Chapter 1

Kylo Ren walked through the Star Destroyer with a quickness that made other officers and Stormtroopers have to practically jump to get out of his way. They never wanted to be in his way when he was as furious as he appeared to be now. Kylo made his way back to his quarters and waited until the door closed behind him, sealing him off from the First Order. He relieved himself of his helmet and sat down on his bed, holding his head in his hands. It had been a year since he had last seen Rey. A year since he offered everything he had to her. A year since he was so close he could have kissed her. Yet here he was, alone in his quarters going mad without a trace of the woman he was so infatuated with. He had tried desperately to reach out to her but was unable to connect to her. It was as if the Force was no longer working on their side like it had all those times before they had defeated Snoke and his guards.
Sighing deeply, he laid down on his bed and stared up at the blank ceiling above him. The First Order had been at his command for some time now. He was the Supreme Leader. Yet he had no one to share his rule with. The only choice was Rey, but she wanted Ben Solo. He's long gone, Kylo thought to himself. But he could still feel a pull to the Light and knew that if he was able to turn her to the Dark Side with him, he could silence Ben Solo once and for all. Turning over onto his side, he let sleep take him and felt warmth as his dreams took him under to see her, the only way he was able to be with her. But the Force was soon to have other plans for him.