Thought we'd always be together,

I was sure our love would last.

Here I am, all alone, wondering what went wrong.

Did we ever have a chance?

It's hard to see this world without you,

A lonely place without romance.

Here I am, all alone, wond'rin' were you've gone,

Did we ever have a chance?

What did we promise to each other?

What were the words we said?

Lookin' back to yesterday,

When we started off,

Did we ever have a clue what love was all about?

Thought we'd always be together,

I was sure our love would last.

Here I am, all alone, wondering what went wrong.

Did we ever have a chance?

I can't believe I'm actually letting this happen.

She was supposed to be mine.

She's the one I love.

She's the one I would do anything for.

But what went wrong?

Did we actually have a chance together?

I knew she had a silly crush on me during my second year at Hogwarts; I always put it down to her being a silly little school girl but I ended up saving her. But then during my fifth year at Hogwarts, after Cho Chang let it slip about Dumbledore's Army … I had seen she was dating some boy called Michael Corner. I could feel my green eyed monster trying to get the better of me, it didn't last between her and Michael because of Gryffindor beating Ravenclaw at Quidditch, she told him she didn't have time for little boys.

I soon started taking more notice during my sixth year at Hogwarts before we went back to Hogwarts, I spent the last 3 weeks of the summer holiday with the Weasley family … I and her grew closer, we would tease and play tricks on her older brother who is my best friend. Then I found out at the end of the summer holidays, she was in a relationship with Dean Thomas … Which made my blood boil as during most of the winter time, I found them in corridors snogging, laughing with each other.

I went to spend Christmas with the Weasley family … I remember her confiding in me about her relationship with Dean that it wasn't going too well. I almost told her that she should end it with him but I didn't … We nearly shared a moment over the Christmas time but we got disturbed by the Death Eaters.

We went back to Hogwarts and I had been listening to Ron asking Hermione, why his sister was crying? Hermione had told Ron that she and Dean were arguing … It was only a matter of time, well I was hoping then we had a final Quidditch Match. Gryffindor had won the game, she had come running towards me and before I could respond we shared our first kiss on the field.

We had officially been together after that match until I knew I wasn't going to be coming back for my seventh year at Hogwarts … I needed to keep her safe, I couldn't let the Dark Art get her so I ended the relationship but on the day of her one of her oldest brother's wedding day, feelings were still very strong between us and we ended up sharing more than a kiss that evening.

I then got a lecture from my two best friends, one being her brother who has always been protective of his little sister, he accused me of messing her around and told me to back away which I did … I backed away and told her that if I survive the war, that we will be together.

Once the war was over and we were finally able to be together with no harm coming to her … I returned to Hogwarts to complete my 7th year, we weren't making things official but we shared the odd kiss and cuddle here and there, we went on dates but we weren't in a relationship.

I went off after finishing my last year at Hogwarts to Auror Training … I didn't know what was happening with me and her anymore, I would go and see her and make every effort. I completed my Auror Training and eventually, I was tired of waiting and wondering what was going on between me and her.

We ended up having a fight and then we didn't talk, I stopped making all the effort to go and see her and she didn't talk to me for months. Then it was my best friend's engagement party; I brought my girlfriend, Diana with me … She had brought her latest boyfriend with her.

We made up that night of the engagement party; I ended up having sex with her … Falling back to our old ways of wondering and what was going on between us. But then a few months after that night, I found a scan photo of a moving baby … I questioned her about it, I could tell it a secret that I wasn't supposed to find out. She aborted our baby, not letting me have my say but we fought again.

"YOU ABORTED OUR BABY AND DIDN'T TELL ME" I yelled.

She was crying and begging me to see her reasons. "We're not together Harry!" She cried. "I couldn't bring a baby into this world when we don't even know what we are"

I shook my head. "Don't you see? This could have been OUR chance!" I roared.

"Our chance? Our chance of what Harry? You didn't want me all those years at Hogwarts until it was time to leave Harry, we're still messing each other around … What sort of life is that for a baby?" She asked, letting tears fall.

"I think I've been making my feelings clear," I answered. "I love you"

She went silent before coming towards me and pressing her lips against mine, I started kissing her back but then I shook my head and pulled away.

"No," I said calmly. "I can't"

She was crying. "Please Harry" She begged.

I shook my head. "Whatever this was, it's over"

I opened the front door, she bit her lip and nodded … She got her stuff together and came face to face with me.

"You'll understand why I did it one day Harry" She whispered.

She pressed her lip against mine before leaving.

I saw her a few more times after that; I had been out with a few friends including her brother, I was drunk and so was she … We ended up in my bed that night. After that night though, I told her that we had to stop and leave each other alone.

I knew I broke her heart that night because her brother/my best friend came round that night and told me straight to leave her alone and she will do the same.

2 years on … She finally met someone else and I met someone who I think I love but not as much as I loved her. My love for her could never be replaced … I was invited to her engagement party, I knew her so well I knew she was hiding something.

I offered my hand for a dance with her and she took the offer … I could see the warning looks from her brother but I ignored them.

As we got to the dancefloor; I placed my hands on her hips, and she put her arms around my neck … We closed the gap between us and just danced slowly to the slow song. I knew we were being watched but I didn't let that bother our little moment together.

"I don't love him, Harry" She whispered in my ear.

I closed my eyes and snuck a kiss against her ear. "Be happy my love"

I saw her again.

It was the night before her wedding day; I wanted to be with her again … I spilled my heart out to her and it led us to having sex in my bed.

I stood up as she was coming in … As she walked down the aisle; she found my eyes but then set her eyes on her husband-to-be.

I lost her.

Our final night.

"I'll always love you Ginny Weasley"

She cried as she left me.

I changed the ending slightly but enjoy reading my first Ginny/Harry :)