last thing I remember was tears rolling down my face and the sudden weight of his body on top of mine.

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A/N for all you fact police that may be investigating the writing, I am not medically trained so I don't even know if it's possible for someone to lose their memory like that. But for the sake of the story let's pretend it is :) hope you're all enjoying the story. Only a few chapters left!