One for Sorrow
Pairing: McRoll
Spoilers for season 10 - Episode 7
Chapter - 36
Catherine had been waiting so long for this moment that she could feel her body tingling, no man could ever compare to Steve and she never wanted any other man either. She did go on some dates when she was with the CIA, after she left Steve back in Hawaii, though they never worked out because they weren't Steve.
Whenever she imagined getting intimate with anyone, it was always only Steve and eventually she stopped dating all together because she didn't want to have a man fall for her when she couldn't fall for him.
He had put her back on her feet, backing her into the bedroom, her arms wrapping around him as they kissed, letting the bedroom door close with the kick of her feet, his arms already tugging at her shirt, their kisses stopping for a moment to lift it over her head, Catherine doing the same with his, though fumbling a bit with the buttons and laughing softly, slowing down her movements for a moment.
She took a moment to gaze into his eyes, breathing him in, her hands working their way up his shoulders to tug his button down shirt off. She wanted to take her time but also wanted to rush as well, it was an exhilarating feeling.
Hands sliding down his chest as her lips reconnected with his, feeling his fingers unclasping her bra strap from behind, moaning softly at his soft touch when he brought his fingers back around to pull her bra off from the straps on her shoulder, her own hands now moving down to his jeans, unbuttoning and then moving the zipper down, hearing him gasping when her fingers brushed against the cloth of his underwear.
Grinning, she whispered softly in his ear at the same time she was tugging his jeans down, "Looks like someone has missed me". Steve chuckled, and moaned when she grazed her finger tips more purposefully against his erection. "Mm, you better believe I have Lieutenant". Now that he had managed to remove her clothing from the waist up, he was focusing on her jeans, unbuttoning and then pulling the zipper down, taking a leaf out of her book and letting his finger trail it's way to her panties, getting a feel of the wetness surrounding her.
Two can play at her game, he thought to himself, "Looks like someone has missed me too", repeating her words and chuckling softly at the soft moan as he pressed his finger in a little deeper through her panties. "I'd be lying if I said I didn't Commander". Getting up on her tip toes, she kissed him deeper, shimmying her hips a little to help get her out of her jeans.
Both just left in their underwear, Steve walked them over to the bed, his lips pressing against hers, gently tossing her onto the bed, then joining her, laying next to her, His fingers and hands mapping out her body, gazing into her eyes, "I love you Catherine". Her breath was shaky when she exhaled and she smiled, her lips moving closer to his, "I love you too Steve". Those words meant so much to them both, it was a lifetime of love and both of them knew that this was the rest of their lives.
Their kisses grew more and more heated and intense, soft moans as they held each other close, making out for a while before Steve moved over her body, his fingers grazing down her body till he got to her panties, sliding them down and off her legs, his fingers then dragging back up her leg to her hip, his breath getting a little heavier when he felt her own hands dragging his briefs down, moaning at the sensation of being freed finally.
"Mmm, I love knowing how excited you get for me Cath", his voice was a whisper, his fingers plunging inside her gently feeling her wetness, his free hand pushing her legs. Her only response was a soft ragged moan with a thrust of her hips, her own breath getting shorter. Once she had pulled his briefs down, her hand went directly to his erection, her thumb moving over the tip, his mouth moving from her lips to her neck, kissing and sucking on her most sensitive area on her neck.
Breathing in deeper, another moan tore from her throat, his fingers plunging in deeper, caressing the quivering bud of her clit with his thumb, "Ohh Steve, please". Her soft whimpers nearly made him come undone already and he wasn't even inside her yet, his own pleasure heightened when her fingers wrapped around him a little tighter as she began to slowly stroke him to full hardness.
He was aching to be inside her, his whole body on fire, his erection throbbing, though right now they had all the time in the world and he wanted to take his time with her. His lips continued to trail down her neck until they reached her breasts, taking his time to appreciate how supple they were and how hard her nipples were. Her hips began to rock, thrusting up to meet his fingers, her own hand starting to move quicker, "Ohh god, Steve".
Her wetness was increasing, slowly beginning to drip down her thighs, his tongue trailing around her hard nipples, before sucking on each one, his fingers thrusting in and out quicker, her legs spreading wider, his lips trailing back up to her throat and then her lips, her eyes opening to meet his, "please Steve… I need you", came her whispered words of pleasure, both of their hands continued to get a work out, his own breath getting more ragged, "Need me where Cath".
Even as he was getting all worked up himself, he could still tease her a little gazing in her eyes with a slight smirk on his face, she couldn't help but shake her head, an amused look on her face, "I think you know where Commander", with that, she stroked him a little harder, using her legs to wrap around his hips, pushing him closer to her, guiding his erection to her warm tight entrance.
Gazing into her eyes, his eyes filled with a hint of amusement, chuckling as his fingers slowly withdrew from inside her, "You were always a little impatient Lieutenant". Steve already knew that Catherine was on birth control pills, he had seen her take them each morning since she first came to the hotel in Washington, and he knew it wasn't for birth control before they got back together, it was something women in the Navy were expected to take and he knew it was just a normal routine for her now.
It meant that he didn't need to worry about a condom which he didn't have a supply of right now anyway since he hadn't had sex in well over a year, the last time he had sex was actually with Catherine when she came back to Hawaii when Grace was in the hospital. The feeling to be inside her was growing and his erection throbbed, feeling heavy against his legs as he took himself in his hand and began to guide himself to her entrance.
Inching inside her slowly, inch by inch, his breathing got more ragged and heavier, it was all so overwhelming to him, she felt so perfect, her tight heat grazing against him as he pushed himself inside, every nerve pulsating, setting his body on fire. His eyes never left Catherine's, watching carefully to make sure she wasn't hurting at all.
The heels of her feet were pressed against his back, her own back arching off the bed to meet him, her heart racing and breathing increasing when she felt him enter her, her arms were sliding down his back, fingertips grazing against his skin, wanting to feel the contact between them.
Once he was all the way in, she leaned up and kissed him again, "You good?", he couldn't help but ask her. Though they did enjoy sex in different ways, including being slightly rough, he always wanted to make sure she was enjoying it and wasn't genuinely hurting her. "Mmm", she nodded her head and smiled, rotating her hips to show him just how good she was, "I'm perfect Sailor, you feel amazing".
Sex always came natural to the two of them, and though it was always pleasurable for both involved, it was not just about the physical pleasure, it was always about the connection and bond they had with each other, it was about feeling safe and loved in each others presence.
Knowing she was good, he smiled, easing his way into it, thrusting slowly in and out, building up a slow rhythm between the two, muscles working hard, bodies starting to sweat, and all of a sudden, before they both realised it, their movements became more urgent, more erratic, a little faster, the only sounds in the room was the sound of the bed slightly squeaking and their moans, calling out each others names as the feeling became more intense and pleasurable.
"Mmm Steve, ohh god, I'm close", she knew she wouldn't last much longer, she had been horny and longing for Steve since she first saw him back at the hotel, full beard and all. His own breathing got heavier as he sucked on her neck gently, he knew he was close as well, and he wasn't going to be able to last for much longer either, "God you feel so good Cath".
Hearing her say she was close, it was a massive turn on, his hips began thrusting a little faster and harder, his groin area beginning to tingle until his whole body begins to tremble and shake, his erection throbbing with intense need to spill his seed inside her, his body starts to tense up, the muscles in his body became more rigid and then hitting that spot, he orgasms hard, spilling his seed, panting for breath, moaning her name over and over in her ear, his arms wrapping around her, their bodies so close that paper couldn't pass through them.
Having felt his orgasm, it just made Catherine come undone, feeling him spill his seed inside her, it made her feel all warm and pleasurable on the inside. Her hips were moving in time with his, her muscles beginning to tighten and this heat that started from her belly button and it moved all the way down to her thighs making her thighs quiver, her body pulsating, throbbing intensely as she felt a need to grip onto him tight, her moans beginning to get louder, and then it happened. It was like a volcanic eruption, her orgasm hit, her whole body shaking and trembling, the floodgates down there opening and spilling like it was water gushing from a bathroom tap, making a mess of the themselves.
They continued to move slowly while both experiencing aftershocks, lazily kissing each other for a while before Steve rolled to the side, and slowly withdrew, still kissing and panting slowly, "Wow", was all Steve could say once he had sprawled out on his back, Catherine still tingling and catching her breath turned her head slightly to look at Steve and laughed, "I know, wow.. We still got it Sailor". It took a bit of coaxing, but finally he managed to get Catherine off the bed so he could clean them up and the bed up before they headed off to a peaceful and sound sleep.
As they began to fall asleep next to each other, both lying naked under the sheets, pressed as close to each other as they could possibly get, Steve revelled in the fact that despite the tragic event of his mother's death, he knew he would be okay and that was in major part, thanks to the fact Catherine had never left his side since the moment she stepped foot in his hotel room the day he got back to Washington. Smiling as he turned to face her, her own face looking peaceful as she slept, he looked back up at the ceiling, "Thanks Joe for bringing Catherine into my life, and Thanks Mom for bringing her back into my life again". His low whispered words were meant for his ears and the ears of Joe and his mother, though as he closed his eyes, he missed the smile creeping across her own face before it settled into a more relaxed one again.
Author Notes.
Thank you all for your patience, I am sorry it's taken a week to get this uploaded, it's been a busy week for me, but I am so happy to have this next chapter up. It is sincerely you guys that keep me invested in this story and I really love being able to continue it. I love reading and re-reading it as much as you all, It's one of my proudest works to date and it makes me feel so happy to share it all with you. I am excited to see where this story will lead and what's going to happen next. Chapter 37 will skip a day and go to the funeral, I know that much, beyond that, I'm not sure. I don't know if I should finish it at the funeral and then start a new story for the next phase of Steve, Catherine and the rest of the five-o Ohana. I do have plans to bring back old characters from the mainland so just not sure if I should continue that in this story or start a new story, sort of like a follow on or a sequel to this. Let me know if you have any thoughts.
SteveMcGarrettLover:
We never know what happened to Lynn or Ellie so I figure they are still on the island and it's very possible they could run into them, it's a small island. No Lynn isn't going to do anything like that, I can see Steve's aneurism face coming out if she did that haha. I am not sure if we will see Lynn again, I will try to add Ellie in there as I did love her in the show, but I promise, even if Lynn appears again, she isn't going to win Steve over at all. I also hope you really enjoy chapter 36, It's the one you have been waiting for I think. I'll admit I was nervous typing this and posting it, it's a lot longer then my usual chapters but I really hope you like the way I created the intimacy between them, and if anything seems not relevant or it seemed to carry on to long, or I could have used something else somewhere, let me know. I really want to make sure I am creating these scenes as best I can including any intimate sex scenes.