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Warning: The following chapter contains sexual content.

Chapter 57

Tobias P.O.V

This night has been a long time coming, to be able to finally show our true feelings for each other to our faction, our new home is something that Tris and I have been waiting for practically our whole lives. No more worrying about who sees us together or if we happen to be holding hands, or hugging, or even talking. It doesn't matter what anyone sees us doing anymore. No one will ever be able to stop us ever again from being with each other. Our whole life, we have had to hide who we truly were, hide every moment, every emotion, everything that we felt for one another. We would always be afraid of who would see us, or if and when we would get caught. I often feared for Tris' well being, as she was everything to me. I didn't care about my own well being at the time, as long as she was okay. It was all that mattered to me, it still is. First we hid our friendship. Then our growing feelings towards one another. Sadly, we even had to hide what we truly meant to each other. Sure our parents knew that we were acquaintances…our fathers worked together, so Marcus and I were often invited over to the Prior's house for dinner, but what they didn't know is how close Tris and I truly were to each other, especially Marcus. But here in Dauntless we earned the right to be together, to be seen together in anyway that we damn please. We are now free!

Flashback

Nine years ago

Tris is nine, and Tobias is eleven.

"Tobias we have been invited this evening to dinner at the Prior's residence. You better be on your best behavior boy. DO NOT MAKE A FOOL OUT OF ME!" My father threatens.

"Yes sir," I reply keeping my head down and my eyes on the floor. The last time I looked at him during a scolding it earned me a traumatic whipping with his belt that I will never forget. It was something new he had started doing to me on my tenth birthday, a way to learn how to respect him, he had told me, yeah okay, what a nice birthday present that was. Since then the only time I was allowed to look at him, or anyone else for the matter in the face was when we were in the presence of polite company.

Once he had dismissed me, I race up the stairs to escape in my room. Over the past couple of years, I have learned how to move around like a ghost so no one could hear my footsteps, mastering every creek and every loose floorboard in the house. I quickly changed my outfit. Father would not be pleased if I went to the Prior's house with dirty clothes. Once changed, I sit at my desk and pull out a sheet of paper and begin writing.

We reach the front door of the Prior's home, before father knocks on the door he turns around and gives me that look that means murder if I do anything wrong. I looked down, avoiding the hatred in his gaze while waiting to enter the Prior's home. I hear him knock politely, and then we wait patiently for someone to come and answer the door.

Bea's father, Andrew Prior opens the door. Behind him Bea and her brother Caleb are standing there waiting to greet us. Mrs. Prior walks in from behind them wiping her hands on a kitchen towel, her smile is always so kind and welcoming every time I come over to their house. For a moment I am jealous of Bea and Caleb, just like I have been every time I see her. Mrs. Prior has always been nice to me ever since I met her, she has always treated me like I was one of her own.

"Marcus, Tobias, welcome." Mr. Prior greets us with a welcoming smile, gesturing us to come into the house.

"Marcus, how are you?"Mrs. Prior says, greeting him with a kind smile, oblivious to the monster that he hides within himself.

"I'm doing just fine, Natalie, thank you for asking." Father says, smothering the monster that he hides inside of him, like always.

"Well I'm glad to hear that." She says, turning towards me. "Tobias, what a pleasure it is to see you again." Mrs. Prior reaches out, placing a hand on my shoulder in a loving and tender way, like a mother should. "Why don't the three of you go upstairs and play until dinner is ready." Without a word, we turn around and head up the stairs to play. We enter Caleb's room like any other night, because boys are not permitted in girl's bedrooms in Abnegation, after all. Caleb sits on his desk chair, while Tris takes a seat on the bed, and because I'm a boy and not related to them, I take the floor. When Caleb isn't looking, Bea and I exchange the notes we have written, moving quickly to ensure he doesn't catch us.

It bothers me that we have to keep our friendship secret and hidden, even if it's just from Caleb. But Beatrice and I have discussed this before, and agreed that it would be for the best if no one knew the extent of our friendship. I always worry about what Marcus would do if he were to ever discover the truth about Beatrice and I. I constantly worry about keeping her safe from Marcus. After my mother died, Beatrice was all I had in my life that was good. She is my best friend, my world, my only reason that I can survive any of this.

Flash back end

Present

I lay with Tris in my arms watching her sleep. My arms tighten around her small frame as I try to get closer to her, for some reason It's never enough for me. I'm not able to sleep tonight. My runaway thoughts have been keeping me awake. I find myself thinking about how far we have come. What we have had to overcome to get here...together and individually, including what we both went through with Marcus. I let out a breath as I try to keep my anger at bay. Here I was safe in the Dauntless compound, not knowing what was happening back at home with Tris. Tris was carrying our daughter Sara, while enduring Marcus' wrath…and I was oblivious to all of these facts.

We thought that all we had to do was get through Dauntless initiation. Just get through it, and then we would both be free from our lives in Abnegation. Yes, now we are free, but we are still having to deal with the consequences of it all, even today. I recall Tris' tortured expression when Lauren had pulled her away from me by her hair. Then to have to watch Tris have to take a blow to her stomach after everything she had already been through when Lauren's rage blew up, was just too much for me to take. I could have killed Lauren for doing that to my Tris... but I knew I had to keep it together. I am the first in command of this faction, and because of that I have to set a good example for all of the members. I can't just be swinging my fists around when I'm angry, or when my girlfriend is being harmed by some raging lunatic. Then there was the verbal attack coming from that damn Candor's mouth, Christina. Wasn't she supposed to be Tris' friend? Not just a friend, but her best friend for that matter…yet there she was being all jealous and mad, because she was lied to. Like she has never lied before, please! I had intended on talking to Tris last night about what had happened during the final rankings, and all that had transpired between Lauren and Christina, not to mention the upcoming complications that we might run into now that our relationship has gone public. But honestly after watching Tris strip out of her clothes last night, talking to her was the last damn thing on my mind. I mean I'm a guy, after Tris was naked in front of me, all I could focus on was getting naked as soon as possible and having my way with her. Watching Tris taking her clothes off was something I had never experienced before, and it was just so sexy watching her right in front of me. Damn, I can feel myself start to waken at the thought of Tris exposing herself to me.

As my dick hardens, I swear it has a mind of its own. It finds its way to where it wants to be most, between the warmth of Tris' ass cheeks. Tris stirs, arching her back so her ass grinds against my growing erection. Fuck. I guess sleeping together has it's advantages, clearly. If only we didn't have our daughter sleeping just a few feet away from us in her crib. I know for a fact that Tris isn't wearing any underwear, she never bothered to put them back on after I took them off last night. I can't help the grin that appears on my face, as I think back to our little dessert time in the kitchen.

Before we left Abnegation, Tris and I never fully explored each other's bodies. Sure we had sex, but we always had it with our clothes on. Only from overhearing the Dauntless boys my age speaking about having sex, did I know that I should slip my fingers into her to get her wet, before entering her with my dick. I mean who knew? It was like that shit was a secret. My hand would snake under Tris' skirt and slip her underwear to the side, I never even looked. I always focused on her beautiful blue-gray eyes or her perky breasts, well at least the one that I had out of her bra. Again we never had the chance to be creative during sex given the situation with both of us living in Abnegation, and having to follow all their rules.

I didn't know that anything like oral sex even existed until I met Zeke and James…although I never openly spoke about my experiences with Tris, I was glad to listen and learn from hearing what they had to say about the subject. I wanted and still want to do everything possible to please Tris in that department. But I never thought in a million years that Tris would do what she did last night. Taking me in her mouth, it caught me off guard, but I loved every minute of it, who wouldn't? The feel of her hot mouth, the tightness of her hand around my dick, her fucking tongue teasing me non-stop. Damn. I wonder if she spoke to anyone about how to do that, like I did.

I have no doubt in my mind that Tris is the one I want forever. She is not only my best friend but more importantly, she is the one person in this world that knows me better than anyone else. She makes me want to be a better person and she inspires me to do so. She knows who I am inside and out, and has accepted me without any questions or doubts. She believed in me when no one else would, and I know that no matter what happens our love is eternal. Nothing and no one could ever change that. I know for a fact that Tris is my soulmate, I think a part of me has always known that, even when we were just kids. I can't wait for it to be official. I want the whole city, no, the whole damn world to know that she is mine and I am hers.

Flashback

Eleven weeks ago

"Dude, what are you doing after work?" I ask Zeke, turning in my chair. He has his arms over his head stretching them, you can get really stiff being in these chairs for a long period of time like we have been today. It has been another long ass day in the control room preparing for the new initiation class that is starting next week. Gus has me working on setting up files on each dependent that will be choosing this year, although not everyone of them will be choosing Dauntless. We still have to keep tabs on the new members of our city. After all it's our job to monitor the safety of every faction and all of its members.

I truly can't wait for choosing day to come, every second gets Sara and I closer to having Tris with us so we can finally be a family. God, I miss her so much. These last two years have been hell for the three of us, with everything we have had to go through. It was made even harder by having to go through it apart, but at last it is over with. We will finally be a family, living in the same faction once initiation is over and done with.

"What do you have in mind?" Zeke asks.

"I need your help with something. I already cleared it with Hana, she is getting Sara from daycare for me." I inform him, he raises his eyebrows at me in surprise.

"What is it?" He asks. I shake my head, I'm not getting into this here. Knowing him, this would end up being a long drawn out conversation. I need to keep things about Tris and I under wraps, especially now that choosing day is next week. He presses his lips into a thin line, not knowing what else to say.

It doesn't take us long to reach our destination. Zeke clueless as ever, enters the doors without one word.

"Four what the hell are we doing here?" He asks getting impatient. You would think two men walking into a jewelry store would be a dead give away.

"Zeke, would you just use the last few brain cells that you have left and think... I'm here to buy an engagement ring." I see the shock quickly appear on his face, as his eyes start to widen and his mouth gapes open.

"Four, Oh my god… I don't know what to say." Zeke says, a little too happy for my liking. "But... "But? There's a but? "'I'm already committed to Shauna, and yes Four you are handsome as hell, but I just don't think of you in that way." Zeke says with sincerity in his voice. What the fuck? Please tell me he is joking. But the expression on his face tells me he is a hundred percent serious.

"Zeke, you idiot, the ring is for Tris," I say, slapping the back of his head. I fight the urge to roll my eyes at him.

"Tris? I thought I was your one and only?" He continues pouting. Okay, maybe bringing Zeke here with me today was a bad idea. "Aw man, are you going to ask her to marry you?" Zeke asks. I nod my head yes, unable to hide the stupid shit eating grin on my face. "You sure about this man?" He asks, only this time it feels like he is second guessing my decision.

"What's that supposed to mean? I have never been more sure about anything in my life." I say, getting a little frustrated.

"Hey man, I get it. Don't get me wrong, your girl is great... it's just that this is a big commitment you know. You sure you are ready to do this? I mean, what's the rush anyway?" He asks. I thought out of everyone in this faction that Zeke would be the last one that I would have to explain myself to. "I mean this isn't that whole obligation thing… like we have a kid together, is it?" Seriously, is he really saying this to me right now?"Of course not, I have known that I wanted to marry Tris for years now... I explain to him impatiently.

"So what's the rush then, Four? Shouldn't you follow all the necessary steps first? You know...first she comes to Dauntless, then you date her, then after some time you both move in together, then after awhile you ask her the big question." Zeke says, telling me what I should do with my life and in what order I should do it in.

"Zeke, I have already dated her… I have been in love with Tris for most of my life, since we were kids, for heaven's sake. And yes, Sara does play an important factor in all of this, but she is not the only reason I am doing this. The truth is…" I stop, taking a deep breath before I continue. "Look I don't know how else to explain this to you Zeke, but she's it for me, she's my person. This just feels right, she's my home, and I want to make it official and not just play house with her," I say, getting a little mushy for my own liking, but it's the only way I know how to explain my feelings about this subject to him.

"I better be your best man." Zeke says, pouting again.

"Wouldn't have it any other way, my friend," I say, my smile gets even wider as I reach out and pat him on the back.

"Well alrighty then. But you know the minute that rock is on your girl's finger and Shauna sees it...that exact minute she is going to start hounding me to get her a ring of her own." He says. This time I am unable to fight off the urge to give him an eye roll, leave it to him to give me a good enough reason to give him one.

"I'm sure you will live," I say. I turned around looking at the large display of diamond engagement rings before me. "Plus, maybe it will push you to man up," I add. I never understood his problem, I know he loves Shauna more than anything in this world. Why wouldn't he want to make her his wife? Shauna is a great girl and an absolutely great catch. I swear they are meant for each other, the way she grounds him… and in return he lifts her high.

"Hey, Four." I look up from the display case, seeing Katrina walking in from the back. She smiles warmly, welcoming Zeke and I into the store. I am relieved, for a moment that she is the one that will be helping us today. Katrina was one of my top initiates last year. Thankfully she was only one of the few female initiates that didn't gawk at me… then again it probably helped that she doesn't swing for my team. "So what can I do for you boys?" She says, looking towards Zeke. Of course, no one knows about my relationship with Sara's mom, so it would be more feasible that we would be here for Zeke.

"I'm looking for an engagement ring," I say, at the same exact time Zeke starts pointing at me, "We're here for him." I swear he is still sulking over this. Katrina looks between Zeke and I with a questioning look on her face. She is probably wondering what I am doing here buying an engagement ring for a non existent girlfriend.

"It's a very long story, but I hope you can keep this discreet. I would really appreciate it, Katrina." I ask with pleading eyes..

"Of course, Four, it's none of my business, but… whoever she is, she's a very lucky girl, OR… guy." She says, although she means well, I can't help but think the word "really" when I hear her hint at the suggestion that I might be gay.

"Thanks…I think." I say, as Zeke chuckles next to me, entertained by this uncomfortable situation that I find myself in.

Although most of the rings were lovely, I didn't see one that really caught my eye. Luckily Katrina offered to help me design one for Tris instead. After an hour of brainstorming together, we finally came up with the perfect design. I just hope Tris loves it as much as I do when it's time for me to slip it on her finger. It's the perfect image of the world that we came from and the world that we have chosen now. The ring is a heart shaped diamond, it's not too big or too small, it's the perfect size for Tris. It has the black Dauntless flames in the center of the heart, then there are two hands holding the heart which begin to fade into the rest of the band that goes around her finger. Only instead of the ring being white gold, the band has more of a gray tint to it. It's the best mixture of our past and our future. Perfect.

Flash back End

Present

The ring has been sitting in my sock drawer, waiting for that special moment for me to propose to my girl. Like promised, Katrina had the ring ready for me within four weeks time. Now I just need to find the perfect moment to get down on one knee and ask Tris to be mine forever and finally be my wife.

I tighten my hold on Tris, pulling her even closer to my arousal that has been aching for her. I suddenly have this overwhelming need to be with her. I have no desire to wait another minute. After our sexy dessert time in the kitchen last night, I never got the chance to bury myself deep inside of her, to feel her tightly wrapped around me... to feel that she was safe and sound.

To know that she was finally here with me and home for good where she truly belongs.

I lean in closer to Tris, blanketing her body with mine. I begin to kiss her neck right on that sensitive spot under her ear, while my left hand slowly reaches for her breast over her nightgown. I then knead her breast gently, while my other hand keeps her hips firmly in place.

It doesn't take long for Tris to awaken from my forward actions. I don't have to look at her face to know that she is turned on by my aggressiveness. I can hear her steady breaths turning into heavy pants, as she begins to grind her hips back into mine. My dick hardens even further, surprisingly, as a low groan escapes my mouth. I lift my head, slightly panicked remembering that Sara is just a few feet away from us. I don't want to wake her. I leap out of bed surprising Tris, and scoop her up into my arms. Tris wraps her arms around my neck and her legs around my waist. I kiss her senseless as I walk us into the bathroom, my hands holding on to her ass.

Once inside the bathroom, I softly close the door behind us. I turned on the lights, wanting to be able to see this sweet angel before me. I gently deposit her on the vanity next to the sink. I don't dare to remove the grip that she has on me with her legs. If anything I want them wrapped around me even tighter than they are now. My lips refuse to be far from her, whether it's on her mouth or her delicious skin. I can't get enough of her, I want her, no, I need her. From the touch of her hands, I would say she feels the exact same way as I do, as she starts pushing my boxer briefs down my hips and freeing my extremely hard dick. I moan as I'm finally freed from the fabric barrier that was between us. I don't hesitate at all by returning the favor, I reach for the hem of Tris' nightgown, I slowly raise it over her toned stomach, then her gorgeous tits, and right over her head, breaking our kiss for just a second, while doing so.

It's now when I have Tris completely bare before me, that I finally stop and take a step back from her. I want to savor every inch of her while she is sitting on the top of the vanity bare. I know I will never tire of seeing her like this, I can see the lust in her eyes, matching my own as I drink her all in. She blushes as her own eyes greedily take in my body. I turn around, opening the shower curtain and turn on the water. When I turn back, Tris is raising an eyebrow at me, wondering what it is I am up to.

"Take a shower with me, baby." I say, not giving her much of a choice as I once again scoop her up in my arms. Her arms and legs find their home wrapped tightly around me. It's at this moment that I look forward to making more firsts in our future… I know that Tris and I are both lacking experience in this department, but we are more than willing to try new things. Our lips crash against each other in a feverish kiss, our tongues mingle nearly violently and greedily wanting more of each other. I carefully step into the shower, letting the warm water fall around us, as Tris moans loudly into my mouth. I pin her against the tile wall at the same time that I thrust my dick deep into her wet entrance. I still myself once I am buried inside of her. I fight the urge to move within her, to lose myself completely, but I also want to savor this moment with her.

It's only when my lungs are screaming for air, that I finally release her lips. But I refuse for my lips to leave her completely as they find their way down to her neck instead, sucking and licking it… I simply can't get enough, so I devour her. Tris' hands grip my skin even tighter, almost to the point of being painful, but instead of it hurting me, it just turns me on more. Unable to fight the urge anymore, I pull out of Tris almost all the way. I lean back, resting my forehead against hers. I look into her beautiful blue-gray eyes, telling her that I love her before I thrust completely back into her depths nice and slowly. Fuck, she feels so tight around me. I'm so worked up, I know it won't take me long before I combust inside of her. From the quivering of her walls, I know she's right there with me. Tris leans her face down between the junction of my neck and shoulder, she then bites down on me, trying to keep from screaming as my pace quickens and becomes more frantic.

"Fuck, Tris." I moan into her ear. "You feel so good baby."

"Yes… I … fuck.. Please don't stop... " Tris says, almost inaudibly. It's then that I feel her walls begin to violently clench around me. She leans her head back arching her breasts right in front of my face. I lean down a bit further without slowing my pace and take her right nipple into my mouth, sucking and biting down on it as she screams out in ecstasy. It doesn't take me long to find my own release deep within her tight pussy. I still myself, refusing to be released from within her. I keep her pinned up against the wall, with our foreheads resting against each other, as our breathing begins to slow down and even out.

"We really need to get Sara her own room." Tris says, her voice is somewhere between sounding sated and somewhat amused. "Not that I'm complaining though."

"We will go apartment hunting once we finish with the welcoming ceremony." I say, completely agreeing with her, but still refusing to let her go. She nods while smiling at me, obviously happy with my answer.

We share a few more passionate kisses, neither one of us ready for our shower to end. But I know we both have to get out soon and get back to bed. We have an early day tomorrow, and Sara will be up early. She always is.

I regrettably let Tris slide down my body and out of my arms. I reach down grabbing the bar of soap, and begin to get a good lather going on my hands before I begin to work it into Tris' shoulders. "Here let me help you clean up," I whisper to her,but I don't bother to wait for her response. She smiles encouraging me, so I slowly clean her smooth skin, rubbing her shoulders, back, and her delicious ass cheeks. I slowly turn her around, she blushes as I begin to slowly soap up her perfect tits, her taut stomach, and I begin to clean between her thighs. She moans as my finger instinctively finds her bundle of nerves. I can't help the big smile that appears on my face, for I love that I can make her feel so good. Tris starts to throw her head back, as her breathing quickens once again. I love how responsive she is to me, as I feel her arousal becoming more evident in my hand.

It doesn't take long for my dick to begin to harden again, wanting more of her. I get an idea, another first… I turn her away from me, telling her to place her hands on the tile wall, bending her over slightly. I rub her back, then her sweet firm ass, right before I thrust into Tris' wet, hot pussy. She moans out loudly at my invasion. Shit, she feels even tighter in this position. I grab her hips tightly as I pull almost all the way out and then I thrust back into her even deeper than before. "Fuck."

"Oh my god." Tris screams out. By the tone of her voice and her breathing...she seems to be enjoying it just as much as I am. I continue my frantic attack, I reach around her, as my hand finds her wet pussy, rubbing her bundle of nerves. "Tobias." Tris calls out, as I quicken my pace on her clit. My balls begin to tighten, signaling that I am getting close to my release once again, but I know I don't ever want this to end because it feels too good.

"Cum for me baby," I nearly beg her, as I'm dangerously close to losing it myself. I want her to cum for me one more time tonight, needing nothing more than the feel of her walls clenching down on me, but I fear I won't last much longer. "Now baby, please." I groan. I am pleased to find that my demanding words do the trick and push her over the edge, helping her find her release. "Fuck, baby, that's it. Cum for me." I say, racing towards my own release. I finally feel her walls once again begin to quiver, as she cries out my name reaching her climax, as her head is thrown back. Tris nearly collapses against the wall, as I too collapse against her small frame. We are both totally spent from my sudden attack. It was so worth it though. We are definitely doing that again.

To ensure we aren't tempted again, we agree to keep our hands to ourselves. I have no doubt in my mind, I would probably take her again if she gave me the chance. I can't seem to get enough of her. We finally climb back into bed, but this time Tris' head is resting on my chest. I hold her close to me, never wanting to let her go again.

"I love you so much Tris." I whisper, not wanting to wake Sara. Tris lifts her head, looking up at me as she smiles taking my breath away, she is so damn beautiful. She leans in giving me a kiss goodnight. "I love you too Tobias. Always."

A/N

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