AN: hey guys, it's been a while since I've published, I'll explain why, I've been going though a lot recently and I've been toying with the idea of doing this again, this story will be from Andys POV, it will be based around season 6 and Marlos pregnancy and everything we didn't see regrading Andys reactions, thoughts and feelings of being on the outside looking in, I really hope you like it; read and review please it would be greatly appreciated, RBTWILIGHTFOREVER x
ANDY's POV
s6 ep1
After I heard the news, I felt like I was suffocating in that cruiser; I had to get out, I couldn't sit there knowing that my boyfriend was having a baby with his ex. You know the same ex that nearly got him killed.
After I got out Sam followed me, I knew he would; he kept calling my name. He wouldn't give me space, I knew deep down that I probably wasn't being fair to him but at that particular moment in time I didn't care.
I told him I needed a day or maybe three; I mean what else can you say whenever you realise that you won't be the one to give the one you love a baby or that they will have gone through it all once and you haven't even had the chance to experience it together, because they will have done it all before.
I went back into the station and headed straight for the locker room, I sat down on the bench and just cried for what seemed like hours; I felt like I was being selfish because I walked away without even talking to him.
There was a voice in my head telling me I should walk away and never look back. I had never felt so low like that in my life. Don't get me wrong I love Sam and I always will but I need time to think. I need time to process everything.
I found Traci and Dov in the parade room, I just stood there; I waited until Traci turned around, then she did and she looked at me. I asked if we could get out of here, she agreed.
On the way home she asked me what was going on and why I wasn't going home with Sam. I looked at her
"Sam is having a baby with Marlo"
she looked at me "Huh?"
I asked her not to ask me to repeat myself.
She nodded "Seriously? Andy that's insane"
I nodded "He told me that he was going to tell me the night I got attacked, but then it slipped his mind after I got attacked"
We got to my place, I thanked her and asked her not to say anything about our conversation to anyone as I didn't want it getting around the station.
She nodded and drove off, as soon as I made it inside I flopped down on my couch and and tired to clear my head, I must have fallen asleep as I woke up to my phone buzzing, it was Sam.
I couldn't answer so I let it go to voicemail. I know I should've answered it but I couldn't. My phone buzzed again, this time it was a text message.
"Andy, we really need to talk; can you please call me, I know you're angry and confused as hell right now but please call me sweetheart"
I sighed, and I began to reply
"Sam, we can talk tomorrow, I'm really tired and it's been a long day; I know we need to talk about everything but not right now"
Message sent. No reply; I knew he had read it. Obviously it wasn't the answer he wanted and he ignored it, but it was all I could give him in that moment. I am sure tomorrow will be a new day but I still don't think I can talk to him about the fact that his ex girlfriend was having his baby.
Hopefully I can get some sleep and clear my head.