Chapter 40 Izzy's still thinks she's fat

Izzy's POV

The next day Jake and Cubby were getting our breakfast, but as for me I was looking in the mirror and I was thing that if I was still fat.

So Jake and Cubby come back with our breakfast Jake hands me my breakfast, but I didn't want to eat it.

"Hey Izzy how come you don't want to eat your breakfast?" Jake asked me as I did not answer him.

So while Jake and Cubby were watching TV, the two of them heard a stomach growl coming from me Jake then asked me this...

"Izzy did you really eat your breakfast?" He asked me as I just nodded my head.

"Then why did we just heard her stomach growling?" Cubby asked me.

"really don't know." I said to them as I started to lie.

"Cubby, Izzy needs something to eat so I am going to go and get her a cookie from the cafeteria and I am going to try and feeding it to her." Jake said to him as he went to the Cafeteria to get a cookie.

As Jake came back with the cookie, he was trying to feed it to me. But I shook my head no.

"Izzy please open your mouth." He said to me.

I continuously shook my head no.

"Izzy come on please eat the cookie it's your favorite." Jake said to me.

"Isabella Rose green please eat the cookie you know what the consequences will be if you don't eat." Jake said to me.

"Whatever I don't care Jake." I said to him.

"Thank you for opening your mouth." Jake said to me.

"Now please bite the cookie." Jake said to me.

"No I will not bite the cookie." I said to him as I grind my teeth together.

"Okay fine I give up." Jake said to me as he put the cookie on the table and just left.

After Jake had left, I saw the cookie on the table so I decided to take it and throw it in the trash.

So now it was Cubby's turn to try and feed me.

"Izzy I got you a ham sandwich cuz I know it's your favorite." He said to me as he tried to feed me the sandwich. But unfortunately he gave up as well.

"Okay then I guess you don't want it." Maybe you'll eat it later so I'm going to put this on the table for you." He said to me as he did.

I looked around and I knew that I was alone again which was a good idea because I took my finger put it inside my mouth, and started to make myself throw up.

I took the bin and threw up big time Non-Stop. And you get to hide the evidence from Jake and Cubby, so I had to think fast.

So I decided to hide the evidence under my bed so I took the paper bag out of the bin, tied it up, and tried to get out of my bed so I can hide it under it and it worked.

I was so careful that I carefully hold on to the edge of my bed, you got myself up and that's it.

After I hid the evidence under my bed Jake and Cubby came back.

"Hey guys! where'd you guys go?" I asked them with a fake smile.

"We just went to the cafeteria is everything okay here?" Jake asked me.

" Yep everything's just fine Jake haha." I said while I faked laughed.

"Hey Izzy what's with the fake laugh and smile?" Cubby asked me.

" Are you hiding something from us Izzy?" Jake asked me.

" No I'm not hiding anything." I said to them quickly.

Jake and Cubby looked at each other, and then looked at me.

"Okay then." Jake said to me as they both just went to the couch and sat there.

"All right then I guess we can watch TV." Cubby suggested.

" Okay but what do we want to watch?" I asked him.

"How about That's So Raven on Disney plus!?" Jake asked me

"I was thinking something more like Austin Ally." I suggested.

"But do they have Austin Ally on Disney plus?" Cubby asked me.

"Maybe but we won't know until we search it." I said to him.

So that's what we did we searched on Disney plans for Austin Ally and lucky for us it was on there yay.

Jake's POV

While Izzy was taking a nap, I decided to cleanup. But as I was cleaning up, I found something under Izzy's bed.

"Cubby come here I found something under Izzy's bed." I said to him as I called him over.

It was a bag and we opened it inside this bad was vomit and food.

"I knew it she did not eat it she threw it out she also threw up I am I am so worried about her right now.

"I think she might be developing anorexia" I said to myself

"Cubby I think she's developing anorexia, also I'm worried about her." I said to him.

"How worried are you about her?" He asked me.

"Oh I don't know maybe 10-15 35 100% okay I am feeling 100% worried about her." I said to him.

"Izzy wake up why did you throw out your food and most importantly why did you throw up?" I asked you as I woke her up.

" And tell me the truth Izzy." I said to her.

"Okay okay I threw out my food so? Jake I'm just worried that I'm going to lose weight and I don't want to but my body keeps telling me to do it Jake I'm sorry I'm sorry." Izzy said to me.

"Are you mad at me now guys that I threw out my food and threw up?" She asked us.

" No Izzy we're not mad at you we understand that your having a tough time right now. And that's normal but can you please do us a favor and tell us the truth next time, instead of throwing your stuff in the garbage and throwing up as well?" We asked her politely.

" Yeah I guess I got carried away sure I'll tell you guys the truth next time thank you." She said to us.

Izzy's POV

So I was looking through a magazine while cubby and Jake were watching TV. I was looking at some skinny girls, as I was thinking some bad thoughts in my mind that I'm not skinny. Done as I looked in the mirror I still think that I'm fat.

I then start crying to myself but Jake and cubby didn't hear me.

Jake's POV

After Cubby and I was done watching TV, I decided to try and feed Izzy again.

So I decided to feed Izzy red velvet cake. Which is her second favorite dessert.

"Izzy come on please open your mouth so I can feed you this cake it's delicious!" I said to her.

But this time she wasn't opening her mouth.

" Jake I'm scared I'm afraid to put weight on." She said to me.

" That's the whole point of making me feed you hello you need to put on weight Izzy." I said to her.

"Jake I don't want to eat ate eat anything anymore!! Okay I do not want to eat anything

as I'm thinking that you think I'm still fat!!! She said while she was crying.

"Izzy I don't think you're fat." I said to her.

" Yes you do!!!" She said to me.

" No I don't Izzy I don't think you're fat you're skinny and that's the way you are I don't want you to leave me please you got to eat something." I said to her.

"But I still think you think I'm fat Jake." She said to me.

" You know I don't Izzy I do not think you're fat it's all in your head everything that you're saying right now it's in your head." I said to her.

"Cubby do you think I'm fat?" Izzy asked him.

" Well Izzy um, no you're not fat." Cubby said to her.

"Your lying Cubby it's okay I can take it this time tell me am I fat?" She asked him again.

"Yes okay you are I'm sorry I had to say it I'm sorry." Cubby said to her.

" Cubby it's okay!" Izzy said to him

"CUBBY!" I yelled at him.

"Jake I know that I apologized to her but, she asked me okay she wanted the truth so you can blame your girlfriend." Cubby said to me.

"Jake I know she's not fat okay I know that Izzy is not fat I was only joking." Cubby said to me.

"Cubby it's not nice to joke around like that." I said to him.

" I know." He said to me.

"Now I really believe that I'm fat!!!! Izzy said as she started to cry.

"way to go, you made Izzy cry." I said to him.

"Hey she put that on herself Jake I didn't say anything she wanted me to say it." He said to me.

"Oh so you think I should believe that?" I asked him.

"Yes! You should Jake she's your girlfriend." Cubby said to me.

I looked at Izzy and she was crying hard. So I decided to give her a hug first to calm her down.

"Izzy we both know that you're not fat and you need to eat something." Cubby and I said to her.

"do you guys really mean that I mean should I literally eat something?" She asked us.

Yes! You should." Cubby and I said to her.

So it was dinner time and I think it was time for Izzy to do the biggest test ever eating.

"Okay Izzy, we got you mac and cheese for dinner if you accept this mission then we will be proud of you but if you fail this mission and decide to throw up then you will face the consequences do you accept this mission?" I asked her.

" Yes Jake I accept the mission." She said to me.

"Okay Cubby, give Izzy her mac and cheese." I said to him as he handed her the bowl of mac and cheese.

"Wait a second aren't you going to feed me Jake?" She asked me.

" Not this time Izzy it's a test so, you do it yourself." I said to her.

" All right on your mark got set EAT!" I said to her as she started to eat.

"how long has it been?" Cubby asked me.

"About an hour." I said to him.

" I'm finished!" Izzy said to us.

"OMG Izzy, did you eat the whole mac and cheese?" I asked her.

"Yes I did!" She said to me.

"Wow Izzy we are so proud of you." I said to her.

"Izzy I'm sorry but you failed the mission." I said to her.

"I'm sorry but I can't help it." Izzy said to us.

So Cubby and I noticed that Izzy is looking at a magazine then at her in a mirror, and then we noticed she looking sad.

"Izzy you need to stop looking at these magazines." I said to her as I took her magazines and threw it in the trash.

"These magazines that you're reading, you're making you think that you're fat and that's not healthy for you." I said to her.

"You are not allowed to read any more magazines anymore because you're addicted to them already and you need to stop thinking that you're fat because you're not." I said to her.

"I can read magazines anytime I want you can't tell me not to read them Jake." She said to me.

" Yes I can look at you you're not eating, l yourself throw up every food that you eat, and what's worse is that and you keep doing that we will only see your bones and you might die I do not want that to happen to you." I said to her.

"I really don't want that to happen to you Izzy." I said to her as I finally broke out in tears.

"I want the old Izzy back, because this one, is not the Izzy I love." I said to myself as I stormed out of the room.

After I calmed myself down, I went back inside to Izzy's room.

"Cubby we should stick by her side and help her more." I said to him.

"That's the spirit Jake I agree with you we should stick by her side she needs us we love her no matter what." Cubby said to me.

"you hear that Izzy we are going to stick and stay by your side and help you get over your developed eating disorder." I said to her.

"Okay Izzy before you go to sleep, I'm going to feed you some strawberries since they are healthy for you." I said to her.

So I feed her some strawberries, and she starts to chew them and swallows them I waited for 7 minutes until she said something...

"Jake, can you please hand me that bin?" She asked me.

" Jake do not get her the bin she's tricking you." Cubby said to me.

Then out of nowhere Izzy started to throw up on her bed.

"Izzy Izzy okay?" I asked her.

But judging by the vomit nope she is not.

So I decided to give her the bin and she continuously threw up in that.

"I told you not to give her the bin Jake." Covey said to me.

" Cubby don't you to see what's happening here? Izzy's vomiting like really bad." I said to him.

"if you didn't say anything to her and just kept your big mouth shut zoo would have never been in this situation and now she is thanks to you." I said to him.

" You're welcome." He sent to me.

"Izzy don't listen to Cubby anymore I'm going to take care of you by myself." I said to her while giving her a kiss on the cheek and held her hair back.

"What I can't help anymore?" Cubby asked me.

"Haven't you done enough thanks to you Izzy is now really really sick." I said to him.

"But Jake." Cubby said to me.

"Don't but Jake me you have done enough right now how about you just go sit on that couch and think about what you did." I said to him as I pointed to the couch.

"Jake, I don't feel so good right now." Izzy said as she continued to vomit.

After Izzy finally stopped throwing up, I helped her maid back on her bed while I let go of her hair.

So Izzy and I decided to watch some TV together. We decided to watch Big Time Rush.

"Jake I'm sorry." Izzy said to me.

"It's okay the good news is you stop throwing up." I said to her.

"But what if it continues?" She asked me.

"Well Izzy if he continues, then you have a bucket right next to you. And I'll be with you tonight okay I love you." I said to her as I gave her a kiss on the cheek.

" I love you too Jake thank you." She said to me as she laid her head on my shoulder.

"Jake I think you are being too hard on cubby." Izzy said to me.

" What makes you say that?" I asked her.

Well he's crying on the couch!" Izzy said to me as I looked to see cubby crying on the couch.

So I went over to the couch where cubby was crying I picked him up, and putting him in the middle where he made his head on Izzy's shoulder.