I entered the room and blowed the light instantly, as always, so that no one could witness two silhouettes inside. I stayed in the entrance, waiting for my eyes to grow accustomed to the dark when i sensed two little hands on my face.
« I can't see you... » i heard her complain.
« You will. »
« Those cakes... They were for my birthday ? »
« Ha. »
« Thank you. It meant a lot to me... I was happy to share them with everyone... » she chuckled « in the end, no one cared about your birthday ! »
She kept chuckling and I leaned over, trying to see her contour, and landed my mouth on hers, passing my tongue on her lips. My hands came grabbing her hips through her thick nagajuban.
« What are you doing ? » she asked, confused.
« You left crumbs. » i replied, licking the corner of her mouth.
« I'm pretty sure that's not true... » she said, protesting.
« Are you calling me a liar ? » i whispered, my tongue flickering, trailing down her chin and neck.
I hadn't behaved with her like this since her first time. We only slept platonically because i was feeling guilty of what i did and because i wanted her to initiate it, to be sure she liked it, she wanted it. But this night, i didn't care about all the barriers i built myself anymore. It was her birthday and i wanted her to feel special. I wanted her to see how much she meant to me.
My tongue continued its course down and my hands opened her nagajuban, allowing me to lick the valley between her breasts. She started to pant softly in anticipation.
« I'm... sure there's no crumbs there... » she said and I smiled even if she couldn't see it.
I trailed to the side to one of her breasts and my tongue circled it, doing smaller circles at each round and eventually landing on her nipple, flickering against it. She moaned in response and i took it in, gently sucking it. My hand came cupping the other one and i couldn't resist but bite a little. She escaped a cry of surprise and i continued sucking to ease the small pain before detaching myself. I could hear her pant softly and the desire in me grew bigger.
« Look at the one who was speaking about dishonorable behavior minutes ago... » she said playfully.
« Do you wish me to stop ? » i asked.
She didn't answer but instead, she grabbed my neck and pulled my face to hers. She kissed me with passion and i answered immediately. My hands were wandering on all her body, never stopping their course and my tongue invade her mouth. I could taste the sweetness of the castella, the sake and even the spices of the duck in her mouth. It was a weird but delicious combination and i wanted to taste all of it, trying to guess all the aromas in her breath.
My hands left her body to push her on the futon and i came atop her, still kissing her. She still had her nagajuban on but it was now fully oppened.
If only i could see better in the dark...
I put a knee between her legs, parting them and i resumed kissing her neck, trailing to the other breast which i gave the same treatment i gave its twin. Chizuru's hands came combing in my hair while she was panting and moaning and i could sense her naked body shivering and twitching with pleasure under my touch.
I got back to her mouth again. I wanted to take it slow, to make it last and let her build up with pleasure, anticipation and frustration. I wanted her to come for me and i had all the time in the world. Last time, i was more focused on reassuring her and diminishing the pain but this time was different. This time wasn't about the least pain i could give her but the most pleasure. I brought my mouth to her ear and she shivered from my breath even before i touched it. I took it between my teeths and licked the lobe before biting gently her helix.
« Still looking for crumbs ? » she tried to joke between two moans.
« I think i found a better dessert. » i whispered in her ear and her body reacted, pushing itself against me. I knew i could merge with her right now if i wanted to but that wasn't my objective tonight.
I trailed some kisses and little nips and bites in her neck and her collarbone before getting lower, in the valley between her breasts and lower again, on her stomach and hips. I kissed her stomach before nipping her hips that were already lifting themselves against my face in anticipation. I could sense Chizuru's need of me, her frustration to not have me already, her impatience and her desire. All of it was driving me crazy and my own body was also making me acknowledge it's eagerness. But it would have to be patient.
« Saito... » she implored but i didn't answer.
My mouth continued its way down, kissing the top of her womanhood and she closed her legs in reflex. I let my mouth kissing her there and came brushing her thigh with one of my hand.
« Do you fear me ? » i asked gently.
« No... » she answered, flustered, and it brought a smile on my face while i kept kissing gently.
« Then please, allow me. »
She twitched but didn't open her legs. Patient, I kept brushing her thigh and deposit small kisses and she finally relax and parted her legs a little. I laid between her legs, parting them with my body and my mouth got down again, finding her bundle of nerves. She gasped at the first flick of my tongue and i heard a second moan, muffled, and supposed she put her hands on her mouth. I got up to take them off, holding them, before i plunged in her intimacy again.
« But Saito... The sound... » she cried with pleasure and shame.
« The Rasetsu are out. You don't have any other direct neighbors. I want to hear you. »
My tongue resumed to flick against it and she tried to protest. I guess.
« But... B... Sai...To... » she moaned loudly and it was adorable.
Will you one day call me Hajime ?
From where i was, the scent of spices so characteristic of her body was the strongest it had ever been. And as i was tasting her for the first time, i was pleased to see that she tasted spices as well. I couldn't get enough of it. Her breath was becoming more shallow and it delighted me to see her loosing control. In the dark, deprived from her sense of sight, her other senses, especially touch, were more sensitive. Bringing my hand under my mouth, i inserted two fingers in her welcoming entrance to rub on the rough spot at the same pace of my tongue flickerings.
She became even more loud, panting, moaning, groaning and her body was shivering, twitching, pushing itself against me. I could sense her building up, reaching some peaks of pleasure unknown to her. When i felt her stiffen and getting tighter around my fingers, i took them off and stopped my tongue. Selfish maybe, but i didn't wanted her to come right now. I wanted to look at her while she does even if i could only see shadows and contour.
I sat and let her catch her breath while i undressed myself quickly so that she would not quit this half-extasy state. I came atop her and kissed her lips tenderly before entering her in a slow, single thrust. The cry that escaped her lips had no hint of pain in it and so i began to move. Her moaning transformed in cry of pleasure and i hoped they weren't too loud. Last thing we needed now was a commander or a captain barging in the room.
I passed an arm under her leg to lift it on my shoulder, allowing me to go deeper and to touch her where it was the most sensitive. Stuck in her half-extasy, i could sense her pulse around me, tightening and relaxing and tightening again. That sensation alone was so pleasurable to me that i knew i would not last long. I went faster and i finally sensed her entiere body stiffen, from her leg on my neck to her jaw as her moans became louder and sharper. She became so tight around me that it triggered my own release as she let out a nearly silent cry of pleasure, so high-pitched that I could barely hear it. She opened her eyes in extasy and they seemed to light the room. I could see them as if it was daylight, two golden orbs that were generating their own light.
What... Is this ?
I didn't have so many women in my life but i had enough experience to know for sure that that wasn't natural. The golden eyes disappeared when her cry ended, leaving me confused and wondering if i hadn't dream it.
« Chizuru... Your eyes... » i whispered in disbelief but she didn't answer, still slowly descending from her peak of pleasure. I wasn't even sure she heard me.
I put her leg down and rolled to the side to release her from my heavy body and i looked at her silhouette. She was still panting heavily, gaze fixed on the ceiling in awe and i knew it could take several seconds or minutes before she'd be able to talk again. It is said that women experience ten times more pleasure than we do. When i see how much it is for me already, i have trouble imagining how much it could be for them.
I grabbed her hand and started kissing her shoulder and she turned to me.
« Is it always supposed to be this good ? » she asked, still panting and a proud smile drew on my face.
« I try. » i told her, still kissing her shoulder.
« Well that was amazing... » she said with a numb voice, snuggling against me.
I took her in my arms and felt her fall asleep peacefully. I kissed her forehead and held her. Even after the embrace we shared, i wasn't sleepy. I was haunted by the golden eyes i saw and what they could mean. When i finally closed my eyes, these two little orbs were still dancing behind my eyelids.