"Another boring day." Marcy thought to herself as she brushes her teeth, she sees her reflection in the mirror and realizes that years have been good to her, not even a single wrinkle on her face. "Dahh, I'm a vampire." Laughs inwardly. "Urgh, still hurts … damn that super hot sauce." She groans

Last night she served pizza with some of the hot sauce, which PB made to prank the Earl of Lemongrab with Finn, when she turned 13. She wanted to try out something new. Well, no one would want to serve a pizza with hot sauce …. but out of curiosity she did it. "Never should have try that thing." She thought.

Slowly floating towards the bedroom, she found her girlfriend still asleep. She opens the closet, searching through their cloths she finds a picture. There were some pieces of tape on sides covered with dust. The Picture showed both of them together before they broke up. She smiled looking at it. Never did she thought that it would end up all good again. She tried to paste it on the closet's wall, but the glue on the tape wasn't strong enough to hold it place.

She changed to her normal attire from the pajamas. Floating back to the kitchen, she found out little Peppermint Butler reading something. She kinda liked the little Pepp-Butt more. Her stomach aches again. "Urgh!" she groans again. Nevertheless, she opens the fridge, takes out a bottle of milk, some eggs and a packet of bread.

While making breakfast for both of them, some thoughts rushed through her mind. She appreciates how Bonnie have tried to change herself, her attitude towards her friends. But most of importantly, she's glade that Bonnie have started to understand and respect value of friends and family, their opinions and worth.

She remembers that Bonnie once said, "I'm sorry Marcy, I just didn't had time for you, for my friends, for my dear ones, but I promise I will try my best to make it up to you and make sure that the time spent together remains the best time in our lives."

Though she's is trying, but being a royal and scientist, she often don't see Marcy a whole day. She realized, as harsh as it sounds, she had to accept it, it's her fate.

She prepares the table for both of them and glides herself towards their room, Swipes open the curtains. The bright sunlight hits the pinkish face of candy kingdom's monarch, she tries to cover her face with the blanket but the vampire stops her to do so.

"Wake up pretty face, breakfast is ready." She tells her.

"Not now Marcy, please let me sleep some more." She says as she tries to cover her face with the blanket. "Haha, hell no …. You always do the same to me." She struggles to ignore the vampire but soon give up and sits right up, rubbing her eyes and groaning. "Girl you are good at having big naps." Marcy says.

"Anyways, last night I tried your super hot sauce with the pizza we ordered, now I'm not feeling good…. My stomach hurts." She tells her. "*Sigh* Marceline who told you try that sauce, there was clearly a warning sign on it." She asked her. "Anyways, lets have some breakfast and then I will make you an antacid."

Bonnie took a bite of her toast. "You know, you are getting better at cooking." She said while chewing her food. *Gulp* "Anyways, are you free at evening….. I thought maybe we can a little walk you know?…. It's spring and it's really lovely at evening." A smile plastered on Marcy's face. "Sure, Glad you asked." She said.

"I've some email to reply and some other princess junk …. So I will see you later." Bonnie said. "No, prob …. I also wanted to visit the boys …." She said.

Bonnie Makes her the antacid. She drinks it in a single go. "Wow, it really worked faster than I thought…. I'm already feeling good."

"Obviously, it would be good … I made it." Bonnie replied.

Soon, the candy monarch was busy with her princess work and the vampire flew out of the castle's window towards the boys. As she reached, before she tried to knock … she thought, why not surprise them. Being vampire has its own perks. She made herself invisible and entered their home ….. she couldn't here the boys so she started looking for them …. It was becoming boring for her …. she entered another room …. There were many stuff, lying around here and there.

There were some pictures, armors, games and books

"Finn did check out my closet once … didn't he?" She thought …. She floats towards the closet and opens it up. "Thank glob, he has a better taste in clothes now." she searched through his closet and jackpot, found something interesting. "Never thought Finn would keep a diary." A mischievous grin covered her face "Let's find out some secrets about Finn Mertins."

She went through many pages … she already knew most of what he wrote in his diary.

"Battle with Magic Man, Dumbass Fight King, Adventure in formers Island …. *sigh* is there anything interesting here ….. well, just one last page."

Her curiosity grew as she started reading this page, It was something very personal, something which he possibly couldn't afford to share with almost anyone, not even Jake.

FINN'S DIARY

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April 5th, 3120
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Another Saturday, Jake's gone to lady's place.

BMO and Neptr are having some time together … don't want to disturb them.

Guess I'm all alone now.

I don't know, I'm feeling a little down these days. Maybe because of this loneliness. Or maybe something else.

Jake has been hanging a lot with lady these days, I feel very happy for them.

And about me ….. ..… *sigh* how do I even begin …. My relations have been terrible.

I really want to lift this off my chest ….. I guess this is the reason why I'm feeling down.

I remember my relation with Flame Princess ….. it was blooming at a fast pace.

But … yes there's always a but …. TBH, I think she is really pretty …. But do I see her more than a pretty girl …. do I …?

I've always been really sensitive, though now I'm working on it.

Weird, I had a weird crush on Princess Bonnibel Bubblegum. Though I knew I was very young for a relationship with her, but what's even weird is that I didn't find it awkward. Guess I've always been love blind.

It was really hard for me to recollect my enthusiasm and my spirit after I knowing that Princess Bubblegum simply didn't loved me back and didn't felt the same way as I do.

Now, thinking of it …. I was in such a miserable state that a I needed a diversion …

No wonder I felt like I love Pheobe(Flame Princess) …. Honestly, I respect her a lot, but at that time I simply didn't understand love ….

I thought ….. thought that hanging out, kissing and hugging is known as love.

Yeah, it was immature of me, but who to blame I was only 14.

And then the day came, I felt joy and found a new subject for my amusement … I played with her feelings …. I felt terrible after what I did …..

I don't deserve getting her attention anymore, for one, I played with her feelings like an asshole …. And second, did I really felt love …. Probably not, it was just glamour.

Time haven't been good to me.

I remember the day when I was playing my flute and having a lil bath, when all of a sudden a wood nymph came out of nowhere and pointed her magic arrow towards me.

That's how I met Huntress. She was cool. During this time, I find her attractive … I really don't know in which way. I guess I found her cool and the fact that she was a girl.

Maybe it's the reason I thought I loved her … but deep down, I was confused. I really didn't knew how to respond.

I'm glad it all went well, I don't care if it was for good or for bad, but all that matters is that we are still good friends.

Now here I'm …. Again ….. it's like ….. like it's all starting all over again.

Do they know how hard It's becoming for me? I don't know for how long I can do this.

I've stopped visiting her often as I used to. I think it's good for the both of us.

But ….. I can't really help myself.

*sigh* how much I wished that someday ….. someday I might finally get her.

Does she even know how much I loved her.

That how much I cared for her.

You know what …. Love greatly affects in personality of a person.

For me the one who made biggest change in my personality is her.

Oh, Princess Bonnibel Bubblegum …. What I'm today is because of you.

Everyday, I used to think of a way to see you … Thanks to Ice Kings shenanigans, I was granted these moments very often.

I really miss those sweet moments.

When Ice King dropped you in the Lich's well …. My heart skipped a beat. I thought …. That's it, that I failed to save you.

Similarly on the battlefield, When that monster crushed you ….. even though I was with simon at that time …. I saw you, my chest ached …. I can't explain it anymore.

Tbh, till now, the second reason to live was you ….. but what am I going to do now … what am I going to do.

I don't know what to do anymore…. I really don't.

You know what feels even worst is that I didn't even had the chance. As I said earlier, time has not been good to me.

I understand, I was too young to be with you, but what now …. What about now.

I don't blame you for this nor Marceline.

To me, Marceline is like a sister …. I always thought of her as a one.

How can I possibly be apathetic towards my sister.

How can I, tell me how can I.

How can be indifferent towards you.

No I can't ….. I can't be indifferent towards anyone, especially you.

But, whenever … I see you smiling, you don't how happy it makes me feel.

Though it hurts, hurts very much indeed, seeing you not with me every day.

But at the same time, your smiles are all I need. I need you to be always happy, for me, for yourself, for Marceline.

Your happiness is my happiness, and that's all I care about.

I hope you and Marceline can always be together, always be happy and moving together.

I guess somethings are just not meant to be.

There is always sunlight, even if it rains forever.

I just hope the sunlight shine soon in my life too.

That was some heavy stuff diary, I've tried to put it in the vault, but unfortunately I can't ….. looks like I have to push down these ever growing feelings for her till my last breath.

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After reading this Marcy closed his diary and kept it where it belongs. She sat in a corner still invisible and thought it all through ….. she felt very bad for him. Now she felt guilty for what he was going through.

"Finn did it all for our happiness …." She thought … as a several tears travel down the length of her gray cheeks.

The boy, whom they always thought of as a little immature kid, who was never going to grow-up, turns out to be much mature and caring then both of them. He was a kid back then, now he is grown up …. He still doesn't have as much experience as both of them …. But he has gone through a lot, and all by himself. Still, he never complained.

"Oh, Finn … I'm sorry, I'm really sorry …. It's all my fault." She mumbled to herself as she wipes her tears.

"I must make sure that no one else ever read this." She thought too herself. Suddenly she realized that only an hour was left in evening, she needed to get back quick.

When she reached the room, she found her girlfriend reading some leaflets …. "Looks like you guys really had a good time together." Bonnie asked "Yeah …. Yeah we had." She said, and faked a smile while deep down she felt really bad.

With that they both got themselves readied and headed out.

The End

Author's Note: "I'm back with a drabble, and all thanks to COVID 19. And yes, I'm still writing more chapters for the story "A New Adventure." The 5th chapter is about to complete …. will post it soon.

Do post your review, It would help me improving my mistakes.

Stay at home, stay safe …. Till next chapter, Godspeed. (^-^)