...Authors note...

Hi this is my first is my first time writing hope you like it ...

Waking up to a to the blaring alarm, I turn over to staring to the ceiling. I am already regretting starting the day. I hear banging coming from my brothers room, knowing he was sneaking in from god knows where. I stare at my off white ceiling regretting the day before it's even started. I get a text from jughead asking me to meet him at Pop's. Throwing on a tight singlet and skinny jeans. Looking into the mirror I always notice how much I don't look like my brother. My brother is a tall athletic red head while I am curvy with light brown hair down to my waist with freckles. Leaving the house I walk by Archie's room to see him punching the bag like his life depended on it. Even though we are twins we aren't that close. I love him, he is my brother. But ever since our mother left we haven't been as close. He hasn't told me but I think he blames me for her leaving. I was never the perfect child. Not like him.

Walking in to pops to meet Jug, I straight away look for the corner booth to see jug, head in laptop. I see him look up. His eyes roam over me. I raise an eyebrow at him. He just smirks at me.

" uhhh" I say slopping into the booth. He looks up amused.

"Tough day" he said going back to his laptop.

"I just Archie don't know what's going on with him and I really don't want to go back to school that place is a hellhole." I say slamming my head on the counter.

" Think I don't know, at least last year I was going in with Archie having my back but not this year. I'm stuck with you."

"Hey!" I say kicking him under the table. "Are you ever gonna forgive him?"

"When he gives a reason"

We go back into comfortable silences, him typing away on his laptop. Me, bored scrolling through my phone. With I sigh I switched my phone off and stuffed it into my bra. Jug didn't even look up. Grinning to myself I begin to run my foot up the inner part of jugs leg. Watching him for a reaction and when I don't get one I continue further and and further. Suddenly he grabbed my foot, staring at me.

"What are you doing?" He asks his face serious.

"Im bored jug!" I say leaning forward giving him a nice view.

Sliding his laptop into his bag. He throws down money to pay for the drinks before pushing my foot off his lap only to grab my arm leading me out of pops.

Once we arrive at the drive in, he pushes me against the wall kissing me. I am one of the only people who know he lives here. I would offer for him to live with me but I know he won't except unless he absolutely has to. And the drive in wasn't so bad. I run my hands along his toned stomach. Removing his shirt. Breaking the contact he smiles at me before his lips connect with my neck. Careful not to leave his mark even if he wanted to. He flips us so I'm facing the wall, pressing against my back lips still on my neck . Panic rises in my as he starts taking off my shirt. Grinding in to him stops his movements. Smiling to myself I push him back before jumping onto him, hands around his neck. With a laugh, he removes my shirt. My serpent tattoo safely out of his view being on my lower back. It's been hard hiding it from him but I have to.

Laying on his chest in his shirt. I was just thinking about all the secrets I've been keeping from everybody. Jugs voice breaks my thoughts.

" You okay? Seem to be thinking a lot there."

"Yeah I'm okay"

I get a text from dad saying he wants me home for diner. I've still got time. "How about you . Are you good." I ask him. He freezes a little before smiling at me.

" if you don't tell me what's up with you, I won't tell you wants up with me."

" Hey it doesn't work like that we are supposed to be best friends."

" well we aren't normal best friends are we." He said gesturing to the bed we were currently naked in.

" you got a point" jug was my best friend. Nothing more. We don't like each other like that and we never will. Yeah we sleep together sometimes but that doesn't involve feelings. Just sex, and it's fun and great stress relief. No one knows about it. Except Fp, he walked in once when jug was still at home. That was awkward, my gangleader seeing me with his son, yet he never brought it up.

Returning home, I hear an argument between dad and Archie. I don't know why but he has always been stricter on Archie then he was on me. My mum always treated Archie better then me, sometimes pretending that I didn't exist. Archie was the perfect one. I don't think dad new what to do in that situation so just gave me freedom.

Knowing that dinner isn't happening anymore I just walk past them up the stairs. They didn't even acknowledge me. Plugging in my phone I see a message from Toni telling

me to meet me at the wyme. Texting her back I start to get ready. I dress in a tight black singlet that showed plenty and a really short black and white pleated skirt with fishnets and boots. I do dark makeup. I grab my serpent jacket and sling it over my arm so it's not showing the logo. Walking back past my still fighting brother and dad. My brother looked horrified by what I was wearing. I normal tried to hide it from him but I can't be bothered anymore. Dad pretends not to notice what I am wearing. I think he knows what I am but doesn't bring it up. "I'm meeting Toni, I'll probably stay there. See you tomorrow" I say as I walk to the door.

"Okay, be safe," my dad says quietly not looking at me still staring at Archie. He knows I have Southside friends, his met a few. Probably why he's not to worried.

"Why are you dressed like that? You can't go out like that." My brother doesn't notice a lot as we both aren't home that much but I can't believe this is the first time he has noticed how I dress.

"Leave her Archie, we need to talk about you." Archie's jaw drops, staring at my dad as I walk to the door sticking my pierced tongue out at him.