A/N: And so we come to the end of the Dark Saga. A shame too, I was kinda enjoying this. But much like the end of all things, we must make way for new ones. I hope I get some more suggestions in the future. I do have a few in the pipeline but I could always use more.
Also, I want to begin this with a trigger warning for this chapter. Again I don't normally do this, but better get it out now rather than someone getting upset at me for having one. This chapter will contain themes of suicide, if you or someone you know is suicidal or has thoughts of suicide please seek professional help, I can not stress that enough. Not me though, I'm not a professional. I'm just some dude not internet. Have I said that before? I don't know, I've been doing this for a while now, things kinda blur together.
Chapter 44
I'm Samuel Trent I'm a high school student. Not that it matters, I'll be dead soon. I can't say I lived a long and fulfilling life. I can't say I had a life, but it doesn't matter anymore. I'm not dying because of some disease or other outside force. I've decided to take my life.
I don't have anything worth living for; I have no friends, no one cares about me, not even my dad even when he's sober. I guess there's Mr. Waterston, he's probably the only person who cared. But he's a teacher it's his job to look after the students.
I didn't have access to a gun, I was too young to buy medication, and I don't know if slitting my wrists would be painful or not. If I wanted to die, I'll die quick and as painlessly as possible. So I decided to jump to my death and the only place I could think of to jump was the roof of the school.
I managed to get access to it after school. I can't imagine that anyone would kick up a fuss over me. I imagine someone will find my body after leaving the school, they'll talk about it for maybe a day, and then go back to their lives. Hopefully the note in my pocket will explain that it was my choice and no one is to blame.
I got up to the roof, and peered over the railing to see high the drop was. I looked pretty high up, can't imagine the fall wouldn't kill me. I took a minute to mentally prepare myself. I took a deep breath and stepped over the railing. I held onto the railing and prepared to drop. I guess this was it.
"Nasty drop there huh?" a voice asked.
I turned to find a woman leaning on the railing a few feet away from me. She had long silver hair, blue skin, and black feathery wings. She was also wearing our school uniform, so she must be a student here. But what's she doing on the roof?
"Enjoying the view? Though it must be dangerous to view it from there." she said.
"Go away! I want to be alone!" I shouted.
"So did I, but then some idiot decided to disturb me. So why are you hanging so precariously there?" she asked.
"Not that it's any of your business, but I'm going to take my life." I said.
"That's stupid." she commented.
"You think it's stupid for someone to kill themselves?" I asked.
"Well, yeah. Especially in such a grandiose way. If you really wanted to kill yourself you wouldn't be making a spectacle out of it. You could've just hung yourself at home or something." she said.
"Don't you tell me how I should die! You don't know me!" I shouted.
"You're right, I don't know you. So it really doesn't matter what you do. Still, I do want to know why you're doing this." she said.
"There's nothing for me here. I can't keep living with such misery...why do you care anyway? Are you going to stop me?" I asked.
"No, but I didn't attempt to talk you down then I'd be complacent in your suicide. But again, I can't tell you what to do with your life. So go ahead and step off the ledger if you're through with life." she said.
"Maybe I will!" I shouted and looked down at the ground.
I could feel my head spin and my heart beating fast. I was so sure about this, but now I can push myself to do it. I turned back to the mysterious girl.
"Can't do it huh? Figures." she said.
"Okay, so I'm a coward. I thought my life would turn out differently than this. But I can't keep living like this." I said as tears began to stream from my eyes.
"No one ever said life would be easy. But you just can't end because you're miserable." she said.
"What should I do then?" I asked.
"How about you come back over here and we can forget about this whole business?" she suggested.
I nodded and tried to climb over the railing. But I slipped and fell off the building. No! I take it back! I want to live damn it, I don't want to die! I shut my eyes and prayed to whatever god existed that they be kind to me in the afterlife.
I was ready for a sudden impact when I stopped. I opened my eyes and I was still at the school. However, I was...floating? I turned and the girl from the rooftop. She was holding me and we slowly made our decent. Once she got to surface, she planted me onto the ground.
"God, you're a lot heavier than you look." she said.
"You...you saved me." I said partly out of disbelief and partly out of relief.
"Yeah, I did. And normally this would be the part where you'd owe me one. So how about you just stop trying to jump off of roofs?" she asked.
"I...I will...thank you." I said still in shock.
"You're welcome. Oh I'm Yelinda." she said and walked away.
"S-Sam and thank you." I said.
She just waved as she left. I was still in shock, I wasn't sure what to do now. I guess I should try and go home. Maybe try and reflect on what happened today.
I got home just after dark. My dad was passed out in the living room drunk, as usual. I went to my room and laid down on my bed. I was still reeling from everything that happened today. I can't believe how stupid I was! If Yelinda hadn't saved me I'd be dead. I know she didn't want anything from me, but I should at least pay her back somehow.
I sat in class the next day, I was trying to figure out where I could find Yelinda. She must go to this school, but I haven't the foggiest idea which class she was in, or what grade she was in; was she older than me, was younger than me? I don't know, but I can't imagine there's a lot of girls that match her description.
The best place to find her would be the roof. I had no way of knowing if she'd be there. But it was worth checking. I got up to the roof, but I couldn't find Yelinda anywhere.
"Hey! Didn't I tell you not go jumping off of roofs?" someone asked.
I looked up and saw Yelinda laying above the rooftop access doorway. She got up and jumped down from it.
"I was looking for you actually." I said.
"Oh? Why?" she asked.
"I want to thank you for saving me yesterday. And I wanted to know if there was any way to repay you." I said.
"You don't look like you can offer much. Hmm..." she said stroking her chin. "How about you come home with me?"
"Go home with you?" I asked.
"I could use company and I have a way you can repay me." she said.
"Um, okay. I guess I'll go home with you." I said.
"Alright, don't lag behind." she said.
We left school together, and eventually made our way to a motel of sorts. Maybe she lived with her family here. We got to what I assumed was her room and she unlocked the door.
Once inside, she flipped on a light switch and took her shoes off. I did the same and I noticed that the room she had wasn't very big. In fact the bed she had looked big enough for two people.
"Do your parents stay in another room?" I asked.
"Yeah, at their house." she said tossing her bag on her small kitchen table.
"I thought you said you lived, but not with your parents? Also, how do you afford a place like this?" I asked.
"I do live here and my parents own this place so I worked out a deal to stay here for free, so long as I collect rent for them." she explained.
"But surely you have to get food and stuff." I said.
"My parents get me whatever I ask for and bring it here each week." she said.
"I see, so you said I could repay you." I said.
"Yeah, but first I need to know something. What year are you in?" she asked.
"Uh, junior year. Why?" I asked.
"So, you're my senior. Lucky me." she said removing her bow tie.
Yelinda began stripping down to her underwear. A satin black and white striped bra and matching panties. I averted my eyes and Yelinda smirked at me.
"Cute, I like gentlemanly you're being. But you don't have to be modest. You can look all you want, hell you can also touch me if you want." she said.
"I...I don't think that would be appropriate." I said still looking away from her.
"You asked to repay me. I just want you to touch me, or are my breasts too small for you? You're making me feel self-conscious about them." she said.
"No, I didn't mean to make you upset. I'll...I'll touch them if you want." I said.
With shaking hands I placed them on Yelinda's modest breasts. They were soft and warm the touch. I played around with them, this was the first time I felt a girl's breasts before.
"I guess you do like them. But I want to play with something of your's..." she said and placed a hand on my crotch.
I was surprised at first, but I felt a great deal of pleasure coming from my groin as she touched it. A small smile spread across her face as she touched it.
"My, my, my. If I knew you had this much meat in your pants I would've saved you much faster." she said.
"Yelinda, that feels good." I said.
"Then you'll love this next part." she said.
She dropped to her knees and pulled down slacks. She was face-to-face with my crotch that had now formed a bulge in my underwear. She traced an outline of my bulge with her finger. I shuttered as she touched, she then began to grab my erect member through my underwear and jerked it off. I moaned as she jerked me off, I knew about masturbating but never tried to do it so this was a new sensation for me.
I noticed a small damp patch forming on my underwear, right near the tip of my penis was. I think this is what they called precum. Yelinda stopped jerking me off and tapped on wet spot of my underwear with her finger.
"My, you're excited. But I don't want you to cum just yet. First I want you to do something for me." she said.
"What do you need me to do?" I asked.
She got up moved to the bed and stripped off her panties. She spread her legs apart and then spread her vaginal lips apart giving me a viem of her hot, moist pink insides.
"Lick it." she instructed.
I got to my knees and buried my face in pussy. Her pubic hair tickled my nose as I was performing cunniligus on her. I never did this before so I hope I was doing alright. I found a small nub, must be her clitortus so I ststarted sucking on that.
"Mmm Sam, that's good! Get me nice and wet for you giant cock." Yelinda moaned.
I noticed that her pussy was getting wet. At least I can pleasure her as much as she's been pleasuring me. Suddenly I was pulled away from her vagina.
"I can't take it anymore! I want you to fuck me!" she cried her face beet red.
I nodded and removed the remainder of my clothes. Yelinda removed her bra as I was positioning my throbbing cock at the entrance of her pussy. I dove into her, forcing every last inch of my penis inside her. Once I went as deep as I could go I began to start thrusting slowly.
"Ohhh fuck! I love having your cock inside me!" Yelinda cried.
"You're so tight! I can barely move!" I moaned gritting my teeth.
"Don't worry, I'll make sure you get adjusted to my pussy. Now fuck me till I go numb." she said.
I started thrusting faster, feeling her insides become more slick with her juices. So this was sex huh? I kinda glad I didn't die now, I didn't know it was this good. I kept thrusting and thrusting until I felt my balls become heavy.
"Yelinda, I'm about to...I'm about to..." I said.
But before I could warn her, I flooded the inside of her with a huge load of my semen. I watched as gushed out of her like a broken dam.
"Wow, that was a lot. But I think I want some more." Yelinda said.
"I'll give it to you. As long as you and as many times as you want." I said.
"You're such a sweetheart. How about we try something different?" she suggested.
I was sat down on her couch while Yelinda rode on top of me facing away from me. As she fucked me, I grabbed her ample tits playing with each nipple in my hands.
"Yeah Sam, play with nips! You're making me so fucking wet!" she moaned.
I could feel her pussy clench around my cock and she squirted out a mass of her juices.
We moved to her kitchen table, I sat Yelinda on the surface of the table while I fucked her standing.
"Oh yes Sam! Oh fuck you're so good! I love you so much right now!" she cried.
"Yeah, I love you too Yelinda! I want to be your boyfriend and have sex with you a lot!" I shouted.
We kissed each other, our tongues lashing out at each other and it was making me cum again inside her.
We both laid next to each other in her, Yelinda was vigorously jerking me off. While I had my fingers deep in her pussy. We both laid there moaning and panting as we kept masturbating each other.
"Yelinda, I'm about to cum again!" I shouted.
"Me too! Let's cum together!" she cried.
And with that I shot whatever amount of semen I had left. And Yelinda coated my hand with her cum. I turned to her, we were sweaty and exhausted but we didn't care. We pressed our naked sweaty bodies together and made out until we fell asleep.
I woke up the next morning, despite how much I came last night I was fully erect and ready for some action. I turned to Yelinda to see if she was up for another go, but she was gone. I could also hear the sound of running water, so she must've been in the shower. As I was getting out of her bed I noticed there was a stain on her sheets. Blood? Wait, was Yelinda also a virgin? Weird, she seemed like she knew what she was doing.
I got out of bed and sure enough Yelinda was in the shower. I opened the door and Yelinda stood in the shower with hands against the wall. She looked over at me as I entered.
"Huh, hard already? After last night I thought you'd be good for the day or two." she said.
"Tell him that, also I'm sorry if I hurt you. I saw the blood." I said.
"Don't worry about it. You want to fuck real quick before school starts?" she asked.
"I mean if you are up for it, sure." I said.
"Concerned about me? Don't worry after the third time you entered me I got used to it." she said.
"Well okay then." I said.
She spread her legs apart and I grabbed her hips entering her once more. I admit I didn't want to hurt her, she's been nothing but nice to me...in her own roundabout kind of way. I started slow, her insides reacted to my penis and began to tighten around it.
"Hey, did you meant by what you said last night?" she asked.
"What did I say?" I asked.
"You said you wanted to be my boyfriend and have a lot of sex with me." she said turning to me.
"Oh did I? I guess it was spur of the moment. Unless you want me to be your boyfriend." I said.
"Having an older guy come over and fuck me, yeah I guess I could get used to that." she said and kissed.
As we kissed, I felt that she was getting impatience since she grinding her hips faster against me. I took the hint and started thrusting faster into her. I felt like I was going to explode.
"You gonna cum? Huh? You gonna cum inside me baby?" Yelinda asked parting from our kiss.
"Yeah, I gonna cum inside you!" I shouted.
"You can do it! Shoot a fat load right in my pussy!" she moaned.
With that I came inside her, filling her pussy with as much semen as I could muster. Once I was finished, Yelinda turned around and kissed me.
"That's my man." she said softly.
After our shower we got dressed and headed for school. I wasn't sure how to be a boyfriend since Yelinda was my first and only girlfriend. Hell, I lost my virginity to her. I might be over thinking this, Yelinda did suggest that we have lunch together so there was that. I wasn't sure what to do, but maybe that wasn't important. As soon as the lunch bell rang I headed ffor the door.
"Sam, may I have a word with you?" Mr. Waterston asked as I was about to leave.
"What is it Mr. Waterston? I'm going to be late for lunch." I said.
"I just wanted to ask if you're doing okay. You seem unhappy as of late." he said.
"I was, but I'm feeling better now." I said.
"Just so you know son, you can talk to me if you have a problem. They're people who care about you." he said.
As soon as he said that, Yelinda was waiting by the door. A small smirk on her face and she motioned to me to follow her.
"Oh I know Mr. Waterston. I know." I said.