hey everybody... not dead but I do have quite a bit of explaining to do on my part. several excuses and honest to god reasons as to why I haven't posted anything. excuse number one... couldn't get into the flow of writing at the right time to type up some content. excuse number two... a large number of events happening in a lot of games that I play...
now for the honest to god reasons as to why...
writer's block...
and this F**KING COMPUTER!
when I last posted I had immediately gotten into typing the next chapters for several stories and halfway through the month with several chapters for multiple stories typed up... my computer did its thing and everything got turned corrupted of what I typed out... raged long enough to the point I got my job and began working it into my daily life. with brings me to yet another reason.
buying a new laptop...
when I started my job I was unable to put any money away as I was also paying rent and paying for my medication... that and splurging what I had saved and needed to makeup but that's beside the point. I'm close to being able to get a new laptop and only need a couple more months, unless something pops up, to get the new laptop which will purely be used for typing... as this laptop I'm using has been to a lot of crap.
when I lost the chapters I tried to retype them but you all know me... when I typed something once its nearly impossible to type it up again... although I will say one thing...
nothing it being rewritten from when I last posted! while it still might take me a while to get back into the flow of writing this account was made to help give me an escape from school and life and now I got a job and being a massive gamer... yeah a lot happens. well, I got a few chapters I was able to finally type up during a vacation out of state which means away from my games and I hope you all enjoy these chapters! hopefully, the requester of this story likes the chapters so I won't have to take them down and rewrite them!
any of you have any suggestions for what kind of laptop I should look into I will gladly accept the help as I'm not the most tech-savvy person... hope you all enjoy these few chapters and the news that I'm still alive! chow!
Why...
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was all I could think about as I made my way throughout the mazes of hallways and rooms as that single thought rang throughout my mind and dominated all other thoughts. It wasn't long after I even began running in the castle that I could hear a large amount of metal of the guard's armor echoing throughout the corridors.
Why running through the castle and not the city itself... I kind of thought that it would be the last place she would send her guards to look... I thought wrong... but despite that, I still couldn't help but think of what was happening to me...
How would you tell your love that she is going to become an Alicorn over the nobles who scorn her?!
Was that truly what was happening to me?
Was I becoming an alicorn?
Was this why I Celestia was in love with me?
Did she even love me?
I shook my head of these thoughts as I decided to settle on finding a place to hide and sort out my thoughts first of all. Hearing the echoing of metal on metal throughout the halls I ran through were very distracting. The fact that they haven't found me yet is a blessing on its own... so is the fact I haven't tripped during the fast pace I had been setting for myself?
I skidded to a halt as I heard the sound of hooves in tandem with the sound of metal ahead of me. I started to slowly back away before quickly turning around and finding the same noise coming from that direction as well. Panicking I quickly looked around for any room I could hopefully hide in... before my hopes were crushed underneath despair as it was a simple hallway... without any windows. I started to cry a little as I dreaded facing her so soon as I simply laid down on the floor with my hooves over my eyes...
wishing for a way to escape my pursuers so I could keep myself hidden and away from the inevitable confrontation with her which would surely end in despair...
before I found myself with a feeling of... assurance... wash over me as I raised my head with tear-filled eyes. I started feeling like something was pulling me somewhere but I couldn't figure out where it was telling me to go. I felt my body almost move instantaneously when I quickly got up onto my hooves after hearing yelling from the guards. Despair once more went through my mind as I tried to think of a way to give me more time to think about what I recently learned.
Forward...
my ears perked up as I heard a voice echoing around me. "w-who's there?" I couldn't help but ask.
Forward...
"w-why?"
forward...
this time the wall in front of me seemed to glow blue as an outline of a door seemed to appear on it. I didn't have time to question it as I ran towards the wall... and tripped instead of stopping in front of it as I fell into the outlined door... and went straight through it as I found myself ending up on the floor as the dust was kicked up all around me.
I sneezed as the dust went into my nose from me disturbing its rest. Standing up slowly I couldn't help but look around at my new surroundings only to find cracked stone and moss growing everywhere with a little light at the end of the dark hallway. I looked behind me to find that the strange door I came through was not there and it simply looked like the end to the long hallway I was in. simply dreading and rethinking the idea to listen to the voice I had heard I turned around and cautiously began to walk through the dark hallway towards the light at the end of it as I took the time to think since I no longer had to worry about the guards finding me...
"why would she keep it hidden from me?" I couldn't help but voice out as I thought over the recent events in my head.
Did she hide it from me to protect me? Was a possibility but I couldn't rule out many other reasons as to why.
Did she do it to hide me? Also, a possibility as I knew she most likely made a lot of enemies in her years as the princess.
Then another thought popped into my head. What if she purposely caused what was happening to me? I shook my head of those thoughts as I remembered how she sounded when she was yelling at the doctor... I don't think anypony could sound like she did... deciding to put those thoughts on hold as I stepped out into the light as I used a hoof to quickly shield myself from the blinding light. As my eyes adjusted to the light I couldn't help but open my jaw as I realized the surrounding area I was in... I recognized the surrounding structures from seeing them up high when I flew over the forest... the crumbling towers...
the decayed bridge...
and the dangerous forest that surrounds it...
"How did I end up at the Castle of the Two Sisters?!"
