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Sexual torture is the best

Drabble 254

Usagi POV

I felt so done with everything it was ridiculous. Weeks it had been since Mamo – chan had told me we were over with. Four the be exact by todays date. Four LONG heart-breaking weeks of what felt like mental, emotional and physical torture. The worst part was we kept running into each other. It made it worse like I wasn't being given a full on clean break to deal with it, like I was being given snippets of tiny chances to make right whatever I could.

Yet there was nothing to make right. Whenever I tried to talk to him he rebuffed my every advance. If I tried to touch him he acted like I was a virulent disease and wouldn't let me. I think he only even did it during a battle cause I was Sailor Moon but in my civilian form forget it. He even avoided me during the battles. His words cut deeper to as he left off. So when the night of the fourth week came in I was done.

I was done with feeling miserable. Done with feeling sorry for myself. Done with having no real answers cause I'm sorry but 'I just don't love you anymore' isn't a real reason. This took me a while to come to the conclusion of. You don't just wake up one day and realize you don't love someone. There has to be a build up to it. A trigger to stop being in love. cut out the stuff from the past life and there's still so much in this life we have to go on.

He knows this and yet something shifted. Something happened. There was a trigger and I needed to know what it was. So when I went to sleep that night I pleaded to the moon to give me answers. For everything that I've been through with him both past and present grant me this one wish, this one favor. To know the truth. Show me the truth. The truth will set me free. I think my crystal and the moon heard my wish that night as I had a horrendous dream.

It was so beautiful at first I couldn't believe it. I was so happy that I didn't see the floor falling from under my feet. Didn't feel the loose of Mamo – chan warm touch. It happened so fast like it was in slow motion or something. Hearing his voice yelling for me as he lost me, hearing the pain in it told me of true love. It told me that he truly loved me as you could never put that emotion into lose if you didn't love the person you just lost.

That's when I heard the voice above him telling him what would happen to me if he didn't break it off with me. If he didn't leave me. I was angered by the distant voice even as it sounded familiar to me. I felt Mamo -chan's anger and pain as he demanded to know who he was and to let us be together again. that he did as what was asked. I saw his raw pain and anger towards the unseen voice.

That's when I woke up and never felt more upset at him for all of this. Fine yes he was trying to protect me but once again instead of talking to me about this he did it himself…again! It seemed my prince had a habit of protecting me to the point that he didn't realize what further damage he was actually causing. I tossed the covers from my bed and looked to the all knowing moon out side my window. I swore I could feel it telling me 'the prince needs to have an ass-whooping' and while I know those weren't the exact words it was close enough.

Cause Mamo – chan certainly earned it…however he was going to get it in another form. I smiled and left out of my room, thankful that Luna was out on patrols for the night. I rushed over to his place. I was going to get the truth from him. he'd been lying to me this whole time cause some damned voice in his head told him to and he never once talked to the girls or myself and NEVER ONCE questioned its motives.

Only obeyed a damned dream. Even if it was on repeat it was all the more reason to come to us or at LEAST go to REI and have her do a fire reading, but he didn't. No he deserved what was about to happen. He lied to me, he broke up with me for essentially NO good reason even IF his intentions were for a good cause THEN he treats me like crap afterwards. Forget it no! he was going to pay in the best way possible.

I got over to his place, transformed with the Luna P pen as I didn't want him to be alerted to me in my senshi form and wake up. He wasn't alerted to me with just using the pen. It had been a while since it needed to be used but it still worked. So when I slipped in I used my experience as sailor Moon to get into his room undetected and right when he was going to wake up from sensing me in his room I used the Luna P pen to tie his hands and feet to the ends of the bed with his own ties that I saw draped over the door.

Since my connection to the crystal was stronger so was my will on the pen and it went ahead and did the trick. He instantly woke up in bed from the four way pull on his body. "Usa?! What the…" he was clearly stunned as he finished with, "Hell?" I made sure I was now in different clothing. His favorite bunny lingerie was on me. It was something I rarely wore unless he was in the mood for it.

After all you don't over use your favorites especially one this risqué. It looked almost like a bikini on me. The bottoms were hot pink and lined with black and were thongs in the back with a bunny tale to boot. The top was a bikini type as well only the top had an extra few connecting bands that went across my mid-rift, one over my breasts above the hot pink see through lacy and another one that connected to it and wrapped around my neck from the center. That had a bow in the center as I wore the ears to complete the ensemble.

I could see his eyes bug out and his cock stand at attention right before he tried, unsuccessfully, to cover it up, "Usa! What are you doing here?" he demanded, though his voice seemed a bit higher in pitch and I knew I couldn't visibly see it but somehow I KNEW he was blushing as much as I was. His reactions never failed to get a rise out of me. "I heard a saying once." I started out as I aimlessly shifted back and forth on my feet.

Not in a nervous pace sort of way but in a 'I have a plan' sort of way. I saw him gulp a bit, "And you had to break into my place to tell me this?" his voice nearly croaked that out, "In that?" I smiled, "Kinda hard to break in when I have your key." I showed him the shiny piece of metal as he sighed having forgotten that little tid bit. "But that's besides the point, you see this little saying is something I firmly believe in and once you admit to it you to will be freed." This seemed to make him curious.

"Admit to what?" he asked, his voice lower. I smiled, "Admit you lied to me. Admit you screwed up." I saw the widening of his eyes as he tried to keep his face neutral. "I've never lied to you Usagi." He was trying to keep his voice neutral and firm. My smile only increased as I walked forward and kneeled up on the bed. His body shifted. "Usa…?" he questioned as I placed my hands on his legs.

"See all this talk of why you broke up with me is garbage." I saw the slight panic set in, but it also saw the feels of desire start to poke out to as I traveled my hands up his legs and kneeled between them. Sitting right in front of his crotch. "I ahh…" I traveled my hand over his definitely becoming very erect member, as his head shot to the pillow he was laying on as he grit his teeth. "You the saying is…" I began again as he tried to look down at me, my hands grazing him gently…just enough.

I leaned forward as licked at his nipples lightly and sucked them gently into my mouth. On instinct I knew he went to hold me in place, but he couldn't, and I knew that was a partial torture for him, but it wasn't enough. "The truth will set you free." I told him the little saying as I licked a trail down the center of his chest and towards the very prominent erection in front of me. I pulled him out and gave him one, two long licks as he hissed his pleasure out. I sucked gently and kept the motion going.

Right when I felt his release coming up I stopped short and demanded, "Tell me the truth." To which he groaned at the lack of release. I swiped my finger at his leaking pre-cum and tasted it in front of him as he let more flow out from the sight of me tasting it alone. "Usa…I…" I grasped him again, "Hai…?" I asked, jerking him off just a bit before stopping. He grunted, "Please…" he tried, begging me to let him cum.

I sat back and away from him just a little bit as I caressed his balls a little bit as I leaned forward and kissed and nibbled at his neck, gently biting at it as he moaned, "Tell me the truth." I told him, my hand slowly pumping away at him as I felt the build up happen once more. He grit his teeth as I could feel things start to cum up and right when he was about to I stopped killing it in its path as he cried out from lack of completion.

"Tell me the truth." I ordered. I began to massage his legs a bit as I lapped his nipples with my tongue one at a time, "I'll just keep going like this the rest of the night." I began once more to jerk him off as this time I settled the thongs over him and brushed up against my own heated core. I could feel his body vibrating at this point for the release it needed but no matter how much he wanted it he wouldn't get it till he confessed.

I brushed him over it repeatedly till I felt him start to build again, began to gently ride him only a few inches in at a time, never fully seating him within me and when I felt him starting to get there I stopped and heard his cry, "Please Usa I'm sorry I am but I had no choice!" there we go! I smiled, "No choice but to what?!" I demanded of him, stopping with his cock poised at my heated core. Sitting there dangling at the edge as I could either take him all the way in and give us both what we want or sit back up and leave him hanging.

"I couldn't tell you, the voice it said if I didn't you'd die and I didn't want to take that chance. It was too risky so I lied and said I didn't love you, but I do. I DO! I love you!" his pleas even if they were pleasure and sex deprived were also that of devoted love and fear to. Fear of losing me. I sighed, "So instead of going to the resident pyro psychic you decided to do this again by yourself?" I asked.

That's when the light bulb went on in his head. Holy – "You never even thought to go to her, did you?!" I demanded. It really hadn't occurred to him to go to Rei in this whole ordeal and figure it out. "Sorry its just really hard to think when I have you sitting over me and right there…" his hips moved up just an inch, but it was enough for us both to moan from the sensation of having him in me technically still.

"But no I didn't think to do that. I was doing everything by myself for so long I didn't, it didn't dawn on me to go to her for help." I could see the forehead smack moment hitting going on in his head right now. hitting himself mentally for NOT thinking of that plan. "I really am sorry Usako…being without you this past month was torture for me. This was…" indicating to my own brand of torture.

"Torturous to…especially having you so close but being denied what we want most in the moment. Even if sometimes all I want with you is to hold you at the end of the day or kiss your sweet lips…" I smiled at the sweetness of it and couldn't help but sink down further onto him as he lost his train of thought and pushed up naturally through his hips. I gasped as he grunted from the effect.

Fully seated in me I sent a silent command to Luna P pen to release the binds and let him go. I was a woman of my word. He didn't even try to budge. His first needs to be with me took hold as he wrapped his arms around me and pushed me down further onto him. The pressure pressed him fully into me. Making me cry out in need as I spread my legs further to encourage more of him within me.

I didn't want him to leave out. I wanted to feel him fully seated within me. Sensing this he hauled me up and around as now my back lay on the bed and he was on top of me. It seemed the month of being separated really made us both a bit horny for the other. He buried himself within my neck as he kissed, nipped and bit at it. I did the same to him as his hand gripped my hair, wrapped part of the length between is hand as he angled my neck for a better vantage point to suckle at.

I wrapped my legs around his waist as he began to thrust strongly into me. Not to fast at first, but with a sure fired strength that spoke of his stubborn nature and resilience to going out so soon. I felt his cock lengthening that last little bit within me. Felt his hold on me tighten as if he himself was afraid this was possibly a dream. His hips began to speed up a little bit as I began to buck up in response to his rhythm. I needed to feel him as much as he needed to feel me and now that we were together again, I wasn't letting go for anything.

If some other bodily voice wanted us a part they were going to have to try harder than that cause I wasn't giving up so easily. Mamo – chan was MY prince. I felt his hips picking up a stronger pace as I clenched my muscles on the inside as I felt him pulse within me. his own breathing was becoming labored as he muttered my name over and over again. As if it were a mantra that he didn't want to give up.

I could feel us moving on the bed it was so strong. He then pulled my legs up and pinned them to in front of his shoulders as he sunk in even deeper than before. I cried out in minor shock and pleasure as he grunted from the tight feeling of being deep and possible within me. "Usa…" I saw the look in his eyes, telling me he was starting to reach his own point. Yet he was purposely holding off for me.

I smiled as best as I could as he thrust harder and faster into me. The pace changed completely as he started to jam himself into me. I felt his cock hit at the right points and slid in and out of me at a pace that was long over-due. "Mamo - " I couldn't get the rest out as I felt the oncoming of my orgasm begin to hit. His strength and speed of his thrusts were sending me over the edge into a white light oblivion.

"I'm there to!" he muttered as he grabbed ahold of me, his hand hold me close as he grunted and slammed his length into my waiting depths. I felt the orgasm hit me hard as my head flung back and hit the pillow that was now under my head as he bit hard into my neck. His own way of not roaring loud enough for the other residents to hear. I didn't care that there was a small amount of pain that mingled with the pleasure.

I didn't care that the orgasm was so intense I couldn't scream. I felt it regardless and I clenched around him so tightly I was sure as shit we became one person during these moments. It took us several long moments before he decidedly rolled over to avoid crushing me beneath him and held me close still. "Promise me something." I said, breathing still difficult during the moment as he breathed in deeply himself.

"Anything." He responded, his own breathing was labored still. "Lets never lie to each other ever again." he looked at me, "Usa…" I looked at him seriously, "Mamo – chan the moment we start to lie to each other and keep secrets is when we give the enemy a chance to slowly put a wedge between us. Lets NOT give them that ammo." He must have realized how that could happened as he nodded in agreement, "Okay I promise to." I smiled.