Lady Lynn, the Black Widow was basically him. A killer, an enforcer, a person you called on when you didn't want to do the job yourself. When Jason thought about what Ally once was, he felt his stomach just turn into knots. He didn't want this for her, even if it was the life he choose for himself. She had been put in danger enough and if she stepped back into the position she once was, the danger would increase.

The enforcer looked up from his computer, his eyes landing on the picture of Ally on his desk. The face that stared back at him definitely wasn't one of a killer. It was the face of innocence and love. Someone that held his heart from the moment he saw her. He didn't care what the men of the organization wanted, he was going to keep her as far as way as he could.

"Jason..." a voice pulled his attention away from Ally's face. He looked up to see Sonny standing in the doorway of his office. "You okay?"

Jason sighed slowing leaning back into his chair. "I don't know."

"You want to talk about it?"

"Kinda have to," he mumbled standing up, walking to the bar.

Sonny watched as Jason pulled them both a glass of whiskey. He was a little shocked by just how full both the glasses were.

"So it's serious," the Mob Boss expressed taking the glass from his colleague.

"Yeah..." Jason answered placing himself on the corner of his desk. He took a long swallow before looking at his friend. "Have you ever heard of Lady Lynn, the Black Widow?"

Sonny frowned just a little trying to think if the name sounded familiar. "I've never meant her, but I've heard of her. She's the best of the best, like you. But...wait..." The man stopped talking, eyes glued to Jason studying his facial expressions. "Lady Lynn...the men at the meeting last night kept addressing Ally as that..."

Jason nodded taking another long drink from his glass. "Yeah..."

"Ally is the Black Widow?"

"Was..."

"But Johnny beat the crap out of her on the daily...if she was her...how..." Sonny kept rambling, unsure of how to piece together what he was saying. The man never really was at a lost for words, but this situation was hard to swallow. "I don't understand."

"Me neither. I mean, Ally explained it to me, but it just seems like she's like a whole different person to me now," he explained.

"Tell me what she told you."

"She was the Black Widow up until Johnny. She stopped for while until Anthony figured out who she was. I guess, he used her to his advantage and she did what he wanted cause she...loved...Johnny…and didn't want Anthony to hurt either one of them." Jason took another drink from his glass, finding it empty sooner than he wanted. "He wanted her to kill Sam."

"She kill Sam?" Sonny asked beyond shock.

"No..she refused and that's when she says the abuse from Johnny started," he informed him.

"Wow..." Sonny breathed as he down the rest of his drink.

Both men filled their glasses and just sat in silence, wondering what to say next. It was a lot for both of them to take in.

"What does she want to do?"

"She says she doesn't want any part of that life anymore. She said it destroyed her. She believes that cause of what she did, she deserved Johnny's wrath. I guess, I understand now why she stayed. It just doesn't make sense to me on why she let it happen if she had those skills to fight back," Jason groaned sinking into his chair, finishing his second glass of whiskey.

"Love does make you do stupid shit," Sonny commented as he placed himself in the chair across from his friend. "What do you want to do about this?"

"Nothing, I don't want to do anything. I don't care that those men might think she could be an asset, I'm not letting her anywhere near this business," he insisted.

"If that's the way it's going to be, you need to make sure she knows nothing. You can't tell her where you're going anymore or who you were with. If you want her away from the business, you can't share anything with her anymore," Sonny explained.

"She already knows about the business..."

"She can know about it, she just can't know what you're doing. You have to keep her away from it, so she can't be hurt by it," he explained.

"Like you do with Carly and the kids," he spoke.

"Yep and you need to make sure the men know that Ally will have no part in this business ever. If they don't like it, well then maybe they don't belong in our organization," the Mob Boss explained.

Jason nodded looking at the bottom of his glass. He so wanted another drink, but drinking wasn't going to solve what he was dealing with.

"So are we going to call a meeting and let them know what we decide?" he asked.

"No, I'll just have Benny let everyone know what is going on and if they want to discuss it more to contact one of us," he answered.

"Okay..." he mumbled placing his glass on his desk.

"Are you going to be okay?"

Jason shrugged, "I don't know. It's a lot to take in."

"She's still the same, you know that right?"

"Is she though?"

"Does she know about your accident?" Jason nodded. "Does she know that you were this different person before it?" He nodded once more. "Did she look at you differently when she found out about it?"

"No," he responded.

"Then maybe you should think of it like that. Ally was a totally different person before you met her. She went through a trauma that changed her. You fell in love with that person. Who she was before, doesn't matter," Sonny explained standing up, leaning over the desk. "It's a lot to take in, but she's still the one you fell in love with...not her past."

Jason nodded at his friend's words. He knew Sonny was right in what he was saying, but was Jason able to do what he needed to do.

"Thank you," the man mumbled.

"Hey, everything the past couple months have been hard on all of us. Ally is the reason why and it's not her fault. I know you know that and I know you're going to do the right thing, cause you always do," he smiled placing his glass next to Jason. It was at that moment Sonny saw Ally's photo. "This is new."

"Yeah, I'm guessing Maxie put it there," he commented.

"Well, and you left it, so that should say something," the Mob Boss smiled.

Jason smiled too. Pictures of any kind never really made sense to the man, but to be able to look up and see Ally's face during his day was a good thing.

"I should probably get home," Jason breathed out looking at the time.

"How is that going for you?" Sonny asked.

"Let's just say I can't wait for Spinelli and Maxie to get married and get the heck out," he expressed.

Sonny chuckled, "Those two getting married...it's crazy."

"They drive me crazy," the enforcer mumbled pulling his leather jacket over his body.

"I don't know how you put up with them," Sonny commented as the two walked out of the office.

Jason took the time to lock the door, before walking with his friend out of the warehouse. "I drink a lot," he laughed.

The two said their farewells before heading separate ways. Jason may have said he wanted to go home, but he just couldn't, not at that moment. He needed to clear his head, think about what how he was going to handle all the new information that had been presented to him. He wanted to be with Ally, but her past was still something that bugged him. Right now she said that she didn't want to be who she use to be, but would that be how she would feel later on down the road.

The hour long bike ride around Port Charles didn't seem to be enough to clear his mind. His was still in his thoughts of what he should do and feel when he pulled into the garage. He hoped it was late enough that when he got upstairs everyone would be asleep. He didn't want to deal with people at the moment.

Arriving on the penthouse floor, Jason found Max reading some book. He greeted his guard with a smile as he walked by.

"How was your day, Boss?" Max said just as Jason was about to open the door.

"Long. So no more visitors tonight and no one before noon," he instructed.

"You got it," Max agreed at Jason disappeared into the penthouse.

The place was eerily quiet. He complained about people in his house, but when it was this quiet, it just was a little too much for that man. It was what he had come home to for months before Ally arrived. Just that single thought made him realized that maybe he might be able to deal with every detail about her past.

With his jacket laying on the back of a chair and his gun safely put away, he climbed the stairs to his room. He heard giggling coming from Spinelli's room and grimaced at the thought on what could be going on on the other side of the door. He shook his head, quickly disappearing into his room.

"Hey," Ally's voice greeted him when he turned into the room.

Jason smiled finding her coming out of the bathroom in her robe and hair pulled up into a bun. "Hi..."

"You had a long day," she commented climbing into the bed.

He looked down at his feet, "Yeah, a lot of new responsiblities."

"Must be, cause you left before anyone was up," she expressed sighing.

"Ally..."

"Jason...I know last was a lot for you to take in. And you dealt with finding out very well last night..."

"But..."

"But it's still hard to swallow..."

"Yeah," he admitted kicking off his boots. "Ally, I know you said you don't want anything to do with this business, but..."

"No, buts. I don't want anything to do with your business. It's your business. I hated all the pain I caused from what I did. Sure most of the people got what they deserved, but I didn't feel good about myself. And I'm not saying anything against what you do. You do what you do and that's who you are. I don't care about that. I just want you to know that…I'm not ever going to go back to being that person. I want to be who I am now. Here...Happy and in love with you," she explained.

Jason smiled as he took a seat on the edge of the bed, "I hate myself for feeling like I didn't know you just cause of a past you use to have that isn't you anymore."

"Don't hate yourself. You have every right to feel the way you do. And if you need time to deal with it, I'm okay with that. I can give you space if you need it. I can even move back into my old room if needed," she suggested.

Jason shook his head as he took her hand in his. "No...I want you to stay here. It is a lot to deal with it, but we should deal with it together."

Ally smiled leaning forward, kissing him softly. "This is why I love you. You are honest with me and direct. You don't treat me like I'm glass, though sometimes I think you think I'm going to break."

Jason chuckled, "I don't think you're going to break. I'm just worried that with everything that has gone on the couple months it's going to be too much and what happened the day you came home will happen again."

"I am seeing someone for that, remember," she advised him. "I go cause I don't want that to happen again. Doesn't mean that it's not going to."

Jason placed a kiss on her lips. He let his lips linger slightly, slowly pulling away. "I don't want that to happen again to you ever. It's why I don't want you anywhere near my business."

Ally placed her hand on his cheek. "I know. I'll stay as far as way as I can, just as long as I still get to be with you."

"I think we can make that work," he smiled kissing her once more.

Author's Note: This chapter came out of no where. I wrote this in like an hour. WHAT? I got an idea and just wrote it. I am grateful for all of you who read my stuff. You are all amazing. I hope you all had a great weekend. I keep saying that the next chapter is going to bring in a new character and I keep adding new chapters. But for real the next chapter is the new character. I will probably put it up tomorrow cause I'm so excited about who it is. LOVE YOU ALL! Happy Reading.

GUEST REVIEWER: Thank you for your kind words. Actually you are the one that inspired this chapter. I hope you like it. No they haven't been together, in fact I haven't actually wrote it yet. I don't know when they will, cause right now I'm writing something about Jason and that might even halt them being together, unless I make it happen before that. can't wait to see your review on this one. MUCH LOVE. MERRY CHRISTMAS.