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Olivia smirked as she looked up at Thomas who moved to sit beside her, he smirked "how are you doing?"
"I'm good, little one's have been absolute sweethearts." she said with a chuckle when they began kicking.
He let out a soft laugh when she placed his hand against her bump "they know you're talking about them... What does it feel like?"
"It feels like I'm walking around with my two humans inside of me" she chuckled, "I'm kidding, it feels amazing. The time really has gone by fast and I love feeling them move around and their little kicks."
He smirked "they are going to be really cute, I can't wait to meet them... I mean, if you'd let me..."
"Thomas of course I would let you meet them, you're their uncle." she pursed her lips "at least this way they will have some sort of family from their fathers side, other than Trevor himself."
Mary stood in the kitchen and overheard what Olivia told Thomas and could not help the wave of sadness that hit her. Not being a part of her grandchildrens lives was something she did not want, she wanted to meet them and hold them. She knew that she had to fix things in order to do so, she had to find a way to make things right between not only Trevor and her, but with Olivia too.
She turned to Eva who was busy preparing a sandwich "Do you know what Olivia likes to do for fun?"
Eva shrugged "she used to love going out to lunches and going dancing from time to time, but now that she's pregnant she doesn't always have the energy. So she prefers strolls along the beach and peaceful things like such. Why do you ask?"
She shrugged "I want to get to know her a bit better, try and see what type of person she is... All judgement aside, because I don't want to lose my son our my grandbabies." she sighed "I want to see her in a less stressful environment, see what it is about her that made my Trev so happy."
Eva gave her a small smile "ease into it, make light conversation. Help her with the Christmas cooking tonight, do little things and eventually she will let you in and allow you to see the Olivia we know."
"I'll try... Thank you Eva"
"It's no problem Mrs Langan... I know you are trying to fix things."
She nodded "I am. I just hope I did not push them too far, to a point of no return."
"Olivia has the softest heart, her ability to forgive surprises me sometimes." she said with a warm smile before going into the living room to find Olivia and Thomas sitting side by side and laughing.
Olivia looked up at her friend and shook her head "good luck with this one, he is full of crap."
Eva sat down opposite the two and furrowed her brow "what did he do this time?"
He shrugged "I just told her not to shit while giving birth."
Olivia let out a laugh and shook her head "you are disgusting. How do you put up with him?"
She shrugged "I have no idea, he irritates the crap out of me though"
Thomas feigned hurt "I'm right here ladies."
Trevor walked over to the group and leaned down, pressing a chaste kiss to the side of his wife's head "I have to go pick up a few groceries, you can hang around with these fools."
"Watch it Langan, we will turn your wife against you" Eva teased.
Olivia let out a loud laugh "that's impossible... Have fun and get me something nice, I've got some slight cravings."
"What is it you are craving for baby?" he asked with a smile before leaning down and kissing her bump.
She shrugged "Chinese and some spicy chips. Also custard for dessert"
He shook his head "your tastebuds need help."
"hey you got me knocked up so you have no right to complain." she said with a chuckle.
He pressed a kiss to her forehead "these kids are disgusting..." he chuckled lightly.
Olivia let out a hearty laugh before placing her hand on her bump "they must get that from you."
Mary leaned up against the wall and shook her head at the teasing couple "Trevor never gave me crazy cravings, just stuff like fruits and cakes. It was Thomas who turned me into a monster, I ate the most disgusting things and it tasted like heaven at the time. Their father was just as disgusted as Trevor is."
Olivia turned to Thomas and playfully scowled at him "what I'm hearing is that you're already a bad influence."
He laughed loudly "hey atleast I'm living up to my uncle title... I'm going to spoil them rotten, both of them"
"That makes two of us bro... They are going to be the happiest little babies ever, and they are going to be just as beautiful as their mother." Trevor said, leaning down to press a soft kiss to her lips.
She groaned softly "Trev... You need to go to the store"
He pulled away and caressed her cheek, ever so softly "okay I'm going, I just can't get over how much I adore you."
He walked to the door before turning back around and raising a brow at his wife "do you want to join me?"
She shrugged "sure... That way you won't buy the wrong stuff."
He took hold of her hand and pressed a kiss to her forehead "you going out just like this?"
She looked down at her at her outfit and shrugged, not finding anything wrong with her leggings and baggy sweater look. She sighed before going to grab her coat and a pair of fur boots "is this better dad?"
He chuckled softly "you looked great, I just did not want you freezing out there... Can't have my wife and babies suffering."
She rolled her eyes, he was good with words and could cheer her up at any given moment, but not only did he cheer her up, he backed every word he said with his actions. Olivia waved at Eva, Mary and Thomas before following Trevor out of the house and chuckling softly when he opened the passenger door for her, she got in and tied her seat belt, being sure to move it so that it didn't put much pressure on her bump.
Trevor let out a soft breath, enjoying the soft Christmas music that played on the radio before glancing at Olivia "you know, this is the first time you and I have been alone since my family arrived, like out of the house."
"I know. I missed spending time like this, just you, me and the kiddos." she ran her hand over her bump. "time is flying by so quickly, next week I'll be six months in and then it's only three more months and we will get to see the little ones"
A massive smile tugged at his lips "I can not believe they are almost here, it feels like it was just yesterday that you found out about your pregnancy."
She nodded her head in agreement "time really did fly by, it feels like it's only been a few days and these two are already getting so big." her hand rested protectively against her bump "I love these babies so much already. They mean everything to me Trevor, I would go to the end of the earth to protect them."
"I would do that and so much more... Go on a date with me?" he asked with a warm smile as they pulled up at the center.
She let out a hearty laugh "honey we're married, and tomorrow is Christmas, plus your family is here."
"So what. I want to send some time with you, out of the bedroom. As much as I enjoy our sex, I enjoy your company too so I want to sit down with you, away from all the drama and just hear what your thoughts are. I miss us, going out and enjoying some time together, just getting the weight of life off our shoulders." he explained before getting up and rushing over to open the door for her.
She took hold of his hand and steadied herself before following him into the centre.
They walked through the store hand in hand and got whatever it was they needed for their Christmas lunch before making their way to a pizza place because she had a sudden pizza craving. She sat down and ordered a pepperoni pizza and pickles on top. Trevor shook his head at his wife's tastes and got himself a pizza too, without the pickles.
Trevor took a sip of his juice and smirked when Olivia bit into her pizza and let out a moan of satisfaction. She closed her eyes and nodded in approval of the taste, she stopped chewing and blushed when she saw him watching her "has anyone ever told you that staring is rude?"
"I was just admiring your beauty..." he said before taking her hand and kissing the back of it "even when you're doing something as disgusting as eating pickles on pizza, I still find you absolutely gorgeous."
She chuckled "thank you honey, you are just as wonderful on the eyes." she smirked "speaking of eyes, I hope our babies have yours."
"Hey I would not mind our little one's having your beautiful brown eyes, that was the very first part of you that captured me in the first place. I remember walking through our house in North Carolina and seeing your brown eyes filled with hope, hope that we would be returning home soon."
She bit her lip, her eyes filling with tears as her mind went back to that place "I can't believe there was a time where you and I weren't together, where all I wanted was to go home. Now I can't imagine life without you, I miss New York but I can't imagine how it would be if we had to return tomorrow."
"It would be the same, just with a few additions, so instead of us returning alone and going our seperate ways, we'll return together and stay together with our little babies."
"I guess you are right... Maybe I'm just afraid of change."
He took hold of her hand and squeezed it "change is what brought you and I together, so I think that proves that change can be good. It just takes some time."
"I'm going to miss us..."
"We will still be married when we get back to New York babe. We're going to be together no matter where we are."
"I know that but I'm going to miss you being at home with me all the time, because when we get back you will be working. I won't know what to do with myself."
"What did you usually do when you were put off from work?"
She shrugged "I was hardly ever put off or sent home, but when I did go home I would drink a bit of wine, watch mindless TV and think about work. I would take some case files with me and go over them, I would eat take outs and do whatever work I could get my hands on. Once in a while I would go out with Alex, Cas and Mel but it didn't happen as much as we wanted it to happen. So I lived a very boring life away from the precinct, my job was my life and now I have no idea what I'm going to do these few months that I have to be at home."
He took hold of her and kissed the back of it "You will be perfectly fine honey, soon we'll have the babies to keep us both busy, plus I'll be working the earliest shifts I can get."
"I'm going to lose my mind, I can feel it... Just being in that big house on my own, it's going to drive me insane." she whispered almost nervously.
He squeezed her hand in a comforting manner "let's not over think it. We will figure it out when we get there, for now we have to stress about my family and finding a place before Thomas leaves."
A soft sigh left her lips "I'm going to miss this place so much, we got together here, fell pregnant and lost our baby here, got married here, and then fell pregnant again here... This place holds so much memories of you and I, and I can't help but wonder if we'll survive in New York."
"I thought about that too and I think you and I will be able to make it work. We love each other and where we live won't change that, I cared for you in North Carolina and I still care for you here. If anything the love I have for you has done nothing but grown, so I know we can do this. New York is where our life is."
"you're right... Just know that a piece of my heart will always be in Oregon." a smile tugged at her lips.
Trevor cupped her cheek, running his thumb over her defined cheek bone "a piece of my heart will always be in Oregon too and that's why I think we should come back some time in the future. We could come visit Eva and Casey and bring the kids along to show them where we got married and our special spot."
She blushed and giggled softly "I think we keep our spot to ourselves, the kids can stay with Aunt Eva while you and I go for a quick swim."
His face lit up at the thought "sounds perfect. See we're already figuring it out."
She nodded "it seems we are" she chuckled "I love you Trevor, and I'm glad we got this time to speak to each other, without the drama dominating our conversation. It felt like old times, where we'd go on dates and just talk for hours, I miss that."
"I miss it too babe, our little romantic dates and the time we'd spend together just talking and laughing. We're getting back on track though, and I'm sure we'll become even more close when my family leaves."
She sighed "I don't want what we have to hidden from them anymore, I just want us to be us infront of them. I miss you teasing me infront of the girls or kissing me just because you can. There was a time where you couldn't keep your hands off me and now it feels like you only touch me when you think something is wrong, or when I look sad. I want us back, my playful and fun husband who found me irresistible and not just in a sexual way."
"I still find you irresistible babe, it takes everything in me to not kiss and touch you all day. The only reason I toned it down was because I knew my family is around and I thought you would be uncomfortable. Now that I know how you feel though I won't do it anymore, I would kiss you all day if I could. Even talking to you all is a dream because I love everything about you." he said before leaning over and pressing a very passion filled kiss to her lips.
Olivia pulled away with a gasp after a while and felt her cheeks heating up, knowing that they were probably a deep shade of red. She had a massive smile on her face "I love you too"
She let out a soft giggle when she felt the little ones flutter inside of her and kick ever so softly "they love you too."
He scooted closer to her and felt the little kicks of their babies "I cannot wait to meet these two, I'm counting down the days till we get to see them again and hear their heartbeats. I think that is one of my new favourite sounds, apart from you voice, your laugh, and your moans ofcourse."
She shook her head and playfully hit his chest with the back of her hand "sweet talker."
"you act like you don't like it" he teased, leaning closer to her.
She shot him a sexy wink while a mischievous smirk tugged at her lips "you know I like it, so keep talking."
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I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter, let me know what y'all thought, reviews are appreciated.
-Karrrm.