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Chapter 39

Tobias P.O.V

I wake up like I have for the past few months now, with the one person I want to wake up to for the rest of my life. Only this time it isn't like every other morning. It is at the same time as always, the difference today is that Tris and I lay entangled in each other's arms completely bare. There isn't another feeling like this in the whole world...to have every barrier, every wall, every secret out in the open, with just pure passion, and genuine love between us. It feels right, as if it was meant to be. I finally found what I have been searching for, for what seems like decades. I know now more than ever, that this is where I want to be every morning, and every night. I want us to be entangled in each other's arms for the rest of our lives.

What happened between Tris and I last night was not what I intended when I decided to barge in on her. I was torn between wanting to be with her, and knowing I needed to give her some space. I think deep down I just wanted her to stay, for her to tell me that she wanted to stay, and that she never wanted to leave me again. After she left, I felt so empty, and totally brokenhearted. I didn't quite understand why I felt that way, because we didn't break up, we were just reclaiming some of the pieces of our lives back. Yet somehow, I felt like I had lost her, as if I may have lost her forever. In fact, I couldn't shake that feeling off, no matter what I did, believe me I tried. I paced around my house like a mad man waiting for her to call me, when she didn't, I got really worried that something had happened to her. I had to know, I couldn't wait any longer. I couldn't dial her number fast enough on my phone. I waited as patiently as I could, until she finally answered which felt like ages to me. I was both relieved, and slightly angry when she finally answered, although she sounded a little off to me, she was just fine, and in one piece. Why didn't she call me like she promised? Then that's when I heard it, the sorrow in her beautiful voice, it was in that moment that I knew no matter what she said, she wasn't alright. She was being my Tris… my stubborn, brave, and very strong willed girl, I didn't want to make her feel otherwise, so I kept my thoughts to myself. I hated the thought of hanging up the phone and leaving her alone, especially when she sounded the way she did, but she hung up on me, before I could say anything more anyway.

After my short conversation with Tris on the phone last night, I tried everything I could to occupy myself. I even settled on going to the gym for an hour, hoping to work off some steam, and process everything, but as soon as I got home I felt as if I got smacked in the face with reality. I was forced to face my empty house. I had gotten so used to Tris being there, that I wasn't even sure how I was going to pass the time alone, and get through the night without her. That's when I made the decision right then and there, that I wasn't going to allow this to continue. I just couldn't understand why we were hurting ourselves, and each other in the process. So I quickly showered, packed my bag, grabbed my cell phone, wallet, and of course my keys, and made sure that I locked up my house behind me, as I left.

The whole way over, I kept practicing what I was going to say to Tris when she opened the door. I thought of things like, we belong together, this is so stupid, why are we doing this to ourselves, I can't, and don't want to be apart from you any longer. I was lucky that when I got there, I was able to follow a man into the building without having to ring the doorbell for Tris to let me in the main door downstairs. I figured it would give her less of a chance to turn me away. It didn't take her long to answer the door, I only had to ring the bell twice before I heard her mumble something incoherent from the other side of the door, before she answered it. The sight of her was both comforting, and somewhat painful...to see her in one piece, and that she was okay, was beyond all I could ask for, but I also could see the pain, and sorrow in her eyes. She couldn't hide it, not from me. I know her too well for that. It was in that very moment, that words were no longer necessary. I stepped into the apartment, closing and locking the door behind me, while dropping my bag by the entryway, and I took her in my arms. My right hand supported her middle back, as my left arm wrapped around her waist, lifting her off her feet. She didn't wrap her legs around my waist, as I didn't mean for this to be a sexual encounter. When I walked us back toTris' bedroom, and tried to place her back on her feet, that was when I noticed that she must have been in bed when I rang her doorbell, because her sheets, and comforter were all messed up, as if she had been tossing and turning in them, plus she was also wearing her simple lounging pajamas. Tris refused to let me go at first, afraid that I would disappear if she untangled her arms from around my neck. I waited patiently for her to make the first move to release me and get into the bed. All I wanted at that moment was this...her safe and sound in front of me, and in my arms. I would have been more than happy to stand there all night with my arms wrapped around her, if it meant I never had to let her go again.

Once in bed, like any other night, we migrated towards each other. As Tris inched her way closer to me, I expected it to be like usual, a chaste kiss goodnight, a few minutes of our arms wrapped around each other, until sleep took us under. What I didn't expect to happen was the passion, and the longing that radiated off of both of our bodies. In five seconds flat, Tris had me wrapped in her arms, pulling me hard against her, while crashing her gorgeous lips against mine. I don't know if it was the separation from earlier, and the heartbreak that we both felt, or just simply wanting to finally be together as lovers, to show each other how much we truly loved one another. All I know is in that moment, there were no more words, and certainly no more goddamn interruptions to stop us from doing just that.

I felt as if I was lost in the moment, lost kissing her beautiful mouth, and exploring her tight, firm body, just like when we were in the Jacuzzi in our hotel suite. I swear I will never get enough of her taste. Just like I couldn't get enough of her taste last night… her plump lips, her flawless skin, her long graceful neck, her perky breasts, even the sweet taste of her sex, I can never get enough of her, she is addicting. I would happily eat this woman out, twice a day, every day for the rest of my life and never fucking complain.

But I still can't get one thing out of my head from last night, it was when I sat up, and started to hold Tris closer to me, as she straddled my lap. In that moment, I had this strange feeling of deja vu, a familiar sense that we had been in this position before. Only something was missing this time, or maybe not something, but more like a marking on her body of some sort. I couldn't help but pause during my assault on her collarbone, looking down at the three very distinct pink spots on her clear skin. Of course Tris noticed my hesitation, as well as where my eyes lingered, but what was I going to say, I feel like something should be in this spot that I am kissing, she would have thought I was batshit crazy. So I just shrugged the feeling off, and told her it was nothing. I know Tris, she wanted to push for more answers, but luckily her longing for me, and my talented tongue distracted her, as I claimed her lips as my own. The night may not have gone how I expected it to go… but nothing has ever felt more right to me. All I can say is that our first night together as lovers was nothing less than absolutely amazing. It was erotic, sexual, frustrating, and explosive. Now with this knowledge of no more barriers between us, I can't wait to explore this new sensual world with her.

Last night when she told me she was on the pill, I damn well almost embarrassed myself, I literally thought I was gonna cum in my sweatpants, just from the thought of being able to explore her, and to feel myself inside of her, without any barriers between us. To feel the juices from her arousal all over me, to fill her with my own was almost too much. But I didn't want to force her into anything, it was, and will always be her choice on what or how far we go in the bedroom, or any other place, for that matter. But I won't lie, when I say that my inner caveman was about to raise his fist in the air and scream yes, but thankfully I was able to reel the egotistical part of me in before I made a complete ass of myself. I was more than happy to know that she wanted me as much as I wanted her, without a damn condom. To know that my seed would be inside of her, coating her walls, and possessing her from within. Damn.

She felt better than I could have ever imagined, wrapped around me with her walls clenching on my dick as she came. Nothing I have felt, or have ever seen was anything like this before. I have been with countless women, but I have never felt this type of connection to them physically, or even spiritually before. I was just as surprised when my dick started stirring back to life within a matter of minutes from exploding inside of her. She is so addicting, I know if I had my way, I would love nothing more than to end each and every night like this for the rest of our lives. I couldn't even help stop the big goofy grin that appeared on my face, as we both fell asleep feeling sated, and totally content in each other's embrace.

I feel Tris stir in my arms, and tighten my hold on her. I don't ever want to let her go, not after the incredible night we shared together. I'm not ready to share her with the world just yet, but I know that's not possible, because she has to get to work. I'm sure she has many clients waiting on her, just as I have my own re-evaluation test schedule today. I must admit I was feeling a little nervous about not being up for the challenging physical test, but after last night's extra curricular activities, I have no doubt in my mind that I will ace it with flying colors.

"Good morning, babe," I say, looking down at my awaking beauty laying in my arms.

Tris shifts her body, so she is flush against mine. In that moment, I can see her mind realizing that we are both still naked, that we didn't bother dressing after making love last night. I watch as her cheeks turn an adorable shade of pink. It's then that I realize her sexy as hell, breasts are pushed up against my rib cage, it's then that I can feel my dick begin to harden at the feel of her chest against me. I reach over using the hand that was supporting the back of my head, cupping her cheek. She pushes herself higher to meet my lips, letting the sheets fall at her waist, no longer covering her delicious breasts that I desperately want to bite, and suck on at this very minute. My hand no longer cradles her cheek as it falls to her hip, guiding her to straddle me instead. Our lips crash hard against each other, we waste no time at all, as Tris begins to grind her sex against my already hardened dick. I can feel her wet for me, ready for me to take her. I break the kiss, leaning up a little more, catching her pink nipple in my mouth, I begin to suck on it, and then gently bite it, before soothing the sting that I just made with my tongue. Tris moans, as she tangles her fingers in my hair, holding me right where she wants me the most.

"Tobias," Tris moans, leaning her head back in ecstasy. My right hand moves on it's own accord from her hips, to her taut stomach, trailing down to my favorite place. I let my thumb enter her lips, exploring her wet, warm folds, and begin circling her clit. Tris moans loudly as I tease her hot delicious pussy. My dick hardens even more, standing at attention just inches away from her entrance. Tris begins to rock her hips, thrusting herself against my thumb, looking for more friction. My dick twitches at the feeling of having her so close, but not entering her just yet, it wants nothing more than to be buried deep inside her. I remove my thumb from her, as Tris gives me a very disappointing pout. I then chuckle, unable to resist the cute face that she gives me. I suck on my thumb, licking her juices off. Mmm, damn she tastes good. The moment my thumb is clean, my hands falls back to her hips, ready to lift her just enough to slide into her. Tris' breathing becomes erratic very quickly, telling me she wants this just as much as I do. I line myself up with her dripping entrance, but we both freeze when suddenly we hear the sound of the doorbell.

Oh no, not again. Who the fuck could that be? Tris turns her head, looking at her alarm clock on the night table next to the bed. It's only seven o'clock, who the hell would be at her door at such an early hour.

"Saved by the bell," Tris says laughing. She climbs off of my lap, putting on her robe, while smiling like we weren't just about to have sex, is she freaking kidding me right now? Oh come on, not again. I get up from the bed pissed off and pull on my grey sweatpants so I can answer the door with her. I would also really like to see who in the hell is interrupting us, yet again.

"Hey Tris, I'm so sorry to bother you at this time of the morning, but I was just wondering if you had any sugar. I ran out, and Johnny needs his damn coffee…" A female voice says from the door. Great now a fucking neighbor is the one cock blocking me. Seriously?

"Oh, sure huh. Yeah, no problem, just hold on a second." Tris says, she then walks to the kitchen, leaving the door open for the neighbor. I don't bother to look, or introduce myself to her, because of course I'm really frustrated by this stupid interruption. I turn pouting, and head back to the bedroom.

I stand, not really sure if I should return back to her bed or not. I would imagine that Tris needs to get ready to go to work soon. Suddenly I can feel Tris' hands on my stomach, as she wraps her arms around me from the back. My hands instantly lay on top of hers.

"Sorry about that, baby." Tris says, I can hear the remorse in her voice. I nod, not knowing what else to say. "I have to be in the office by nine," Tris continues. I feel her gentle lips on my back, I close my eyes savoring the sensation. I feel myself begin to harden once more, damn it. "I need to take a shower," Tris tells me, as she releases me, and turns heading for the bathroom. As she opens the door, I watch her pull on her sash of her bathrobe, letting the material pool at her feet, leaving her bare before me. "You can join me if you like," she says, swaying her hips as she makes her way into the bathroom. Without any hesitation, I hurry right behind her dropping my sweat pants along the way...

Tris and I move around the kitchen without exchanging any words. If there is one thing I love about us, it's this. The comfortable silence, the carefree attitude we have with each other, it always feels so right. I move around the stove scrambling eggs, as Tris fries bacon.

After our little sexual shower encounter, Tris and I had to hurry up to get dressed, and get breakfast on the table. I don't want her going to work hungry, not after all the physical activities her body has gone through in the last twelve hours. If I have my way, and I usually do, they will continue later on tonight.

Tonight, the thought of the unknown bothers me. Not knowing if I will be staying here again, or if she will be staying at my place. My thoughts go back to a time where Christina and I would spend two nights at her place, then have a break, followed by two nights at my place and have another break again. At the time it really didn't bother me. I looked forward to having that one night break in between. Christina could be a lot at times… sometimes she was just too much. But with Tris it's different, don't want that life for her, or for us. I want to wake up next to her naked body every morning, I want to get frustrated because she left the cap off the toothpaste, I want to have quickies in the shower as she screams my name, to come home to her and only her, and to go to sleep with her in my arms. I don't want less, not now, not after everything we have already been through.

My eyes never leave Tris, as I watch her, happy, and carefree, working beside me to get the food on our plates. I pour two cups of coffee for us, setting them down on the bar. She takes a seat on her barstool, crossing her gorgeous legs, smiling as she begins to eat her breakfast. I stand frozen, shocked by the longing and the intense desire that I feel for her, It's so strong. I have never experienced, or felt anything like this before with anyone. "Tobias? Are you okay?" Tris asks, noticing that I am still standing watching her.

"Move in with me."" I suddenly blurt out, finally thawing from my frozen state. It's Tris' turn to freeze, as she drops her fork on her plate, staring at me in complete and utter shock.

A/N

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Trini