Chapter 31
Kagome sat on her bed, running her brush through her wet hair. She wore nothing but a towel wrapped around her. She had just gotten out of the shower and was finally about to relax for the night. Her day had been eventful. First, she had the job interview. That brought a smile to her face. She had gotten the job immediately and that was why she had run to Touga's office. She had wanted to tell him first.
Of course, that was put to the back of her mind as she realized just what was happening with Kikyou. It was no surprise the woman was there. Touga would have done what he did even if Kagome hadn't been involved. Kikyou had laid her hands on InuYasha, and that was enough for him to want to punish Kikyou. She knew he wasn't one to lay hands on any female, but the threat to InuYasha and Kagome had been too much. She had no fear of him ever laying his hands on her. She didn't think Touga had the ability to do so.
Her phone buzzed on the nightstand, and she grabbed for it. Smiling, she read the text from Touga and replied. It didn't matter that they lived together. They still slept in separate rooms, and every night before bed they had a little conversation that helped each of them fall asleep.
Congratulations on the job. I am sorry I lost control of the situation and ruined your big day.
You didn't ruin anything.
She set her phone back down, but as soon as she did, it vibrated once more. There was no point in setting it down. He could text quicker than she could. That probably had something to do with how much he used his phone for work.
I will make it up to you. Think of me as you sleep.
Only if you think of me.
I always do. You own me, Kagome. Never forget.
She didn't reply. Instead, her hand fell to her lap, lip pulled between her teeth. Touga had been nothing but sweet and kind to her. He gave her respect and freedom and cared for her like no one ever had before. She sometimes thought he was pulled from a romance novel. He was perfect, and yet she still held back.
She looked up to the roof, blinking as she focused on the white beams that traveled and crisscrossed over the smooth material. He had done nothing but gain her trust. He was patient and kind and was willing to do anything for her. So why couldn't she return the favor?
Was it still because of what Kouga did to her? Was it because she thought so badly of herself? Neither were really good reasons to keep herself at arm's length. Touga didn't do the things Kouga did. Touga proved to be the exact opposite of Kouga every day. He never pushed her or made her uncomfortable. And how she felt about herself didn't matter in this situation either.
Touga told her exactly what he thought of her appearance and it was always good. She could be wearing the ugliest clothing ever, and he would find her beautiful. Sometimes she even believed what he said. He had basically admitted to loving her on the beach a week ago, and she couldn't even say it back.
Did she love him? She was well on her way. If she would just give in and stop building her walls, she would have already been in love with him. That was another thing that scared her. He had the power to devastate her. Not even Kouga had been able to do that.
But he promised not to turn away from her. He promised not to hurt her. And that was a promise she knew he would keep. He would never hurt her, or force her, or do anything that she didn't want. That thought was what gave her the courage to do what she had been wanting to for a while.
She threw her phone to the bed and stood. Looking down at herself, she thought of changing clothes but then decided against it. With what she wanted, a towel was perfect. So she stormed out of her room, hiding behind corners until she knew it was clear and then darting out to the next hiding spot. Her room wasn't far from Touga's and the moment she reached it, she barged in, not even knocking.
Touga was naked.
That had not been what she was expecting to see. He had just gotten out of the shower and was about to crawl into bed when she entered the room. He had tried to cover himself with his hand, but gave up and grabbed the comforter off of his bed. A hand wasn't enough to cover what hung between his legs.
"Kagome! What are you doing?" He took in her attire, anger flaring when he realized she went through the halls dressed in a towel. Anyone could have seen her. But then realized she was standing in his room dressed in nothing but a towel.
"I'm on birth control." She smacked her hand to her face as she realized what she said. Why did she have to be so awkward? "I'm a virgin." Yep, that wasn't any better. With a groan of exasperation, she turned away from him and let her head thud against the wall. She was such an idiot.
"Kagome." His voice sounded closer all of a sudden, and his arms wrapped around her waist. "You can't barge into my room wearing only a towel and say things like that without me thinking very naughty things." He nuzzled her neck, his hips pressed against her. He knew she could feel his cock pressed against her back, but he didn't try to hide it. He wouldn't push her, but there was only so much a man can handle.
"I wanted…" Kagome covered her face, too embarrassed to say anything. She pressed her hips back, causing him to growl as she moved against his needy length.
"Kagome." He didn't remember the last time his voice was that deep. He was beyond aroused with the woman nearly naked in his arms. "Say it. I will only do what you ask, and nothing more."
Kagome's entire body tensed as he said that. That one sentence wiped away all of her fear. She was in control. They would only do what she wanted. Turning in his arms, cheeks still pink, she met his molten gaze. "I want to have sex with you."
"You are sure? I would hate for you to regret this come morning." His heart was pounding in his chest. He was finally going to have the woman he had been needing for some time. He knew this was just about sex. He still couldn't mark her, and he wouldn't do so until she asked, but he was okay with that. This would be one step closer to official mates.
"Please have sex with me." Her arms went around his neck and her lips on his. He growled, pushing her against the wall as he devoured her mouth. She moaned instantly, and he pulled away, so he can run his fingers gently down her cheek.
"Your scent, love." The moment her scent hit his nose he picked her up and carried her to his way too large bed. The towel was removed, leaving her naked and spread out for his view. "Gorgeous doesn't even cover your beauty."
She closed her eyes at his words, and his hand grabbed her chin gently turning her face to look at him once more. The air between them was electrified and for one long moment, they simply looked into each other's soul. And then his lips covered hers.
Time seemed to slow as they kissed. Kagome wasn't sure how long he loved her mouth for, but by the time he moved away from her lips, she was a panting mess. She was already so needy, a void in the pit of her stomach. She needed him, but he refused. Instead, he kissed her neck, loving every inch of it.
A clawed hand moved up to her breast, cupping one gently. He pinched at her nipples, and she cried out softly at the sensation that moved through her. Her breast were so sensitive. The first time he had messed with them, she had been surprised at how good it felt to have someone play with her chest.
"Touga!" His mouth moved down, sucking her neglected bud into it. He growled as she said his name, suckling harder against her. Her body trembled in need, causing her to wiggle beneath him. She could feel his erection against her thigh, long and thick. For a moment she worried that he wouldn't fit inside her but then that worry was pushed away.
His hand had moved from her breast and slipped between the folds of her womanhood. She could hear how wet she was, and the moment Touga felt it he hummed, letting go of her nipple with a pop. He moved on to the next one, teasing her the entire time.
Her hands weren't idle. They moved from his shoulders to his back, just to tangle in his hair and then start over again. She touched any part of him she could, but she wasn't sure what else she could do. Not while his body loomed over her.
She tried to reach for his manhood, but the moment she did, he grabbed her wrist stopping her. He released her breast again, his fingers brushing over her clit causing her entire body to jolt. "If you touch me, I won't last." She blushed as she realized what he meant. Something inside of her liked that she was able to get that kind of reaction from him.
One last peck to her breast and he moved down. He couldn't get enough of the taste of her skin. It was addicting. For some time now the scent of her womanhood had been calling to him, and this time he wasn't going to fight it. If they were going to go all the way, then she would need to be prepared.
Moving down between her legs, he gazed at the proof of her arousal. His fingers were coated in it, and he wasted no time spreading her open and putting his mouth on her. One lick had her groaning out and closing her eyes. The moment he sucked her in, her back arched and she let out a cry that sung to him beautifully.
He alternated between licking and sucking. Even threw a nip in there occasionally. At the same time, two fingers moved in and out of her. They had played around with their hands a few times when they had the chance, so that was nothing new.
Her hands tangled in his damp hair, her hips moving against his face as she sought out her orgasm. It was the most erotic thing he had taken part of. Pressing in a third finger, he worried that she would rip his hair from his scalp. It wouldn't matter if she did because the moment she orgasmed, he forgot all the things of the outside world. He was addicted to this woman, obsessed with the reactions she had. And the taste of her orgasm, that was enough to have him between her legs permanently.
Her back plopped down to the bed, and he pulled away from her, licking his lips of any moisture left. She groaned as he pulled his fingers from her slick walls and licked them clean as well. "New rule, Kagome. I want to taste you every day, for the rest of our lives."
He grinned as she swallowed, the scent of her arousal growing strong. Crawling up her body, he kissed her. He had only intended for a small and light kiss but she grabbed his face, holding him there as her tongue darted out of her parted mouth. Who was he to deny her? Their kiss held just as much passion as before, sucking them in as their arousal spiraled to uncontrollable levels.
"Tell me Kagome." He panted, hovering above her. Her eyes opened, blue eyes swirling with her need. But he wouldn't go any farther. Not until she told him to. She ruled over him.
"Take me." Her voice was barely a whisper, but he heard her loud and clear. Grabbing one of her hands, he kissed each fingertip and then laced their fingers together. Laying their connected hands by her head, he reached between them, grabbing his cock and running it along her folds. She was so wet it only took a few passes before he was coated enough.
Meeting her gaze, he lined up with her entrance and removed his hand. Grabbing his other hand, she laced their figures together again and nodded. Her entire body was tense in apprehension, and he knew he needed to be quick. The quicker he went, the faster the pain would be over.
One thrust and he filled her, stretching her walls and breaking the barrier that she had reserved for him. He smelt the blood, and his eyes began to haze over in red as his beast struggled to come out. It wasn't time for his inner demon to join them.
Kagome gasped, searing pain filling her for all of one second. As soon as it appeared, it left. She ached slightly, but nothing unbearable. She was mostly left feeling full and overly stretched. "I'm okay."
Touga chuckled, his laugh sounding more like a growl. "I am not." He looked up to her, letting her see the inner struggle he was in. His beast wanted to mark Lagome, but he wouldn't allow it. He would never force Kagome into something she wasn't ready for. Finally, he won the fight, but it left him breathless. Never had he had to fight himself so hard before.
"Are you okay?" Kagome ran her hands through his hair, and he scoffed again. This time it sounded more like himself. It was ironic that she, the one who just lost her virginity, was asking if he was okay.
"I am fine. What about you?" Without letting go of her hand, he ran a finger down her cheek. "Did I pain you too much?".
"It hurt, but the pain went away quickly." She moved her hips, causing the daiyokai above her to hiss and lower his head to her shoulder. She took that as a good sign and moved again. This time he purred and lifted his head to reveal his smirk.
"You vixen." He kissed her again, pulling from her depths and pushing back in. Her mouth dropped and his own moved back down to her neck and collar bone. He held her hands down, not letting her touch him. He hated to admit it, but this one time, he wasn't going to last very long.
He had been waiting for this for some time, and now that he was finally in her depths it was better than he ever thought it would be. She was so tight around him, he could barely move, and with each pass, he felt the base of his spine tingling.
"Kagome." His teeth were barred in a silent snarl as his face went into her neck. She was so good, and he would never understand why she thought so low of herself. He fought off his orgasm, thrust against her in a gentle and yet harsh pace. He wanted her to enjoy her first experience and if he lost it that wouldn't happen.
Pulling his knees up beneath him he rested Kagome's hips on them. It changed the angle and now he had her crying out with each thrust into her willing body. Her hands tightened on his, his breath hot on her neck. He was so close, but she was finally moving up there with him.
With a couple more erratic thrusts, she threw her head back with a cry that he was sure Sesshomaru could hear. As she clamped down around him, he lost it, his pleasure exploding across him as he spilled inside of her.
They were frozen in pleasure for some time before he collapsed on top of her, both breathing heavily. After all of that, he never wanted her to leave. "Stay here. In my room." He nuzzled her cheek, his nose running across her flesh. "From now on. Kagome, move in with me."
She laughed, still panting. Rolling to his side, he pulled her with her, his hands roaming over her skin as he continued to nuzzle her. He was affectionate before, but now that they had taken the next step, he couldn't keep his hands off of her. "I already live with you Touga." He went to move away but she held him to her. "Yes, I will move into your room."
"Our room." He nuzzled into her more, their eyes closing as they let sleep claim them. Tomorrow would be a new morning for their relationship. They finally took another step forward.